#like yeah toxic codependency FOR SURE (good thing they're not real people lol)

[naniskys]

i cant grasp how much of saints life revolves around shin you understand me right??? and if you look at it in irl level that shit is so sadly weird and toxic 😭😭 but its a series so we LOVE it but sometimes it got me thinking and i dont think ill ever be obsessed with a friend of mine like that if we ever drift apart idk what id do but man to drop school for them? i dont think i dont know tbh but i guess there are external factors around here like saint not having a good parental support and all that shit so its easy for him to just throw studies aside but still

THIS !!!! saint's life genuinely starts and ends with shin, like those 3 years??? he was just barely getting by, just doing the things he needed to do for survival.

and from what we saw from 3 years ago, saint rlly only had 2 things he cared about in his life: fighting/his gang and shin. then he went and lost both of those in one night. and it was all his fault. the guilt and regret he must have felt would have been insanee

and i think it was "easier" for shin (it obviously wasn't easy, but he had some ways to cope at least) because he had his mum and chingching, and if it came down to it, he could just blame things on saint (even though he knew that deep down it doesn't solve anything, but in the heat of the moment it would help to redirect his anger at the situation onto something else)

whereas saint rlly had nothing left but to live with the guilt and blame, just constantly beating himself up for it 😭😭