#like yeah the realistically bleak portrayal of the after effects of nuclear war actually had a positive effect on my mood
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thinking about how, out of all my hyperfixations, threads 1984 somehow wasn't even the worst contributor to my mental health?
#i'm ngl it might have to be the onceler. or south park in the first phase when i was 17#not including any of the 6000 hyperfixation revivals it's had since then#idk if the onceler counts bc while i was actually obsessed with him i was happy but based on how depressed i got when the obsession ended#probably means i wasn't doing well in the first place lol#actually everywhere at the end of time had a pretty awful effect on my life#but somehow threads is higher up on the scale#like yeah the realistically bleak portrayal of the after effects of nuclear war actually had a positive effect on my mood#i mean it Very Much Did ruin my life for a month but after that I was Fine 😄 mostly#and now it barely bothers me at all. it's my comfort film............ not really but it's a film i can easily just put on whenever i want#okay wait i'm really interested in the difference between my responses to the two Traumatic Medias of my life#bc it's been almost 2 years since I listened to eateot I still cannot listen to the last 6 minutes#but threads crosses my mind and i'm like ''oh look! it's my friend threads (1984)! I wonder what these thoughts will be about <3''#and the thoughts are about like. radiation poisoning or something#idk what i'm on about anymore#anyway#ramble
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