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#like we know and we all acknowlege that we're all trans but like we havent like. talked abt it beyond that
chisatowo · 3 years
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Writing fictional characters talking abt gender shit to fill the void that is no irl trans friends to talk abt gender with
#rat rambles#like two of my siblings are nonbinary but we. dont rly talk abt it much#mostly because none of us have rly like. officially come out#like we know and we all acknowlege that we're all trans but like we havent like. talked abt it beyond that#and I used to have a trans irl friend but well. yeah.#and I was pretty early in the whole gender discovery journey at the time so I havent gotten to rly talk gender much#which is a shame! I have so many gender thoughts! I just feel so nice and comfy in my gender identity now and I wanna share that#and I want people to use my neos irl! just! so bad!#like they/them is fine and does its job but I want to hear people use it/its especially for me more often#but yknow theyre like. kind of 'edgy' pronouns or whatever so idk if I could actually get people irl to use them for me#especially my mom. shes finally started using they/them for me more regularly after years of being out to her and I dont think shed do it#dude this is the woman who decided to start debating gender with me when I came out and constantly misgenders abd deadnames someone whos#been out to her for years longer than even me despite claiming to be supportive of trans people#ah this got a lil bit venty my bad#but still you get the idea. I wanna be loud abt being trans! I wanna be loud abt gender stuff!!!#hopefully I can meet some other trans people after I get my ged and start having to go outside and talk to people again#I guess this is one rough thing abt not being in school anymore. like yeah Ill meet people while job hunting and shit but work isnt rly a#prime friend making enviorment and other than that theres just not much in my irl meeting people plans#yknow I feel kinda bad saying this but I hope if I do meet any other queer people theyre not cis#like Ive met plenty of other queer people in my time but god its exhausting trying to figure out their stances on trans people#not gonna dig into that more since thatd get trauma dumpy so fast fnxjfnfh#anyways I should probably stop talking abt this now even though I rly dont want to
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