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callixton · 8 months ago

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fully unrelated ig i'm just thinking a lot tonight but it really sucks that 90% of the reason that sex feels dangerous for me is bc i'm trans. like most of that is dysphoria which makes it emotionally dangerous bc there is simply nothing i can do abt that and then it's also just way more difficult to navigate casual sex as a trans person esp in person. there r some factors that probably wouldn't disappear if i was cis but . SO much of it is abt me being trans. which blows

#keep pausing my leverage fic to post but i don't think these thoughts r related lmao #like reading boyslut was super interesting on a lot of levels but now that i've sat with it for a few days #i think mostly i'm just upset that no amount of dispelling personal shame is going to get rid of my dysphoria and make sex a comfortable #- experience for me.#i would get bottom surgery in a literal heartbeat idc if it's not 'perfect' or whatever it would be so much better for me #ted talks

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