#like just now i was scrolling through the videos on idkbecks's page that were tagged as dallon
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It's so comforting to realize that since the self-imposed rules I put upon myself are completely made up, I can change them to make myself more comfortable. I forget about that all the time X'3
#dru speaks#dru vents#like just now i was scrolling through the videos on idkbecks's page that were tagged as dallon#with the rule in mind that once i get 12 notes i'll stop#but the number was stuck at 9 and i was getting burnt out from doing that and i wanted to move onto something else#so i was like 'oh man i hope those 3 notes roll in soon' and i hit 10 notes before i realized. i could just stop now#no one says i need to keep going until i hit 12 except for me. so if i don't like that i can change it#and another example of that is that when i'm bored i cycle through the same three mobile games#and for one of them when i get to it i do whatever the next game mode in the list of modes there is#except there's one i don't really like to do#but tonight i just realized. i can totally just skip over it#no one's making me play it if i don't want to#y'know i think i'm obsessed with routine and having a certain order of doing things to like. an unusual degree#like. normal brains don't function like this do they#idk
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