#like its always the stupidiest things too; nothing you'd expect for someone to say such as wanting to be held or sex or anything.
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#day rants#day texts#loneliness can be such a fucking demon sometimes.... like im ok being alone rn but sometimes that demon sneaks up on me#i can be relaxing and doing the most mundane thing when it strikes; making me miss the simple things about loving someone romantically#like its always the stupidiest things too; nothing you'd expect for someone to say such as wanting to be held or sex or anything.#when i get lonely i miss the way that you can know someone so intimately that you know the differences in their smiles and laughs.#its missing how easily conversation can flow; even over the stupidest things in the world... just because you wanna hear them talk#its being so connected and attuned to another person that you just KNOW them. as much as they let you#its missing someones absent-minded touch on your skin when you get distracted or entranced in something#idk for me its all these stupid little things along with the bigger and more common ones#i love being single; dont get me wrong. however i dont like feeling so alone and disconnected from others#i also want someone to feel that way about me yk?#like if im gonna date i dont wanna date just to date i want it to mean something. i wanna mean something to them.#idk just been thinking. about somethings; about someone#life is mad scary though... and i hate doing shit i find scary#i gotta do it to grow though
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