#like if i was allowed to exercise i'd be going somewhere with a punching bag or trying out that ax throwing place

[shallowseeker]

you are so upbeat

Oh, no. I'm SO not fine. Tomorrow, a friend of mine is taking me on a four-wheeler ride out to a bluff so we can scream at the top of our lungs.

Also, it's important to note that I can afford to be upbeat: I am pale-skinned, big-blue-eyed, sandy-haired, and relatively "safe." I'm disabled as fuck, but it's way more of a "stealth" disability than it used to be. (And since my heart procedures were a win, maybe after I start my new bp med to stabilize my autonomic nervous system, I'll be almost normal again, or at least more functional. Here's hoping.)

All this means, of course, that I'm gearing up to be a "sleeper agent" to protect my friends. Here, my hick accent does me favors.