#like how much more should I toruture and hurt myself to finally get somewhere in my life
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idk where to dump this but Iโve been really going through it
#tw body dyspmorphia#I wish I was pretty and slim#like I wish my build was petite so that I actually look skinny#I donโt find my fave visually pleasing like I honestly think itโs the reason I donโt get much opportunities#I wish I was built like Tyla sheโs literally so perfect she has a music career sheโs stunning and has perfect voice and body#I hate being alive sometimes#itโs so overwhelming#I donโt feel good enough for anyone and even my ongoing degree#I just want to disappear#like how much more should I toruture and hurt myself to finally get somewhere in my life#Iโm sorry for the dump I just need to let it out somewhere cause Iโve been suppressing it for three months now and thereโs so much going on#i just want to not exist because whether Iโm here or not there wonโt be a difference
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