#like how much more should I toruture and hurt myself to finally get somewhere in my life
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idk where to dump this but I’ve been really going through it
#tw body dyspmorphia#I wish I was pretty and slim#like I wish my build was petite so that I actually look skinny#I don’t find my fave visually pleasing like I honestly think it’s the reason I don’t get much opportunities#I wish I was built like Tyla she’s literally so perfect she has a music career she’s stunning and has perfect voice and body#I hate being alive sometimes#it’s so overwhelming#I don’t feel good enough for anyone and even my ongoing degree#I just want to disappear#like how much more should I toruture and hurt myself to finally get somewhere in my life#I’m sorry for the dump I just need to let it out somewhere cause I’ve been suppressing it for three months now and there’s so much going on#i just want to not exist because whether I’m here or not there won’t be a difference
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