#like half of my strongest interests have been on cartoon and its always really hurt me that i cant really share that with many people

[exonclzen]

ice cream & haunted houses

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pairing: chenle x reader genre: super super super fluff you will vomit rainbows through your eyes plot: date with chenle at an amusement park word count: 2,429 a/n: i am TERRIBLE with scenario titles wtf. it’s my first scenario after one year of hiatus, i seriously hope u like it! ♡

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He was already there when you arrived at the fountain, located near the entrance of the amusement park. The dusk painted the sky in shades of peachy pink and waves of soft violet, and you noticed how the colour of his hair matched harmoniously with the tints of brown trying to fit into the odd mixture of hues and saturations. He hadn’t seen you, not yet, but you took that as an advantage to study his handsome and soothing figure.

He was wearing that old pale pink oversized sweater he had since the third grade – the same sweater you were always complimenting -, even though the sleeves were having trouble  reaching out to cover his wrists. He insisted on wearing it as much as possible when he was with you, because he knew you loved how good it looked on him.

A paper bag loosely swung between his fingers and you couldn’t help but wonder why he had brought it there for. He kept turning his head from one side to another, perhaps looking for you, anxiously waiting for you to show up in front of him – or at least, that’s what you hoped for.

You raised your hand as if you wanted to touch the twilight sky, making yourself visible for the boy on the other side of the street who was blindly searching for you in all the wrong places.

“Chenle!” you waved your arm, clumsily standing yourself on your toes.

His head turned to the petite figure near the water fountain, worried eyes instantly turning brighter than the moonlight as they landed on you. Inside your chest, your heart skipped a beat the moment you watched the corners of his plump little mouth curl upwards into the smile he only made when he saw you in your graphic t-shirts, and your skinny jeans and your rounded glasses. He frantically waved back at you, gesturing with his hand for you to come closer.

The urge to have him closer to you was so intense that you mindlessly crossed the street, making your way towards him like a child attracted by the scent of gummy bears and lollipops.

The moon and the stars were already hanging from the tidal wave of the darkest blue like adornments in a marionette show. In less than a second, both of you were facing each other, with stupid in love smiles plastered on your faces. You looked up at him, taking your time admiring his looks and how soft he looked covered in your favourite pale pink sweater.

You and your pretty little mind were so caught up in Chenle’s soft smile that you didn’t even notice when his middle finger and thumb flicked against your forehead, earning a cry from you as both of your hands covered the barely hurt spot.

“Outch! What was that for?” you asked with accusing eyes.

“You didn’t even watch if there was a car coming when you crossed the street!” he nagged at you as if he was one of your parents. “Don’t ever do that again!”

Under your breath, you tried to conceal a smirk. Seeing him caring about you and scolding you for not being careful never failed to make your heart flutter and your cheeks become hotter than blue fire.

“Well, sorry.” You replied pretentiously, letting your hands fall to your sides as you wondered if Chenle would notice the shades of red absorbed in your face. “What’s that?”

Chenle diverted the sweet stare he was holding on you to the paper bag on his hand. His expression transformed immediately and, before you noticed, his eyes were a curved thin line and his teeth were showing in a wide smile. “Oh, this is for you!”

He stretched out his arm towards you and as he did, your lips slightly parted in pure surprise. You had gone in so many dates with Chenle, yet this was the first time he was bringing you a gift. You knew he was up to something, you knew him well enough to know. But what? Had something changed in your friendship that you didn’t quite pay attention to? If so, what had changed?

You took the paper bag in your petite hands, not only curious about what he had brought you, but also apprehensive. Chenle was one of the sweetest boys you had met your entire life; however, he was also one of the most mischievous.

The paper bag contained a medium sized black box, its cover involved in a silk bow. You grabbed the box in your hands and let the paper bag fall onto ground, carelessly. Giving Chenle one last curious glance, you opened the box to see a pair of round spectacle glasses with coloured lenses – the same glasses you couldn’t seem to shut up about for the past two weeks. In all of your dates, you would always drag him to the store just to whine about how pretty and cool they were.

You gasped at the sight of the most precious object you now owned. “Chenle… I’ve been wanting these for so long… You really didn’t have to… Thank you…”

He chuckled and you felt your heart jump a little. “Y/N, stop it… I wanted to give them to you for a long time, but I wanted to give them in a special day.”

“Special day?” You asked almost in a tone of negligence. You were still too focused on examining every millimetre of the beautiful glasses you could now call yours.

Chenle gently took your hand in his, helping you in the movements of your fingers to put the glasses back on the box as in a please pay attention to me request. You stared at him, bewildered, and you swore you had blinked hundred, a thousand, perhaps a million times when your cold skin touched his.

“I’m glad you liked the glasses.” He smiled, then pointing to the enormous and twinkling amusement park’s entrance. “Shall we go in?”

Holding the paper bag on your hands, your eyes shone at him like a million fireworks in the night sky. At that moment, you were the happiest girl in the planet.

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The silver moonlight immersed into Chenle’s hair colour like a feather carried by the warm summer breeze. You were walking slowly around the amusement park, half trying to find the next attraction you wanted to ride on, half appreciating each other’s company while comfortably eating your ice creams in silence.

As you took the last bite into your mint chocolate ice cream, your eyes darted to relish Chenle’s feautures, from his beaded eyes, to his perfectly sculpted and defined nose, to the chubby apples of his cheeks and finally halting at the sweet form of his plump lips; he was too handsome for you to handle, but his personality was way more valuable than his looks. He was clever, funny, perceptive, enthusiastic of your interests and, above all, the strongest shoulder you could ever lean on. He knew you better than anyone else. He always offered to help you doing your homework whenever you had difficulties; he never failed to make you smile or laugh when you were feeling down and had tears threatening to slide down; he was your best reader, he knew exactly what each one of your expressions meant, you were like an open book for him, but just for him, no one else; listening to you talking with passion about the things you loved was his ultimate favourite hobby, he would never let you down or make you feel bad for loving the things you loved; his shoulders were always available for you, and only for you, and they were your favourite place to rest your head on at the end of tiresome days.

Your wandering thoughts were suddenly interrupted by Chenle’s cocky voice, accompanied by a mischievous wink. “Y/N, I know I’m handsome, but you don’t need to keep staring at me.”

You felt your cheeks heat up. “Ugh, stop it. I just thought I had seen a bit of ice cream in your face, that’s it!”

“Yeah, right!” He giggled. “So, what attraction do you want ride on now?”

“Hmm… I was thinking….” Your eyes roamed between all the surrounding attractions, with colourful lights blinking, unsynchronised, each of them drawing more of your attention that the one you had seen before.

Then, you spotted a darker attraction, filled with monsters and ghosts and bloody figures waving their dangerous knives and letting out evil laughs like in a horror cartoon.

“That one! I want to go on the haunted house!” You rejoiced, pointing excitedly to the attraction.

“T-the… The haunted house?” Your eyes met Chenle’s when you spotted hesitation in his voice.

“Yes...” He gulped. And you noticed. “Wait… Are you scared to go on the hauted house, Zhong Chenle?!”

“No! No at all!” He frantically shook his head no and you burst into laughter the second you realised he was lying. “If you want to go to the haunted house that badly, then let’s go!”

He started to walk towards the haunted house, determined to show you how fearless he was, and you followed behind him.

You insisted in buying the tickets and after a long argument about it, Chenle gave in and let you. Both of you patiently waited until the little carriage of the train who would tour you around the haunted house had a free seat and, as soon as other people got out, you sat side by side at the front.

“Are you sure you want to stay in the front?” Chenle whispered and when you looked at him, fear was all over his face.

You tilted your head to the side, comforting him with a soft smile. “Chenle, it’s okay… We don’t have to g-”

“No, I want to go into this haunted house with you.” He smiled. “It’s something you like and I want you to share the things you like with me too.”

Deep down, you knew he had always been terribly scared of anything that had to do with horror – and this time, you chose the haunted house not only because you liked the adrenaline it gave you, but also because you wanted to help him fight his fears. Although it might not be the best occasion to do it, you wanted to, at least, try.

Trying to conceal his fear, you watched him as he played with his fingers, anxiety beginning to erode him inside. Regardless of being overly responsive to every touch of Chenle – your heart skipped a trillion beats, your cheeks turn red and you always avoided eye contact -, this moment was one of those where you couldn’t let your shyness win over the love you felt for him. With your mind settled, you inhaled and slowly let your fingers search for his, entwining both of your piano hands together. Chenle held your gaze with an incredulous look plastered onto his face, probably surprised by the fact that this was the first time he was not making the move on you. You curled your lips to him in a smile which he returned with glittering irises and dilated pupils.

The moments Chenle shortened the distance between your bodies and let his head fall upon your shoulder, the train started.

***

Honestly, you almost hadn’t paid any attention to the haunted house tour. In fact, you hadn’t paid any attention at all. Your whole world had stopped the second Chenle tightened the grip on your hand and leaned onto your shoulder for comfort. Your heart was beating faster than the speed of light, harder than a meteor shower crossing the atmosphere and cratering the earth. Although the air was filled with other people’s screams and laughs within the haunted house, the sounds of your heartbeats had been loud enough for you to fear that Chenle would listen. He had spent the entire trip clinging onto your shoulder while pressing his lids together from time to time. And you… you had spent the entire trip staring at him.

Staring at Chenle in secret was always the same as clicking in a button to mute all the noise buzzing in the world. Then, your favourite love songs started to play in the background of your mind and you admired his every feature and flaw and thought about how it would feel to have his arms wrapping up around you in an embrace full of care and love and support. An embrace you could only imagine and, much to your disappointment, were not able to bring to reality.

The haunted house train arrived at its final destination and Chenle detached himself from you, yet not breaking your sweet and warm holding hands. You got out of the train and Chenle was guiding you silently through the crowd of people wandering round in the amusement park, always looking over his shoulder to make sure you were still there with him. Something was not right. Why was he acting this oddly?

As soon as you reached the frontier that separated the amusement park and the river, Chenle stopped under a pretty tree showered by the beautiful moonlight and shining stars and immediately enveloped both of his arms on your neck, pushing you against the warmth of his sweater.

You gasped, caught in surprise by his sudden act. Your arms were hanging loose, with an unknown place to settle. Chenle wasn’t much taller than you, but tall enough to rest his chin on the top of your head as one of his hands played with your hair, gently and purely out of love. “I really like you, you know?”

When you woke up from your static state, you managed to place your arms around his waist, linking your hands together on his back. Your eyelids clung into each other and you sank into his embrace as if there was no tomorrow. “I really like you too…”

His chin parted from the top of your head and that allowed you to look up at him in delight. For the hundredth time tonight, he caught you by surprise by leaning in and placing a sweet kiss onto your forehead.

There you stood, two kinds in love under the starry night and ocean of silver moon, in the arms of one another. You felt warm, protected, loved. You were smiling and your head sank into his chest even more.

At that moment, everything was right in the world. At that moment, you swore you were the happiest girl in the entire universe.

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1. How long have you had a Tumblr?2011 i think? 2. Describe your first kiss, who was it with, what was it like, where was it etc?his name is justin. he had a gf at the time and kissed me (shitty af) in a library. it was nothing special. i really liked him though. 3. What’s your biggest regret? I know we all say we don’t regret things but obviously it’s how we learn, from our mistakes. So what’s something from your past you wished you could have changed?dating emilio for as long as i did. 4 Favorite Songs at the moment?i cant pick its too hard 5. What is the craziest thing that you have ever done?i am not wild6. What’s the most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you?i erase this shit from my mind7. Do you have any scars and if so, how did you get them?they come from myself hahahh 8. Where would you like to be in 10 years?just successful and happy. 9. What are your views on drugs and alcohol?theyre fine just dont make them your top priority 10. What are your views on religion?believe what you want. dont bash me for not believing in anything though. 11. Have you ever thought about ending your own life? If so, why?of course. i get sad, hoe. 12. Write 5 facts people might not know about you.i am very open. there is very little people dont know about me. 13. last really important text you got?ky cam saying shes down to shop w me and maddie :)14. Can you let go?not easily 15. Discuss your first love.have i even had one?16. Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up. Explain why each song is on there.i dont have an ipod but fuck i wish i DID17. Name somewhere you’d like to move or visit.visit? probably canada. id move there too. or wisconsin. 19. What are your views on mainstream music?no beef, i dont often find stuff i vibe with on the radio but i have18. Are you currently missing someone?more than anything 19. At what age do you think people should have sex?prolly high school, but really whenever you are comfortable. 20. What are your highs and lows of this past year?highs: leaving my abuser! getting a job i love! leaving people who are shitty and toxic! meeting rachel! meeting jessie! seeing amity!lows: spending the first half with my abuser! self harming again! crashed my car! 21. What are your strongest beliefs?i believe in aliens and ghosts (who doesn't?) i believe in an after life. 22. Who are you closest to in your family?my brother hes my best friend damn near 23. How important do you think education is?pretty important. i dont think college is necessary. 24. What’s one of your favorite shows?how i met your mother25. How have you changed in the past 2 years?i am stronger and happier. i have better friends and just a happier life. 26. Name 5 people who are famous who you find attractive.ryan ross, detective nick amaro, the rock, young matthew lillard, and ellen page27. Name your favorite movie and what it’s about.nick and norahs infinite playlist. its about a girl falling for a dude thru the mix cds he made his ex (her friend) and meets him at the club and soends the whole night with him looking for her drunk friend and a secret show. 28. Who is someone who fascinates you and why?aalyssa. shes so interesting to me and i could listen to her talk for hours. 29. What kind of person attracts you?lanky emo boys. douchebags. pretty girls. 30. What’s a problem that you have recently had or are currently having?i want to find another job 31. Name something that you miss.dhanes laugh. 32. Share 5 goals you want completed in the next 30 days.get in the shape i want to. thats it. 33. What’s been the highlight of your month and the lowest point? anytime i see michael and rachel its a highlight. low point: my FUCKING CAR GETTING HIT. 34. What’s something that you’ve done in the past that you would never do again?molly damn near. 35. What is you’re biggest insecurity & why?tummy. its too big. 36. What were the last 3 songs you listened to and what did they mean to you?eeeek i cant remember.37. Do you have a toy that’s really special to you and if so what is it, how did you get it etc?no i dont but i wish i did. 38. Have you lost anyone close to you to death? yep. i love you dhane! i love you christian! 39. What is your purpose in life?do i really have one? 40. When was the last time you cried and what was it over?today at a sad facebook video 41. If you got to spend an entire day with your favourite celebrity what would you guys do? we would have sex i love you ryan ross 42. If you could only listen to one artist for the rest of your life, who would you choose and why?nevershoutnever. you fuckin know why. 43. What are 3 traits that you like about yourself and what are three that you dislike about yourself? Personality wise.goods: im very empathetic. i look out for people. im fucking funnybads: im too nice. i get angry very fast. im petty. 44. Can you cook? If so what are your favorite dishes to make? yes!! i love to just make pasta with chicken and homemade pizza. 45. What was the last decision you regretted making?probably fucking sy hahahaha 46. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?nope47. Do you ever wish you were famous?not really 48. What’s the nastiest thing anyone has ever said to YOU? Or something that’s hurt you above anything else and why?emilio said some of the most disgusting shit to me for months. dude told me he was gonna kill me hella times and how i should just end my life already! fucks wrong with that dude? 50. What mark would you want to leave on this world after you are gone?just want people to remember the good about me and my laugh 51. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?not really52. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?hell no whats the point 53. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?yes54. What’s the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?drive around with me and not make fun of me while i sob my eyes out. thanks becca! thanks jessie!55. What is one of your favorite memories?amity performing youngbloods. thanks for making me cry! 58. What’s the nicest present you’ve ever received?becca bought me an amity ticket, i love that bitch. emilio got me a stuffed animal that is sully so that was pretty nice of him to do (rare) my fav is when people give me flowers. 59. Have you ever had your heart broken?yeah im a sensitive bitch. not his fault tho!60. Have you ever wanted to change anything about your life? If so, what?yeah like mostly where i live. i would just like to leave here. 61. What is something you feel like you are really good at? problem solving62. What are your top 5 favourite all time songs by your favourite artist?open letter. deaths hand. i hate hartley. youngbloods. chasing ghosts. 65. What’s one thing someone has done for you that was really small but made a huge impact?becca had my back throughout my past relationship. she really did everything for me. s/o to her for being legit the best person i have ever met. 66. What do you do when you can’t sleep?watch more tv68. If you could change 3 things within your government, what would they be and why?get trump out of office. thats all i got. i dont know much about the government. 69. What’s your favourite holiday and why?id say halloween. i like the spooks. 70. What’s the kindest thing a stranger has ever done for you? Even if it’s TINY like holding a door open for you, something that you remember even though they were a complete stranger.the nice anons i get. thanks guys. 71. Who’s your favorite cartoon character?honestly? probably scooby. 72. What’s the first song that comes to your mind while reading this and why?scooby doo theme song. i love that shit. 74. What would you like to be the first dance song at your wedding?idk i never think about my wedding plans tbh. something alternative ideally. maybe something by flatsound or across the universe. 75. Have you ever been told you look like a famous person, if so, who?nope 76. What’s one thing you can not live without?becca! 77. What is the most selfless thing you have ever done for someone?idk i will really do anything for anyone. mostly just helping out with driving. 78. Are you a girly girl?i dont think so 79. What color is your bed?black80. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?dark. ideally brunette. 81. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?hell yes but not his fault 82. Do you have a best friend?yes. s/o to becca. s/o to maddie. s/o to tony. 82. What song makes you cry the most?i cant even pick. probably something by flatsound 83. What’s the funniest film you’ve ever seen?eeeeeekkkk...... i have no idea...... honestly for some reason all that comes to mind is 21 jump street and thats weird 84. What’s something crazy that you’ve always wanted to do?im just tryna kiss a gurl85. Has anything ever happened to you that you just can’t forgive?yes for sure. i will never forgive my abusers. 86. Ever been really drunk?sadly87. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?not really. these people were saying i do bars and thats pretty fucked up considering ive never taken prescription pills for "fun"89. Have you ever felt ashamed about something? If so what was it & why? yeah i'm not gonna talk about it 90. Do you keep a journal? If so what mostly goes in it? Random thoughts, feelings, stories?i did, i should start again. 
91. Do you like somebody?yep :-)92. Craziest shit ever done?im not crazy 93. What’s the saddest story/one that’s touched you the most that you’ve ever heard on the news?the kid that hung himself because people spread rumors that his girlfriend killed herself. 94. If you were told you were going to have 3 daughters, what would you want to name them?i have no idea because im never having kids. 95. Do you have a middle name and if so, what is it?marie96. Are you in a relationship?no 97. Do you enjoy drama?not really98. Are you a virgin?nope99. Are you short or tall?short100. Do you have siblings? If so, what are their names and how old are they? amber is 31, erin is 29, and tony is 16