#like for real everytime he was speaking i was like 'oooooh'

[fuck-off-im-ace]

Matt's voice in the wired interview, why did that man sound So Good?!??

[bookishbunnies]

Episode 6

Wylan, your friends are dying and you're excited about the butterflies??? Top tier autistic representation honestly

Awwwwh Wylan, holy shit that's so fucking adorable. Speaking louder just so Jesper can hear you. You fucking sweetheart. But uh, Jesper can't hear you soz

Omg this is how we get Jesper backstory?? His mother!!! 😍

Ooh, Baghra knows. Or at least has her suspicions.

Oooh yes, morozova story time

Ooh yes Baghra, talk more about Mals family.

Oh cmon Mal. You kept going till you found Alina. Is Baghra really gonna have to spell it out?

Really Baghra, you stop the story there???

Wylan, don't you think they tried simply opening the door?? If tolya couldn't get it open what makes you think you can? Blow it the fuck up dammit

Oooooh, Tolya and Tamar backstory??? Wait no, hallucination? Interesting, the others had flashbacks, not fiction

Wylan, maybe don't put your face directly up to the small hole you just made into a room filled with poisonous air?? 😅

I love Jespers mother so much. I wish we got to see more of her

Huh, okay maybe Baghra doesn't know for sure. Otherwise opening that door would've gone differently

I know Mal and Alinas convos are supposed to be emotional but honestly I'm laughing everytime coz of all the foreshadowing 😂

THE KANEJ ARMY ARE WINNING. ABSOLUTELY FUCKING WINNING

This is exactly how I imagined the scene. Perfect. The question. The little tug. The hand in the face. The hesitation. But holy shit it hurts so much that it's not real. That Kaz doesn't get to experience it too. Why must you hurt me like this????

Omg yes, autistic hyperfixations for the win. You are a beautiful man Wylan.

Lol, Inej shoving it in her mouth before he can even say it might sound strange. She trusts him with her life 💚

Alright, Tolya is mama now, it's official

Omg Jesper, don't sound so surprised. You've literally told the man how intelligent he has how many times and you're surprised??

Oh Kaz, and Inej. Didn't see anything? Nice to see we're still denying all our feelings 😂

Wow, Mals better at denying shit than Kanej. You literally just closed the door that only a Morozova can affect. And you respond with 'you're lying'???

Wow that's rude, messing with a man's guns.

Oh I need Wylan to save them here, it's gonna be gorgeous

Absolutely love Jespers priorities, fixing his guns

Once again, Baghra is fucking amazing. She knew what needed to be done and she fucking did it

Okay that was not how I was expecting that to go. Damn, they really have a habit for meeting living saints 😅

Awwh, I am living for every single look between Wylan and Jesper 😍

Oooh, is this why they made Alina part Shu??? Did they think this far ahead, had all this planned out already????

Jesper?? Okay, why him? Coz he's a durast?

Shes using her first husband as a table????

Awwh, it is coz he's a durast, a terrible one apparently 😂

This is such a good Jesper episode. We get to see his mother, and he gets to be more comfortable being a durast

Omg, Tolya and Jespers look 😂

Omg, 'someone someday is gonna come sweep you off your feet' yes Nina, his name is Nikolai, and he will so brilliantly sweep Zoya off her feet 😍

Wow they got their priorities straight. You have to kill me Alina. Okay let's have sex.

Like yeah I get it, but it's still funny

Ah yes, nothing like pouring your dead mother bone dust onto the stump of your hand that she cut off with her dying breath.

Well fuck. Baghra did not see that one coming

[onlyjaeyun]

anon who said she’d read chapter 3 after the enha concert here!!! once again, the chapter was so good!! i was actually impatient and read it before i started getting ready to go to the concert 😭 yn’s gc with giselle and karina had me deadddd. ALSO jay would talk you through it omggggg 😵‍💫😵‍💫

as for the concert it was AMAZING!!! other than having to rush a little bit to get ready, it was the first concert i’ve been too where everything went smoothly for me. we made it early, got inside super fast as soon as doors opened, got merch fast, and we were able to use the restrooms and eat properly in no rush before the show. even getting home was quick and easy (getting home from nct 127 was an actual mess for me so i have a little bit of trauma) 😭 anyways i think the universe anticipated how much i wanted this so it made sure everything went well.

as for the acc concert, I LUV ENHA SO MUCH ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 our view was right in the middle so we were able to focus on the actual stage too rather than just the big screens and jfc they’re so in sync it amazed me. like even other groups are in sync too but enha’s choreo is so hard and the setlist was so physically demanding it was crazy to me that they’re able to make it seem so easy. THEY WERE SO STABLE TOOOO. enha best performers of 4th gen me thinks!! they’ve really proved their talent since they’ve debuted and i’m so proud!!! sunghoon mentioned some of the members were feeling a little sick cause of all the weather changes 🥺🥺🥺 yet they were all so happy and energetic and cute during their ments 🫶🏽🫶🏽 the production value was also crazy, the coffin shaped screens and stage was so creative tbh even if it’s one little detail. lighting and all went crazy too and made things so fun. you can tell money was put into the tour. i may be biased towards them but definitely my favorite kpop concert so far for sure!! just love enha sm 🥰🥰🥰 i only feel the same way for like two other groups, i’m selective af

as for the members omg HYUNG LINE HAD ME DEADDDD, they’re so fine. as a jay girly i already was screeching everytime he showed up. he just has this attractive aura surrounding him 24/7, oooooh i want him so bad 😫😫 BUT JAKE AND HEESEUNG OOOOOOH. jake was my og enha bias and has been my second bias since jongseong took the number one spot, but i think he’s fighting for number 1 again he’s just sooooo fine i was ready to get on my knees for him. everyone was down bad for him oof. heeseung is so sexy when performing jfc his expressions and energy 😍😍. sunghoon’s face card was crazy and he’d just show up on camera and id just be like how are you able to look like that. i almost passed out during that one move in sacrifice where he runs his hand down his body. jungwon is so cute, i’ve always seen him as my son even tho he’s like only a year younger than me 💀 but he was so cute during the ments especially when speaking english 🥹 sunoo is such a pretty man i cannot believe he’s real. ni-ki’s stage presence is so crazy. a true performer. he got so many cheers during the performances, but he deserves it. that’s my son fr and he deserves the world!!! overall they’re amazing performers, every member really shined through at some point and i’m so grateful i got to see them. i’m actually so close to buying a nosebleed ticket for their second show tn and going to just take in the moment without recording or worrying about what i’m wearing and all. i really hope they go to europe soon so you can see them!!! 🫶🏽🫶🏽❤️‍🔥

another thing i kinda wanna rant about. it’s so annoying that kpop concerts have become about interactions and videos. ik that people already say this on twitter so much but it’s so true!!! everyone on the floor was just recording the whole time. i get it to some extent because enha is soooo close to you and i’m v grateful for those super close up videos at every concert. but even enha said they love it when fans dance along. even tho i recorded most of the concert i kept my phone lower and made sure i was also taking in the concert from my own eyes and dancing alone (basically multitasking lmao). even enha was like we love seeing the fans dancing and having fun, but poor boys cannot see that on the floor (which probably are the only fans they can see clearly with all the lights on them). and when pola love came on and they went down into the crowd you’d just see crowds of people running towards each side of the barricades it was crazy to see from the seated sections fr, i was like uhm 😀😀😀 even girls from the seated sections ran down towards the seated section barricade to see them just a little bit closer, i was like girl….🙄🙄 even on twitter people talk about how it’s always the same ppl at send off and they never move for other people to even just greet enha. when i went to ateez in early 2022 they didn’t have an extended stage and tbh at this time the only fanservice done was during encore. the energy was so much diff and everyone was genuinely having so much fun. i guess it leads to more funny moments and feeds the delusion a little with kpop idols being more interactive with fans now but sometimes it seems as if ppl aren’t there for the actual concert aspect but to get their little moment with the idols. still the energy was amazing during a lot of the songs and i’m still so happy ☺️☺️☺️

sorry for the super long ask, i just had to tell someone and you asked for a concert review so…

love you ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 can i be 🐥 anon if you don’t have one??

AAAHVDKWNFOENFLE THIS SOUNDS PERFECT BABY!!!!! im honestly so happy and relieved to hear that you had such a great experience, i really hope you get to experience it again asap!!!! you truly deserved that and im pretty sure the boys had just as good of a time as you did 🥺🥺🤍 (and yes (about the anon part) absolutely baby!)

[captainpufferfish]

LIVE REACT LIVE REACT LIVE REACT

(this is my second time around watching this cuz first time I was screaming too much so eh but yeah)

i love the format already the art is amazing and adorable and I love it

ok I feel very called out with the you too thing

roman!!! virgil!!!!

oh no they angy

THE OLD JOKES IM-

ok ro virg lay off him

oh the Roman angst is kicking the fuck in

the chorus of liar I stg

"*insert Shakespeare here*" "what?" "cutie at 12 o'clock" I LOVE THAT

the amount of gay this episode radiates is me whenever im pining over a cute girl and I feel vERY ATTACKED

I love how the 'liar' goes from an accusation to just,,,, "I'm not interested." "liar."

"we don't know if they're not gay" me all the time because quarantine fucked with my gaydar

THE STICKER PIN SYSTEM AH YES IM WELL AWARE OF THIS

BUT THATS A STORY FOR ANOTHER TIME

the "oh. my. god" is so on point

ok mr sand I see your primary goal for this video was just to call me out

the way Virgil can't sit up straight really resonates with my soul or some shit

I may kin virgil now just because of this ep

for some reason this virg has big pre aa vibes and I can't really explain why he just,,,,does, u feel?

the art style is a👏or 👏a👏ble

TEH NEWS REPORTER DESK IM FUCKING DYING

"oooooohhh"...."ooooh" just the transition from yay to nay is so great

"good points guys! I don't want me to be doing this either!" ladies and gentlemen the volume in this bus is astronomical

I'm very familiar with the five second rule

"gay,,gay,gay,,,HES GAY" no shit sherlock

speaking of sherlock where the FUCK is my smart son

"no man!" "uhm, it's ro-man. with an r." CATCH ME KINNING ROMAN'S HIMBO-NESS

better listen to Virgil he's an xxexpert

ROMANS "EASY TIGER" OH MY GOSBDHJWNS

"gay eyes?" "gay eyes" honey those barely work hate to break it to you but I have tried and tested with no good results.

"you were tESTING ME?" "oh no I wasn't testing you I was just panicking" same virgil same

"I hAte To RaIn On YoUr BlAcK PaRaDe, GerArd gAy-" solid reference 10/10

oh my god the stand up sit down thing

"youre making a mistake!" "if I am, I'll add it to the list!" roman, honey, no no no stop if you keep talking bad about yourself im gonna physically fight you

"I don't know, pLAaNT" LSHAJDNDHAG

THE PLAY ALONG THING IM GOING TO DIE OH MY GOD

THE TRASH CAN OH MY GOD THOMAS

this is so sad alexa play despacito

can we get some likes for this fallen soldier 😔

the bird metaphors oh my fucking god

"that's like cyber stalking, but in. real life!" "so,,,stalking" "...OH YOU'RE RIGHT!!" don't worry Virgil I too forget that the outside world exists it's okay

THE SPEAKING FROM THE HEART THING AAAAAAAA

JSHDJSBBSJDBSHSBJSBHA OH MY GOD NICOS FACE WHEN HE COMES OUT OF THE STALL IM DEAD I AM DECEASED

the terrified gay look that they all have is so my aesthetic

terrified gay™

"I was just running lines in the mirror" thomas oh my god why no stop please like dude fuck stop

NICO CAME BACK FUCK YEAH

"AAAAA WHAT" "HE WAS AFRIAD YOUD LEFT?" "HE FEARS THINGS TOO???" yeah virg I think everyone fears things

the sheer gay panic of Roman and Virgil yelling at thomathy to do different things at once is so strong i could feel it thru the screen

"ANACONDA! THOMAS, HE'S A NIKKI MINAJ FAN!!" wow

no he left nooooo

NO ROMAN DONT BE SAD STOP IT WHEN YOU'RE SAD IM SAD

again, I am but a humble Logan kinnie waiting for my smart boy, but also as a Roman kinnie I'm getting the fuel I need

you can bet I'm writing some Logan angst about this tho

VIRGIL YOU HAVE GAINED SO MUCH RESPECT FROM ME

YOUVE MOVED UP IN THE RANKS OF MY FAVOURITE CHARACTERS GOOD JOB YOU LEVELLED UP

so proud that the purp man wasn't a bitch (virgil stans this is a JOKE please don't come for me)

i've only had nico for an hour but if anyone hurt him I would kill everyone in this room and then myself

BOYS ARE HAPY YES GOOD

I am respectfully fan-enbying very hard rn

SJZHSJSA THE BIN METAPHOR

the himbo energy of thomas accidentally outing himself as the one who ran into the bin is just me

hi yes mr sanders you stole my vibe give it back

ROMANS FACE WHEN THOMAS SAYS HE HAD A BRUISED EGO SWANSGKWW

"well let's not waste this one" hhhhhhh I want a girlfriend please and thank you

this has just become me making fun of c!Thomas's gay pining while gay pining

the chorus of "shut up" from red himbo and purp himbo makes me hapy

serotonin check

THE END BIT WITH LOWKEY PRINXIETY VIBES HAS ME SO SOFT

oh my god guys the prinxiety shippers are gonna go WILD I feel it in my bone marrow

"shut up emo" IM SO SOFT SKDHISNSD NO STOP IT THOMAS I WANT TO GO BACK TO BEING ANXIOUS AND FULL OF RAGE

roman's so happy when he says the old joke, I think to myself, momentarily forgetting that pof was a thing and that princey is still v sad

nice patreon promo

AAAAA THEYRE HERE

the happy flustered "oh my gods" make me happy because that's just me whenever I succeed at something

the screaming is just me after the wholesomefest that was this episode

OOOOOH V'S EYESHADOW IS PRETTY ANS SHINY AND PURPLE I LOVE

oh no I've claimed that I dislike virgil and now I'm going soft oh ew I'm going soft

I'm still angry at him for threatening my smart boy but he's better now

I need somewhere to direct my anger this is bad

ANYWAY

"huh! delete it now." ME EVERYTIME I TRY POSTING A FIC SKNXISBSHSA

oh no his eyeshadow went back to the void

I'm always up for some blackhole eyeshadow but the purp was pretty and shiny and crow brain went brrrrr

"yeah! join me, no thinking!" your local himbo, more at 9

"I'm gonna need you to shake your hands" my brain whenever anything good happens

"GAH, DEMON" Florida man thinks dog is demon, terrified every time it barks

"DONT TELL ME TO RELAX" me after this video

thanks for coming to my TedTalk

[sapphire-knight]

Wuuuuuuu, hi guys, part 2's here

((Read part 1 here))

- here we are again, ready for the continue?

- I'm asking because I'm not- but someone has to write this.

- ok, so. Let's get back to the dark side' living room, where the situation is not... the best

- after Roman left there was a moment of silence. Cold, suffocating, deathly silence.

- no one dared to say anything. No one knew what to say. What happened?

- even the air seemed to freeze

- none of them was actually sure how to process all of that, but everyone knew that this was a trouble.

- but let's get into details of what they're feeling, shall we?

- Patton was silently crying. He didn't even understood when he started to cry, but the tears were rolling down his cheecks, while the guilt entered his mind. How the damn did he missed the sign? How did he not understand sooner how Roman was feeling? Why didn't he try to be more constructive with his criticism? He's the heart, he's the core of the feeling, he should have realized that the prince was hurting, he should have noticed his fake smiles after a rough critic, he should have helped! Why didn't he pay attention? He could have done more... and now he regrets every single sugar-coated bad thing he said... he really didn't meant to, he thought that this was the best way to tell his concerns about Roman's idea, he thought that he was helping the creative side. But the problem is that he didn't thought it the right way, he failed.

- Virgil wasn't feeling any better, obviously. He was shaking, covering his mouth with us hands, irregular breathing and still looking at the point where the prince sunk down. What did he do, what did he do, WHAT DID HE DO? He too was feeling extremely guilty, for everything. Some people would say that Virgil had all the rights to say those harsh, burning, heavy and costant critics to the romantic side, because of how Roman himself treated Virgil in the past, but the point is... the prince did everything he could to show how sorry he was, how bad he felt for treating the anxious side like that, for antagonizing him... and how did Virgil thanked him? With his bitter and acid criticism? Virgil was disgusted by himself. He wanted to be accepted so much, to not have to be the bad guy, to being loved by the light sides, and what did he do with the love of one of them? Crushed it like a piece of paper, without regards, without pity. He felt like a monster. Roman only hoped to be forgiven and Virgil hurted him. How could he forgive himself? He couldn't.

- Logan was, surprisingly, the one who felt more guilty for everything. Se seemed to have... shut down. Vacant expression, perfectly still, really light breath; it was almost like if he just dissociated from the whole situation, in order to not let his feelings crush his heart in tiny pieces. What was the worst part, you might be asking? Well. The absolute worst part for the logical side was that he KNEW it. He KNEW that Roman was faking his smile, he noticed how the tense the prince was everytime they started to pointing out the flaws in his ideas. He KNEW how Roman's pride was nothing more than an elaborate facade. He knew that because he saw Roman having a breakdown time ago but, even that time, he didn't act. He didn't do anything. He didn't know what to do, he doesn't understand how emotions work, he though that he would only make things worse if he tried to say something. He thought that Patton or Virgil, who knew more on the matter of feeling, would have helped the prince. But it didn't happen. Probably they didn't saw anything, the most logical ending of that situation was that Roman forced himself to calm down before anyone could see him, and just acted like nothing happened. Maybe... if only that day he TRIED to help the prince, maybe now they will not be in this situation. Why didn't he try? Why did he left? How could he be so... so heartless...?

- if the three light sides are full of guilt, the two dark sides are THIS CLOSE to explode from the rage.

- if Remus didn't already start to hit the three with all his forces was only because of the shock. He didn't expect it... well, no one did, but he surely didn't thought that his twin would just... left. When he saw his brother standing up he thought that Ro was FINALLY gonna snap for everything that was said to him, but... he didn't... he... he said he was sorry. Sorry for not being good enough. WHAT KIND OF BULLS*IT WAS THAT? WHO MADE HIM THOUGHT SOMETHING LIKE THAT? WHO MADE HIS TWIN DOUBT ABOUT HIS VALUE? WHO. MADE. HIM. HATE. HIMSELF. THAT. MUCH? He was gonna kill them, he was gonna soffocate them with their own complaining, with all the things they said, WITH A THEIR DAMNED CRITICISM. Who the HELL they think that they are to talk sh*t about his brother's WONDERFUL ideas? Oooooh, he was gonna make them pay for EVERYTHING. He didn't care for the fact of being called "dark side", who the hell cared for a random etiquette without actual meaning? It meant that they saw him as a monster? Well, that monster was gonna vent all his fury on them.

- Deciet's reaction wasn't nearly as furious as Remu's one. Or, at least, in the first monent. Because, in the first moment, he only felt lost. He thought to completely understand how the prince felt about the criticism, he thought that he knew Roman's rage, he thought that he was gonna fight back all the bad words he listened in his life, but it wasn't like that. Roman wasn't angry, he didn't want to make the three light sides pay for their words, he didn't want to make them feel awful for what happened. When he said that he was sorry, his words emotions were... genuine... he was truly sorry. You hear how wrong does this sound? Yeah, Deciet hears it too. Why was Roman acting like this? Why did he felt so wrong? What happened to him...? He was not thinking logically anymore, his mind went almost blank and the rage took control of him.

- ((everybody, go grab some popcorn or sone tissues, this is gonna be fun))

- the strange shocked freeze finished and, oh boy, everything explodes

- before anybody even tried to speak, Remus was already ready to hit the light sides with all of his fury, fidgeting nervously with the morning star in his hand, barely containing his rage, waiting to make sure that Deciet doesn't want to stop him this time and, to be fully honest, Deciet would have loved to see Remus smashing ia morning star on the three light sides heads. But, thank god, he still had sone common sense, despite the rage.

- he tries to say to Remus to put the morning star down, but it felt like all the fury locked his throat, he couldn't bring himself to speak, everything hurted. So, he just told the duke to not hit anyone with a sign.

- Patton's cry wasn't silent anymore, even if he tried, and failed, to suffocate all of the sighs and the hiccups with his hands.

- they wanted to talk, to understand, even to scream, but it felt like the situation wasn't even real. It seemed to... strange, or was it just that their brain refused to accept what just happened?

- the second option was the more realistic one

- no one of them seemed able to accept this situation

- for both of the parts this felt just so... wrong. It was all just wrong. How did they ended up in this situation? When did the three light sides' criticism became that harsh? When did they started to hurt? .... When did Roman started to fall apart...?

- that hellish and tense silence was broken by the duke (if he couldn't hit with his morning star he could try to use words-) "What. Have. You. Done?" He was trying to contain his fury, it was impossibile to not notice.

- "what have we done...?" Virgil replied, snapping out of his paranoic spiral of thoughts

- "What the HELL have you said to my brother to make him feel that bad?" Remus asked again, with a serious tone that made everything only sound more and more wrong

- "I- I don't know- I didn't want to- I'm so- so sorry" Patton voice was that shaky and light that it was difficoult to understand what he was saying

- "HOW THE F*CK IS THAT POSSIBLE THAT YOU DON'T KNOW? YOU'RE THE ONES TO BLAME FOR THIS, WHAT THE HELL DOES "I DON'T KNOW" MEAN? YOU DID THIS." the duke knew that he couldn't keep a fake calm for long

- both Virgil and Patton istintivly took a step back, and that made Remus only more angry.

- before a disaster could happen, Logan spoke up "Patton isn't lying... we really don't know how this happened. We, or at the very least, I don't remember how we ended up like this. It wasn't our goal to make Roman's insecurities get the best of him, I swear". It was almost shocking hearing the sentiment in Logan's voice, he sounded just like if he was going to break in tears, and even if his expression didn't show all those emotions, his eyes betrayed all of his sadness, all the guilt, all the desire to say how sorry he is without knowing how to do it.

- Emotions already are a maze for people who didn't try to block all of them, pretend to not feel anything; for Logan they were an impossible mess, they were strange... he thought that they didn't make sense for a long time but now, now that the grief is torturing him inside, he understood that they made sense, but not always in the way that someone hoped...

- (last time I made Roman suffer? This time looks like I'm making the rest of them suffer- mostly Logan for some reasons-)

- Deciet didn't want to believe him, it was the hard way, it was more easy to just think that the light sides didn't care about Roman, it was easier to have someone to blame for all that happened.

- because being sure of who to blame means that you don't have to ask yourself what is really causing all of this, you don't have to doubt everything you thought you knew about the situation... and you don't have to take in consideration the worst case scenarios.

- but, surprise surprise, Dee and Remus knew that the light sides' guilt was real, they weren't acting.

- "what do you wanted to do then? Why did you said those things?" Thd liar side asked when he finally felt like speaking.

- "only to help" Patton answered, calming down a little bit "we thought that telling Roman what was wrong was the best way to help him make something perfect, like he always wants to". The emotional side took a deep, before continuing "if only I knew what our criticism did I would have stopped immediatly, I would have tried to be more- more helpful, more constructive... I would literally prefer to die if that meant that my friends will be happy." Did Patton really thought every word that he said? Yes. He did. With all of his heart. And everyone agreed with him.

- the only thing is... yeah, now they have clear that no one wanted to do something bad and they're all worried for Roman... but what was the prince doing?

PART 2 IS FINISHED, I'M PROUD OF MYSELF (and I have to start working on part 3, if I don't get lazy it's gonna be easy)

Well, part 2 ended and I still don't have a title, that's professional

Taglist: @jajathelivingmeme @purp-man @sanders-sketches @knightinsoftpastels @absolutesandersidestrash @croftersgamer @ragingdumpsterfiremess @twilight-glow @draw-your-perfect-world @roses-bubbles @hayden-going-insane

Part 3 is outttttt! Read it here

[futurebyparamore]

hello I'm currently listening to waterparks demos

SO GOOD

OKAY THOUGHTS I would've done this yesterday but I was focused on Hayley

PERFECT POSTURE!!

I fucking love you!!

it sounds so sweet I'll die

it gives me nostalgia?? of I don't know what but I LOOOVE IT I love it okay

I'd follow you into my sudden doom UGH I LOVE THAT

I love aaaahh

LEMONADE

I LOVE LEMONADE I ALWAYS HAVE I wish it was longer but would it be as good if it was? idk

I angry stomp to this

I like demon awsten :) I feel like he's a demon here

Sorry As I'll Ever Be

oooh the sparkles OOH OH OH OH I LOVE

I'm bouncing :))) hey I walk myself home too

OH demon awsten again for a sec tho oh he's back

OOH NICE DRUMS

ending with sparkles nice :)

Last Heaven

feeling synthy

"I'm speaking dyslexic" I felt that bc I could not understand what he was saying hehe

okay I'm kinda sad :(

"you could be my last last heaven" :"(

the voicemails oooooh boy voicemails and shit GET ME

NOISE BOYS

THATS WHAT ITS CALLED OKAY

HEADBANGING ALL THE WAY

I AALWAYS START TO SMILE WHEN "it's 2018 and in my laptop screen / I'm tomorrow's fix and you're my future queen" LIKE I REALLY LOVE THAT PART

AND "I CAME I SAW MY FUNERAL" PUTTING THE FUN IN FUNERAL HUH

I love the lyrics in this song okay

"goodnight hey!" awsten sounds cute :)

cool demon voice :) and I love love love the ending with demon voice sounds so cool

TEENAGE JEALOUSY

IM KIND OF A WHORE FOR TRAP PARX I feel like it's hated among the fandom but I love

the little redaction :(: I like awsten

THIS SHOULD'VE BEEN ON FANDOM "IM GREEN WITH TEENAGE JEALOUSY" LIKE HELLO

kinda weird lol loved that makes me laugh

I love having Geoff name drops :)

"STUPID FOR YOU STUPID ME" :O I love when he does those

LIFE IS PUke

why the fuck is this motherfucker always coughing like get checked out

OKAY PRETTY SOUNDS!!

AH haha he's cool

READ My mind

I feel like my ears are being punched BUT I LIKE IT

then I feel like I'm in a video game :))) VIDEO GAME RUNNN

the riff reminds me of blink182 or something

GLITTER TIMES

I AM SO HAPPY WE GET THE FULL THING LIKE THIS IS WHAT IM MOST HAPPY ABOUT!! EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU AWSTEN!!! PUTS A SMILE ON MY FACE EVERYTIME :) LIKE GLITTER TIMES IS REAL

ID SLEEP ON YOUR SIIIIIIIIIDEWALK UNTIL THE SUUUUUUUUN !!!! :D

are we the stupid girls tho?? prolly are I like that part tho it's cool and choppy and the guitars after!!! I LOVE THAT

"WHY LOVE MYSELF WHEN I FOUND YOU INSTEAD" I WILL ALWAYS LOVE THAT PART MAKES ME HAPPY AND SAD :(:

ugh okay I love the guitars

ugggh yes the punchies and then leading up to stupid girls part with guitars I LOVE

[brainy-storm]

S419 - I Can Come Up With Puns in my Sleep

Been having exams so just watched this episode!

General Thoughts:

SG tends to split between storylines a lot but I thought this felt even more split up, huh. From the title I thought it was going to be even more Nia centric, though James’ storyline in the Mind Palace was I suppose a ‘waking dream’ kind of thing, so that works.

Franklin was precious this episode, he thought he saved Kara pfft. (Though would have been nice to see *his* alien powers but...*side eyes CW*)

Sh** is about to go down, like oooh that look on Ben Lockwood’s face. I’m glad that his son seems to be starting to get to see what he’s being taught is wrong. I hope George doesn’t want revenge for his mum, and sees that Lockwood’s policies are violent and incurred a violent response. (I was chanting ‘unbrainwash the kid!’ at the screen everytime George popped up haha).

J’ONN!!!! Nice to see him as his Martian self (ofc he would be on his journey) and seeing My’rnn as a giant face was lovely pfft. Yay for him finally going back to his family, they certainly need him right now. He’s just going to get back and be like ‘uhhh looks like I missed a lot’. More Danvers family hugs please, thanks.

Kara’s Storyline:

Ahhh I feel so bad for her, because she wants to help people out so much, and yet she can’t do it just yet because of everything going on.

I do like seeing her investigative side and using her superspeed to get things done quickly  kinda like how the flash does

Ooof I can’t wait to get to do confrontation between her and Red Daughter

Nia’s Storyline:

Her puns are kinda cringe but I make equally cringy puns so I totally relate. If I was a superhero I would 100% make puns on my superhero name all the time. If she needs any more I can get a list. 

I’m confused about her powerset - again from the title I thought she’d be doing more...ya’know dreaming but guess not. She’s got - and I quote from friends - ‘green lantern powers’ now. They’re basically giving her powers the Supergirl!Saturn Girl treatment.

Good to see her back at CatCo and eager to help out when she can. She’s definitely giving off that novice/sidekick hero vibes, especially in that scene where she was perched on that ladder thing, lol. 

Also, well done for her speech! Like Kara said, it was important to inspire hope and I think she definitely reached a ton of people over there. I like how she gave a lot of small details about herself, to relate to all the viewers not only in-canon but real viewers too. (I’m a Ravenclaw, fyi pfft).

Only thing I didn’t like about the speech was where she said ‘nerdy boys who think too much’ cause like *points at my icon* THIS BOY BRAINIAC 5′S MAIN CHARACTER TRAIT IS BEING EXCELLENT AT THINKING.  is it even brainy if it’s not ‘too much’ lolol 

Oooooh I’m worried about them coming after her, though. I wonder if she’s going to lie low for a while too. 

James’ Mind Palace  Storyline:

This has like a lot of characters in one so here we go...

*clutches heart* I CRIED OKAY. I CRIED FOR JAMES AND KELLY DON’T. This ep had a lot and POOR James omg. And poor Kelly too, she was crying and just AHHHH. My sibling heart felt for them so much. I’m glad that they could understand all of what happened in the end though.

JAMES TELLING BEN LOCKWOOD WAS THE BEST THING. I WAS YELLING ‘YES EFF OFF LOCKWOOD’. GET EM JAMES.

Alex & Kelly’s interactions have been great so far. I think Alex has a good read on Kelly for the short time they’ve known each other and they’re giving each other good advice. Good to build up the friendship for now....and hopefully get to the romance next season

I also like how they’ve already shown Kelly vulnerable too, and worried about what to do about all of it. It’s a tough decision to go into the Mind Palace, because she herself knows what it could do to her mentally but she’s going for her brother and like - *sobs again* I’m fine, I’m fine.

ALSO BRAINY WAS GOOD. That hologram bit at the part made me laugh so much pfffft. A bit more tasteful for humour since it was a malfunctioning hologram tech kind. 

I thought his interactions with James were excellent, like...it was calming and probably tried to be calming for James too. 

HIS TALK WITH LENAAAA WAS DONE BEAUTIFULLY. 

Brainy’s been showing his veteran hero self like every episode now. ‘I know what it’s like’ to be betrayed.  WHO BRAINY? YOUR MOTHER? COMPUTO? BOTH? GIVE ME THAT BACKSTORY I KNOW YOU HAVE IT.

The initial ‘you’re leaking’ was odd though after 4x04 ‘tears of logic’ line but maybe he was trying to make a joke....maybe...*side-eyes writers’ again*. Maybe at this point Brainy is so self-aware that people think he’s socially inept that he says stuff like that on purpose.

Speaking of Lena - AWW NOOOOO - she was so upset by it all this ep. Ii can see why she’s sad at Kara at first because yeah it seems like Kara’s just been gone, and Kara was even gone when James first got shot and Alex noticed that too. her tears when telling Kara about helping Lex was 10/10 crying, same.

but yay for kasnia popping up, let’s get it!