#like bea will say ava is beautiful but she won't allow herself to be present when she's looking at her for longer | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

enbyshaw · 2 years ago

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it's been a couple of days but i somewhere read this headcanon about beatrice that she actually had had sex before and that she made out before, behind her parents back, and i simply cannot see any of that. she's about 25 and a virgin it's all good she's gonna fuck ava soon enough

#this is random but it really makes no sense to me that she ever did anything like that #it's cool tho like i get the tension and drama of sneaking away from her parents and kissing girls in secret #i understand!#but that's just so not her is it #like i really think she rather hid herself and her desires away really early on #kind of pushing them away tuning them out to the point she's almost oblivious when they happen again #like she knows she has feelings for ava but like she's so good at reconstructing and justifying them #it's literally second nature #that she can like frame it and justify it for herself as like no i'm simply being a friend here #and she is but she's also like in love and stuff #and ava in comparision is so much more obvious to how much and which way she likes bea #like bea will say ava is beautiful but she won't allow herself to be present when she's looking at her for longer #i am heavily projecting it's whatever #avatrice

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