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[mystiquedrops]

Chat.

I'm NOT dead, I'M JUST LAZY TO POST 💔💔💔

I'll post something sooner or later trust.

[redbullgirly]

Hi, how are you? I saw your requests are open so can you please write a social media au where charles leclerc is dating a singer similar to Taylor and Travis's relationship and just the internet reactions to it the rest is up to you, thank you 🫶🏻

sabrina carpenter as face claims if you're okay with it

HEART ON TOUR [CL16 smau]

Charles Leclerc x singer!reader

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Summary: Everybody wants to attend Y/N's world tour and that clearly includes the Ferrari star driver, Charles Leclerc. Though when at a concert, he doesn't get the chance to speak with the famous singer and ask her out, and then gets asked about it in an interview, he isn't shy to admit what his intentions were. Maybe that'll bring Y/N's attention to him... and it definitely will bring the fan's attention. Soon enough, rumors about the couple dating start running around.

Warnings: I worked on this for like 8 hours straight so it's very much possible there are some mistakes or spelling errors I didn't even notice after all that time XD.

Author's Note: Here you go Anon, hope you'll like it! I used Sabrina Carpenter as face claim because let's be honest, she has great photos for this type of social media au and is a singer as well. I made this more like a story of how Y/N and Charles started dating and the fans reaction to that and also somehow tried to replicate Taylor's and Travis' way of meeting, some events and timelines, but to match it with Formula 1 world. Thanks for the request and enjoy! :)

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yourusername It's always great to be home, even if you're on a world tour!🇺🇸 Thank you LA for having me, singing in the rain with me and creating special atmosphere I'll remember my whole life!❤️‍🔥 And now Rio de Janeiro is waiting as the next stop of my Heart On Tour!✨🎤

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user1 NO ONE looks that good in the rain except her

arianagrande perfect💋

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user2 the concert was so good y'all don't understand now I can't live without knowing I'll see her sing again 😭💔

user3 MOTHER IS MOTHERING

user4 Real angel right here 🤍

taylorswift Nothing screams girl power more than you honey!❤️‍🔥

yourusername thx sm taylor!!! you're literally my biggest inspo ever, love youu 🥰

user5 I love how they're fighting for the most successful and profitable tour ever but still support each other!

user6 omg stop it this is so sweet🥹

user7 The tabloids that constantly try to pit them against each other should be embarrassed XD

user8 STOOOOP NOT MY TWO PARENTS INTERACTING!!!

user9 taylor swift & y/n y/l/n... the best celebrity duo ever😻

user10 ur literally the people‘s pop princess

charles_leclerc Great concert!😍

user11 ARIANA WHAT R U DOING HERE

user12 lol user11 the fact that Ariana herself is under this post as well 😭

user13 not charles trying to shoot his shot with your queen

user14 Why is my fav f1 driver randomly commenting under Y/N's post?!🤠

user15 waiiittt does this mean he's been at the concert???

user16 omg NO WAYYYY🫢

user17 guys I think he was trying to flirt w her and you kinda ruined it💀

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user17 what the hell-

user18 you left a whole country speechless💗

user19 More like the whole world!!!

spotify WOW 🤩

user20 I wanna be Y/N so baaad

victoriassecret If you ever retire from singing, come and be our angel!💘

user21 so who's here just to first handedly look at charle's sus comment? admit it🤨

user22 meeee

user23 I thought I'm the only one 😭

user24 well when you put it like that user21...

user25 I wish I could repost comments on ig 😃

user26 🫢🫢

user27 Yeah me too guys

user28 honestly i'm not even ashamed🤷‍♀️

user29 Models are lucky you’re not a model

user30 FR

user31 BRASIL IS WAITING FOR YOU 🇧🇷❤️

user32 i seriously dont get the hype she has 🖕

user33 Then go away lol

user34 I can sense the formula one side of twitter is going to eat this upppp

user35 It's so funny how the crazy fan girls can get hyped over one comment... like be fr yn is a world famous singer ofc charles knows about her and can be her fan 🙄

user36 yeah plus I think she said herself she knows him too and is f1 fan bc she watched it with her dad or smth

user37 OMG they're each other's fans?!🥺 Idgaf about being crazy fan girly if it means we'll get this romance story!!!

user38 UR STYLIST DESERVES A RAISE 'CAUSE DAAAMN😘

user39 maybe i'm broke now but this concert was worth the money

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charles_leclerc Good days off. ❤️

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user1 no way a woman made it to his babygirl filter instagram feed😧

user2 it's not a woman anymore... it's THE woman

user3 Uhmm...who is that girl?? In the second picture??

user4 I have a feeling that it's Y/N Y/L/N 🤭

user4 No way oh my god?!

user5 calm down guys it isn't confirmed or anything😑

carlossainz55 You are giving everybody a headache mate

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user6 you tell him carlito!!!!!

user7 OMG look at who liked his comment😃

user8 WAKE UP NEW PHOTOS OF CHARLES DROPPED 🗣🗣

user9 ehm charlie honey... who is that???🧐

user10 Y/N Y/N Y/N Y/N Y/N Y/N Y/N Y/N Y/N Y/N Y/NNNN

user11 Manifesting in real life lmao

user12 whats hapeningggggg

user13 he isn't single anymore 💔💔

user14 but it's y/n ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

user15 I hope so 😔❤️‍🩹

user16 What a way to start my day

user17 i literally spat out my morning coffee

user18 this is such a random soft launch help😭

user19 You see, I know that blonde hair from somewhere... 😏

user20 DAMN

user21 sorry not sorry but that's clearly y/n in the third pic🤷‍♀️

user22 💯💯💯🥇🏆

scuderiaferrari Let's rock the next Grand Prix!❤️‍🔥

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user23 ADMIN TELL US WHAT YOU KNOW RN

user24 interesting choice of emoji that's associated with y/n and the heart on tour 🥸🥸

user23 SUS

user24 Hard smash

user25 i love that even while soft launching he can't let go of the aesthetic filter he uses for his whole ig💀

joris__trouche lol true

user25 ohhh hi joris😭

user26 Idk who she is and tbh idgaf 'cause she's hooot 🥵😩

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yourusername cruising down the street in my red car, feeling the wind whisper secrets, oh so far. 💄🎸🏎

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user1 i never knew i needed ferrari coded y/n to live till we got her 😩

yourusername me neither babes

user1 oh my god what does that meeaaannn???!!!

user2 pop princess is living the dream so happy for you and all of your success

scuderiaferrari Everybody is a Ferrari fan ❤️

yourusername ofc!!🫡

user3 Yes we are... just pls stop giving us depression

user4 ohhh the caption screams NEW SONG

user5 right?! it's giving ✨lyrics✨

user6 let's pray for a release soon

user7 🙏🙏🙏

charles_leclerc Red suits you ❤️

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user8 omg

yourusername wonder why ❤️

user8 OMG

user9 i dont want to be delusional... but c'mmon they gotta be dating

user10 THIS FEEL LIKE A HISTORICAL MOMENT YALL🤭

user11 ...so we're not talking about how the gp ended (or started) for charles, right?🥲

user12 idk what you're talking about🥲

user13 formation lap? naaaah it didn't happen🥲

user14 um so like you’re actually perfect

spotify you are GLOWING 🤩

user15 mommy- sorry... mommy-sorry... MOTHER

lilymhe my girl crush strikes again

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user16 she's just like us xd

user17 I can't blame you Lily😌

user18 PLS I'M BEGGING YOU TELL US IF UR DATING CHARLES OR NOT

user19 Yall think she's real?😍

user20 congrats on dating our babygirl driver y/n!

user20 (delulu is the solulu if you're wondering)

user21 Does Charles' mom in the likes mean something??🤔

user22 i bet he talks about y/n at home 😏

user23 you two are making me too obsessed with this couple that isn't even couple and their family relationships

user22 isn't couple YET!

user24 That's the thinking I like user22 😂

user25 ICONIC❤️‍🔥

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yourusername secret's out i guess... love u with my whole heart and i'll be forever glad you went to my concert!💝

speaking of music, he's also my muse y'all so be prepared for new album coming soon 😚

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user1 AAGGHAHGDGADGASDHJGAD

user2 only acceptable reaction

user1 I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I'M MORE EXCITED ABOUT THEM DATING OR Y/N MAKING NEW ALBUM TBH

user2 again, only acceptable reaction

charles_leclerc Proud of you mi amor!😘

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yourusername and i'm proud of you too honey 🥹🫶

user3 they're so sweet I caaaaan't

user4 FINALLY!!!! big congrats to you both

arthur_leclerc How did he even get you to date him?😆

yourusername let's say your big bro can be charming when he wants to... 😌

arthur_leclerc Okay NO NEED for details😅

yourusername xdd

user5 MY ROMAN EMPIRE

user6 everybody's roman empire im afraid😍

user7 how can you both be so damn hot?!

carlossainz55 Does this mean free tickets? 😏

yourusername we'll se about that

landonorris pls y/n

danielricciardo hiiii y/n

alex_albon think of my gf y/n

yourusername okay okay you convinced me

maxverstappen1 I bet it was Alex's comment that convinced you

yourusername ...no need to expose me like that max emilian ☹️

user8 they're the IT couple

user9 Look at how cute Charlie looks in the 5th photo🥰

user10 OMG YEEES

user11 hey am I the only one who's instagram is glitching and not working???

user12 loool Y/N and Charles broke the internet😭

user13 Yeah and they took it too literally 'cause my ig is acting weird as well 💀

user15 look at my fav couple 😻

user16 I hope she'll bring him luck in the next f1 season

scuderiaferrari Everybody is an Y/N fan ❤️

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charles_leclerc 🫡

user17 FACTS!!!

user18 mommy and daddy right there

user19 idgaf about her and Charles THE QUEEN IS WORKING ON MORE SONGS YEEEES

f1 Welcome to the family Y/N! 🫶

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user20 she's the best wag ever 💕

user21 THE MOMENT I WAITED FOR IS HERE

user22 I'm looking at the third photo respectfully 🤭

user23 i love this soft side of Charles omg🥺

user24 righttt? he should post photos like this as well, its better than those professional ones on his profile

user25 Totally agree with this

user26 my jaw dropped but I'm happy about it

user27 idk but charles & y/n definitely won my heart

user28 😍😍

user29 NEW ALBUUUUM

user30 Y/N Y/L/N you'll be forever famous!❤️‍🔥

BONUS

Enchanted Wheels by Y/N Y/L/N (lyrics):

Cruising down the street in my red car,

Feeling the wind whisper secrets, oh so far.

Monaco lights, they dance in the night,

As I search for a love that feels so right.

In this city so bright, I'm lost in the haze,

But I know deep inside, I'll find my soul's maze.

I'm chasing dreams, like chasing the moon,

In this journey, I'll find my love soon.

Enchanted wheels taking me away,

Through the starlit skies, where love will stay.

In the magic of Monaco, my heart takes flight,

Hoping destiny guides me to my soulmate tonight.

Driving through the streets, past midnight's hour,

Looking for heartbeats that give me the power.

In every stranger's eyes, I see fleeting sparks,

But I won't settle for less, only love from the heart.

Monaco's captivating, but love's the real deal,

I won't let go until my heart can finally heal.

The city's alive with endless possibilities,

Somewhere out here, there's a love meant for me.

Enchanted wheels taking me away,

Through the starlit skies, where love will stay.

In the magic of Monaco, my heart takes flight,

Hoping destiny guides me to my soulmate tonight.

I've been searching high and low,

Through the crowds, I hope you'll show.

I believe in fate, destiny's plan,

Perhaps you're just one turn away, my soul's lifeline.

Enchanted wheels taking me away,

Through the starlit skies, where love will stay.

In the magic of Monaco, my heart takes flight,

Hoping destiny guides me to my soulmate tonight.

With every passing mile, my hope grows stronger,

In this journey for love, I won't wait any longer.

Enchanted wheels, lead me to my greatest win,

In Monaco, I'll find my soulmate, love from within.

THE END

Author's Note: Wow, this took m longer than expected (and the worst part was finding that one picture that somehow matches Charles' instagram filter), but I'm really satisfied with the result. Hope you liked this social media au and once again, I'll be grateful for likes, comments, reblogs, follows and every other way of showing your support. Also a little disclaimer: I didn't write the whole song, just a part of it and then helped myself with AI because I'm not really good in songwriting. Though I'm still curious if you liked the bonus, so let me know. Good night! :)

[educatedsimps]

— “what would you do if we broke up” tiktok trend w the hq men

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hq character x gn!reader

a/n: came across another tiktok and thought "hey let's do this for hq" so here's anther short one while i churn out the longer written reqs HAHA love y'all pls enjoyy

cw: “girl” used to refer to reader as in like “girl what?” or “girl please” kinda context, some swearing, humour??

The trend:

“Ask me what I’d do if we broke up,” you perched on the edge of the sofa where he sat, innocently scrolling on his phone.

With confusion written all over his face, he looked between you and the camera several times before asking, “Wha... why would we break up?”

Hearing the hint of sadness in his voice, you clarified, “Nonono I’m not breaking up with you, babe, it’s just a tiktok trend. Go on, ask me!”

With one more nudge of encouragement, he relented. Sighing, he asked, “What would you do if we broke up?”

And without a second of hesitation, you answered with a shit-eating grin on your face, “I’d get back with my ex.”

The reaction:

“same lmao” ↳ SUNA AND KUROO 😭😭

the most offended ones - hand to chest with a dramatic gasp, then screams “BABE WTF?!” then gets all petty and pouty saying “i’d do the same thing” ↳ atsumu, oikawa

replica of iwa's face when oikawa asked him “iwa-chan, are you my mom?” ↳ IWA LMAO, suga, yaku, all the chaotic hq moms tbh like can u imagine

gives you the most disappointed dad look ever as if he’s saying “girl pls” then continues w his shit but is a lil hurt ngl like u better apologise later 😭 ↳ daichi, kita

will cry in a corner. u better give him a hug and apologise 🤧 ↳ hinata, noya, bokuto, asahi, yamaguchi, lev, goshiki

will glare at you then turn his nose up with a "tch" (he's just jealous tbh) ↳ tsukki, futakuchi, kenma, shirabu

confused, a lil offended, dumbfounded, then even more confused. The Man Was Too Stunned To Speak like how dare you do this to him 😀 ↳ kags, ushi, osamu, probably asahi before he starts tearing up, kenma before he gets petty

“WHAT” and jumps like three feet into the air like a cartoon character ↳ tanaka, tendo

*sighs* “i understand” ↳ akaashi (he's too tired to think so he just takes it at face level ahjdjdhjv), aone 😭💔

"with me, right?" ↳ sakusa cuz he's prolly seen the trend before (yves has a hc that he’s secretly chronically online), also kita after giving it a bit of thought HAHA

The aftermath:

“You’d be my ex, dumbass,” you giggled.

mentally facepalms himself, probably blushing and laughing to himself then hugs you and gives u kisses all while agreeing with u wholeheartedly 🥰 ↳ suga, yaku, daichi AND AKAASHI BC I DEF DIDNT FORGET ABOUT HIM

“pfft i knew that lmao” these mfs are too proud to admit that they were fooled ↳ atsumu, oikawa, suna, futakuchi

grumpy "i knew that..." man ↳ osamu, iwa, tsukki, kenma, shirabu

“OH YEAHHHHH” and they’re overjoyed. ↳ bokuto, hinata, tanaka, noya, tendo, goshiki, lev

"oh yeah that's right..." moment of clarity kinda thing ↳ asahi, aone, ushi, kags, yams

“u owe me kisses for emotional damage” + pouty + clingy ↳ kuroo, atsumu and oikawa after they stop pouting and whining n shit

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mint

pairing: mike schmidt x blackfem!reader summary: you’re abby’s mint chocolate-loving babysitter. mike takes notice. wc: 1.3k tags: suggestiveness, swearing, fluff. *minor movie spoiler that isn’t a spoiler fr but kind of is* a/n: oi. this is my first official piece of fanfic on tumblr and i'm excited but also super nervous. i never knew what characters i wanted to write for as most of my fandoms are obsolete tbh (teen wolf and maze runner, i'm looking at you 💔) but after watching the fnaf movie and falling in love with j hutch like i'm 14 again, i wanted to try to write for mike!  i'm sorry if this story sucks tbh. i wrote it pretty quickly, did not edit it in any way (watch for grammar and spelling errors!) and i'm still trying to establish characters and plot and do all this silly billy worldbuilding, but i'll get better! i'm also taking requests for both fluff and smut, so if y'all would like to send anything for me to write, i'll def accept! like i said in my last post, i think i'm gonna redo my tumblr layout so i can feel like a true fanfic/misc blog lmao so ignore its under construction phase ((: i hope y'all enjoy this though bc i've been thinking ab mike schmidt all night 

i have sooo many ideas, but between last night and this morning, i’ve been thinking of abby’s babysitter!reader (bc fuck max). 

you’ve been channel surfing in the living room since you put abby down, working with her to lock down a nightly routine. ideally, she’d bathe, eat dinner (god willingly), brush her teeth, and then you’d be able to get her to lay in bed and doze off. some nights, this required dessert. 

“you just brushed your teeth though. it’s gonna taste gross.”

“not if it’s one of those mint chocolate things you always have.” you straighten up, eyes squinted at the child before you; she meant the small, sometimes melted, squares of Andes mint chocolate you always kept. they’d always been your favorite, a guilty pleasure in this fucked up world. 

you hadn’t been babysitting abby for long, and you didn’t realize that she'd been watching you crush the chocolates like it was light work. they were easy to eat, and once you had one, you found out how easy it was to eat another one, and then another one, and then another one until there was a mountain of crinkled foil next to your phone and chocolate smeared on your face. 

"please, y/n. just one," you didn't exactly know if it was a lie. abby was convincing, able to break you down with her eyes, pleading and puppy-dog like. "please." 

you cave, leaning down to brush her hair back from her forehead and place a gentle kiss on the skin. with pursed lips, you whisper, "fine, but tomorrow night. i have to get some more." 

abby does nothing but smile, eyes fluttering closed. you stay with her for a bit like you always do--watching the way her chest rises and falls, and how her features twitched with slumber. features scarily similar to mike's. 

of course she'd look like mike. they were siblings, no shit, but the resemblance occupied your brain. there was sweet abby, with her colorful clothes and scribbled drawings and persuasive aura, and then there was mike. 

you shake your head, giving abby another kiss before exiting her room. you didn't need to think about mike. he wasn't what you were here for. you'd come to abby's school as an aide and after she'd privately confided in you about her home life, you knew you had to help her. you would do anything for her, even if that meant taking care of her while suppressing the overwhelming school girl crush you had on her older brother.

mike was a bit older than you, which didn't scare you at all. guys in their early 20s were rarely mature, doing anything they could just to fuck; but guys in their late 20s, mike specifically, had only ever shown you couth, surprisingly. 

for nearly two months, five mornings a week, the sound of the door being unlocked would ring out. you'd turn to see sunshine pouring into the living room, enveloping mike's brooding figure in a radiant golden glow.

he'd hang his coat on the wall hooks, drop his bag down to his feet, and give you a small but warm smile. you'd try to not to embarrass yourself as you two made small talk, packing up your things.

you always left unscathed, but recently it'd been hard. you were always thinking about him, dreaming about him even; how his hair would feel between your fingers, how his hands would feel on your face, how his face would feel between your thighs. 

the thought is washed away, drowned out by the sound effects of a loud infomercial when the door opens, and you're turning and squinting against the wash of pale yellow on your face. mike steps forward with a, "hey, y/n" and you meekly raise your hand to wave. 

he hangs his hoodie up to reveal his shoulder blades flexing under an uncharacteristically tight navy blue sweater. you can't help but stare.

"just wake up?" his voice is raspy, but he's still facing the wall, rummaging in his bag for something. 

"um...yeah. brain's still turning on," you lie, tossing the thick blue blanket off your body. you didn't sleep at all, kept up with your thoughts and the last of your Andes mints (though you loved her, you couldn't give abby your last ones).

"hm," he mutters, finally turning to you but keeping his hands behind his back. something crinkles in them and you raise your eyebrow at the tired yet amused expression he takes with you. it's enough to make your body hot and you awkwardly pull at the collar of your shirt, fanning yourself off.

"hot?" the gravelly tone sends you into a giggling fit, shaking your head as you shoot to your feet. you have to leave before you do or say something you regret. 

"uh, yeah, it was s-super hot under that...um...blanket. i shouldn't have worn sweatpants to s-sleep," you stutter, nodding your head along with mike as he steps closer to you. this couldn't be the moment something happens, right? it'd been so casual between you too, very friendly, and he'd never shown any signs of trying to do anything with you before. why would he choose right now, so spontaneously? 

he stands before you, the slightest bit taller than you. you're able to see every pore, every freckle, every microscopic detail in his eyes and lips.

you open your mouth, hoping your heart doesn't fall out, to ask what's happening, when he reveals a bag of Andes mints, one bigger than you've ever seen.

your mouth stays open in surprise. "wh-"

"abby's been talking about them. i wondered where she found out about them but--" he nudges his head towards the coffee table, where a small mound of green wrappers lay. you swear under your breath, cursing yourself for not throwing them away like you usually do. 

"i'm sorry," you whisper, blushing beyond measure as you begin to frantically pack your things. "i should be more careful with that stuff."

"god, y/n, you're saying it like it's coke," mike chuckles. he sets the bag down on the couch and reaches out to you, placing his hand on yours as you shove things into your tote. "hey." 

his voice forces you to stop and look up. you melt under his stare just like you do with abby. the puppy-dog thing must run in the family.

"i feel bad about not being able to pay you yet, and i really appreciate all you're doing. abby told me that you loved those mints, so..."

"thank you, mike," you say over the sound of your pounding heart. you didn't care about the money, you didn't need it. being appreciated by someone who made your heartbeat resonate throughout your body was payment enough. "this is really sweet." 

"thank you, y/n. you don't know how much this means to me." You scoff, throwing your tote over your shoulder and looking down at your feet. 

"i'm always happy to help." you and mike stand facing each other for what feels like hours, the air as thick as molasses between you. his eyes were squinted, low and dark and intriguing.

you wished you could read his mind. what was he thinking? did his heart do the same thing as yours, wacking against his ribcage with no end in sight? did he stay up thinking about you when he was supposed to be sleeping, imagining how you felt, what you sounded like, how you tasted---

"see you later tonight?" his voice rocks you out of your trance. he's not thinking about you. he's tired, wondering when you'll leave so he can fall into his bed and doze off. 

"yeah. tell abby i said i'll see her tonight." your smile is tight as you exit the house, cursing at yourself as you get into your car. 

you didn't know how long you could go on like this. 

ya, i know this sucks and it isn't really anything but we're gonna work our way through these fics and blurbs to really develop a cute relationship (,: i will still be writing other fics for mike, and possibly using another babysitter!reader in a different universe, but as for now, we're gonna be rocking with these two (: (thinking that we’ll label her as 🌱🍫!reader)  all notes are appreciated (: thanks for reading!

[projectjasper]

for the game - phum 🤲

you said i should do all of them, which is insane, but also thank you weeeee ✨🫶

i'm gonna put the headcanons under the cut though, y'all can send asks with other characters (& emojis) from here

🏳️‍🌈 a sexuality headcanon

i personally definitely headcanon him as gay.

🏳️‍⚧️ a gender headcanon

a good ol' cis boy.

😇 a headcanon about their religion/lack thereof

hmmm... i'd imagine he's probably not religious, because he was shipped off from thailand at a really early age, and no one was socialising him and really involving him in the culture oversees either, so religion probably just kind of naturally passed him by. at this stage, i also can't imagine when he would discover it later in life on his own either.

🧸 a headcanon about their childhood

well 💀 horrors beyond our comprehension, basically. tbh, we know quite a bit about it, but just to solidify, i think 1) his parents and oldest brother genuinely never called to talk to him; 2) fang did call almost every day, but it got to this slightly weird juxtaposition of like "oh, you're calling me, but then if i start complaining about the horrific situation i'm in, you shut me down", so it wasn't Great, 3) the distant relatives he lived with did not care about him at all, it was truly unimaginable levels of neglect; 4) he had zero friends and the "i cried every day" thing was not an exaggeration.

👻 a headcanon about what scares them

well, we know about heights. for some reason, i also think darkness. that's if we're talking specifically classic fears. if we're talking more psychological - definitely fear of rejection and abandonment.

👽 a headcanon about a weird quirk of theirs

i do not think he sleeps with his plushies, that's not really their function. they are a comfort item during the day and also just a special interest on their own, as a collection.

💤 a headcanon about their sleep

i actually think he has a really hard time falling asleep, specifically because he isn't used to feeling safe, and that's also why he wakes up at the smallest sound.

🦾 a disability headcanon

autism in the biggest boldest letters.

💝 a headcanon about their love language

i'm gonna be honest, it's all of them equally. he is very acts of service, he starts driving peem around everywhere almost right away, he exchanges food with both peem and fang, so they wouldn't eat what they don't like. crossing over into gift-giving as well, he bought peem a bunch of seafood even though he doesn't eat it because they were at sea and peem would have wanted to eat it, he buys peem stuff all the time tbh, he pays for toey as well. quality time is also up there - he follows peem around everywhere and doesn't mind just sitting there in silence while peem works on his art. physical touch, of course, he can't stop touching and kissing peem. finally, words of affirmation, he is really good at compliments and just talking about how much he loves spending time with his friends etc. like i always say, his heart is the size of a skyscraper, and he has so much love to give.

🫂 a friendship headcanon

he still has a really hard time making friends and i think it will take him a long time to actually start hanging out with his new friends from peem's friend group separately and not when everyone is invited.

💔 an angsty headcanon

his self-worth is incredibly shakey, it's truly like a game of tumble tower, when you can see that it's gonna fall on the next player's turn. and i think that, though it will get better, especially if the family thing is resolved correctly, it will genuinely take decades to deal with it fully.

🪢 a headcanon about their family

his parents are gonna get hit by a bus that will be driven by someone who looks suspiciously like me :)

📓 a headcanon about their hobbies

i think he definitely has a hobby that involves a lot of reality-escaping. probably not video games, because i can't remember seeing a good pc/console at his apartment. i am leaning more towards books and/or movies/series, something like that.

👗 a headcanon about their clothes

he does not really care about fashion rip 😔

🔪 a headcanon relating to fighting/violence

unlike fang, i actually don't think he was ever that big into it. he ended up in a couple of fights anyway, because of fang, but he himself is very 👉👈

🌟 a headcanon about their desires/wishes

i think he wants kids, but is afraid he is going to make a terrible father, because he hasn't really had any good examples of parenting throughout his childhood.

🥇 a headcanon about what they’re best at

perhaps a slightly weird answer to a question that's probably leaning more towards skills and achievements, but i'm gonna say taking care of people. he is very attentive and loving, he is genuinely just incredibly good at the small gestures and remembering things about other people and giving the right gifts and saying the right thing at the right time, etc. etc.

🍫 a headcanon about food

he eats a very limited amount of food, which is also why fang can only cook spaghetti - he learned to cook it specifically for phum, and phum just kept asking for the same thing every day. i wouldn't be surprised, if he isn't actually allergic to seafood as well, but just says that, because it's easier than explaining that he eats exactly seven foods and nothing else.

🎭 a headcanon about what they lie about

his exact feelings about his parents. i think he's been shamed a lot for feeling the way he does towards them, so he keeps making things up and skirting around the conversation, so he wouldn't have to directly say "i do not want to see them anymore".

❤️‍🔥 a romantic headcanon

he is extremely romantic in my opinion. i think he believes in soulmateism and true love and the whole shebang. i think he watches lots of romcoms and has probably seen every mlm storyline in existence, dreaming of his own gay little relationship. he has all the proper romantic gestures down to a fine art too, obviously.

💄 an appearance headcanon

yes, he did dye his hair that shade of brown to look more like a teddy bear. slash srs

🖕 a headcanon relating to anger

anger is his mortal enemy. he has a lot of it pent up inside (understandably so), but he thinks it's a very ugly feeling he is "not supposed to feel", so he suppresses it. whenever he feels angry, he just kind of goes inside his shell and leaves the situation.

😺 an animal related headcanon

he is a cat person (hence, peem).

😬 a headcanon about the worst thing they’ve done

straight up the agreement he made with peem at the beginning.

😭 a headcanon about the worst thing that happened to them

being abandoned by his parents at five years old.

😶 a random headcanon!

he isn't as close to toey as he'd like to be, because he is 1) autistic and 2) not particularly well-socialised, so he has a hard time really understanding what social rules to follow for their particular relationship. in his head, he definitely considers toey his younger brother and would absolutely just spoil him rotten and hang out with him a lot, but not a lot of that gets actualised in reality, because he's a little afraid of making any sudden big moves or actively saying that he feels about toey the same way fang feels about him.

[iluvshinytwink]

Class Distraction : Jude Bellingham

"It's just like seeing her for the first time again."

Scenario: Jude remembers during your senior high school days when he'd stare at you with those softened, helpless eyes of his. :)

Song: For The First Time by Mac Demarco

AN: sorry for not posting during wednesday, i had a 3 day long school event where all i did was talk shit with my friends, watch volleyball games where i almost died (5 times), play with cards (it got confiscated), eat food, complain how hot it was and wasted money, very productive if u ask me!!!)

The idea of school love in general has me weak in the knees bro, genuinely when is it my turn.

It was undeniable how much Jude adored you. Every time he was done with training all he would think about is that when he'd come back home he could stare and admire you until daylight. He would actually melt when he'd stare at you. A small smile would be on his face and his eyes were focused on your facial features, never blinking. This was a habit that you knew all too well, you knew about this habit as early as your highschool days.

This habit all started when you changed your seat. You and Jude remember when the two of you never talked to each other the first week of being seatmates. You'd look at the board and Jude.. well he looked at you. It's safe to say the both of you were nervous to talk to each other the first week and so Jude expressed that by obliviously staring at you.

The fourth period started and the teacher jotted down notes on the board. Time to time you looked up and down from your notebook to copy them. Jude was following your steps but his eyes stopped looking at the board and wandered to you. He felt his heart jump for a second as he took in your every action. Your eyes rhythmically look up and down, the way your pen glided down the paper. He felt his world stop for a moment. Your eyes lost its momentum and you took a glance at your seatmate.

Your eyes met his and a small smile appeared on your face. Jude's back instinctively straightened yet his eyes never left yours. You felt a chuckle escape your lips and your smile widened. Jude smiled at you warmly.

"Ahem." Your teacher coughed. "Continue your smiling later. This discussion will be added to your quiz on Wednesday." Your teacher smiled at the two of you as your classmates giggled. "We weren't--" Jude defended. "Don't be shy now, Jude." Your teacher smiled as she turned back to the board. You found yourself looking back at Jude and he looked back at you. A smile appeared your face as you held back a chuckle. Jude found himself forming a smile of his own before turning back to his notebook.

Moments like those were prime examples of why the two of you were stricken for each other. A simple glace which seemingly turns into an hour long stare-- brushing of hands which turn into clasped hands, whom never let go of each other. These were the moments that made your love strong.

"Jude! Are you even listening?" You called your to your boyfriend, waving your hand around his face. Jude blinked and he straightened his back. "Huh?" Jude mumbled. You giggled at your boyfriend. "You never change, do you?" You smiled warmly. Jude smiled at you back. "Guess so." He chuckled.

(time check: 11:37 pm.. lawdy lawd. This is kind of doodoo but ill post another tomorrow cause i miss getting my notifs bombed every time i wake up 💔💔 thank you for 104 followers!! Love and appreciate all of y'all! Thank you for letting me know that ur all delulu like me 💋 anyways make sure to SMASHHHH THAG LIKE BUTTON AND SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE BANGERS LIKE THESE!)

[bearseulgs]

enhypen's reaction to their s/o dressing nicely for an important meeting

gn!reader x ot7

genre: fluff

wc: 1070

warnings: none that i've found !

requested!! tysm

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Heeseung ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

you hadn't informed him of tonight's big meeting at the company that you're interning for 😭

it was a staff only event meant to discuss the details on their new marketing project

so you hadn't deemed it important for him to know

so you can imagine his surprise when you walk out in a new outfit looking expensive af (slay)

"hey honey... do we have a date tonight? did i forget?" he asked, already pulling out his phone to check his calendar

you had to assure him that there was no date and he hadn't forgotten before explaining that you had a meeting to attend

when he calmed down, he didn't say much but his mind was running a mile a minute

a bit jealous that your coworkers get to see you like that but he doesn't 💔

gives u many many kisses before you leave mwah

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Jay ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

your # 1 hype man fr

you told him that your workplace had an opening event tomorrow and that you had a company-wide meeting today to discuss any last many details and go over the plan once more

but OH NO 😱 you didn't know what to wear DUN DUN DUN

lucky for you you have the handsomest most fashionable bf in the whole wide world to help you teehee

so OFC Jay over here raids both your and his closets looking for the perf fit for you bc his angel has to look the prettiest it's just a last minute brief chill

once y'all finally pick out smth for you to wear, you go change and come out and WOAH he must've seen a real angel this time bc you look amazing

he thinks he fell in love all over again 🥹

sends you off to your meeting with the proudest smile on his face bc that's his s/o

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Jake ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

knew about the meeting

you practically had to rely on him to be your calendar bc even when you write things down you forget them 💔 (me too babe dw)

so he understood that you were presenting your new product plan to your boss today

he just didn't understand why you had to do it wearing his favourite outfit of yours 🤨

like excuse you how dare you look so good and walk out that door AWAY FROM HIM

doesn't say anything tho bc you're his pretty lil darling and he loves you ☺️

buys you new accessories while you're at your meeting as a treat for himself 😭

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Sunghoon ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

you actually work at Music Bank woot woot!!

you had recently been promoted to creative directer and you were presenting your first ever ideas for possible sets for upcoming performances (hang with me here idk how mubank staffs work)

and the MCs had to attend bc idk their companies like to see them suffer ig

but they weren't suffering bc you're besties w Wonie and ofc you have your lovely bf Hoon 💞💞💞

Sunghoon didn't actually know that you were giving the presentation so when he walked in on you and Wonyoung chatting he stopped dead in his tracks bc holy cow they're good looking 😳

could not get over the fact that he's dating you

eventually got cocky and started bragging about it to everyone who would listen (read: you and Wonyoung) that he has the prettiest s/o ever aw

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Sunoo ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

you were the CEO's assistant so you had to go with her to all of her important meetings

this time y'all were meeting with a partnering company to discuss product promotions

and you wanted to look your absolute best to give your company a good image!! especially since your boss won't be there today due to her kid having the flu so you had to take over for her ᕙ(  •̀ - •́  )ᕗ

you woke up, made breakfast, showered, got dressed, and when you came out all ready Sunoo was sitting down eating brekky

he looked up when you entered and he gasped so big that you were worried he'd choke 😭

nonstop praises from your bf, he had to make sure that you knew your worth

needless to say, you left with a huge smile on your face and feeling more confident than earlier

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Jungwon ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

your job was mostly work from home so you didn't typically dress up much

but the CEO of your location called for a big meeting that everyone needed to attend (i hope y'all know what i mean by your location, like the building you would work at if you weren't working from home)

so you got to dress fancy woo!! :D we love dress up

it was a kind of last minute message though, only 2 days advance, so you didn't really have time to go shopping and had to work with what you had

but that's okay bc you're cute af 😘

on the day of, you spent the morning getting some work done and preparing for this afternoon's meeting

on your way out the door, you passed your boyfriend in the living room and told him you were headed out

"okay- dang"

"what?" you asked, cocking your head, but he said nothing, just looking away to hide his flustered expression

you shrugged and didn't think much of it, heading to your meeting, but you stayed in his thoughts all afternoon

when you got home that evening he made sure to give you all the compliments 🥰

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Ni-ki ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

you have your first ever job interview omg!!!

you spent like two weeks planning your outfit and scripting responses to possible questions lol

but finally the day has come and you were ready to ace this interview!!

you had on a cute set of clothes that you had bought when you and Riki went to the mall w some friends and did your makeup nice and neat and innocent and professional

but you were still nervous ㅠㅠ

so you fted Riki like 5 minutes before you had to leave so much for great planning asking what he thought of your outfit and boy was STUNNED

like,,, speechless

eventually you got worried bc what if he doesn't like your outfit but he doesn't want to hurt your feeling and that's why he isn't saying anything 😣

but that was far from the case

he broke out of his spell after a minute and started praising you nonstop

before you hung up he wished you luck on your interview and kissed the screen 🥰

a/n: omg this was so fun to write bc it's like an idea always in my head, anyways stay stunning babes!! ALSO SORRY THIS SUCKS ㅠㅠ

©️ bearseulgs 2022

[mooodyblue]

elvis tag game by @headfullofpresley 💗

this is gonna be so loong i apologize in advance 😭😭 i have a lot of thoughts and opinions

tagging: @lllsaslll @elvisfatass @prayerstopresley @kiankiwi-blog and whoever wants to do this 😅

questions under the cut bc i rly listed a good chunk of his discography lol

When was the first time you heard of Elvis?

i'm sure my parents have played something of his growing up, i was more into mj than anything else. i wish i could remember like....the first real time i was ever really introduced to him. he's been referenced in so many of my interests that im sure there was i time i was like 10 and being like "oh that's an elvis reference" lol

what's your favorite era?

70s!!!! big daddy era as y'all call it 😅

favorite song(s) from the 50s?

trying to get to you, i'm counting on you, love me, don't be cruel, lawdy miss clawdy, as long as i have you, trouble, crawfish, i want you i need you i love you, one sided love affair, loving you, young and beautiful ...... i should probably stop before i list them all

favorite song(s) from the 60s

fever, such a night, im coming home, pocketful of rainbows, edge of reality, almost in love, can't help falling in love, the walls have ears, do not disturb, cotton candy land, it's now or never, rubberneckin', summer kisses winter tears, crying in the chapel, suspicious minds....literally everything on from elvis in memphis. god i want to list more but i need to STOP!!

favorite song(s) from the 70s

runaway, polk salad annie, you've lost that loving feeling, moody blue(duh), rags to riches, funny how time slips away, american trilogy!!!!!!!!!, hurt, make the world go away, the wonder of you

all time favorite songs that you can't skip?

suspicious minds, an american trilogy, pocketful of rainbows, i'm coming home, rubberneckin', honestly there's so many. i feel bad if i skip sometimes LOL

least favorite song?

im so sorry but tutti frutti💔

favorite gospel song(s)?

i still need to dive more into his gospel music, but i really love crying in the chapel and you never walk alone.

favorite country song(s)?

funny how time slips away, kentucky rain, always on my mind, make the world go away

favorite non english song?

wooden heart <3

a song(s) that make you feel nostalgic?

can't help falling in love 💗

a song(s) that makes you cry?

unchained melody!!!!! lord i can barely listen to it 😭

a song(s) that make you wanna dance?

rubberneckin', im coming home, got a lot o' livin to do, polk salad annie, suspicious minds

favorite song elvis as covered?

any day now and yesterday

what's a modern song you wish you could hear elvis cover?

i think he'd eat up two ghosts or ever since new york by harry styles tbh.

do you prefer vinyl or cd?

vinyl!!! i actually don't own a single elvis cd, just vinyls(cassettes too!)

favorite album?

self titled and from elvis in memphis <3

favorite movie soundtrack?

king creole for SURE

favorite live performance?

the laughing version of are you lonesome tonight 😅 also welcome to my world from aloha from hawaii !!!

a live performance you wish you were present at?

aloha from hawaii 100% but also literally any of his vegas shows in '69 because that entire live album had me laughing my ass off LMAO

favorite jumpsuits?

THIS ONE.

favorite movie(s)?

king creole, loving you, live a little love a little, follow that dream and girl happy(mostly because elvis in a dress)

least favorite movie(s)?

stay away joe, kissin' cousins, and double trouble.

favorite costar?

michele carey <3 i luv bernice

favorite documentary?

that's the way it is

favorite interview?

i didn't even have to THINK about this one. i know this is a press conference but idk. same thing? anyway, june 9th 1972 new york hilton elvis i want you so bad !!!!!! it's iconic and i just love how he is with everyone 😭

favorite car?

idk after i first watched elvis (2022) i wanted a pink cadillac so LOL

do you collect merch? if so, what's the one thing you hold most dear to your heart?

i do!! i have his vinyls mostly. but my tcb necklace is my lucky charm at this point, i just wish i had gotten it in silver instead of gold 😅

do you think you'll be a fan of elvis for the rest of your life?

absolutely. ive had a lot of interests and have lost interest in a lot of things but this is so much more different. he truly is everything to me and i've never felt so connected with someone in my whole life. i really do adore him.

[warmaidensrevenge]

Always seen you.

Pairings: Eddie x Insecure! Plus size reader x friend!Elio x friend!Billy

If you want to read my other work you can find it HERE

A/N: Ok y'all. Be prepared. Because I cried writing this. If you don't want to be sad tonight, I suggest you wait to read this. Because hunnies it's going to hurt. I was inspired by the song Changes by xxxtentacion. It has very little repetitive lyrics. But man does it make me cry. Special thanks goes out to @salenorona23 for her help in this part. I hope it came out good. Anyways, thanks for reading. As always feedback is greatly appreciated and asks and comments are always welcomed. Kay love you byeeee.

Warnings: 18+ language, angst, hurt, hurt, and more hurt, mentions of eating disorder, smut, heartache, slow burn. Not proof read and no word count.

Summary: You finally got your guy. But something always gets in the way. Does true love conquer all?

Part 19

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Thanksgiving came and you finally got to go home for a week. When you got off the plane you heard your name being called. You scanned the sea of people and locked eyes with Matthew. You pushed through the crowd and ran into his arms.

He embraced you tightly and lifted you up. Spinning you around.

" Damn good to see ya kiddo."

You started to tear up. " I missed you so much."

He put you down and held you at arms length.

" You look good. Are you losing weight?"

You laughed. " I don't think so."

" Hmmm well you looked good. "

" So do you." You gave him another big hug. " Where's Beth?"

" She's at home making dinner. She said she wanted to have it ready when you came."

" That's sweet."

" That's my girl. She's as sweet as sugar."

You laughed. " Common, I want to go home."

Matthew grabbed your luggage and led you to the car.

When you guys pulled up to the trailer. Everything looked the same. Like time froze.

" Christmas lights already?" You asked.

" Uhh yeah. You know Beth loves decorating early."

" Dude if there's a Christmas tree up already. I'm staying at the Munson's."

Matthew chuckled. " No tree yet. But probably after Thanksgiving. We can decorate it together."

You smiled. " Yeah. I'll allow it. Just can't forget about Thanksgiving."

" What?! Never! It's my favorite holiday."

" Mine too."

" Mmm. All the food. Sweet potatos with the little marshmallows, the stuffing and ham. Awww man and that strawberry rhubarb pie."

" Eww. Okay you had me until the pie."

Matthew laughed again. " That's why I love it. No one but me likes it so I don't have to share."

A little laugh left you. " Common. I want to see Beth."

He nodded.

When you walked in the yummy smell filled your nostrils. The warm air hugged you.

Your eyes found Bethany's.

" Sweetie!"

You grinned. " Beth!"

You dropped your stuff and went to her. Giving her a big hug.

" Look at you! You look so good."

You pulled away and looked her up and down. " So do you!"

" Are you losing weight?"

" Hey, I said the same thing." Matthew said bring in your stuff.

" No you guys just haven't seen me in a while."

" No. You definitely did."

You shook your head and hugged her again. This time when you pulled away you saw an engagement ring on her manicured finger.

" Oh my God! Is that what I think it is?"

Bethany smiled. " Yes. Matthew finally asked me."

You looked at your brother. " Finally!"

You gave her another hug. " Congratulations!"

" Thank you."

You let her go and gave Matthew a hug too. " It's about time you made an honest woman out of her."

Matthew chuckled. " It was always the plan, kiddo. Just waiting for the time."

" Why don't you get washed up and we'll tell you how he proposed." Bethany said.

You nodded and grabbed your bags. When you walked away Matthew held Bethany.

" She's home."

" Yeah she is Mattie."

After an amazing meal you were so happy. You took out the trash and looked over to the Munson's trailer. Wayne was home. You went back inside and started making him a plate.

" I'm gonna head over to the Munson's. I'll be back."

Bethany and Matthew nodded.

"Oh if he asked what he should bring for Thanksgiving. Tell him we got it covered." Bethany said.

" Okay."

When you knocked on the door you could hear the TV going. When the door opened you were hit with the smell of cigarettes.

" Darlin'?"

" Hello Mr. Munson. I brought you dinner."

He opened the screen door with a huge smile on his face.

" C'mon in. It's too cold for you to be out here."

You nodded and went in. Everything was just like you remember. With a few more mugs on the wall. You and Eddie sent him a few since you two have been gone.

You put the plate down and gave him a long hug.

" Darlin' I've missed you."

" I missed you too Mr Munson."

" C'mon tell me about school." He said gesturing towards the couch.

You guys talked for hours. You learned that he started seeing someone and he got a promotion at work. He seemed to being doing really good.

" Have you talked to my nephew?"

" Not today. He's on the road."

" Well when you do, tell him to give his old man a call."

" I will."

You looked towards Eddie's room.

Wayne looked at you and noticed you looked thinner. Was it happening again? Were you not eating like before?

" You can stay the night if you want."

You hung your head. " Thank you. But I think I should go home."

You stood up and went for the door.

" Are you okay darlin'?"

You wanted to say no. You wanted to tell him that you wished Eddie was here too. That it hurt you too much to think about him missing another holiday with you. But you didn't. You just smiled.

" Yes. I'm fine. Happy to be home."

Wayne caught that sadness in your eyes. He got up and went to hug you.

" If you need to talk. I'm always here."

" Thank you Mr Munson."

" Anytime."

…

Eddie could hear laughing coming from your trailer. It had just started to snow when the cab pulled up to the trailer park. He was carrying his duffle bag and a bouquet of flowers. By some miracle they had a show cancellation due to weather in Minnesota. So he decided to come home for the holiday.

It was just about dinner time when he came. He knew everyone would be at your place and he was happy to hear you guys laughing and chatting away.

" I'm home." He said to himself

He made his way up the steps and knocked. When the door opened he was met with a very surprised Matthew.

" Hey! Shit. I didn't know you were coming."

Eddie smiled as Matthew grabbed his arm and dragged him inside.

Everyone looked at him. While he said his hellos, he looked for you but you weren't there.

" Good to see you son. Can't pick up a phone and call me?" Wayne said, giving him a hug.

" I'm sorry. I'll get better at that."

Eddie looked to your brother. " Where's my girl?"

" She's in her room. Tell her dinners ready."

Eddie nodded and walked down the hall. Your door was cracked open a little and he saw you sitting at your small desk drawing.

He heard you sniffle looking out the window to his trailer and say something.

" Happy Thanksgiving Eds."

His heart hurt hearing that. He slowly opened the door and moved silently into the room. He quietly put down his bag.

" Hey Angel."

You gasped and turned around.

" Eds?"

" Hi baby."

You wiped your tears and got up. Throwing yourself into his arms. You buried your face in his chest and cried.

" How?"

" The universe was looking out for us. Saying we needed to be together tonight."

You pulled away and wiped your face. " I…I…I can't believe you're here. I was just wishing for you."

Eddie looked you over. You looked different than he remembered. Your face was different. Your eyes were different.

" Well your wish came true. I'm here."

A small smile found your lips. " Umm I-"

Matthew came." Guys. Food done."

You nodded looking at him. And Eddie watched you wiped your mascara that stained your cheeks away.

" Baby? Are-are you okay?"

You went to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. " Much better now. You came home."

Your smile was genuine. But, that pain you were gonna feel when he left again was creeping around the corner.

He held out the flowers." These are for you."

You smelled them and hummed.

" Thank you Eds. I love them."

"Let's go Angel. I want to hear all about the award."

You grabbed his hand and he led you to the living room. Eddie took off his coat and watched you put the flowers in a vase. Something was wrong. He knew it. He just didn't know what.

Everyone was asking him questions throughout dinner. He didn't even get a chance to talk about your award. But you didn't seem to mind. You just sat there smiling and laughing with the others. Eddie held your hand the entire time. Bringing it to his lips every now and again.

There was a moment when you got up to use the restroom when he noticed you barely touched your food. He eyed the bathroom worried that you were getting sick or something.

" So how long are you staying?" Wayne asked, pounding a beer.

" A few days."

" Good." Wayne leaned in so that he could whisper to Eddie. " She needs you. I think she might be getting bad again."

Now Eddie was definitely worried. The last time he wasn't here to see how you were. But you told him about your depression. Was it coming back? Why? Did he do something to bring that on?

When you came back you gave him a kiss on the cheek and took your plate away. Putting foil on it and placing it in the fridge.

You poured yourself some water and stood in the kitchen watching your family. Your eyes met Eddie's and you felt better. Holidays were always rough on you. Even more so knowing that you would have to leave your family in a few days.

Lately your depression was kicking your ass. Though you were happy to be home and even happier now that Eddie was there. It just was a little too much too fast.

The last couple of months were a blur. School and work was all you really did. Sure you hung out with Billy and Elio. But you never felt whole. You missed your family, you missed Wayne, and you really missed Eddie. You felt like a zombie. Just roaming the days, waiting for the day you saw everyone to feel alive again.

School was good and all the extra curricular activities were time wasters. Which kept you occupied. But like always there was something missing.

That something was staring you right in the eyes.

Bethany came over and hugged you.

" I'm so happy you're home. I've been dying to hear about everything."

You hugged her back. Not knowing how much you needed a hug from her right now.

Tears fell down your face as you let her go.

" Don't cry sweetie."

" I'm s-sorry… I just missed this. I missed you…all of you."

She hugged you again. Much tighter this time.

" We missed you too sweetie. I can't wait for tomorrow."

You pulled away again. " What's tomorrow?"

" You and I are having a girl's day."

You smiled and nodded. " I would like that."

" Good. Because we're gonna get our hair done. And our nails. Then we're gonna get lunch at Benny's. Then go shopping."

You laughed. " Okay. Sounds like a plan."

Eddie watched that interaction and felt a little better. You started looking like you again. Then you came back to sit with him and snuggled up against him. He put his arm around your waist and pulled you closer kissiyyour forehead.

After a little bit Matthew and Wayne went to watch the game as you and Bethany started putting the food away.

Eddie was making calls.

When it was time for pie you and Bethany started to serve everyone.

" So I did something."

You looked at Eddie and he was grinning.

" After you guys have your girls day. Do you want to go to the school and play D&D with the kids?"

Your eyes lit up. " Yes! That would be so fun."

Eddie chuckled. " Perfect. It's all set up."

" Are you gonna be dungeon master?"

" Unfortunately no. Dustin is writing a campaign as we speak."

" Oh. This should be interesting."

Eddie got up and went around the counter to hold you.

" There you are baby. Had me worried there for a second."

Later that night you and Eddie got ready for bed.

" Angel?"

" Hmmm?"

Are you sure you're okay?"

You climbed into bed. " Yeah. I'm okay."

Your words didn't convince him. He got into bed too and pulled you into his arms.

" You would tell me if anything's wrong right?"

You nodded.

" Baby, something's going on. I can tell."

You sighed. You never could hide things from him.

" I…I've been…out of it lately."

" Have you stopped taking care of yourself?"

" What do you mean? Like showering?"

" Baby you know what I'm talking about."

You sighed again. You did know what he was talking about.

" I…I just lose my appetite sometimes."

" I can see that. Everyone can."

" I'm sorry."

Eddie made you look at him. " How long?"

You didn't want to answer that. You didn't want to worry him. But you needed to be honest.

" Since…since you left."

Eddie shook his head and held you tighter.

" You can't do that. You can't keep doing that everytime I leave."

" I know."

" Baby, I need you to be healthy. Most of all I need you to be happy. "

" Eds it's hard. I know I shouldn't have you be my only source of happiness. But, your absence is the only reason why I'm unhappy."

Eddie hung his head. " What do you want me to do? What should I do? Do you need me to stop coming? Do you want me to leave you alone? Or do you want me to stay? I will stay if that's what you want. Because I need you to be okay. I need you to know that I would do anything for you. I would do absolutely anything to make sure you are happy."

" Eddie, I never needed anyone. But I need you. I don't want you to go. But you can't stay."

" Then move in with me."

" What?"

" Move to California. Move in with us. And then you know no matter what. I will always come home to you."

" I-I. School?"

" Transfer. They're not MIT but you could go to Stanford or Berkeley."

" Eds MIT is my dream school."

" I know that. But baby please. You need to be with me. I need you to be with me."

You shook your head. " I can't afford to go to them."

" I'll pay for it."

" No." You shook your head again and moved from his arms. "I can't."

" Don't you want to be with me?"

" Yes, Eds. I do."

" Then we can do this." He moved to sit on his knees between your legs. " Come home with me."

You looked at him with tears in your eyes. Because you knew that no matter what excuse you could come up with. You would choose him. Even if that meant sacrificing your future.

" Don't….don't ask me this."

He cupped your face." Why not?"

You were shaking and it was getting hard to breathe.

" Because you know me…you know I would give up everything for you."

" I know." He kissed you. " I know you would." He kissed you again. " That's why I'm asking. Because I want you to be with me…I-I can't do these visits anymore."

He kissed both of your cheeks. Then his lips moved to your chin down to your neck. One of his hands went to the small of your back pulling you closer.

" I want you to be with me. To be in my bed when I come home. I want to hold you every night. I want to wake up with you."

He kissed across your collarbone and stopped at your clavicle. Resting his forehead there.

" Let's be together. Please…Please."

You lifted his face and kissed him deeply. His hands went for your shirt. Revealing your bare chest. You took off his and laid down.

He pulled off your bottoms and pulled down his. He continued kissing all over your chest as he aligned himself to your aching core.

" Say it…please say yes." He begged.

Your hands mapped his back up to his hair.

" Please baby. Please. I need you to say it."

" Eds."

" Baby?"

" Yes. I will-"

You gasped as Eddie thrusted into you. Your whole body tingled. With shaky breath you said it again.

" Yes….yes."

Eddie's lips found yours.

" Thank you…Mmm thank you." He whimpered.

You covered your mouth to silence your moans. And Eddie buried his face in your neck. The sound of his hips snapping against yours filled the room.

You felt that familiar knot in your stomach before you came.

Eddie groaned as he felt your slick surrounding him. He came long and hard. And as he started to slow you begged him not to.

" Please. Don't stop."

And he didn't. He whined at the sensitivity. And it hurt. It hurt so good.

You came again with him doing it for the second time.

He never did that before. He didn't think he could. But with you. He could do anything.

Once you guys came down from the incredible high he kissed you with so much love that he had you seeing stars.

He looked deep into your eyes after and stroked you hair.

" I know you said it. But I need to know you meant it…move in with me."

You moved his bangs so you could see that beautiful face.

"Yes, Eds. I'll move in with you."

…

The next day felt weird. Last night you made a decision that you couldn't back out of. Not that you wanted to. If Eddie asked you that in any lifetime. You would always say yes. But, you needed to figure out how to do it.

You need to figure out how to tell Matthew. You knew he would be against it. He would tell you it was stupid to throw away your free education like that. And though he would be right. It didn't matter to you. All that mattered was Eddie.

Sure you knew that you were now dependent on him. And it wasn't a good way to be. But at the same time. It was Eddie Munson. The only person you ever loved. The only being who knew you like the back of his hand. The only person in the world you wanted to be with.

When you went to the salon with Bethany you thought maybe she could help.

" I…sweetie I don't know what to say."

You sighed. " I know it's a rash decision. But I want to be with him."

" I know honey. But he's asking for too much."

" It's not a lot when we love each other."

She sighed. " That's true. But you guys are still so young. And you have a whole life ahead of you. There's no reason to rush this."

" We've always rushed things. And I know that it's not ideal. But I'm nothing if I'm not with him. You know what it's like to be utterly and completely in love with someone. You've been seeing Matthew since highschool. And you guys went through a hard time. But in the end. You guys are still growing strong. Why can't Eddie and I be like that."

Bethany was quiet for a moment. " Sweetie, I'm not saying not to do it. What I'm saying is. Are you doing it because it's best for you? Or are you doing it because it's hard to be apart for so long? I know when the relationship started it was you two all the time. And you got used to the idea of him always being around. Now that he's gone. It's like you're not you anymore. You barely call us. And when you do you're always crying. I get that you miss him. But what I don't like about this. Is that you're losing yourself to this. You have changed so much that I don't even recognize you anymore. You were once this person who looked forward to what the day was going to bring. You had this light in you that shined so bright. Now I can barely see it. And I know that it's not Eddie doing that to you. Because when I see you with him. You are at your brightest. But you need to be able to do that again. Without him. You need to be your own person. Learn to be happy on your own. And the same goes for Eddie. He's lost himself too. He used to be confident and so chatty. But he's not like that anymore. It's like he only lives for you. And please. Please don't get me wrong. That's a beautiful thing. To find someone who would burn this whole world down just to see you happy. But both of you need to find what makes you happy and content. Without the other being the others. So that you can come together and share that with one another."

You stood quiet. All this conversation was doing was making you doubt your feelings for Eddie.

" Okay. Answer me this. If you could change one thing about your relationship, what would that be?"

You answered immediately. " The distance."

" Why?"

"I- because it's breaking me. It's breaking my spirit. Everything I do. All the things I experience are pointless if I can't share it with him."

Bethany grabbed your hand after you wiped away your tears.

" Well then. You have to do what you have to do. If Eddie is worth it. If the love is worth holding onto. Then go…go be with him. I'll support you no matter what you choose to do. And if the day comes where you feel like you made a mistake. God forbid, you will always have a home with us…just please find that girl again. I miss her. "

You wiped your face again. " Thank you."

The sadness of that conversation stayed with you most of the day. You felt your heart breaking. You knew that being young had issues of its own. Everything felt like life or death. But you knew deep down that you might be making a mistake. It didn't matter though. If you fell. You knew Eddie would always be there to catch you.

…

Eddie was waiting for you to come home. He was really excited about you saying you would move with him. But a small part of him still worried about you. He didn't like the idea he had that having you move in would cure your depression. It wasn't an exact cure. But it was something that should be talked about and have time to go over. And last night he really didn't give you much of a choice. Yes it was what he'd been wanting since you visited him. But the thought of giving up your education had him in doubt. He never wanted to ask you to do that. He never wanted to get in the way of your future. All he wanted was to be a part of it.

Still, he needed this as much as you did.

He was better with you. He was himself again. He had his passion for things back. He had his reason for being. His inspiration.

Eddie had a hard time when he left after your anniversary. Again, he found himself in an uphill battle with his anxiety and depression.

He really wanted to drink his feelings away. But he knew that you would be disappointed in him if he did. So he threw himself into work. But something was off. He tried writing new songs. But all he ever came up with was heartbreaking ones. Then he got to talk to you or see you. And the words started to flow.

Even now. Seeing you getting out of the car, looking like a rose blooming when you saw him.

The instant you locked eyes with Eddie all your worries went away. You lit up like a Christmas tree. Eddie jogged to the car and opened the door for you.

" M'lady" he said, holding out his hand.

You giggled while taking it.

Bethany watched you guys hug each other and just knew. You have found your person. Your other half. And though she had her doubts. Eddie was the one for you. Now all she had to do was help convince Matthew that what you needed was to be with him.

Later that night you found yourself in quite the predicament.

You sat there looking over your character sheet with Eddie whispering in your ear.

" Go for it."

" I don't think I can roll enough for a kill shot."

" Well there's no shame in running."

You looked at your very handsome boyfriend. " I have a plan."

Eddie gave you his perfect smirk.

" Dustin. I would like to use my speed to touch my party."

Dustin narrowed his eyes over his copy of Advanced Dungeons & Dragons screen.

" Roll for initiative."

You did and got a nat 20.

Eddie sighed. " That would have been enough."

" It was a gamble. But trust me."

" Always."

You bit your lip and let out a little laugh.

" What's your next move?"

" As I touch each and everyone of my fellow companions I say use a resurrection spell."

Eddie's mouth dropped.

Dustin nodded. " Roll for success or failure."

" Common baby. Roll more than a 7."

You picked up the dice again. " Blow on this yeah?"

Eddie grinned and blew on the dice.

As you threw it you watched and prayed. Your eyes widened and Eddie got up and shouted.

" YES! THERE IT IS! That's 11 Henderson.

He grabbed your face and planted a big smooch on your lips.

Dustin sat back and shook his head. " Alright, the party is at full power. Eddie, it's your go."

He sat back down and gave Dustin a shit eating grin. " I want to attack."

…

The campaign ended with a victory. You sat there watching your friends laughing and clapping.

Just like old times.

You felt like your old self again. And Eddie looked like his. He was still that big nerd under that rock star persona he had on.

While you helped clean up you saw Eddie wrestling with Dustin.

" It's good to see you guys." Mike said, picking up the dice and putting them in a little velvet bag.

" Yeah. It was a well needed visit. You guys are growing up so fast. I'm so happy to see you guys still do this."

Mike smiled. " Oh we're nerds for life."

You laughed. " Glad to hear it."

" Anytime you guys come back. There will always be a seat for you and Eddie."

You looked over to Eddie. He looked like he was on cloud nine.

" Thanks bud. I'll have to tell Eddie he should host a game or two when he gets back to LA."

" He's not doing that already?"

You looked back to Mike. " He's busy. Always working."

Mike furrowed his brow. " That sucks. He loves D&D. "

" Yeah he does."

" Well, maybe when he has time again. All of you can get together and work something out."

You smiled. " Yeah definitely."

When everything was cleaned up and chairs put away, you sat down in Eddie's old throne. Well now it was Dustin's. You closed your eyes and grinned to yourself. This was all you wanted. To feel normal again. To get back to the you who had hobbies. The you that enjoyed the little things.

" Hey Angel."

You opened your eyes and were met with Eddie's big beautiful brown eyes.

" Not tired already?"

You shook your head. " No. Just enjoying this. It feels good to be back here."

Eddie squatted in front of you, putting his hands on your knees. " It really does. Almost feels like we never left."

" I think a part of us never did. Our younger selves are still here. Still roaming these halls."

" And we now get to remember what it's like to have nothing to worry about. No job to go to. No care in the world."

" Being adult sucks."

Eddie chuckled. " That it does…but you know what adults can do when the kids are gone?"

Eddie's hands ran up and down your thighs.

You leaned forward and stopped only inches away from his face.

" Are you saying we get to play a game of our own?"

" Mrs Munson." Eddie raised a brow. " Is my Angel thinking what I'm thinking?"

You bit your lip. " Where do you want me Eds? Here on the throne. Or on the table."

Eddie's voice went deep and it was filled with lust. " I want you on both."

You leaned back into the throne. " Hmmm. I always picture you taking me in here."

" You have?"

You nodded.

Eddie got up and started taking off his clothes. Once he was down to his red plaid boxers he went for your bottoms.

When they were off he got to his knees and pulled at your hips. He grabbed one leg and draped it over his shoulder. While you hooked the other on the arm of the chair.

" Oh look at my girl." He took a big whiff and groaned.

He started to lap through your folds. Tasting your sweetness. Your fingers wrapped in his curls while your head fell back.

" Such a good fucking pussy. So wet and perfect."

You sighed at his words and moaned at the feeling of him flicking his tongue against your hardened nub.

" So good. Mmm you taste so damn good."

You felt his finger slide into you throbbing hole. Mewling in the process.

You felt your release coming. And your legs quivered as you gave in.

Eddie moved away and pulled you to your feet. Kissing you in the heat of passion. Making you taste yourself.

You whimpered against his lips as he moved you to the table.

Once your bottom hit the edge you broke the kiss by turning around.

Eddie pressed his hardened length against your ass while his hands went under your shirt. You lifted your arms as he slid it off.

You put your hands flat on the table.

Eddie kissed your shoulder, unlatching your bra.

You let the straps fall down. Pushing the garment to the side.

" You want it? You want this cock?"

" Y-yes pl-please."

" Fuck. That's my girl…such a good fucking girl."

Eddie pushed himself into your sopping cunt.

" Yes. Yes. Jesus H...Yes."

His grip on your hips grew firmer as he fucked up into you.

You dropped down to your elbows and threw your head back.

Eddie gave you ass a hard smack. Making you moan so loud that it echoed through the room.

" Like that? You like that baby?"

" Fu-fuck. Yes-yes."

He smacked you on the other cheek.

" God Eddie!"

" Ugh. Shit. You…fuck…this pussy"

Eddie could complete a thought let alone a sentence. His large callused hand slid down your back and he slumped over you His long digits curled around your throat. Tugging you up so that your back was flushed with his chest.

" Good girl. You're doing so fucking good....Taking my cock so damn well."

" E-Eddieee." You whined.

" Shit. You gonna cum?"

" Close…so close."

" Not yet, baby. Not yet."

Eddie let you rest back down on the table. This time he held your head down. You screwed your eyes closed trying hard not to come. But Eddie was going so hard and so deep that he had your eyes rolled back.

" Yes. Fuck! This is mine. This perfect little pussy is mine. "

His hand moved back to your hips and he pulled at them while he rammed into you. Going even deeper. His tip smashed your sweet spot like a button on an arcade game.

Your hands gripped the edges of the table.

" Eddie please….god please let me cum."

Eddie smacked your ass again. This time, it was harder than the ones before it.

" Cum baby. Fucking cum for me."

With that said you let go.

" Ooohhhh fuuuck. That's it. That's it. That's my girl. Fuckin' soak my cock."

Your core shook uncontrollably. Your legs felt like jelly.

And as you finished Eddie pulled out and came on your bottom. Shooting thick white ribbons coated your back. The heat from it made you quiver.

Eddie was breathless " Oh. Mmmm. Yeah. "

He bent over and kissed your bottom where he hit. Soothing the pain he knew he caused.

" Stay right there. I'm gonna get something to clean you up."

" Oh-okay." You sighed.

Not like you were gonna move anytime soon.

Eddie came back quick and started wiping off his cum. He helped you up after and pulled you towards the throne to sit on his lap.

While resting your head on the slope of his neck he stroked your back.

" Are you okay? Did I get too rough?"

" N-no." You swallowed. " That was so good. You've been holding out on me."

Eddie chuckled and kissed your forehead.

" I didn't know I could get that way with you."

" I'm not made of glass. I can take a pounding."

Eddie let his head fall back and let out a throaty laugh.

" Good to know."

You stayed like that for a while until you yawned.

" Common Angel. Let's go home.

The rest of the time was spent with family and friends. You started finding yourself again. But as soon as it started you had to leave. And so did Eddie. You both sat in the airport hanging onto each other.

" So tell me the plan again."

You kissed his cheek. " Okay. So I'm gonna finish the year. Then I'm gonna transfer to Berkeley in the fall. That gives us the summer to do whatever you want."

" And are you sure this is what you want?"

" I want you. And you're there. So I'm coming. But…you have to talk to Jeff and Gareth first."

" Already did. They said they can't wait."

You giggled and kissed his cheek again. " Well then it's settled. I'm moving to California."

Eddie smiled that big beautiful smile that showed all his laugh lines.

" Finally!"

…

You had a seriously long day. You were burnt out from all the midterms. Christmas was just around the corner and you really needed some family time. But what you were really in need of was Eddie. You were supposed to meet him tomorrow and finally get to see them perform.

A few weeks after you came back things were hectic. Elio and Billy weren't too happy with your plans to leave. But eventually they got used to the idea of you moving. So instead of dwelling on it. They spent all their free time with you. Secretly planning to get you to not leave.

It was Friday afternoon and you had planned on staying in and packing. But Elio and Billy wanted to go to the movies and catch Three Amigos. So you got ready and waited outside for your friends.

You heard a familiar screeching from around the corner.

Billy was blasting Van Halen when he pulled up. He turned down the music and jumped out. You watched as he ran to the passenger door and opened it for you. Giving you a big smile while holding out a flower for you.

" Hey there sweets. It looks like it's just me and you."

You scoffed. " E ditched us again?"

" Yup. But you always have a good time with me right?" He smirked.

You rolled your eyes and went to him. Before you got in his car you took the flower and grinned.

" Yes William. I have a great time with you."

" Hey! Only my grandmother calls me William."

You laughed and looked up at him. " Now I do too, William."

Billy licked his lips and chuckled while closing the door.

When you guys got to the theater you went up to the ticket booth to pay. But Billy gently tugged you back.

" Two for Little Shop of Horrors." He said to the attendant.

" Wait what?"

Billy smiled at you. " You wanted to see that one right?"

" I did. But we don't-"

" We're gonna watch that one sweets."

You grinned, shaking your head.

When you guys went inside you went to the snack bar.

" Umm want to share popcorn William?"

He pulled you back again.

" Hey?!"

" I got this sweets."

" You paid for the movie. Let me pay for the snacks."

He didn't look at you. " Don't worry. I said I got it."

You sighed.

Billy chuckled. " Uhh can we get a large popcorn and two cokes?"

You were about to tell him that you wanted a cherry coke but he held up his finger.

" Sorry. Make that one regular and one cherry."

You laughed a little looking down.

How did he know that?

Once you guys got your order you went to the theater.

" So excited for tomorrow?"

" Yes! I can't wait for you guys to meet Eds."

" Me too. I looked for some of their stuff but it's hard to find them."

" Actually. I made a tape. I can't believe I haven't shown you yet. Dude, you're gonna love them."

You both smiled at each. You were extremely happy. Your new friends could meet your old friends. And you could be in Eddie's arms again.

It hurt when the tour was extended for another month. Eddie had planned on staying in town until they needed him for whatever. But as usual plans changed. But you figured since you've waited three long months and been hurt a few times during. That all of it was going to be worth it. You would be able to see Eddie soon. And eventually move in together. You guys were gonna spend Christmas with your family and on New Year's he was gonna fly you out to LA.

While you watched the opening credits you bobbed your head to the song making Billy chuckled.

You looked over to him and gave him that beautiful smile. He really wanted to pull you closer and kiss you. But he made a promise to himself that he wouldn't try anything out of respect for Eddie. You were gonna leave in a few short months so he wanted as much time with you as he could.

So he sat there watching you more than the movie.

About half way through. You leaned over and thanked him for picking the movie. When you sat back out of instinct, Billy put his arm behind you on the head rest.

When you saw that you sat up straight.

" Umm I'll be right back." You whispered and left.

Billy watched you rush away and palmed his forehead.

" Shit man! Now you scared her away." He told himself.

You went straight to the bathroom.

What the hell was that?

You looked at yourself in the mirror and shook your head.

Why would he do that? He knows I'm with Eddie.

" Is this a date?" You said out loud.

No. We're friends.

You tried to get your thoughts together. Every time Elio flaked on you guys. Billy always paid for everything. Even though you tried to fight him on it. He never said anything to make you think that he liked liked you. But you would catch him looking at you sometimes.

There were so many unanswered questions running through your head. But you were quickly distracted when a few girls came in. You turned on the faucet and started washing your hands.

Had you been that oblivious again? Were you doing stuff that gave him the wrong idea?

Shit! What is Eddie gonna say?

" Oh my God! I'm so excited to see them tomorrow." One said

" I know right! I hope that I can get the drummer's number." Another said.

You grabbed paper towels and dried your hands as the girls fixed their makeup.

" Did you see that article about Eddie and Ava?" One said, popping her lips to spread the lipstick.

You froze when you heard that.

" No. What did it say?"

" Oh that they're a hot new couple."

UHHH WHAT?!

" NO WAY! I thought maybe I had a chance."

" Right! There's even a picture of them kissing."

Your heart fell.

No. That can't be true.

One of them gasped. " Don't say that."

" No really. Here, look."

You saw one take out a magazine from her purse and flipped it open. Showing the other what she's talking about.

" Damnit! Awww they look so cute together."

You cleared your throat and took a step towards them.

" Umm are you guys talking about Eddie from Corroded Coffin?"

They looked at you and smiled.

"Yeah. Are you a fan?" One said.

" Ummm. Yeah. I umm went to school with them."

" Oh My God No Way!" The other practically yelled. " Are they sweet? I just know they are. We're going to their concert tomorrow. Are you going too? They're going to be so good. We've seen them four times already. That cover of "Separate Ways" is so good."

The girl kept going on and on. That you barely got a word in.

" Can I see that?" You asked, pointing at the magazine.

The one holding it handed it to you while they kept talking to each other.

You took it and sure enough there was a picture of Eddie and Ava sharing a kiss. You looked at the day it was taken. It was taken last week.

The feeling in your heart was unbearable. You handed the magazine back and ran out.

You felt like you couldn't breathe. So you went outside. You walked a few feet away when you grabbed your chest and sobbed. After a minute you went to the convenience store across the street and bought the same magazine. You found your way to the curb and sat down after.

You opened to the picture again.

Why Eddie? You promised.

You closed the magazine not wanting to see it any more and sat there with your face in your hands. What were you supposed to do? That happened last week and Eddie didn't even mention it. How were you going to face him tomorrow? What would he say? Would he keep lying to you? How could he do this after you agreed to move in? There was no way in hell all your questions were gonna wait.

…

Billy started to worry about you when you didn't come back. After about 10 minutes he got up to look for you. He walked around and went to the ladies room and called out to you from the door. But you didn't answer.

Shit! He thought.

Did he make you run away when he did that?

He kept looking for you. Finally going outside he saw you sitting on the curb with your head in your arms, leaning on your knees.

He jogged to you and kneeled in front of you.

" Sweets. I'm sorry. I didn't mean-"

You looked up at him. When he saw your eyes all puffy with a waterfall of tears coming down. He knew you weren't upset about that. The only person he saw you cry for was that guy of yours.

" What happened?"

You shook your head looking away. " Can you take me home please?"

Billy's heart broke for you. And all he wanted to do was hold you until you felt better. But he didn't. Instead he held out his hand and helped you up.

When he pulled up to your building, he was going to get off and open your door. But you were out of his car before he could get his seatbelt off.

He heard you say thank you before closing the door and took off.

Billy knew something awful happened. But he just didn't know what. Until he saw you left the magazine on the seat.

He picked it up and flipped through the pages until he saw tear stains on one. When he saw it, he looked at the building's door. He could beat the shit out of Eddie right now. And a part of him wanted to drive to New York right now and confront him about it. But he couldn't leave you.

So he parked the car and waited until he saw Elio come home.

Billy jumped out and ran to him.

" E."

Elio turned around. " Hey the movie's over already?"

" No man. Something happened."

Billy handed the magazine to him and Elio gasped.

" Where is she?!"

" She's upstairs."

Elio took off with Billy on his tail.

When Elio opened the door he saw you sitting on the edge of the bed with a picture in your hand. You weren't looking at it. Instead you were looking out the window.

" Hun?"

Elio got closer while Billy closed the door behind him.

When Elio saw the picture, his heart broke for you. It was your funny prom picture. He sat down next to you and waited.

"I…I have to go to New York…today." You said just above a whisper. Still not looking at them.

Elio and Billy exchanged looks.

" I'll drive." Billy said.

"Let's go now. We can make it just after they get there." Elio suggested.

You looked at the picture and ran your fingers over Eddie's face.

You sniffled and stood up. Putting the picture back where it was.

" Okay. Let's go." You said as you went to the door.

…

During the 3 and a half hour drive, Billy kept looking in the rearview to check if you were okay. But you didn't even look like you anymore. You looked like you were gonna be sick.

Elio tried to hold your hand but you just kept your eyes fixed out the window. Sometimes letting tears fall.

Billy turned on the radio thinking it would help you feel better.

A few songs later the disk jockey started talking.

" This is Scary Terry at WJRR 101.1. Where we play rock and roll 25 hours a day, 8 days a week. I'm coming at you low lives with a…Get this… A cover! These two bands worked their magic and created something special. Their songs are quickly climbing the charts. And I am happy to announce both bands will be performing tomorrow night to a sold out arena. So here they are for the first time on the sound waves. Corroded Coffin and Bad Decisions singing Separate Ways."

You looked at the radio when the intro played. Elio was going to turn it off but you stopped him.

" NO! This…this is the first time they're on the radio."

Elio gave you a look but you shook your head and said it was okay.

Your gaze went down to your lap. You smiled to yourself hearing Eddie's voice.

You made it Eds…I knew you could do it.

…

When you guys got there you saw the tour bus right away. Billy parked the car and turned around.

" Sweets. Are you sure you want to do this?"

" Yeah. I think you need more time to think Hun."

You looked at your friends and nodded.

" I need to do this…I need to know why."

You got out of the car with the guys following. You went to Eddie's room and knocked. Your hands were shaking and your heart just kept falling. You knocked again and he didn't answer.

When no one came to the door you went to Gareth's and Jeff room.

" Hey! Oh my God!" Jeff said when he opened the door.

He pulled you into a hug.

" Hey"

Jeff let you go. " I thought you weren't coming until tomorrow?"

" Y-yeah. Came early….where's Eddie?"

" Oh umm he and Gareth went to find a meeting. They should be back soon."

You looked at Elio and he frowned.

Jeff knew something was wrong.

" Hey. What's up?"

" Can…can we come in."

" Yeah-yeah."

You explained everything. And Jeff had no clue what you were talking about. Elio showed him the picture and Jeff left for a minute. When he came back Jan was with him.

" Y/n?"

" Hi Jan." You went and gave her a hug. " Do you know about this?"

She took the magazine and sighed.

She went on to explain that after a show everyone went out for a celebratory drink. Eddie just had one until a few fans started giving him shots. He first said no thank you. But then they begged. A few shots later and he was hammered.

Ava took advantage of the situation. When Jan went to the bathroom she saw Ava leading Eddie out the back entrance. She followed them and saw Ava kiss him. Even though he was out of it he still pushed her away.

Jan intervened and took Eddie back to the tour bus. She had no idea someone took a picture or that it ended up in a tabloid.

The next morning Eddie didn't remember a thing. All he knew was that he needed to find an AA meeting. And since then wherever they were he would find one.

" So you didn't tell him what happened?" You asked.

Jan shook her head. " I'm really sorry."

You wanted to be mad at her. But you were so overwhelmed with heartache that you couldn't.

All of a sudden Ava came into the room.

" Hey are you guys ready for-"

When she saw you she froze.

You were so fast that no one could stop you while you tackled her to the ground.

Jan stopped Jeff from pulling you off of her.

" No. She deserves it. Let y/n get a few licks."

The next thing you knew Billy was pulling you off of her. Ava was screaming her head off as she crawled backwards.

Out of breath you shouted.

" I TOLD YOU! I TOLD YOU WE WERE GONNA HAVE A PROBLEM IF YOU TRIED ANYTHING."

" YOU KNOCKED OUT MY TOOTH YOU BITCH!" Ava shouted back, getting to her feet.

You tried to pull out of Billy's arms.

" YOU'RE LUCKY THAT'S ALL I DID YOU FUCKING CUNT!"

Ava took a step back and spit up blood. " You two deserve each other!"

Jan went to Ava. " Let's go. You've done enough."

She pulled her arm and left.

Elio came to you and cupped your face.

" Hun calm down. I need you to calm down."

Your eyes went back and forth between his. Billy felt you finally relax a little and his hold on you loosened.

Elio let you go and Billy turned you around to look at your hands

Billy looked at Jeff. " Hey man. Do you have any ice?"

Jeff nodded and went to get some.

Billy led you to the couch and started cleaning up your hand.

" Damn sweets. You really did some damage."

When you didn't say anything he looked at you and you had this distant look in your eyes.

When Jeff came back Elio took the ice and wrapped it in a towel. Bringing it to you after.

No one said anything for a while. The guys didn't know what to say or do. But suddenly they heard banging and shouting.

" YOU FUCKING BITCH! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!"

Eddie's voice brought you back. You looked at the door and waited for him.

…

Eddie's day started off so good. He was happy about playing a sold out show. But what had him in a world of joy was that you were coming to see him. Sure it was only for the night. But he was ecstatic anyway. It's been too long since you guys were together. Since Thanksgiving he had been missing everything. His uncle, his trailer, his girl.

After that day in the airport he found a jewelry store and bought you an engagement ring. It wasn't anything huge or glamorous. But the simple white gold band with a .50 carat diamond was screaming your name.

The plan was on Christmas Eve to ask Matthew for your hand. Then on Christmas day, he was going to tell you that he didn't want to spend another Christmas without you either. He was going to explain that even though you guys still had a long way to go. That you guys could wait until you graduate to do it.

He was going to get down on one knee in front of all your shared loved ones and ask you to spend the rest of this life with him. And if God would let him into heaven. He was going to be with you there too.

However, his whole world was going to come crashing down.

When he and Gareth got out of the meeting they were waiting for a cab, when some fans saw them and asked them for autographs. And of course they obliged. But there was one fan who asked him to sign a magazine that shocked Eddie.

When he looked at the picture he had no fucking idea when that happened. Then it dawned on him and he was livid.

He apologized to the fans and grabbed Gareth. Pulling him towards a taxi.

When they got to the hotel Eddie b lined it to Ava's room. He pounded and pounded on the door. Cursing and yelling. Then when she didn't come to the door, Eddie started to punch it.

" Munson!"

Eddie turned and saw Jeff heading towards him.

Eddie ignored him and started yelling again. This time Jeff and Gareth pulled him away so that he wouldn't break the door down.

" Stop it! She's not here. Jan took her to the dentist."

"Let me go! What dentist!?"

" Eddie listen to me…y/ns here…and she's upset."

Eddie stopped fighting him and calmed down.

The guys let him go and stepped back.

" She-she's here? Where?"

Jeff nudged his head towards his room.

Eddie sighed and went to you. He didn't know when you saw it. But he knew that you saw the picture too.

When Eddie walked in you were on the couch with Elio and Billy. The moment your eyes met his he knew you were gone.

" I…can we have a minute?" He asked.

Elio and Billy nodded.

You looked away from Eddie trying to stop the tears from coming.

" If you need me. I'll be right outside." Billy whispered.

You gave him a barely noticeable nod.

Everyone went outside leaving you to Eddie.

Eddie stood just a few feet away from you having no clue what to say other than he was sorry. But he remembered what you said about that word. That he said it too much.

" I umm I heard you on the radio on the way here." You said still looking at the ground.

Eddie wanted to smile. He wanted to go to you and hug you. And be happy like he was this morning. But he knew you were hurt and you were trying to cover it.

Eddie stepped closer to you. " Angel i-"

You held up your hand.

"I guess you know why I'm here early."

He got closer " Baby I don't remember-"

" I know…and I understand. It was her."

Eddie finally got close enough that he could sit next to you.

" Baby please look at me."

When you didn't he grabbed your hand.

" Y/n?"

You sighed. "Eddie… I don't want this anymore."

" W-what?"

" I don't want to be in this relationship anymore."

" N-no. Y-you can't."

You finally met his eyes.

"Eddie, I just can't do this. It hurts too much….I can't do the distance anymore. I can't handle you being around her."

" N-no. You're moving in. And-and I'm done. Done with her. Done with this damn life."

You cupped his cheek. " No. Your dream is finally coming true."

" Well I don't want it without you so no. You're not doing this."

" Please Eddie, just listen to me."

You moved your hand away and looked down at his hands. They were getting bruised like yours were.

" Ever since we started talking it's been tough. And we got through it together. But now when things get hard, I find myself waiting for the next time something bad happens. Because when we're apart. Bad things keep happening. Or there's always something or someone getting in the way."

Eddie got up and moved to kneel in front of you. He grabbed your hands and kissed each one.

" Ava could never get between us. Baby I love you. And I'm going to fight for us. But I need you to not give up. I know this is difficult. And I guarantee that it's not always going to be sunshine and rainbows. But we have a plan. Please don't change your mind on me now."

" I know that. But it's not working for me. I care about you. I do. I just can't do another 6 months like this. Even you have problems with being apart. You started drinking more because of it. And I'm always so depressed when you leave me. Sure when we're with each other it's good. God Eddie it's so good. But then you leave and it hurts so much more. And you know I'm not going to let you quit your career for this relationship. And I…I can't leave MIT."

" I thought it was getting better? I thought you were happy. I thought we were going to do this."

" I was. But I'm not now. And don't get me wrong. I came here for a different reason. But in the end I think it was always going to end this way."

" No! We're supposed to be together. Please. We can figure this out. I'll make you happy again."

" It's not your responsibility to make me happy. It's mine….Eddie I don't even know who I am anymore without you."

" You're my girl. You're y/n. You're my other half."

You shook your head. " I need to be my own person. I need to find myself again. I need to be that girl I was before. Because I don't even recognize myself. I see my reflection in the mirror and I don't know who's looking back."

Eddie sniffled" Then we'll find her...together."

Tears filled your eyes seeing Eddie beg and cry.

" I'm sorry Eddie…I think I should go." You said just above a whisper.

You stood up and started for the door. Eddie got up and pulled you into his arms.

" No. Please. Don't ask me to live without you. I can't imagine my life without you." He cried." I-I-I can't live a life without your smile. Without hearing your laugh."

He kissed your cheek. " I can't imagine not holding you or kissing you."

He gave you a small kiss on the lips.

" Eddie-"

"Please. I can't...I can't-"

Eddie hung his head and held you tighter. " Don't leave me. I-I love you."

With tears streaming down your face you pushed him away.

"I have to go."

" No you don't. Please let me fix this. I can fix this."

Eddie dropped down to his knees and hugged your waist. " I'll fix this."

He let go and started patting his pockets. Your eyes widened and you gasped when he pulled out a little velvet black box.

" Eddie no." You started to walk backwards.

" I'm not going to ask you to marry me like this. But I want you to see that I already have the ring for you. This is our future. Y/n you are my future."

Your heart broke all over again. This was a disaster. You couldn't say you still wanted him. That you guys just needed some time apart. That the picture actually broke you and you needed time to put yourself back together. But instead of doing the smart thing and be honest with Eddie. You lied.

" Eds I…I have feelings for someone else."

You didn't know how. But his eyes got even sadder. He shook his head and put the box back in his pocket.

" You're lying."

" N-no. I-"

" Yes. You're lying. I know you y/n. And I know when you're a telling a lie."

" Eds I'm-i'm not."

He stood up and wiped his nose on the sleeve of his jacket.

" Tell me the truth….just tell me you don't love me anymore. That you fell out of love with me…I can live with that. I can handle that. But don't lie to me. Don't say that I lost you to another guy."

Fresh tears fell from your eyes as you remained quiet.

Eddie bridged the gap between you and him.

" Tell me you don't love me anymore. Tell me that because I missed all the important stuff, you fell out of love with me."

He got so close that his chest was touching yours.

" Tell me…please. And…and I'll let you go."

All you could do was hang your head. Those words were just something you couldn't say. Because it wasn't true. He was the love of your life.

" I'm sorry Eddie. I…I'm so sorry."

You turned around and walked out the door.

Eddie stood there for a second. He tried to find something, anything to get you to stay. But he couldn't find the right words. So he thought he should just show you. To give you a long deep kiss. Hoping beyond hope that it would change your mind. And he could get you to come back and talk this out.

So he ran after you. When he opened the door, Gareth and Jeff tried to grab him but he quickly pulled out of their hands.

" Y/N!" Eddie called out.

He could hear you sobbing and knew the relationship wasn't over.

He called your name again. And when he got to the elevator Elio stopped him before he could get on.

" Stop it Eddie!"

" E, If you don't move, I will move you." Eddie growled.

Elio stepped out of the elevator and Eddie watched the door close. With you in Billy's arms on the other side.

" Eddie. You have to let her go."

Eddie was smashing the down button on the wall to call the elevator back. But when it didn't open up right away, he went for the stairs.

Elio got to the door first.

" ELIO MOVE!"

" NO! I will NOT let her hurt anymore today…just let her go!"

" That is the love of my life down there! And I won't let her go."

Eddie pulled at the door but Elio closed it again.

" I know she is. But she needs time. I have never seen her so broken. And that's because of Ava. So what you need to do is finish this. Get rid of Ava and get your shit together. And give y/n time to heal. She deserves that much….you guys are not ready for this type of relationship….but I know you two love each other. So when you're finally ready for her, she might be ready too. But so help me if you don't let her walk away right now. I will kick the living shit out of you. "

Eddie looked away from him. He wanted to fight and get you back. He would have taken on an army for you. But what Elio said was true. Eddie had never seen you so sad or hurt either. And it was he and his drinking to blame.

His voice broke." But I love her."

Elio's heart broke for Eddie too. But you were his friend first and he had to protect you.

" I'm sorry. It's just better this way."

Eddie sniffled looking at Elio. " Please take care of my girl. I'm gonna get my head on straight and I'm coming back for her."

Elio gave him a hug and went to find you and Billy.

When Billy saw Elio he tossed him the keys.

" You're driving. I'm gonna sit with her."

Elio nodded and got in.

Billy climbed in the back with you, pulling you into his arms while you sobbed in his chest. He rubbed your back and kissed the top of your head.

" It's okay sweets. Let out."

…

@chloe-6123 @irishhappiness @idkidknemore @hiscrimsonangel @hellv1ra @browneyes528 @b-irock @erinsingalong @salenorona23 @eddie-is-a-god @screaming-blue-bagel

[hannahbanana29]

Enha - WWhen they're jealous Pt5

Sunghoon x y/n! And I found another variant of Brad, thankfully. ✨BRANDT✨ WHOOHOO! Anyway, I hope y'all are doing well, have some flowers 💐 (I picked them just for you 🤭). Requests are open as always, and sorry it took longer to post this one 😬

PARK SUNGHOON

Sunghoon is an ex - ice-skating athlete 😱

And now he's an idol 😵

Don't expect me to not make this about him dancing with you on ice...

It was like you two were doing a Disney - On - Ice tour, gliding together like Elsa and Olaf 👸😍

So, I don't know you personally... OR DO I?

But srsly, I don't know if you're good or bad at ice-skating. But either way, it didn't matter, bc your ice Prince was holding you tight in his arms

Protected from the cold, protected from potentially falling, protected from BOYS...

Or so he hoped... 😧

Sunghoon tries to spin you again, a cute smile on his face, the kind where his nose scrunched up and he throws his head back

Your arm sticks out a little, and that was when SOMEONE knocked into you 😤

Let's imagine Sunghoon was abt to say "Hey, watch it!" in an old New York accent

But he didn't get the chance as he saw you were in danger of slipping and falling and hurting yourself

NOT A SCRATCH ON HIS S/O!! 😡

However, Sunghoon didn't get the chance to catch you, as the person who almost KILLED YOU had caught and secured you in their own arms already

You look up

Hey ✨Brandt✨, what are YOU doing here????

Sunghoon was already jealous for a few reasons:

Reason No. 1, you immediately greeted this guy with a huge, pure smile.

Reason No. 2, Hoon thought HE was the only ice-skating professional you knew.

Reasom No. 3, he caught you when Hoon didn't.

Reason No. 4, ✨Brandt✨ had his arms wrapped around you.

Reason No. 5, WHY DID HE HAVE HIS ARMS WRAPPED AROUND YOU?

Boy has a death wish, and Sunghoon was more than willing to fulfil it for a moment

But he decided to observe for a moment first, just to see what was going on

"Hey! Damn, Y/N, I haven't seen you in ages." The guy said, pulling you into a hug. One that wasn't approved of by Sunghoon, your watchful boyfie

"IKR? What has it been, a year-?"

"And a half." ✨Brandt✨ finished your sentence

AWWHHH, cute right?

INCORRECT. MORE LIKE AHHHHH, STUPID RIGHT?

Hoon tries to gently grab at your waist to pull you back to him, but awkwardly doesn't know how to do so without seeming too desperate

✨Brandt✨ doesn't seem to know he was holding onto you for dead life, ffs

"And oh my god, I haven't seen you ice skate in even longer!" You bring up, and if it was anyone but you, he wouldn't have refrained from rolling his eyes

You were his sweet s/o

Read it again: HIS

That small thought process led Sunghoon to just not hesitating anymore as you two continued to conversate

This was all wrong to him 😣💔

Ice Prince just pouts a lil and glided away

He left the rink, and sat on one of the many hundreds of seats outside of the ice ring

Sulks. Literally. Pity him like a man baby

SOMEBODY GIVE HIM HIS S/O BACK.

You realise after some time that Sunghoon isn't there, and-

Oh boy

Oh deary me

Sunghoon acts tough and possessive around you, but... He secretly cannot be left alone when he misses you

It's acc not that much of a secref

SORRY HOON, IMA SPILL THE TEA

One time, you were mad at him (literally, just that one time in ur entire relationship, that's how much he hates being without you)

You didn't talk to him for, what, a day? And it was early on in your relationship, he could have been able to deal with it

SHOULD have been able to

He

He wasn't himself. 😭. Sunghoon didn't leave the house. Didn't leave the room. Didn't leave from under his duvet, didn't leave his phone. He was hopelessly waiting for your call to say you forgave him for whatever he did that was wrong

Couldn't eat, sleep, smile.

Nothing... 😔

SO YOU CAN'T LEAVE HIM ALONE FOR TOO LONG. OKAY?

You ask your friend to help you over to Sunghoon, and he leaves you two be.

You just plop in his lap, half to make him snap out of it and feel better, half because you really can't stay on skates any longer than this

You reconcile. 🎉

Both here and at home 😉

"Hoon, are you jealous?"

"Don't sound so condescending. I have EVERY reason to be."

"You look like you're gonna throw a tantrum." you deadpan

"And I will if you don't come home with me right now."

Now that's Sunghoon done with for now in this lil series. Sorry it wasn't as long or anything! If you want sumn more specific, pls request - doesn't have to be Enhypen based!

Hope you liked reading, I'll be back soon with some Sunoo 👌

Bye bye <3

[plussizeappreciationfics]

RE-INTRODUCTION WHILE I'M FINISHING MY 7TH MASTERLIST

Hello everyone!❤

While cleaning up my blog and gathering everything for my 7th masterlist (yeah 7th, you heard that right), I thought about re-introducing myself, especially for the hundreds of new followers I gained the last 2 years.

Hey new babes!

I'm Emmanuelle, about to turn 24 in November ( ♏ gang wassup🗣). My pronouns are she/her, I'm bi/pan af🏳️‍🌈 and an African plus sized Queen that was raised in Europe❤

I speak 5 and a half languages:

•Dutch, mother tongue

•English second language

•French

•German

•Luxembourgish

•And same basic Spanish

I started this blog in November 2017! I just had graduated high school and was left seeking employment but not succeeding at all *cough* racism *cough*.

I'm a huge Marvel stan, but been creeping around the DCU fanbase lately!

My dream job is becoming an author, got one of my first few novels I'm writing on and I realized my passion through this blog!

Back in 2017, there weren't enough fics about plus sized people. And when there were a few written, it was always with the stereotypical fatshaming concepts that just didn't sit right with me in my negro spirit AND ON TOP OF THAT, I barely saw any POC fics.

I was sick and fucking tired of reading "Shalisa McHoodBitch was a chocolate mousse ass bad bitch that laughed way too loud while eating her chicken and watermelon meal"..... like bruh....

So I decided to step up and try to simply write fics with a plus sized and poc reader. This blog is one of my biggest accomplishments because the community welcomed my writing with open arms and I got to meet so many awesome people, some that are now my best friends and close squad❤

Unfortunately, the bad sides of running an online fandom writing blog got to me too. And thus resulted in me almost deleting this blog because people were showing their real colors, and my talent were purely used for selfish reasons. I felt like a robot spitting out fics left and right and no one bothering to ask me how my day was going.

After going mia for a while, I came back and realized that after writing 500+ fics, my golden Era had ended and I also finally found an job after sitting at home for 3 years straight.

Unfortunately the down side of having to be a fully functioning adult on this ghetto planet is that I'm often left too emotionally and physically exhausted to even look at my ask box or interact with y'all 💔

But y'all have always showing me love through liking, reblogging and commenting on all of my fics and that makes my heart swell❤

Fortunately, my job isn't a permanent one and in a few months I'll have to stop it due to an upcoming surgery I'll have have go through and that will give me the perfect time to continue writing my novel and write on this blog too❤

So this is NOT a goodbye, bitches👀 just my way of saying "I'm still in this bitch, but just chilling"💋.

Wishing everyone a happy Friday/Saturday, sending y'all all the love and positive energy❤.

I love you and always will.

(P.s. once I'm having my breakthrough with my novels, I'm taking all of y'all fine asses out to dinner 🌹)

[staysuki]

i m alive

read about 10 chapters of slc continuously and it messed up my brain in ways you cannot imagine because of the many many things going on 😤 i can see myself in jake for ordering a ratatouille for the movie's sake 💀 first of all, i honestly cannot understand why restaurants would go to such lengths to use fancy language in menus 👁️👄👁️ i mean yeah, it s because it s literally what it s called bUt plS i just want to eat my pasta with garlic and olive oil sauce in peace. at least put pictures or a short description :">> i m not rk, idk rk stuff so bear with me 👊

thanks to lovegame anon smort sexc brain, i already expected the wonbi (wonpil & bibi) scandal 😎 but if i were them, i would ve stayed just for the drama 💅 but ig they won t have any proper closure without privacy so eh. the waiter cutting them off is just hilarious lmfao i died there 💀 an innocent man got caught up in the mess but in their defense, homie didn t bother trying to read the mood. dasurv 1/2

my assumptions about lia is so wrong, kinda feel bad for not trusting her, not one bit 😭 instead of a fight between lia and y/n, it s with ryujin. but yeah, that was a bitchy move XD anyways, rip jake s face.

felix touching y/n without consent is weird and creepy af 🚩🚩🚩 i still love him not as much as i do to seungmin though 😌 when he straight up sent a selfie to hyunjin SJFJDSAJFJKDFKJFDKJFDKFKJFADSK NAUR. but hyunjin did really seem 😏thirsty 🥵 sneakily asking for pics 👀 still, bestie sent a pic LMFAO send me one too pls. if hyunjin really had the hots for felix, i wouldn t blame him. THIS IS FELIX WE RE TALKING ABOUT.

who tf is samuel? is it hyunjin s nickname or something? a new character? like THE kim samuel? or hwang s father is so much of an ass that he thought his son is named samuel?

i love seungmin s character here, no one can change my name ugh. oh dbuh lovegame anon approved him na :>> lakas talaga. the tiktok that lovegame anon shared OMGGG NO. seungmin is adorable periodt. no. true, slc really showed his character development omaygad. seungmin king. seungmin lang. seungmin lahat.

regarding the rat, i still don t know who tf lmfao. initially, i suspected jisung. plus the fact that he literally gave away a ticket that could probably serve me a whole year to hyunjin. AND Y/N ,, OMG HE HAS 2 OF THOSE, NOTE THAT. i thought that it s a way to steal hyunjin s art while he s gone and stuff like that ya know. bUT i remember that hyunjin stated that jisung is filthy rich so idk anymore. anyways, i STILL AND WILL FOREVER doubt it d be seungmin. i just feel it. it s not him guys lolololol

🍕 try listening to opm AAAAAAA kiyo, alisson shore. shortone are my :">>> used to listen to them during my sad gurl phase bc why not. the lyrics are in filo but the melody itself is chill so i feel like you ll vibe with it. missed u 👉👈

btw i saw someone with pp hair here idk lol

how are you ash :33 i missed u 2 <3333

- ␈

WELCOME BACK 😭♥️ i missed you, hope you're alright and had a great long weekend or smth~ (sorry for the crazy updates and messy plotlines, i swear it'll all fall into place soon 😭)

JSHWJSHS true, i hate restaurants like that too (even though sometimes it's really just a name) i always look for descriptions or pictures too 😭. dw, i'm not rk either, i literally just searched up "fancy french menus" JSHWJSHWH—oh the things i research for fanfiction~

WONBI 💀💀. seungmin isn't chismoso 💔. but yeah, they needed that privacy and final confrontation, and i doubt it'd be comfortable to do with three other outsiders (even though they're all just family). THE WAITER PLS. I REALLY WANTED TO DO THAT BIT 🙈

yah, y'all always sus everyone in this fic, i'm used to it now.

PLS he wasn't asking for one but lmfao 😭 hyunlix ship then mayhaps~ would've been cute if felix isn't straight up backstabbing him— in fact, all of their friend group's interactions are lowkey cute if you don't think about the fact that there's some sneaky shit going on in the background 💔💔💔

p.s. !! samuel is hyunjin's english name irl!! 👁👁 from when he lived in the states for a bit as a child iirc. there's def gonna be some backstory as to why his dad calls him by his english name instead but i think you can already get the gist as to why.

pizza anon still susses out jisung 💀 so who knows, maybe one of y'all is right. YEAH HE'S FILTHY RICH, that's the newest jisung revelation, and he's so humble about it too, kinda, idk. like, according to jae's research, that's almost 20k dollars just for two people to look at "drawings in walls"— which, in our currency, is almost one million pesos 🥵🥵🥵🥵 bruh. this is some real rich rich people shit (p.s. i didn't mean to make it THAT expensive, i was just dumb LMFAO). also not your seungmin bias showing, there's still a chance it's him yk 😭

also for the record, the bangs already grew out, i don't have pp hair anymore 🤨🤨🤨, besides, i keep my hair tied up here cuz its so HoT pls.

i'm good uwu, glad to be back home~ we're in the same timezone na yehey, hope you're good too! glad you're able to send asks again, i missed ur wild thoughts 😙