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futurefind · 4 months ago

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//thinking abt sa possibly being the Reverse of jinhsi and being a Resonator for a fucked up/volatile Calamity grade td and realized

What If

said TD is non-zero reactionary/defensive over Sa, and it's nebulous synchronizing with her is less raw chaos or even just being oblivious to her existence and trying to help her in its own fucked up way via Overclocking because she's so goddamned repressed traumatized AND heroic she refuses to anger/stress relief in any way thats healthy :')

(...smth smth maybe why her home region/sector has so many reports of TD sightings thats just blaming oshifams Ghosts for shit, but also has no Actual td sightings, somehow-- bc It protects the town it wants to send to hell)

#mun babbles //#about // sasume #turns it around in my head yk #its absolutely a giant kerberos/cerberus mfer bc ofc it is but like #smth smth being the embodiment of everything sasume hates and FEARS about herself #and to 'win' against it is not to kill or dungeon herself but to comes to terms with it and accept it #(the hardest part tbh is internalizing her childhood abuse bc jfc she is Forever ignoring the fact it Was that for sm reasons)#less 'you are not a monster' (she will absolutely think youre just naive etc atp)#and more 'you are a monster but no less loveable' (completely hamstrings her inner logic for her self hate etc)#belated bonus points bc it arguably goes back to the tales of the black sheep ???#bc what if the sheep had the power to be the 'shepherd' (threat)

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