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woozivrsefactry · 8 months ago
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───〃★ guidelines
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☆ i only write for seventeen but might explore other groups in future
☆ i mainly write for fem!reader but may write for male readers on request (sfw and nsfw)
☆ this blog is nsfw so its strictly mdni ! if as minors you decide to read anyways, its not my responsibility
☆ i prefer reblogs over likes since it boosts the blogs more on tumblr so i'd appreciate if you would reblog even if its with empty tags (tho I would love if you put your reaction in the tags its really encouraging)
☆ dont put hate/rude asks in the ask box. have the decency people and behave like adults. abusing tumbler blogs ain't getting you anywhere
☆ i might not be very consistent since I am a college exam who's preparing for another college so that's twice as much the study. somedays I might post 2-3 posts together and not post for a lot of days in between so please understand
☆ my requests are open but i may not full fill each and every request so please be considerate about it
☆ dont follow me with an empty blog its annoying at least put a pfp and header
☆ dont ask for part2 unless its mentioned in the fic that there will be one. if you have an idea for next part, put the prompt in my asks instead on the comment thread.
☆ i would write poly relationships (with max 4 partners). i can include some member x member for poly relationships
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2stepadmiral · 4 months ago
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The New Jedi Order is awesome and one of my favorite parts of the Expanded Universe, no I will not be taking questions at this time
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musewrangler · 8 months ago
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They had arrived in the Bespin system two days previously, chasing Skywalker from Hoth. Veers had been unconscious and in bacta for two days after they left the planet. He’d heard afterward that Piett had gone to Vader and sought to convince him to take the fleet out of the asteroid field their Sith commander had seen fit to take them into.
Given the mood Vader had been in for months now, Piett’s attempt had been suicidal and it seemed the crew had thought so as well.
Not to mention the little fact that his friend was now the Admiral after Ozzel’s spectacular kark up. And where Veers would normally have applauded such a promotion, he could only see it as a death sentence in their current circumstances.
And if Firmus was putting himself on the line in such a way, then nothing in the galaxy was going to prevent Veers from being right with him and that included the Executor’s chief medical officer.
“Braxten,” he said, not taking his eyes off of Henley, “my uniform. Now . Sidearm as well.”
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cagg1969 · 6 months ago
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ofpolitics · 1 year ago
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i was right in more ways than one.... leia's drafts weren't just over half in threads, etc. but also in image posts, quotes, etc.
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caupcakesrule · 2 years ago
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My dads Father’s Day card filled with characters he enjoys (plus an octopus because he just likes them) I drew it (please don’t judge it was a last minute late drawing in the middle of the night)
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aquaticflora · 2 years ago
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CHARACTER TAGS
original characters
ACE:
♠ -- character: ace
♠ -- verse: main
♠ -- verse: pokemon
♠ -- verse: soulless
♠ -- answered
♠ -- dash commentary
♠ -- crack
♠ -- headcanons
JACK:
♦ -- character: jack
♦ -- verse: main
♦ -- verse: pokemon
♦ -- answered
♦ -- dash commentary
♦ -- crack
♦ -- headcanons
QUEENIE
♥ -- character: queenie
♥ -- verse: main
♥ -- verse: pokemon
♥ -- answered
♥ -- dash commentary
♥ -- crack
♥ -- headcanons
BEAU
✝ -- character: beau
✝ -- verse: main
✝ -- verse: pokemon
✝ -- verse: reformed
✝ -- answered
✝ -- dash commentary
✝ -- crack
✝ -- headcanons
JUNE
⊹ -- character: june
⊹ -- verse: main
⊹ -- verse: pokemon
⊹ -- answered
⊹ -- dash commentary
⊹ -- crack
⊹ -- headcanons
LEIA
♕ -- character: leia
♕ -- verse: main
♕ -- verse: pokemon
♕ -- answered
♕ -- dash commentary
♕ -- crack
♕ -- headcanons
OLIVIA:
❀ -- character: olivia
❀ -- verse: main
❀ -- verse: pokemon
❀ -- answered
❀ -- dash commentary
❀ -- crack
❀ -- headcanons
ASTRID:
☼ -- character: astrid
☼ -- verse: main
☼ -- verse: pokemon
☼ -- answered
☼ -- dash commentary
☼ -- crack
☼ -- headcanons
KIMIKO:
☾ -- character: kimiko
☾ -- verse: main
☾ -- verse: pokemon
☾ -- answered
☾ -- dash commentary
☾ -- crack
☾ -- headcanons
NAVY:
➳ -- character: navy
➳ -- verse: pokemon
➳ -- verse: modern
➳ -- answered
➳ -- dash commentary
➳ -- crack
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janeuary-month · 5 months ago
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Get ready for Janeuary 2025! @firawren is hosting a Jane Austen fandom event throughout the entire month of January. Save the date and start drafting your creations!
Anyone can join, and all types of fandom works are welcome: fanfic, fanart, gifs, manips, memes, fanvids, podfic, mood boards, etc.
Each day has a new prompt to inspire your creation:
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(Text version of prompts under the “keep reading” link below)
You are NOT expected to do something every day! Just 1 work for 1 day of your choosing is enough, though you are welcome to do more if you like. And you are NOT expected to create your fanwork on that day, just post it on that day.
Your work must follow one of the daily prompts, be new for the event, not use AI, and include at least one of the following:
Character from one of Jane Austen’s works
Character from any Jane Austen adaptation (including modern ones)
Setting in a Jane Austen-like AU
For example, any of these would be fine:
Darcy and you the reader live in the Star Wars universe [character from Jane’s works]
Cher from Clueless marries Inigo Montoya [character from Jane adaptation]
Han and Leia live in Regency England [setting in Jane AU]
Darcy and Cher live in Regency England [all three: Jane character, Jane adaptation character, Jane setting!]
Completely canon-compliant works are of course also allowed!
Full rules for the event are here.
Send an ask or DM if you have any questions!
Please reblog this post to spread the word, since this is a brand new event, and follow this blog to see all the works that are posted!
Daily prompts:
Letters
Harp
Bath
Portraiture
Inn
Restraint
Servants
Cravat
Tea and coffee
Wedding breakfast
Card playing
Handkerchief
Christian name
Pianoforte
London
Gossip
Navy
Calling cards
Lock of hair
Dearest
Aristocracy
Estate
Bonnet
Hunting
Churchyard
Militia
Cousins
Gloves
Carriage
Garden
Manners
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callsign-joyride · 1 year ago
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Slice of Your Pie - Robert "Bob" Floyd
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Summary: Bob moves into your neighborhood and you bake him a pie as a welcome gift. He comes over to thank you for it, and doesn't end up leaving your house until morning.
Pairing: Robert "Bob" Floyd x f!reader
Content warnings: Smut (18+, minors DNI), fingering, grinding, unprotected p in v (reader is on birth control), fluff
The nieghborhood that you lived in was small enough that you always knew when someone was moving in. You were enjoying your coffee on your porch when you saw a few trucks pull into the recently sold house right nextdoor. A few people stepped out of the first car, and some good looking guys got out of the moving trucks. You tried to subtly watch as they unloaded things into the house before walking down your driveway to get the mail. As you were checking the stack for anything that might’ve been junk mail, someone tapped you on the shoulder.
“Hey, I’m Bob. My friends are helping me move in, but I wanted to introduce myself before you went back inside,” he said. You smiled and introduced yourself, tucking the mail under one of your arms to shake his hand. You learned that he was in the Navy, and that he loved Star Wars. That fact made you smile, since your pajamas were currently a Princess Leia shirt and athletic shorts. 
“Hurry up, Bob! This couch isn’t gonna unload itself!” Someone yelled.
“That’s Coyote. I gotta go, but it was nice talking to you.”
“Wait, Bob, do you like pie? I can make you one if you want.”
“Sure! Key lime is my favorite.”
“That’s perfect. I have a lime tree in my backyard. Oh, and my lemon tree occasionally hangs over your property so feel free to pick a few lemons whenever.”
“Thanks! I have a really good lemonade recipe so I might have to take you up on that.”
You went back inside and looked at the recipe in your grandmother’s cookbook and realized that you didn’t have the right limes for the pie. Getting them was easy, though, it just took a trip to the grocery store. The good thing was that it was a Saturday, so you had the day off from running your family’s business. It was a bookstore and cafe, and all of the pastries came from your grandmother’s cookbook. There had been talks of turning it into a bar at night, but that was going to be a long process. 
Making the pie only took about forty minutes, but you had to let it cool in the fridge for at least a few hours. All of the moving trucks were gone, now replaced with a few cars in the driveway. You could hear laughter coming from the backyard, and it made you happy, because the last neighbors were close to the end of their lives and didn’t have guests over very often. 
You were able to drop the pie off at around 6, and Bob had mentioned that everyone was getting ready to eat and that it would be the perfect desert. He even invited you to join the cookout, but you had already ordered a pizza and the delivery driver was on their way. You exchanged numbers before you went back to your house so that you could keep talking. Once you had disappeared from ear shot, Fanboy started talking about how hot he thought you were. 
“Don’t make it weird. She probably has a boyfriend or something,” Bob said.
“I don’t think so. She spent her day making you a pie. A day that she could’ve spent with her boyfriend, might I add,” Phoenix said.
“But that’s the neighborly thing to do. Bring the new neighbor a pie or casserole. My mom always did it for our neighbors.”
“Most people aren’t working on Saturdays. I’m just saying that if I didn’t have to work and I had a boyfriend or girlfriend, I’d be spending my day with them. Anyway, let’s try this pie.”
Everyone had a slice of it after they finished with dinner. Even Hangman, who didn’t really like desert to begin with. Rooster thought it was so good that he kept coming back for seconds and thirds, soon passing out on Bob’s couch from all of the food that he ate. Bob waited for mostly everyone to leave before he texted you to see if you were still awake, since it was almost midnight. To his surprise, you responded that you were still awake, and you got too invested in your book so you lost track of time. He was at your door within five minutes, and you had a different set of pajamas on.
“Hey, I wanted to thank you for the pie that you made. My friends and I thought it was delicious.”
“You’re welcome! Would you like to come in for a drink? I was just about to pour myself another glass of wine.”
“Sure.”
Bob followed you inside and took his shoes off by the door. You poured him a glass of wine before sitting on the couch and using your phone to play soft music. As you got to know each other more, you discovered that you had a lot in common, and you were both single. The dim lighting of the living room, combined with the wine and music, made the sexual tension stronger. He told a bad joke, but you started laughing anyways. He used that as his moment to gently kiss you.
You were into it right away, pulling him closer by wrapping your arms around his neck. He groaned into the kiss as he slipped his tongue in your mouth and you started grinding on his hard cock. He broke the kiss for a moment to take his shirt off, and you quickly followed. He put his hands on your tits as you continued to grind on his cock. 
“I’d love to continue this, but can we go to your bed? I’ve never really been a fan of having sex on a couch,” he said. You chuckled and grabbed his hand, leading him upstairs to your bedroom. He laid you on the bed, continuing to kiss you as he took your shorts and underwear off. He rubbed your clit and started to finger you while you were moaning and writhing underneath him.
“God, you’re so wet,” he said. 
“It’s all for you. Holy shit, it feels so good,” you moaned.
Once he figured out that you were ready enough for him, he took his shorts off and threw them by the bed. 
“I don’t have a-,”
“I have an IUD and I’m clean.”
“Okay. You ready?”
You nodded and felt him slowly push himself into you. You moaned in pleasure and pulled him down to kiss you as he started thrusting faster. You could tell that he was close as he started rubbing your clit so that you could both release at around the same time. The fire in your stomach was burning hotter until you finally released, and Bob quickly pulled out before releasing on your stomach. He rolled over and reached for the box of tissues that you kept by your bed before cleaning both of you up.
“Do you want to stay the night?” You asked. He chuckled and nodded his head, cuddling with you until both of you fell asleep. When you woke up the next morning from your alarm going off, Bob was still holding onto you.
“I have to be at work in an hour and a half,” you said.
“Oh, okay. Do you want me to make you something to eat or some coffee?”
“No, I usually have my breakfast at work. Thanks for the offer, though. Do you want to shower together?”
Bob nodded his head and followed you to the bathroom. The shower was intimate, but not sexual, something that you enjoyed.
With your bag over your shoulder, you stepped outside of the house and walked to your car.
“I really enjoyed last night. Maybe we could go out on an actual date next time, though,” you said. Bob started blushing, and he stammered out a “yes” while nodding his head. You chuckled and got into your car to go to work. The day went by quickly as you did multiple things around the little bookstore. Not very many customers came in, but it was a Sunday, so people were usually doing other things. You heard the bell of the door ring as someone walked in, so you finished putting copies of Frankenstein on the shelves before heading to the front of the store.
“Hi, can I help you with anything?” You asked as you walked to the register. Bob was standing there, smiling.
“I didn’t know that you worked here,” he said as he tried not to laugh.
“I own the place, it’s my family’s business.”
“Oh, nice. I guess I’ll have to come by more often, then.”
“Yeah, I guess you will.”
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odiesdayoff · 9 months ago
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Fly Boy
Pair: Neil Lewis x Fem!Reader
Summary: Frustrated with Neil's rule about the employees being required to cosplay, you decide to mess with him.
Warnings: SMUT; 18+; Neil is a bit pathetic and mean at points; he can't find the clit but has a big dick lol
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“Surely, you’ve seen something by Milos Foreman.” Neil held a stack of VHS that needed to be reset. It was mostly older stuff, you saw the worn copy of Persona in the middle. He and Jonathan had a heated argument (or discussion, as they referred to it) about why the customer would stop watching in the middle, but you understood. Only the men deeply involved in film could possibly enjoy something so bad. Too trained to think black and white meant that it was a good movie automatically. 
You shrugged, continuing to put the tapes on the shelf. “Never heard of him.” Paisa slid in right next to the edge of the shelf and The Red and The White. Only this place would have a section dedicated to foreign language war films. Like it would kill him to buy a copy of Shrek 2.
He nearly dropped the tapes on the counter and looked at you as if you just admitted to a horrible crime. “How have you never heard of him? One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest? The Fireman’s Ball? ” Just because you heard of the movie didn’t mean you knew every production assistant’s name. You watched movies for fun. They just weren’t your taste.
“More like The Fireman’s Balls.” You stifled a laugh at your own joke, though Neil was far from impressed or amused at all.
He put a tape into the rewinder and shook his head. “We’re gonna fix that. This Saturday.”
“Can’t do this Saturday.” He continued his quite bewildered stare at you. Of course, he forgot. “It’s your little Star Wars marathon night.”
He nodded with realization. “Right.”
His slight frown made you feel guilty, as it always did. Somehow, the grown man always managed to use puppy eyes on you successfully. “We’ll watch them. Soon.” He continued to rewind the tapes with a smile.
Star Wars wasn’t exactly your cup of tea. Boring was the descriptive term that rested on the tip of your tongue whenever the topic was brought up in the store. Not that you would ever admit that out loud. All three of them gave you a college-level lecture when you suggested that the Chanel boots-wearing Luke might have been into men. God forbid you had fun.
The costumes for women were slim, at least they were on Amazon. Your options were Padme, Leia, Rey, or some random obscure character from a show or cartoon you’d never heard of. A part of you wanted to make felt ears and be Jar Jar Binks just to piss them off.
There was still a way to mess with them, Neil especially. Hopefully, the extra you paid for overnight shipping was worth it and actually pulled through. 
By Saturday, you walked into Gumshoe with a large coat covering your costume. You braided your hair to the best of your abilities, trying to get as accurate as possible. The fabric of the costume was uncomfortable, digging into your skin and surely leaving marks you’d feel for days after.
Nerds crowded the small store, much more than usual. It was events like this one that made you reconsider your employment and how much you were a fan of movies in general. A Darth Vader brushed by you with a red solo cup of beer. Not many women were there, other than a few of the regulars dressed as Padme and Ahsoka. 
Neil, in Han Solo’s iconic white shirt with the navy blue vest (the version from Return of the Jedi ), waved you over to join the couch with him, Jonathan, and Lucian. A New Hope was in the VHS player and ready to start, the original cut before George Lucas made revisions of course. He was so proud of winning the Etsy bid for the original set of VHS tapes. 
You dropped the coat as you walked over and draped it on the front counter, locking eyes with the group as the costume was finally revealed: The bikini Leia wears at the beginning of Return of the Jedi. A part of you was anxious about the amount of skin you were showing and the people who were staring daggers into you. All you cared about was Neil’s reaction.
None of them said a word as you sat down on the couch next to them. “So, when’s this movie going to start?” Three pairs of eyes just looked back at you, more specifically, how your breasts bounced when you sat down and the thin straps that held the cloth that covered your panties. All you wore to work were t-shirts and jeans, along with the occasional tank top that left much to the imagination. You leaned over to the table and took the can of beer that Neil had been drinking, bringing it to your lips.
Neil cleared his throat. “Um, right now, actually.” He called everyone to the couches and rug, made a quick introduction to the night and thanked everyone for coming, then started the movie. You couldn’t help but notice the way his hands were clasped in front of his crotch and the bulge he was trying to hide.
Another person, dressed as Obi-Wan Kenobi in the third film, sat next to you. Only fifteen minutes in, he did the classic “fake yawn” in order to wrap his arm around your shoulders. He wasn’t slick, but as much as you noticed the attempt at flirting, Neil did as well. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat, turning his attention back to the movie and trying not to make his glances towards you too obvious.
The can of beer didn’t last you too long, only until they were in the trash compactor. There was no way that you would get through the rest of these movies sober and a half-can of beer wasn’t going to get you there.
You got up and walked to the storage closet, where you knew that a full case of beer was hidden. Finally alone, you pulled out a can and opened it, allowing the lukewarm liquid to coat your throat. The beer was still a bit disgusting, but it got the job done. “What the fuck are you wearing, Princess?”
Neil stood in the doorway, closing the door behind him. You shrugged, even though you knew that he knew you were getting to him on purpose. “I’m participating. You never let me live down the Lord of the Rings night when I wore my regular clothes.”
He sighed and shook his head. “I didn’t mean to whore yourself out and wear practically nothing.”
“It’s accurate, not whoring out. Are you mad that I’m wearing it or that people are looking at me in it? What is it, Fly-boy?” You crossed your arms, unknowingly pushing your breasts together and creating more cleavage than there already was.
He ran a hand through his hair. “Christ, Y/n.” His hands cupped your cheeks and he pulled you in, crashing his lips against yours. It was a side of him you’d never seen before, his eyes were dark and only focused on you. Your back hit the wall and Neil’s hands traveled lower, pulling the string that held the bra together and ripping fabric until it fell to the floor.
“Now, beg me to fuck you like the whore that you’ve been parading yourself as all night. I know that’s what you want.” His hot breath burned your neck as he trailed his lips from your mouth to your collarbone. His words cut deeply, like nothing you’d expect to come from his mouth. Who knew sweet Neil could turn into this?
You nodded. “Please, Neil. I need you to fuck me. I’ve wanted you for so long.” He moaned against your skin as you spoke and hastily unbuckled his belt, freeing his aching cock. You untied the bottom of your costume and dropped your panties with it.
His chest pressed against yours and you winced as the cold wall came in contact with your bare skin. He wasted no time in lining his tip with your entrance and pushing in, softly moaning into your neck. “You’re so warm. You’re not a whore, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that. Fuck.”
So, he really was all talk. Once he felt the touch of a woman, he became a needy mess. “It’s okay, Neil. Just, ah!” It was now that you finally understood the saying about nerdy boys and the size of their cocks, feeling him hit spots you didn’t know existed. You only hoped that the ongoing battle within whatever galaxy or solar system was louder than both of your unholy gasps and moans.
You would never hear the end of it if Jonathan or Lucian heard. They gave you enough shit for Neil’s unbelievably obvious crush on you that you chose to avoid on behalf of keeping peace in the store. Clearly, you had failed miserably in that aspect. Look at Neil’s cute face.
Not to mention his cock. The same cock currently driving into you and knocking the wind from your lungs. Neil fucked into you like he was on a time limit, chasing his climax and nearly sinking his teeth into your bare shoulder. “Your tits are mesmerizing.” You held back a laugh at his comment, reaching down to your clit before he slapped your hand away. “No, let me do it.”
A part of you wanted to deny it, but you let him. He blindly reached down and rubbed your labia, thinking he was on the money. You squeezed your eyes shut and gently guided his fingers to your clit, jolting when he found the right spot. “Oh, Neil…so good.”
His pace slowed and became less controlled. “I’m so close, sweetheart.”
“You’ll pull out, right?” He bit his lip and nodded. By the way he held tightly onto your hips and breathed in your scent, you knew that he barely heard your request.
The suspicion turned into fact when he stilled, pushing himself further into you as he came. “I’m sorry, baby. I’ll pay for the pill. You’re just…so warm.”
You nodded along with him, not caring as you crossed the finish line as well. As you both came down from the high, the realization kicked in. He tucked himself in his boxers and buttoned his pants. You picked up your shirt, well, bra. The straps were broken. “Shit, Neil. I can’t wear this.”
He furrowed his brows, then rummaged through one of the boxes in the corner of the room. A large, baby blue t-shirt with the Gumshoe logo on it was in his hands. “Put this on. Say you got too cold.”
You caught the shirt and put it on, watching the fabric fall to your knees. “Great.”
“You still look sexy.” He shoved his hands in his pockets and looked you up and down.
You rolled your eyes. “What does Leia say to Han Solo? Nerf-Herder? You’re that."
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mariacallous · 1 month ago
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Because of Palpatine's scheming and the tendency of some senators to choose corruption over actual service, it would be easy to assume that the Senate had very little actual power or ability to intervene in galactic affairs. But that is not entirely true. Before my first mission against the First Order, I had a prolonged conversation with General Leia Organa. I told her that I was not really a soldier and merely an academic. I told her that I was afraid. She smiled and told me that when she was captured on the Tantive IV with the Death Star plans, she had also been afraid. But, despite the fact that she was a prisoner, she had stood before Darth Vader and told him that she was on a diplomatic mission and that the Imperial Senate would not accept his attack on her vessel. She meant this story to reassure me about bravery in the face of fear, but I also took something else from it. If you are going to threaten Darth Vader with something, it must be something he might be afraid of. If the Senate truly had no power, why did Leia use this line of defense? One of the last recorded actions of the Imperial Senate was to receive the notification of a distress signal from the Tantive IV and the additional details that all aboard had been killed. This is clearly not what happened, so, again, if the Senate posed no threat to the Empire, why lie to it? The Senate had also only recently been informed that Jedha City had been destroyed in a mining accident rather than by the Death Star. This was also a lie and, if the Senate was an irrelevance, seemingly an unnecessary one.
We may have to reconcile ourselves to accepting the seemingly contradictory nature of the Imperial Senate as something that Palpatine was largely able to manipulate but also an institution that could cause him significant problems. The Emperor did not maintain the political body out of a sense of desire but rather one of necessity. Until he could fully rule the galaxy as he chose, he had to walk the line between dictator and accountable political figure. While many of the controls and plans of the Senate could be circumvented, the senators could cause problems if they overtly supported the burgeoning Rebel Alliance. Mon Mothma's speech denouncing Palpatine and his role in the massacre on Ghorman was enough to send her fleeing into exile, but the Imperials would not have chased her so hard if they were not concerned about what her words might provoke. Similarly, the Imperial Senate was able to enforce limitations and restrictions on the Imperial military at various points. This included things like the mandatory completion of Imperial Naval Regulation 132.CAT.ch(22) documents to justify any ship opening fire on an escape pod. The form was adopted by the Imperial Navy in response to Senate investigations into potential war crimes. The Senate was a multifaceted entity, and it is necessary to fully understand these different aspects of its operation in order to understand why the Emperor thought it necessary to first sustain it and then remove it.
The Rise and Fall of the Galactic Empire by Dr. Chris Kempshall
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milesdickpic · 1 year ago
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His Little Girl | Bradley Bradshaw x Reader P.84
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Hi, besties! First, I would like to start off by thanking everyone for still being here with me. I can't thank you all enough for everything. I love you all so much! I hope you are all enjoying the story still! I love you all so so so much! 💕Without further a-do... Happy reading and enjoy! ❤️
A/n: Dadley Dadshaw comes to the rescue after a long long week back at work. Leia Rey's 7th birthday is just over the horizon 🫣
Word Count: 3.8k
Warnings: crying, tiredness, slight anxiousness, sadness, some disappointment, but a whole lot of love 🥰
Please don't take my work, I will find you. 
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Bradley’s POV
I had been back at work for my first week of the full 12-hour shifts. In the morning I would go to training and go through the vigorous exercises to help my body get ready to withstand Gs again. I had been working on breathing techniques for the first week. It was hard because my abdomen was still healing. I knew I had to take it slow, but also put my 100% effort into it. Next week I would continue to work on my breathing because I failed the breathing maneuvers practice test. It really discouraged me, but I thought about you and the kids. I knew I had to just trust the process. 
I came home from the last day of training for me for the week. I was beyond tired. I would go to training, then do some paperwork for my officers, go back out to the tarmac to instruct for flying, go back and do more paperwork, meet with each of my LTs to get them up to par with codes and protocols, train some more, then push more paperwork. Being a senior officer was tough and tiring. I’ve never had to do so much instruction and paperwork in my career with the Navy. 
I came home more tired than I had been in a long time. I just wanted to take a shower, eat, and lay on the couch with the kids and you. When I walked into the house, it was like I walked right into a zoo. The boys were crying in the arms of Phoenix and Hangman, Austin was trying to console Leia, the house looked like a tornado hit it, and it smelled like rotting cheese in the house. I stood in the doorway frozen.
“Guys? Guys??” I was trying to catch at least one of them’s attention, but they were all frantic and focusing on each child they had. “Hello!”
They all looked over at me and Leia came running over to me, “Daddy!” She had tears in her eyes. I picked her up and held her close to me as I rubbed her back. The boys were still wailing while Phoenix and Hangman were trying to get them to stop. 
“My girl. What happened? Where is momma?” I brushed Leia’s hair from her face and kissed her forehead. I looked at my daughter concerned. 
She sniffled and wiped her nose with the back of her hand, “Momma went to her doctor's appointment and had to go to the store, Braddie pulled my hair really hard when I was playing with him and Luke. It really hurt.” She started to rub her head, “I know he didn’t mean it, but it really hurt, Daddy!” She started to cry hard as she held her head. 
“Oh, my girl!” I held her close to me and kissed her head over and over again. “How about we get you some ice and a PB&J? How’s that sound, Leia babe?” 
She sniffled and nodded. I brought her over to the counter and sat her on the top of it. I pulled out an uncrustable from the freezer and placed it on her head. “Let it thaw out on your head while I get the toaster.” I gave her a little smirk and poked her belly. She let out a little giggle and nodded. I brought out the toaster and I grabbed an ice pack. I replaced the sandwich with the ice and placed the uncrustable into the toaster. “Okay, my girl. Stay here. I need to check on your brothers, okay? Help your Aunt Nat and your Uncle Jakey.” She nodded and continued to hold the ice to her head. 
I jogged over to my wailing boys. “Oh, what did the bad people do to you boys?” I chuckled as I went over and gave them both kisses on their hot ass heads. “Jesus Christ, how long have they been cryin?” I grabbed Bradley from Hangman and started to bounce him in my arms. “Daddy’s here, Bradley boy. It’s okay.” I started to shush him as I continued to soothe him. 
“They’ve been crying for probably 10 minutes. They both have clean diapers, and both DEFINITELY fed, played with, burped… everything. I have no clue what happened.” Jake rubbed the back of his neck as he tried to think of anything else. 
Bradley started to settle down in my arms and I chuckled. “They probably just miss their daddy is all.” I pulled Brad back to look at his face, a little smirk appeared when he looked at me. “I am so sorry for leaving you boys here with these strange crazy people!” I said in my mushiest baby talk. “Daddy promises to not stay this late at work again. I’m so sorry, baby.” 
Bradley started to giggle in my arms. I handed him back to Hangman, so I could help Phoenix with Luke. He was still ballistically crying. “Come here my Lukey-bear.” I grabbed him from Phoenix and started to bounce him as he screamed at the top of his lungs. “AWHHH! I KNOW!” I agreed with him in my once again muckiest baby talk. “You were stuck here with the bad people! I am so sorry, my love.” I rubbed his back as he cried into my shoulder. 
“Daddy! Can I eat my PB&J now? It popped out of the toaster!” Leia called over to me. 
I nodded and made my way over to her. I grabbed the PB&J and unplugged the toaster. I placed the sandwich on a paper towel. “Let it cool off a little bit, babe.” I kissed her head and continued to place the toaster away as I continued to console Luke. 
He started to calm down little by little as I kept telling him it was okay and I rocked him in my arms. I pulled him from my shoulder and looked at him in his tear-filled eyes. I continued to talk him down. “Hi, my handsome boy. You’re okay. I promise. Daddy is here now. It’s okay.” His little lip kept quivering and I kept shushing him. “You’re okay my boy. I love you. Daddy loved you so much.” I placed little kisses on his tear-stained cheeks causing him to give me his first pair of puppy dog eyes. 
“Oh, man. Those are going to be the death of me. Courtesy of myself. Shit.” I sniffled as I tried to hold back my tears. It was the cutest thing I had ever seen in my life. “You’re okay, I’m here, babe.” I gave him a couple of kisses on his lips and he giggled from the tickling of my mustache. “There’s what I love to hear.” I smiled at Luke as he continued to giggle. 
“Damn, Bradshaw. Who would have ever thought?” Phoenix laughed and shook her head. 
I squinted my eyes at her and jerked my head back as I handed Luke back to her. “What are you talking about, Trace?” I made my way back over to Leia to check her head. 
She held Luke against her hip and bounced him. “I mean who would have thought that you over a year and a half ago, would be such a good and responsible dad of three?” Phoenix started to laugh. 
“Yea, seriously, Rooster.” Hangman laughed. Austin just looked at the three of us confused before he made his way over to Phoenix to play with Luke. 
I checked Leia’s head and removed the ice pack. “Feeling better, babe?” I raised my brows at her and she nodded. I smiled and handed her her PB&J.” Good!” I kissed her forehead and put the ice pack back into the freezer. 
I leaned against the counter next to Leia, “You guys suck. Out of all of you, and I mean the WHOLE squad. I was most responsible. Straight from the get-go, I was gonna be a great and responsible dad.” I rolled my eyes at the both of them. “Now. The real question is… Why the…” I covered Leia’s ears, “Fuck does my house smell like spoiled and rotting cheese?”
The three of them looked at each other and looked over at the pile of diapers near the trash can. I followed their gaze. “Guys. Really? What the hell?” We all started to laugh together as I went and cleaned up the pile of death to throw away outside. 
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I went upstairs to clean up and get out of my work clothes. After I was finished, I sat on the edge of the bed and took a little breather. I sat there and thought about how you have been such a good mom and have been handling all 8 of the kids that are in this house. I sighed and smiled. I was so lucky to have someone like you. I just didn’t know how you were so good at it. 
What if I’m not enough? Am I lacking? Are Phoenix and Hangman actually really shocked that I can be a dad?
Hangman came into the room and sat next to me. “You alright, Rooster?” 
I nodded and chuckled. “Yea. I’m good. Y/n home yet?” I looked at him with a raised brow.
He shook his head. “Nah, not yet. Maybe she’ll return the favor. She’ll be back when the boys are 7 and Leia 14.” He raised his brows at me and gave me a devious smile. 
I gave him a blank stare and blinked my eyes at him. “Fuck you, Seresin.” 
He started to laugh and winked at me, “When?”
I rolled my eyes and shoved him off my bed. “You’re an asshole, dude.” I started to laugh as he got up off the floor. 
“You know. It was a good joke, Bradshaw.” He laughed and slapped me on the back.
I stood up and shook my head at him. “Yea, Yea. Fuck off. Where are my kids?” I started to chuckle as we made our way downstairs. 
“MOMMA!” Leia yelled as you walked through the door. 
Jake nudged his elbow into me. “She’s 7 years early, bro.” 
I scoffed and shoved Hangman down the remaining steps of the stairs. You looked up at us as he stomped down hard trying to hold onto the railing so he wouldn’t fall. You looked at both of us with wide eyes as you kissed Leia’s head. 
“What’s going on here, boys?” You started to laugh as you removed your shoes. 
I walked over to you with open arms, “Just Bagman being Bagman, babe.” I kissed you over and over again. “I missed you so much, sweetheart.” I held you tight in my arms and embraced your warmth against me.
“I missed you too, Brad.” You hugged me a little tighter. You pulled back and smiled at me. “How was work today?” 
I laughed and shook my head. “Babe, forget work. Guess what I walked in on when I got home today.” I looked at the three stooges. 
They all looked at me with wide eyes and shook their heads at me. I looked at them with my brows raised and my head cocked to the side. I mouthed at them, “Oh really, now? You don’t want me to?” As I pointed at you. They all waved their arms to signal “NO!”
You turned around and looked at all four of us. All our shenanigans stopped. You smiled at all of us, “What did you walk in on?”
I sighed. “Oh, you know.” I looked at the three of them as they grew nervous. “Just the best godparents in the world taking care of our children.” They relaxed in relief. I squinted at all of them. 
You smiled at the three of them and went over to give them a group hug, “You guys are the best! Thank you so much for watching our babies while I went to my appointment and Brad was at work. I knew I could count on you all!” 
They all hugged you back and they all looked at me nervously. I shook my head at them all and laughed because none of them had the guts that Daddy Bradley had to come to their rescue. Leia came back over to me and jumped into my arms.
She got close to my ear and whispered, “Are we just not gonna tell momma we were all crying?” She looked at me with big eyes. 
I chuckled and nodded. “You got it, babe. This stays between us.” I poked her nose and she giggled. 
She saluted me and nodded, “Yes, sir.” We both laughed and I squished her tummy before letting her back down. 
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Later that night, you and I brought Leia to her room to tuck her in for bed. You kissed Leia on her forehead and smiled. “So my Leia Rey. Your birthday is in a week. What do you want to do for it?”
I smiled at her and raised my brows. “What you think, my girl?”
She pushed her lips together and looked around the room. “Hmmm. I don't know?” She giggled. “I just want to spend time with everyone and my brothers. I don’t wanna party or anything. I just want to watch movies.” She smiled at you and me.
You and I looked at each other with raised brows. “Sweetheart, are you sure? You don’t wanna invite your friends over for a party?”
She shook her head at me and looked down as she played with her fingers. “Can I have a party in San Diego? With Papa Mav, Penny, Amelia, and my uncles?” 
You and I looked at one another again. Our poor girl was homesick and missed everyone back home. You sighed and placed your hand on Leia’s hands. “I wish we could go back right now, Leia.”
She smiled and held your hands, “It’s okay, momma. I understand that Daddy has to work. I just thought I could ask.” She kissed your hands and got comfortable in her bed. “I’m sleepy now. Give Luke and Braddie a kiss good night for me. Night momma and daddy. I love you.” 
We both gave her another kiss and left the room. We went back into our room and laid down. The boys were fast asleep in their bassinets. I looked at you sad and you looked at me the same. 
“Sweetheart, If you want, You, Leia, the boys, and Austin can go back to San Diego for Leia Rey’s birthday. I don’t want her to be sad.” 
You sighed and laid against my chest, “Bradley.”
I shook my head and then laid it on top of yours. “No, sweetheart I am serious. I can ask Mav and Penny to come and get all of you so you can have extra help. I just want her to be happy for her birthday.”
You looked up at me and shook your head, “Bradley. That is sweet of you, but I think Leia would be even more sad if she didn't have her daddy with her to celebrate.” 
I played with your hand in mine. “I just don’t want her to be sad. I know she misses everyone back home. I just want what’s best for her. Even if that means you guys go back home for a while.”
You shook your head and kissed my cheek. “We aren’t going anywhere without you, Bradley. And I assure you, Leia would say the same.”
I pushed my lips together and kissed your forehead before we fell asleep. “I love you, babe. The offer will still stand if you change your mind.”
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Your POV
Over the next week, you and Bradley had been prepping something for Leia’s birthday. On the day of her birthday, you had asked Jake, Nat, and Austin if they could take the kids to Evelyn and Phantom’s house as you and Bradley set everything up for Leia’s party.  
You and Bradley didn’t want to not celebrate your daughter. It would be her first birthday in another state, with her dad, and her brothers. You wanted it to be extra special for her because you all wouldn’t be where you are now without her. 
You and Bradley loaded up the truck with all the party supplies and headed down to the beach. This year for Leia’s birthday theme, It was going to be Leia’s Luau. You and Bradley picked a spot on the beach to set up.
You had invited some of Leia’s friends from school and Bradley invited some of his pilots and their families to celebrate Leia on her special day. It was going to be a small gathering for her. You and Bradley wanted to surprise her. Bradley played music as you both continued to put the party together. 
You and I by Rebelution (I fuckin love them and this song 😭) starts playing-
Bradley put down The last tiki statue by the entering pathway of the party and ran over to you. He took the tiki torch from your grasp and threw it on the ground as he spun you around into his arms. 
“Bradley Bradshaw! What the heck?” You started to laugh. 
He chuckled as he held you close to him. “Sweetheart, I owe you this little dance for everything you’ve done for this family in the last year. You deserve more of a break, but let's take this little one right now, together, and dance.” 
You grabbed his hand and held it in yours. “I’d love to.”
I can’t deny my heart beats for you… You can’t deny these sparks, set the mood. Here’s my hand forever. Hold it tight together. You and I.
Bradley kissed the back of your hand and held you close to his chest as you both slowly danced to the song in the middle of Leia’s party setup. You closed your eyes and listened to Bradley’s heartbeat and the way his chest vibrated as he sang softly. 
“You and I. I wanna waste some time. Right by your side. Watch the day fly by and not even mind. I can’t deny my heart beats for you.” He laid his head on top of yours and gave it a kiss. He placed both hands on your back and rubbed it slowly. It was nice to finally have some alone time for you and Bradley. You both hadn’t had something like this in a long time. 
“I love you, Bradley, Always.” You smiled as you held onto him tighter. 
You could hear him smile. “And I love you, Sweetheart, forever.” 
I’ll wait for you my dear, for the day. You say I do, my dear, and drift away. Hold my hand forever, fly away together, You and I. 
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You and Bradley finally finished setting up Leia’s Luau. You looked at your phone and it was almost time for everyone to start showing up. You and Bradley did one more walk-through of everything to make sure you hadn’t forgotten anything. In the front, Bradley had set up two tiki statues to signify the entry point of the party. Then there was a walkway that was lit up with tiki torches on either side and flowers scattered all over the walkway that led up to the party set up. When you got to the party area, there was a sign that said, “Aloha! Please take a LEI-a!” And it was full of pretty colorful Leis on each side. Then there was a picture moment area with a backdrop for all guests to take pictures with the Polaroid camera. Next to the picture set up was another pair of tiki torches with string and clothes pints attached so everyone could add. Their pictures as memories for Leia to look back on. Then there was a tent set up for the food and drink area. There was a drinks table for kids and one for adults. There were pineapple bouquets set up on each table. There was a food table where food would be placed for serving and then another table for Leia’s cake and other sweets. 
You and Bradley smiled at each other and sighed. “We are all set, sweetheart. Hangman and Phoenix will bring the games when they come with Austin, Leia, and the boys.” 
After a while, all the guests started to show up. Everyone was dressed for the Luau. Some of the kids were already making their way to the ocean to play and build sandcastles. Jake and Nat had texted Bradley to let them know they were all on their way. Phantom and his family arrived. Evelyn had made some cupcakes for Leia’s cake table. She brought them over to you and smiled. 
“Honey, it was so hard to hide these from Leia. She kept wandering the house as if she were looking for them!” She started to laugh as she placed a kiss on your cheek before placing them on the cake table. Bradley went and greeted Phantom. They all brought gifts for Leia. She was loved by so many people, she was going to be spoiled here like she was back in San Diego. 
Phantom and Bradley came over to you and Evelyn. “Where is the birthday girl? Are they all on their way? They left a little after we did.” Phantom came and gave you a hug.
You nodded and smiled. “Nat and Jake said they are almost here. So she will definitely be surprised when they arrive and she sees there is a ‘Luau’ going on.”
Phantom smiled and patted you and Bradley on the back. “You both did such a great job with little time! I wish you would have asked us for more help. But we are happy to be a little distraction while you both came out and did this for her.” 
Bradley laughed and shook his head. “How did she react when you all wished her happy birthday when you saw her?”
Phantom recreated Leia’s face by slapping his hands on his cheeks making his eyes super wide and opening his mouth. You and Bradley started to laugh. “That’s our girl. We didn't get to say anything to her because we were unfortunately already gone before she woke up to head over to your house.” Bradley pushed his lips together. “So hopefully this’ll make up for it and she doesn’t think we forgot one of the most important days of the year.” 
And with that Bradley's phone buzzed and he looked at it. He looked at you and Phantom and smiled. “They’re here. You know what that means.” 
Bradley called around to everyone and got them all in order. “Alright everyone in your stations. The birthday girl will be here any minute now!” 
Everyone gathered around and waited for Leia to show up with Austin, Nat, Jake, and the boys.  You and Bradley stood patiently and eager to see Leia’s face. Bradley slung his arm over your shoulder and held you close. 
“Here she comes, sweetheart!”  
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I CAN'T BELIEVE OUR GIRL IS 7!! WTF 😭 Are you all ready to party? I'll see you babes in the next chapter! 🫶🏼
Party guests are in the comments 🎉
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dameronswife · 2 months ago
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Summary: Poe makes a trip to Nar Shadda to recruit Nim to the Resistance Word Count: 1,085 Warnings: none apply, except maybe some suggestiveness (flirting and also nar shaddaa is like that) 🫶💜 just finally got a proper fic written out for my new self insert!
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Nar Shaddaa was a migraine waiting to happen as far as Poe was concerned; the Smuggler’s Moon was a sprawling city blitzed out with more neon advertisements than Hosnian Prime or Coruscant could dream of, except what Nar Shaddaa had to offer was usually more lewd, evidenced by the third suggestive outline of a Twi’lek woman swaying her hips tantalizingly that he passed.
He really couldn’t believe that this was where Nim Antilles had settled down.
Except, as he shouldered into the cantina Snap said she frequented most, he could believe it. A long time ago, before he ever deserted the navy, Nim had admitted she didn’t just want to live a life as a stunt pilot or a racer, but Poe had seen a thirst for adventure in her eyes that he was all too familiar with, too.
And when you were a pilot, there were only so many legitimate career paths you could make. 
Sneaking into Hutt territory — as little sway as they held nowadays — wasn’t high on the Resistance’s priority list, but when Leia assigned him to go looking for Skywalker, Poe had thought back to the youngest Antilles child. Who better to help find a lost Jedi, than another lost Jedi?
Nim was in the very back of the cantina, pressed up against a back nook like her life depended on it, a bright pink drink in front of her. It didn’t look like she’d touched it at all, so as Poe dropped down in the seat in front of her, he snagged the drink and took a sip, appreciating the brief start of her body before she relaxed slightly at the realization of who he was.
“So,” Poe began, apropos of nothing, “swoop racing, huh?”
The lights of the cantina reflected and bounced off Nim’s dark brown eyes as they narrowed at him, clearly anticipating him to point out the self hypocrisy, but when Poe didn’t say anything further, she leaned forward in her seat. “It pays the bills,” Nim replied guardedly. Poe doubted it paid for much of anything, expensive as Nar Shaddaa could be, especially if you didn’t want to find yourself entangled with any of its numerous gangs. Then, continuing in a mimicry of his tone, “So, the Resistance, huh?”
“Snap comm you before I got here?”
She rolled her eyes. “I keep tabs on my family, and keeping tabs on Snap Wexley usually involves keeping tabs on you. Not that you’re doing a very good job of staying anonymous.” Nim leaned forward abruptly, eyes glittering with curiosity and glee. “You know, you’ve got a reputation on this planet.”
Oh boy. Poe took another much needed sip of his stolen drink. “Yeah?”
“Something about taking down a criminal syndicate at the age of seventeen?” Nim asked. And it didn’t hurt, her bringing it up, because she asked it in a way that made Poe feel like they were sharing an inside joke. It helped that she then smiled and added, “You know most people were just doing their studies at seventeen.”
“You weren’t.” She graduated earlier than most, before throwing herself at the New Republic Flight Academy.
“Neither were you, evidently,” Nim retorted, swiping the glass from his hand with a look of annoyance. “So why are you here, Poe Dameron?”
Poe settled back against his seat. “The Resistance.”
Nim’s face screwed up quizzically. “Organa could’ve sent Snap to ask me to join. Why send you?”
“My pretty face?”
“Poe.”
He held his hands up in supplication. “Okay, okay -” pausing, Poe glanced around. The din of the bar would cover the sound of their conversation, but he still felt uncomfortably exposed. Lowering his voice, he continued, “Leia assigned me to a top secret mission.”
“So you came to Nar Shaddaa full of classified information?”
“I came to you full of classified information,” Poe corrected. “‘Cause I think you could help me, and Leia agrees.”
Nim appraised him for a minute. “You don’t mean with my skills as a pilot.”
Poe smiled apologetically. “Afraid not.”
She huffed a sigh and slumped backwards. “You do remember I have had next to no training, right? I’ve read the texts Luke gave me, but I’m not a Jedi. If you need someone to swing a lightsaber, it’s not going to be me.”
“I don’t need someone to swing a lightsaber,” Poe assured her. “I just need someone who understands the Jedi - and understands Luke.”
Nim lifted her gaze back up to him, the puzzle pieces falling together. “Poe, reading a handful of his Jedi texts doesn’t make me an expert on Luke Skywalker. If you want an expert on Luke Skywalker, look for that friend of Snap’s — Jessika. She’s got a special interest in the guy. Or ask my dad, he fought in a war with Luke. What value am I to the Resistance, or for the search for Skywalker?”
Poe went quiet for a minute. When he spoke again, his tone was quiet but serious. “Everyone has value. Even if you don’t see it or even if you don’t believe me. And I know you Nim, I know you’re someone who doesn’t like turning her back on people in need.” He gave a little shrug. “I think we need you, so I came to ask.”
Her face softened. “That was a very nonanswer,” she said, but there was no acidity behind it.
Poe smiled. “But it was the truth.”
“Leia could’ve sent Snap to say all of that.”
“Like I said. Pretty face.”
She rolled her eyes. “You’re a lot more than a pretty face.” She tapped her fingers on the table. “When are you heading out?”
“A couple days,” Poe answered. “I figured I’d give you time to think on it.”
Nim’s lips quirked up into a smile, the edges of it cutting into her soft cheeks. “Not gonna apply the pressure to get me to join?”
“What use is that?” Poe asked genuinely.
She shrugged. “It’s how most things work here.”
“Well…it’s not how I operate. And it isn’t how the Resistance operates either.”
Nim rolled her glass between her hands, eyes flitting up past Poe and to the rest of the cantina behind them. Even from across the table, Poe could hear how loudly she was thinking — considering, analyzing. And his heart leapt when he saw resolve bloom behind her eyes. She drained her glass, and sat it down on the table. “Hope you have room for two in your X-Wing, flyboy.”
Poe grinned. “You know it.”
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Light of the Force
Chapter 6/7 - Padmé
Summary: Anakin reunites with Padmé at long last.
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7
Anakin stayed with the three masters until he had learned the ability. He wanted nothing more than to go to his son and daughter immediately and show himself to them and speak to them and tell them how much he loved them. How proud he was of them. But he had one final visit to make before he could fully devote himself to watching over his children.
He thought of the place on Naboo that held so many sacred memories, and in an instant, he was there. Back in that beautiful villa overlooking the lake where he and Padmé had gotten married. It was sunset, and the stars were rising in the heavens. If only he had taken her up on her offer to run away to Naboo. Maybe they could've raised Luke and Leia together like she'd wanted. Like he’d wanted. But there was no undoing the past, and it was time to face the present.
And in the eternal now of this dimension of the Netherworld, she was waiting for him.
He had no lungs to draw breath from anymore, and yet she still took his breath away. She was more beautiful than ever, a sense of peace and wisdom pervading her aura. Her blue dress flowed like water around her, and her navy cape shimmered and flickered as if it were alive. White lilies were woven into her long, dark hair, carefully arranged into loose coils.
This was how she’d looked when she'd been buried. He hadn't been there for her funeral, but he had seen the holographs and holovids afterwards. They'd haunted him for years and years, and now she was standing here before him, not a recording or a vision but as real and as present as he was.
He just stared at her, not knowing what to do. There was so much to say, but all words fled his mind. 
Apologize. First, he needed to apologize. He got down on his knees and bowed his head. He didn't deserve to even look at her after what he’d done.
“Padmé, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry—”
He was silenced by warm, gentle hands that cupped his cheeks and played with his hair. “I know,” came her soft voice, not accusatory, not angry, just understanding, and her touch felt like an angel’s. He’d expected many things, but not this. Not complete acceptance, let alone tender affection.
“It's my fault you died,” he told her, waiting for her to push him away even though they both already knew what he had done. “I choked you when you had done nothing wrong. I broke your heart and destroyed everything you stood for. I became everything you hated and dreaded. I killed so many beings and caused so much suffering throughout the galaxy. I killed all those younglings, I watched and did nothing as an entire planet was blown up—I even tortured Leia and cut Luke's hand off. Our own children!”
Tears dripped down his cheeks as he confessed his wrongdoings. There was so much and he was so ashamed of it all, but he knew he had to tell her.
“I know,” she said again, her voice sad but still not angry. “I wanted to help you so badly, but you had to want to change. For years you just kept doubling down on your bad decisions. It broke my heart, but there was nothing I could do. But then you finally wanted to change. You wanted to be good again. And you chose to do the right thing, even though it cost you your life.” She stroked his hair, and he savored every touch of her fingers. “I’m so proud of you.”
Proud of him. She was proud of him. He buried his face in the folds of her dress, and she held him close. He’d dreamed of being near her for so long, and now they were finally together again. 
“I've done everything I can to apologize and make amends,” he admitted, “but it still doesn't feel like it's enough.”
“Our actions have consequences far beyond what we can imagine, but just as you've done great harm, you can do great good. That good has been in you all along. And you turned against Palpatine and brought balance to the Force. You saved our son. And by saving him, you also saved our daughter and countless other beings. That counts for something, my love.”
My love. He didn't deserve the tender endearment, not anymore. But it gave him the courage to look up into her beautiful dark eyes. Eyes that were filled with love he didn't deserve but drank in like a thirsty man on Tatooine.
“He's like you,” he said, pride swelling in his heart at the thought of Luke. “He's compassionate and forgiving. He sees the good in people.”
She helped him to his feet. “I know. I'm so proud of him. I think he was the first person since my death who saw you as a person again instead of a monster. Who sensed the good in you. And that's what saved you.”
“I know.”
She smiled softly. “And Leia has your fiery spirit. She has the heart of a warrior, and she's so brave and cunning. She's a true leader who carries on my legacy, and I see so much of us both in her.”
Anakin chuckled darkly. “My good traits, I hope.”
“Your best traits.” Her smile grew bright, joyous. “Oh Annie, it's so wonderful to talk like this again. To be with you again. I waited so long…”
He embraced her, and she melted into his arms, their spirits uniting at long last. He started crying, but this time his tears were joyful, and so were hers. They confessed their love for each other as moonlight dappled the balcony and danced across the lake. In this moment, they were simply husband and wife enjoying a peaceful evening together, speaking with such affection about their children and each other. Anakin knew he would remember this for the rest of his existence. For all he knew, their embrace lasted for hundreds of standard years. But it couldn't last forever.
“Padmé, there are still things I need to do,” he said at last, pulling away from her even though it killed him all over again to do so. “To atone. I've already apologized to everyone I’ve ever wronged, but I want to help Luke and Leia.”
“Yes, you should help them. But Anakin, why didn't you come find me sooner? I could've been with you the whole time you apologized and made amends.”
He gulped. She had a point, and it was his shame that had kept him away. Not anything she had done. “I didn't…feel worthy,” he admitted. “Not until I'd done more to redeem myself.”
“Surely you know I’ve already forgiven you.”
“I do now.”
“Good. And now it's time to forgive yourself.” A soft smile spread across her face, and she stroked his cheek. “Go in peace, my love.”
His heart sank. He didn't want to be separated from her again. It was a silly thought, because he never truly would be anymore. They were connected by the Force, but a part of him had been hoping her spirit would join him in watching over their children instead of moving on to a higher realm of the Netherworld—
“Oh, I can't tease you, not when you look at me like that!” she exclaimed, a giddy smile spreading across her face. “I'm coming with you, Annie. I may not be able to manifest myself to our children the way you can, but I want to be by your side watching over them all the same.”
He smiled, a smile as bright and radiant as a supernova. Then he kissed her, and all the years and grief and torment melted away. Her love for him and his love for her pushed the darkness back, a force so powerful it could ignite the stars. 
Afterwards, they were both completely at peace. He vaguely noticed that her appearance had changed. She was no longer dressed in her funeral clothes but in a simple white gown. She took his hand without another word because no more words needed to be said. 
It was time to see their children.
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A/N: This story is dedicated to my friend @scoobysnack1107 ❤️ Liv really loves Anakin, especially Anakin being a dad, so I wrote this for her birthday exploring his character further.
I am indebted to the moving Revenge of the Sith novelization by Matthew Stover as well as the excellent Return of the Jedi novelization by James Kahn to inform character voices, world descriptions, etc.
Also, a big thank you to my sister for reading over this story 🙏 She gave me some good feedback, and it was a lot of fun working with her ❤️
A big thank you to the people who liked and reblogged the story ❤️ Sorry for the delay on posting here, the entire story is on AO3 if you want to read the final chapter now 👀
See you next time!
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cagg1969 · 1 year ago
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ofpolitics · 2 years ago
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listen i love all my muses here very much, but padmé and leia are by far my favorite on this blog.
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