#late if he stopped Jimmy or the crash their relationship would've forever been changed by the revalation and part of me wants like a dlc | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dykedvonte · 1 month ago

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Jimmy killing himself because he knows he is incapable of living an life without Curly and knows that in the miracle chance they were found and saved they would not let him have contact with Curly and he hates the idea he'd actually have to take responsibility.

Even if he lied, its only a matter of time before Curly is capable of showing or telling what a monster he really is, no matter what delusions tell Jimmy Curly would never do that to him.

He understands that he was the monster in everyone's worse moments but refused to accept that at the end. So he made sure that he died without the possibility of it being actualized as he's the only one that saw death as an escape rather than a release. Jimmy truly didn't believe Curly had anything to escape from even after everything and let him have what he perceived as glory as the sole survivor and thus Captain of the Tulpar.

#like he goes from knowing the the system in place ergo Curly will protect him from consequence even if unitentionally at first which #motivates him to take the measures he does but when that system also loses the ability to effectively stop him he drags the corpse around #like a memento of what he's achieved that slowly warps into a worship as he realizes how much it actually did and that even he struggles #without it cause i believe in light of the crash that the thought of losing Curly's unwavering support because he'd eventually protect Anya #over him when Curly's head was yanked from the clouds at either the baby's birth or just the way he was slowly putting things together as #the big picture became less appealing to look at like Curly was slowly realizing it and i think he knew at the crash scene but it was too #late if he stopped Jimmy or the crash their relationship would've forever been changed by the revalation and part of me wants like a dlc #spin off that deals with some psychological metaphorical horror dealing with that but also like I need jimmy dead.#then again none of this is new or even unique ive seen this explained but i also dont think its addressed that Jimmy's refusal to take #responsibility with Anya avoiding it A N D his envious codependency of Curly made him crash the Tulpar as there was not a way he could fix #the what he did to Anya in his mind without getting rid of her and or the pregnancy in a way that Curly wouldn't leave him and thats so #important like he only viewed Anya through his relationship with Curly and hed rather die than acknowledge her as a person and his assult #on her as something that could realistically get in the way of their relationship and taking advantage of it.#mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #jimmy mouthwashing #i hate talking about this dick fuck but he also is like being fascinated by a venomous spider like stay away but i will study you

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