#killing myself because doksoo was the last straw

[ssunfish]

How do I engrave this into my soul

Han Sooyoung as anti hero or mastermind antagonist? (Ignore that it is just from different povs)

Antagonist as in, trying to put an end to the hero’s ultimate objective? (Dying? Giving his life meaning through sacrifice?)

In a meta sense, she’s a mastermind antagonist.

“You crazy fool, you were tricked into saving yourself!!” <- something like that right!! Actively opposing the “hero”?

In a way it was all for personal gain… she was never too concerned for saving the world, but in both lives was devastated she had to have a hand in ending it. I think, if the universe allowed her to reach her goals without going that far, she would have chosen differently. Her goals are always first and foremost.

But at the same time, Han Sooyoung is also the most selfless person (to ME) in the novel.

It would be hard to call her an antagonist in this case.

Her love and dedication to Kim Dokja is completely unconditional. She can give up ANYTHING for his sake.

She wanted her own world so badly she made a deal with SP and forsook (is that a word) her companions for the sake of this wish. When she had the chance to create a world of her choosing. She chose to make it for the sake of Kim Dokja instead.

She gave up her nights so he could have his days.

Kim Dokja doesn’t even have to know her face, her voice, or even that she exists and she would still love him just as much.

If Yoo Joonghyuk, to kdj, is “I would give up everything just to be with you”.

Then Han Sooyoung is “I would give up being with you just so you can have everything”.