#just so that i could deal with 💫the content💫 omw back home
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#the post concert depression hit differently this time#i lay in bed for like two hours after i woke up cos i couldn't find the motivation to do anything except lie there and mope#and then i fell back asleep#and then i had to give myself a mental slap across the face to avoid succumbing to the urge to just buy a load of snacks and spend--#the entire day in bed#i will never everrrrr get over this experience y'all#it was everything. he was so insane for....all of that#and the way he was just straight up beaming like 91% of the time was absolutely devastating#i spent so much time biting the living shit out of my own lip to avoid grinning like an absolute idiot#not cos there's anything wrong with grinning like an idiot but cos my cheeks and my jaw were starting to ache#sigh. just....sigh. turns out the concept of frontman ash is even more devastating than we all thought it would be#i'm gonna head back out again and carry on exploring LA#maybe beat my own sunburn PR#despite vigorous and frequent reapplications of sunscreen#i probably have some share-worthy content but i took roughly 900 pictures so sorting through them is gonna be an ordeal#one i will save for my flight back home. cos unlike my last US trip i had the forethought to bring my laptop with me this time#just so that i could deal with 💫the content💫 omw back home#okay byeeeee
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