#just so i can get into drawn matt again nn

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Hi, here's my essay on NN, please give me a good grade!!! 💞💞💞

Babe. I’m not okay. So here I go, I’m officially writing my “last” ask for Napule Nights. I opened a proper document to write this and everything, usually I just use the notepad on my laptop, but this is serious business and you deserve to know how magical, special and incredible this story is. Fifty two chapters? I’m so shook by that number. Every single one has been filled with excitement and rich, gorgeous description that makes my heart tingle for Alex, that has drawn me deeper and deeper in love with our Mafia prince. As you know, I read the last chapter last night in bed after you finished the first draft and you know how much I cried, how much it all means to me, how overwhelmed I was. I’m going to attempt to dissect this chapter in all it’s glory as best I can and as I’m submitting this (deffo not gonna be worth the effort of 100 asks), I’m truly going to go off.

So first of all - We open on my darling Jade, my triple fire bish. God I love her so much even though I hate her so much. She genuinely feels like a lifelong friend at this point. You know I’m weak for character development and the satisfaction on Jade’s face, the power she has as she’s going to see her man, the fact she’s flanked by and not being escorted by Matt and Jamie is so wonderful. 

Special shoutout here to every single character and OC you’ve added to NN. From Matt and Jamie being badass, sarcastic babes to Miles being the most extra, flamboyant, hilarious Mafia icon/hoe, to Serena, Alex’s parents, the truly putrid Adriana, Alfonso, Mancini, all of the people who hurt our babies, (quick mention of my number one hun Rocco, best character I ever named, love him) and I just really love “Lana” for obvious???? reasons. It’s incredible how you’ve adapted already established people from Al’s world into the universe of NN and created such believable OC’s at the same time, they all play such a vital part in the story. It’s a talent I’ll never quite be over.

Then Alex, oh my sweet tineh babeh, he’s come so far but has never been any less hot. We’ve watched him struggle internally and externally, fight for power and dominance in his love life and work life and he really is on top of the world now. He’s cocky, possessive, arrogant and extremely rude but I love him fiercely. It never gets any less hot when you’d describe him and this time was no exception. You know I’m weak for him just greeting her by saying her name - I’ll never be over it. I love how addicted they are, how they radiate towards each other and have learned each other so naturally, it’s so perfect. Love Jade being a badass business woman who secures deals for her man (side note: imagine how jealous he’d be knowing she’s surrounded by other men when he’s not there, mmm). They’re so proud and attracted to each other’s brains just as much as how hot they both are and that’s just incredible. Each tiny soft touch makes me melt.  He is such a tease about her contract and I’m just as excited for it as she is. And honestly, can’t blame her from wanting to sleep with the boss, I mean same. He is so desperate to prove he owns and is in charge of her and the smut as a result of that is too good. Puppy has made a return and I cannot with that nickname, he is such a tineh puppeh. He’s so hot and demanding and got himself worked up so quickly, I love it, their fire will never go out. Him taking his time undressing and using his belt - mmmmm what a bitch. I hate him. As always so many poetic lines even in the smuttiness. ‘She was too much, her desire matched by only his own in a way that was so unapologetic, so beautiful, and he never wanted to tame it’, ‘he was satisfied knowing she’d be bruised the next day, inside and out and he had every intention of tending to her every wish when she was’. Can he leave???? Please??? You attacked me a lot, he’s so soft with his kisses and touches even when he’s being this hot powerful bitch and I can’t with it. The “I’m ‘ere…” mmmm, I love him. He makes me so happy. Redressing her, being needy for her to stay, to enjoy the afterglow with him. It’s so perfect. Can he not kiss her jaw? Them sharing a smoke, teasing each other, being so wrapped up in the warmth as they drink together is so intimate and so different to the first time he had her over his desk. The parallels are wonderful and I obviously noticed them all but it’s so incredible how much has changed. They show so much obvious love and care for each other, the pride he has watching her work, the silly giggles they have together, the respect they show for each other - ‘getting lost in the way he spoke, the way his mind worked, brilliant and unapologetic’, ‘finding herself hopelessly lost in everything he stood for once again’. It’s all so final but full of hope and I love it. My king and queen of Naples. I love them.

So here we go, hope you’ve enjoyed my essay.

This story has helped me through so many shitty days, has been there when I’ve been feeling my absolute worst and has brought me so much joy and endless escape, I seriously cannot thank you enough. I have so many favourite chapters and moments in NN, too many to list here but you know I’ll tell you in detail why I love them over and over again. I am so excited to re-read it from the beginning. I loved learning Italian with you. I loved researching fanceh food and drinks with you, naming cocktails and places and bars. I loved (hated) describing Jade’s dress in every chapter, envisioning each setting and brianstorming ideas with you. I loved thirsting over how hot Al is when he’s in control. I loved every conversation and idea we had about them. Reading it, developing it and planning NN with you has not only genuinely made me a better writer, it has also been the biggest honour and it really is part of the reason our friendship became such a huge, important part of my life. I am so thankful I get to be a part of this universe, their world, these tiny idiots who have grown so much and so beautifully. From the bottom of my heart thank you, for this story, for your love, your friendship and for being the incredible, selfless, talented pisces Queen you are and always will be. I love you now and always 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

I honestly adore you for being so immersed in this story and taking it so seriously and always helping me out with it when I needed it and genuinely making it a better story. It would be nothing without you, the true Mafia prince our tiny son is wouldn’t have developed that way!! You know how hard establishing OCs is so the fact that you like Jade so much as a character (and hate her too) honestly makes me so so happy, thank you for helping me describing her outfits, discussing how she would react and what she would do and just generally stanning her and talking about her. And I’m so happy you liked all the other characters too, how I’ve put them in or developed them (especially Lana 😏) and thank you for helping with that as well, thank you for helping me research and just discussing everything in this story, it truly is so fun and I could not have done it without you, it’s improved my writing for sure to write with you and I don’t know what I’d do without you! I know I did you a massive attack with everything Alex says and does, he is a soft puppy but he’s a hot and dominant bitch and I love writing him that way, mmmmmmmm. That’s our son. Thank you for pointing out my lines that you enjoyed too, you know how much I value your opinion. 

I love you so so much, this story wouldn’t be what it is without you and I mean that and I want you to not doubt that because it’s true. It would be boring and generic without you and you made it what it is. I am so excited to develop the one shots with you and I’m so excited to write everything with you. You’re the best and I’m so thankful that you’re my friend, you’re a Queen!!! 🧡💝💓💛💕