#just realized i misspelled block sorry I'm tired I woke up so early for my seminar

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idk why it makes me so mad genuinely i started off as "hey cool stay in your corner of the internet and don't follow me" but then i realized literally just venting about the shit that's plaguing me made my dash full of people ENCOURAGING IT and it's like. hey you ever think like. how there's such a thing as an algorithm. a thing that, you know. wouldn't be an issue if you bit the bullet and made an account on a dedicated forum. like it's not that damn hard. i'm the biggest forum promoter haha like i know mpa is criticized heavily and there's studies on it blabla and people think it's "the more terrifying underground of proana culture" (especially with its former name literally being...that. Lol) but let me be real. it's not. it's not scary, or extreme, or an echo chamber as many claim. there's so many different people on there, there's recovered people, people who have been struggling for literal decades, underweight, overweight, and most of all: it's regulated. there's rules against bullying and encouraging that are not at all as limiting as they sound. it promotes a healthier mindset. it promotes harm reduction without banning you from talking about harming yourself. i made so many big steps towards recovery since ditching ed social media undergrounds. and you might think, that sounds fucking boring and not what i want, and hey, that's cool, but maybe consider how your actions may be harming others, then. bite the bullet, man. be in a community that's made with you in mind where you don't have to hide in your stupid ednotsheeran pr04n4 whatever whatever butterfly emoji tags. you'll be smarter for it

i have to blog so many bitches because no one ever heard of the concept of social media responsibility