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mosspapi · 2 months

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Hhhhh I feel so nauseous and I wanna relapse so bad but I can't tell if I'm nauseous Because I wanna relapse or if I wanna relapse bcuz I'm nauseous or a secret third option. Also not sure which would b worse

#tw sh in tags #I always relapse when I get strep. it's so annoying. like brain do we rlly need to do this rn #I know the strep is what's Making me want to relapse bcuz my immune system is stupid but it's still like. bruh #I've been thinking abt it all afternoon n im trying so hard not to do it but its so fuckin hard #and it's like. I don't have a safe way to do it rn bcuz I'm not home so I've got no bandaids or gauze or polysporin or anything.#just rawdogging it and pray the strep doesn't make them infected somehow #which. can't say I wanna risk yknow #but fuck dude I need it so baaaaaaad #armchair speaks #tw implied self harm

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