#just like. I've been working on those glitter keychains for a WHILE now and i still can't sell them bc I'm waiting for my samples to come in | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

somelazyassartist · 7 months ago

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Hate it when I simultaneously feel like I've been working myself to hell and back and also feel like I have absolutely nothing to show for it. Like I am so tired but if I do not get Products ready to Sell I am going to chew my limbs off bc I hate that I need money to live but I do!!!! And the things I do aren't even that hard my body just sucks and hates me doing anything at all ever!!!

#just like. I've been working on those glitter keychains for a WHILE now and i still can't sell them bc I'm waiting for my samples to come in #i have been making a frankly unreasonable amount of soap but i don't feel like i should list them until i have at least 1 of every scent #which is time consuming bc i have like 33 scents and the constant back and forth between the stove and the molds is hell on my joints #and I've been trying to design plushies and pins which is really hard BUT that's my BREAK from the HARDER project I'm ALSO working on #which is a full 20 page fully colored n illustrated pinup zine + a fuck ton of merch #and someday i want to release an artbook of my sketches and also do professional animation and also write comics #AND make an entire homebrew DnD campaign setting book #i have so many ideas and thoughts and no time or energy to do them!!!!!#and when I'm not doing them i feel like shit bc that's time i could be working and trying to make money!!!#i hate needing money to live I'm in hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#vent #only a little bit I'm just kinda tired and exasperated bc i feel like I've been working a ton and have nothing to show for it yet #that's all #man i used way more words than i needed to but oh well

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