#just got too swept up in how good he's been treatin me lately n forgot my place
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Why do I always ask questions I don't want the answer to
I guess what I'm really upset about is that I was stupid enough to think maybe he'd say no
#doll#no even if vx was here it wouldn't change the promise he's not gonna let anyone else touch me again#no even if he wanted i wouldn't just be handed over like a#a thing#all i am all i'll ever be#i know he likes bein able to remind me he's never lied to me cause that's how he can convince me of anythin but#sometimes i wish he would#it shouldn't matter anyway he's not here n he won't be so why not just lie n tell me he'd still keep his word#he won't even say it he just avoids the question n tells me i need to stop thinkin so much n that's how i always know the answer is#exactly whatever i wished it wouldn't be#there's always an exception there's always an escape clause to any promise i know that#i know that's the person he is#just got too swept up in how good he's been treatin me lately n forgot my place#just cause i'm the favorite out of em doesn't mean i'm anythin more than a toy#& no matter how special he treats me it doesn't mean shit when it comes to someone that can offer him the power n status i never could#don't wanna go inside don't know how to face him rn he's just gonna get angry with me obsessin over somethin like this#it feels so much worse that the exception is the one person he knows i'm more scared of than anyone else#though i guess maybe that's why he scares me so much. the way he's always the exception n the way mr. v is around him#could do anythin to me n at most he'd just wanna be included#spdrvent
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