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[hearts401]

"do NOT ask me about ggy or patient 46 because i WILL begin ranting"

You see, I am incapable of ever listening to anyone, ever, so I must ask about GGY and patient 46

I have absolutely no knowledge of modern FNaF lore; I have not read any of the books (something I plan to fix whenever my bank account stops bleeding) so you're gonna have to do some heavy lifting here and tell me all about it

Ooh boy rubs my hands together

okay so im gonna start with ggy because i love Tony and Ellis. (i dont have the book in front of me tho so this isnt gonna be 100% every detail)

GGY is about a kid named Tony Becker who has an assignment in his 6th grade english class. He has to write a fictional mystery with side plots that tie into the main plot. He chooses to do this with his two friends. They use pen names whenever they do their english projects together (sobs and wails and cries into my hands) and Tony picked Tarbell, and his friends were Boots and Dr. Rabbit (or Rab for short).

Tony wants to start working on their project, but Boots and Rab want to go to the fazcade. Tony gives in when rab backs up boots (tony sees boots as immature and worries about outgrowing him and hanging out more with rab) tony wanders around the fazcade trying to find inspo, and then notices someone named GGY with top scores on some of the games. when he asks other people about it, they tell him the scores are seemingly impossible, but when he asks a staff member, he's told they haven't been hacked.

At some point he makes an online blog to ask about it and a girl he'd talked to in the fazcade asks him to meet her. she tells him that she thinks this is more than just high scores, and that he should stay out of it.

Oh also freddy keeps watching tony and at some point begins following him.

Tony finds out that GGY has a hacked party pass (or it was like a fun pass or smth) that gives them access to much more than it should, working almost like a security card.

Tony then finds out one of the school counselors has gone missing, and he sneaks into the librarian's office to learn more about it. he finds out two other counselors have also gone missing, all of them having gone to the pizzaplex before disappearing.

tony writes his paper and gives it to Rab and Boots to look over, and when they come back the next day, they've changed it into a fantasy story. And GGY is labled as the wizard's favorite apprentice, rather than someone getting high scores on arcade games.

tony is upset with rab and boots and begins calling htem by their actual names.

Rab is Greg, Boots is Ellis.

tony is also in trouble for sneaking into the librarian's office and using her laptop, so he has detention shelving books.

Greg come and offers to take him to the pizzaplex when he's done, and it's kind of implied he killed him there.

again i have bad memory and i dont have the book in front of my so anyone can feel free to correct anythign i got wrong or missed

now onto patient 46 who's from the therapy tapes in sb.

this'll be undeniably easier because i can just listen to the tapes. patient 46 is also not confirmed to be gregory, its just a theory, so im just gonna call them 46.

its important to note that 46 does not speak.

everything here is things implied to have been nonverbally communicated to the therapist.

Tape 2:

It starts with the therapist talking about how the day is nice, but 46 doesnt like the light, so the therapist draws the blinds. she then comments on how 46 is not talking to her today, and says that she gets reviews from patients, and when 46 doesn't let her help them, she gets bad reviews. she tells 46 she could get in trouble and get put in timeout, which 46 finds funny.

Tape 4:

New therapist is here, she asks if 46 is going to talk to her, and they dont reply. she asks whats wrong, and they gesture to the flowers. the therapist comments on them being particularly fragrant and moves them. The therapist then comments on 46 staring at something, and says they're "amazingly alert." she says shed like to have 46 tell her about themself, but 46 does not. the therapist instead chooses to look through their notes. she also comments on the chair not fitting 46, but its not specified if its too big or too small. she then asks if 46 is bothered by a new therapist, but 46 doesnt seem surprised or confused at all. the therapist says shes surprised by whats in 46's notes. she says they have a "rebellious side" and a knack for computers, and explains the word phenom to them. the tape ends with her asking if 46 considers themself a hacker

tape 6:

new therapise again! she tells 46 shes already read their files and knows what theyve worked on. 46 asks for a candy, and she gives one to them, taking one for herself as well. she says she wants to start with 46's parents, and claims it was tragic but she doesnt think 46 has processed it emotionally. she says they wrote it like they had read it off of a book. (her exact words are they wrote an objective rather than a subjective narrative, but 46 didnt know what that meant.) she says 46 spends a lot of time alone and is good at self-dialogue, which she explains is "asking urself questions and getting answers" she tells them to try asking themself how they feel about what happened to them. she tells them to let themself be upset about it so they can let it go.

tape 8:

same therapist as 6! she asks 46 if theyve thought about what they talked about. 46 had told them their past had made them sad and scared. the therapist asks if they had written down exactly what made them feel that way. she then says she works with many people who respond to tragedy differently. she asks 46 if their fantasies would be different had this tragedy not happened to them.

Tape 13:

new therapist again! she says when shes getting to know a client, she likes to find out abt their hobbies. when she doesnt get a reply, she asks if they like sports. 46 tells her they like to watch sports, but not play them. and that they like to stay inside. the therapist then reluctantly tells 46 that their previous therapists have gone missing. except one who was found dead, and they said her body looked to be mangled by machinery. the therapist also comments that 46 doesn't look concerned about it. she jokes about watching her back, which 46 finds funny.

Tape 14:

same therapist as 13. she asks if 46 knows about the pizzaplex, and says the technicians who work there know them. theyve seen what they think is 46 on the security cameras. they say 46 was accused of hacking their systems. the therapist says that the hacks are causing tons of problems, but that there's no solid proof it was 46, and 46 finds it funny that the techs are having issues. she says she finds it weird that 46 would spend time in such a busy, crowded place despite their loner attitude. she asks if its the electronics that 46 likes. she also says theyve designed programs that talk to them and repeat phrases. she says it asks them questions and prompts for responses, like their own little therapist. she said at first she had thought they were talking to themself, but it seems more like they were talking to someone else. she asks who it was.

Tape 15:

same therapist as 13+14. she starts with asking if 46 wants to do an ink blot test. she shows them an image, and 46 asks to hold it. 46 says it reminds them of a mask. the therapist asks if 46 likes the idea of being disguised, and how they make you invisible. she says being invisible lets you get away with anything, and asks 46 if they like that idea. she then moves on to something else, telling 46 that it seems theyve been talking to someone else. she says the techs think that its someone trying to lure 46 away, or manipulate them. the therapist moves to where she can see 46's eyes, and says she got something different from the communications. she accuses 46 of manipulating someone, rather than being manipulated. she says they were recorded on the security cameras with someone else. she says that it looks like the person theyre with has rabbit ears, which 46 finds amusing.

Tape 16:

Same therapist as 13+14+15. she says shes gotten another message from the pizzaplex that says that theres a glitch in the system that makes the animatronics more eerie than entertaining. she says the glitch spread system-wide and infected all the machines. she also says it was traced back to 46. she says the glitch broadcasted a dangerous message. she also says that when the techs were trying to fix it, the source shifted. she says that the glitch changed from a glitch and became a set of sub-routines that were made to do exactly what the glitch was doing. (which basically means it stopped just being a glitch and became part of the system?? i think?? idk shit abt computers bruh) when 46 does not reply, she presses, saying she is on their side and wont tell anyone what is told to her during the session and that the techs have no proof it was 46, so theyre not in trouble. when 46 doesnt reply still, she brings up their past. 46 refuses to look at her, but she continues. she says it doesnt matter if they look at the floor, because nothing they told her about their parents was true. she says they had great parents, and a great childhood. she asks 46 why they lied, and tells them to look at her. she then says she understands why 46 would be upset about the confrontation, and says they can come back to this another day. the last line she says is "you're shaking your head like that's not going to happen."

UHM YEAH IM NORMAL ABOUT THEM LOL.

i have a lot of thoughts on both of these parts and i personally believe 46 is Gregory. but if i dumped all my thoughts we'd be here all day so have this long ass explanation instead

[jebewonmorelike]

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boysplanetmorelike has officially rebranded. i will miss that url so much! but on zb1's debut date, it was finally time to make the switch. my boys planet trainee works are in a separate masterlist linked above; this blog will now mainly focus on zb1 content (though i may occasionally talk about other bp trainees when they update, etc!)

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latest work:

11/8/24: ⁺⋆✰ syh: part five: emperor ⁺⋆✰ shen ricky; see below for series summary

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1/4: ⁺⋆✰ syh: part four: magician ⁺⋆✰ han yujin; see below for series summary

11/26: ⁺⋆✰ syh: part three: lovers ⁺⋆✰ kim jiwoong; see below for series summary

10/15: ⁺⋆✰ steal your heart ⁺⋆✰ ONGOING SERIES (a new ot9 interactive AU fanfiction game where YOU determine who your love interest is-- play as the 10th member of zb1 (gender neutral) to gain magical powers and take down the company that has been mistreating your group)

・゜゜ . . * ✧･ﾟ・ ✧･ﾟ: ・゜゜・✰・゜゜ . . * ✧･ﾟ・ ✧･ﾟ: ・゜゜・．

8/12: whatever you say, president-nim (part two of "so you can do yours-- younganddumbCEO!reader offers to pick up assistant!gunwook from his university one afternoon)

7/26: don't push it (reader is searching for a photocard... but it's not boyfriend!jiwoong's)

7/4: so you can do yours (gunwook thinks he's the right fit for uselessCEO!reader's new assistant)

wip:

bestfriend’sbrother!matthew x reader (song fic!)(started!)

💖✨ just a note that no hate of any members is welcome here (unless we're joking around)! i love them all with my whole heart already so. always open to reasonable opinion-based discussions but never any baseless negativity; i find it pointless and damaging to the brain and soul ✨💖

💌 pls feel free to message me to talk about boys planet and send requests (just no requests for any member/trainee under the international age of 18, i’m an adult!)

*requests are semi-closed... by this i mean i'd love to still hear any pitches you have and talk with you about them but i can't promise that i'll be able to write all of them. i'm sorry about this in advance, i'd love to be able to write everything for you guys but alas... i am but merely one small girl*

i love hearing from you guys tho so pls send me an ask or message literally whenever you want; emoji anons are always welcome too!

also this is a side blog— if i follow you back, it’s on @5secondsofozzies :)

[joyliiejolly]

As a lover - SEVENTEEN's Vernon

Disclaimer: This reading is for entertainment purpose only, so please take it as a grain of salt and live laugh love all the way besties!!

This reading is done by my friend @bluerabb (she usually doesn't post any reading on her blog and she wants me to post them here so please considerate follow my blog if you want to read more from her ^^). I took note during her reading, proofread and added some of my own thoughts along.

Without futher ado, enjoy the reading!

Happy birthday to our Little Prince 💙💖

The cards:

Tyldwick Tarot: Six of Wands, Page of Wands, The Lovers (clarified by The Moon and Ten of Swords). At the bottom: The Devil.

Cosmos Tarot and Oracle: The Devil, King of Swords, Eight of Cups (rx)

Being in love with Vernon is so easy and comfortable, so young and free, so simple and sincere, it's is like being in love with your best friend.

The man might seem chill and carefree all the time but when it comes to love, Vernon is actually quite active, which makes it kinda obvious when he is in love (he will be a little OOC :D). He would do things that he wouldn't do to others. He would be the one who makes the first move and initiates all the interactions. He wants people around him to know his person, how proud he is of them and their relationship. He would brag about them to his friends lol. He is like a kid, telling people about his favorites with so much enthusiasm. He will celebrate every milestones of the relationship. And he will definitely be the first one to congratulate his lover whenever they achieve anything.

Vernon sees his lover and their relationship as an inspiration to many of his ideas in work and in life in general. His love is his muse. He will talk to them a lot, about his day, his work, and his music.

He doesn't have much experience in love, but poor boy, he has gone through the some tough shits. He might never really been in a normal relationship before. He has been hurt, someone might have told him that he's a little bit different and they can't accept his feeling because of it. This leads to his insecurities. He thinks of himself is someone who is hard to love, that people won't be able love him for who he is, that he has to hide a big part of himself to be loved and accepted :( That's why, when the one he like/love accepts his confession/proposal, it feels like winning a big award for him, and if they shows him that they love him dearly, wholeheartedly, he will worship them and the land they walk on (y'all I can't with this-). And he doesn't ask for much. You don't need to make it fancy, show him grand gestures, using big words for him to feel happy and satisfied in a relationship. He's just happy that someone loves him (my boyyyyy TTTTTT).

He does have a possessive side to him, due to his insecurities. At the beginning of the relationship, he might have some issue with jealousy and self-esteem. But once he feels safe and comfortable with the relationship, even tho he would still get jealous, he will keep it cool, since he knows that his person ain't gonna for fall anyone else now.

The Universe already has someone for him, who is made for loving him. But in order for them to meet, he himself must believe that he is worth of loving first.

He might has a mature mindset in love but the way he acts on it is pretty much like a young teenage boy, all fluffy and goofy. He tries to not think much of the future, of whatever obstacles might come to his relationship. He wants to fully live in every single moment with his love one. He will be the one to open up his lover's world, show them many new things, let them see many new aspects of life, and guild them on their way of changing their perspective.

Vernon is an attentive lover. He will be very careful around his person. He will observe them, notice all the details about them, and taking mental notes. All of that just for him to know when to make a move, how to act, what to do to make his person happy. He will be extra focused on whatever his lover gotta say. They can just said something out of the blue just for one time, but he's gonna remember it for infinity.

For his love language, again, PHYSICAL TOUCHHH. Gifts giving, too, they often are handmade by him. Another type of things that he would gift his lover is a small, cute and unique thing for house decoration (like a vintage flower pot, a mattress with funny patterns, a picture frame in a shape of an animal,…you know what I mean?) He would also give his person love letters every so often, and he's gonna handwriting them (my heart can't take this any more). You know how much he enjoys watching cute cats videos? Yeah, he's definitely gonna send them to his person so they can cry about how cute the cats are together. Both of them could be co-parenting a pet, too.

[vtoriacore]

clocked back in <3

✧ dni if,

racist/xenophobic/neo-nazi

homophobic/transphobic/lgbtqphobic

misogynistic/sexist

ableist [incl. using terms such as narcissistic or bipolar or psycho in a negative way, think people w cluster B disorders aren't worthy of love/friendship etc.]

islamophobic/anti-semitic [disrespectful to other religions - don't use religion to excuse homophobia + transphobia though]

anti-palestine / support israel's genocide regime

under 16 years old and interacting w n$fw [if you are under 16 and interact w my n$fw works, i can't stop you but be aware some of it can be dark and i'd prefer you didn't read or engage w/it for your own well-being]

interact w incest or support pedophilia

are a HP fan or excuse JKR

✧ vitória | 18 | agender [they/them pronouns], refer to me as a cryptid or don't refer to me at all | sapphic + aroaceflux | bpd - please be mindful

✧ i post whenever i want, no schedule lmao. asks may take a day, a week or a year (/hj, it has happened before tho) because i'm picky asf and always lack motivation but if you send me enough "write this damn req already wtf" i'll cave in.

✧ requests closed <3

✧ i have an unhinged side-blog, @vtoriacore-rbs where i am often delusional in my own habitat!

✧ fandoms:

hetalia

twst

danganronpa [no longer writing but happy to talk about]

attack on titan

genshin impact

honkai star rail

jojo's bizzare adventure [up to part 7]

death note

hazbin hotel [not writing but happy to talk about]

cookie run kingdom [not writing but happy to talk about]

haikyuu

jujutsu kaisen

tian guan ci fu / heaven official's blessing

✧ will write:

yandere [will give a warning]

angst/heavy angst and topics such as depression, major character death, mild gore or violence [will give a warning]

character x reader [always gn!reader unless fem!reader requested]

LGBTQ+ ; asexual/aromatic, lesbian/sapphic, bisexual, pansexual, non-binary etc. reader

✧ won’t write:

p*dophilia/inc*st/l*li-con/sh*ta-con etc.

character x character/character x OC

overly detailed/overly self-indulgent asks 

clear opinions of religion/politics 

amab reader [this applies to nsfw bc i'm afab]

✧ nsfw rules:

no nsfw requests for characters that are 18 below

non-con/dub-con only allowed if the ask is yandere [i do not support this irl as it's toxic, unhealthy and illegal so it will only be written under yandere and unhealthy relationships only unless it's part of cnc roleplay] -> writing as a survivor, not your cup of tea? don't bitch in my dms or asks and block instead of not understanding coping mechanisms for trauma

no requests for kinks that involve urine, spit play, sc*t etc.

no age play, threesomes/orgies, pet play, slave/master relationships

anything that's nsfw will have a #✧toria.n$fw, warning of topics will be given under the title

✧ character limit is 5 unless you're requesting specific groups for eg. [hetalia - axis & allies] or  [twst - pomefiore & heartslabyul] but please do not request more than 2 groups at a time

✧ i might interpret characters differently and decide on my own headcanons for them [without diminishing important character traits and personality]

✧  as for requests, you are welcome to send in an ask any time you want! as long as it follows the aforementioned rules, it should be okay to do so :)

✧ no masterlist [aka someone get on my ass to get me to make one please]

✧ anything tagged #✧toria answers is answering gen questions and not requests/writing asks - feel free to block. anything tagged with #✧toria thoughts is just thoughts - feel free to block those tags if you want

© vtoriacore | please do not repost, edit or translate any of my works or use my theme. i do not own any of the characters, those belong to their rightful owners.

[tafferling]

Tag Game!

I do tag games? Sometimes. I will put things below the cut though, so you don’t got to listen to my rambling.

Tagged by @maverick-werewolf and let me send you all the <3

1. Why did you choose your url?

I have donned my variations of this url, but Tafferling has been my online handle for a while. Other versions of it I held in the past were Tafferlicious and Tafferfield and I am sure you can see a trend.  

Taffer is meant to signal that I love Thief and Garrett.

3. How long have you been on Tumblr?

Uh. March 13 2016, apparently.  When I started posting Latchkey Hero.

I still stand by the No followers? No Problem! that I started out with. 

4. Do you have a queue tag?

I don’t know what a queue tag is and at this point I am too afraid to ask. 

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

I wanted to add Dying Light content to an otherwise pretty much Dying Light lacking platform. 

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

This is Sinvik! My main protagonist in my original novel series. She is hugging a plushie. A werewolf plushie. A Tom Drake plushie. 

7. Why did you choose your header?

That’s @maverick-werewolf and me.

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

I checked and now I am sad. It’s the only “meme” post I ever made.

9. How many mutuals do you have?

No clue.

10. How many followers do you have?

@owlishintergalactic  was my number 600 and so I sent her a postcard! 

11. How many people do you follow?

300. Hey, look, it’s exactly half! 

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

One, apparently. 

13. How often do you use Tumblr each day?

Depends. Sometimes more, sometimes less. My own blog is a comfort place for me. The way it looks, the colours, and of course the content on it. So I often go to my OWN blog just to give a bit of a click-about and soak up serotonin. My dash is pretty nice too though. I am quick on the unfollow/block button if I see drama crop up.

14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

Not exactly a fight? I got harassment about my kylecrane side blog which occasionally crops up again whenever I get active there. Actually drove me off the platform and made me unfollow most of the Dying Light content creators cause I wanted nothing to do with the fandom any more. 

15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

If you say I need to reblog this post I am not reblogging it. 

16. Do you like tag games?

They are fun sometimes! I don’t really think anyone cares much about reading the results though - I mean they do for blogs where you follow the BLOGGER, yeah? If they are a personality you are really into.  But I am quite sure most followers I have are here for seeing my gifs :)

17. Do you like ask games?

Depends on the game. I love getting asks though! I don’t get many tho :(

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?

I have no idea. I personally think @maverick-werewolf and @rocketedaway are famous to ME. 

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

Yes. 

Tagging: UUh. Uuuh. Imma pick three from the top of my @ list. Please feel free to ignore! @rocketedaway @ihavearandom @sunny-adorkable​

[backhurtyy]

i was tagged by the lovely @terracyte so... yeah!!!!!! thank you again terra!!!! 💖💖💖💖

1. name/nickname: hello it is me. ellen. i don’t really have any nicknames but on an unrelated note everyone thinks i pronounce my name as allen so i get called that a lot.... i hate it

2. gender: female

3. star sign: libra

4. height: 5’3”

5. time: 9:25 am

6. birthday: october 10

7. favorite bands/groups: queen, the aces, idkHOW

8. favorite solo artist: miley cyrus, taylor swift, rex orange county..... it’s the yearning for me

9. song stuck in my head: thought of you by the aces

10. last movie: ice age! my fave.... i watched it while i was still stuck in bed recovering from surgery

11. last show: the good place.... i’m almost done with it. also michael is an ace icon and i will not be taking criticism on that :)

12. when did i create this blog: early june i think??? i was consuming fics like crazy and i wanted more zukka content so.... here i am!! it’s been a vibe.

13. what do i post: atla stuff! like my fics and memes, as well as reblogging people’s art and fics and stuff that catches my eye. also a lot of stuff about being ace or the occasional post about she ra or the dragon prince

14. last thing i googled: .....cobb vanth..... i had to send a pic of him to a friend to prove he could be qualified as a dilf. very important, obviously

15. other blogs: this is my main, i have a side blog @smilehoneyy where i reblog kinda. whatever i want. it’s a lot of mandalorian stuff right now lmao

16. do i get asks: sometimes! i love whenever i get them tho, and i’d love to receive more about... anything

17. why did i choose this url: i love the tag zukos an awkward turtleduck on ao3 and when i made this account that was what came to mind

18. following: 182

19. followers: 279??? idk why but hello!!!! and thank you!!!

20. average hours of sleep: 7-8

21. lucky number: 10.... my birthday is 10/10 and i was born at 10 am so. yeah

22. instruments: i played flute in band for eight years and i played guitar for a little bit before quitting cause it was hard

23. what am i wearing: the same outfit i have been wearing for almost two weeks straight (i had back surgery dont judge me) which is a very very large shirt that says hawaii and a pair of green/brown genie pants

24. dream job: a designer for broadway. if i want to do lights, costumes, sound, or set i’m not sure yet, i just know i want to live in nyc and design for shows

25. dream trip: going to alaska. i want to go there so! bad!

26. favorite food: ice cream??? i don’t really know actually, that might just be what i’m craving lmao

27. nationality: american

28. favorite song: i have a hard time with favorites but songs i’ve been obsessed with lately are midnight sky by miley cyrus, never be me by miley cyrus, the less i know the better by tame impala, thought of you by the aces, cool cat by queen, television/so far so good by rex orange county, cruel summer by taylor swift, glamorous by fergie, mariposa by peach tree rascals, zillionaire by the aces, sunflower by post malone, and never been in love by will jay. i now realize it probably would have been easier to drop the link to my favorites playlist on spotify but. oh well

29. last book read: les miserables.... i’m exactly 1/10th of the way through and i haven’t read it since july so that’s fun

30. 3 fictional universes you’d like to live in: the dragon prince universe, harry potter (i hate jkr but.... doing magic and going to hogwarts always sounded so fun), and star wars (literally writing a space au rn..... so.... yeah)

and i’m gonna tag..... @bagel-rights-activist @snakefarm42 @zukkaclawthorne @that-was-anticlimactic @zukkau and @bisexuallsokka (as always feel free to ignore if you want <3)

[spectre1]

tagged by the lovely @spotchka thank u plum!!

1. Why did you choose your url? i was trying to save a bunch of sw urls for my main blog lol and spectre1 was surprisingly free and stan kanan jarrus, that’s my bestie!

2. Any side blogs? this is a side blog👀 my main is @favouritecolours where i blog about all my other interests (art, poetry, other movies, more personal posts + updates), i also have an atla side blog @kataruh that i made a couple years ago but don’t really use as often. i also started a resources blog yesterday lol @selectivecolour which is just themes rn bcos i may or may not be thinking about starting a sw animation / rebels source blog

3. How long have you been on tumblr? sigh.. since i was like 13 unfortunately. i think i turned out okay all things considering but it’s just so crazy to think about

4. Do you have a queue tag? yes! it’s just #q and runs like twice while i’m asleep

5. Why did you start your blog? i rewatched the all of the movies and finally finished tcw during christmas break then watched rebels in like. a weekend after lol which kickstarted my star wars brain rot. i saved the url in like end of march/april ish then started posting here to not spam my main blog with too many star wars posts and then i started making gifs n other creations now here i am <3

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp? i used to have leia / hera icons and then i changed it to kanan bcos i thought it wld be cute if my icon and url matched. i also think it makes shitposts like this more funny hahaah

7. Why did you choose your header? um 👁👄👁 my header is not visible on this blog anymore but it was a picture of kanan and ezra on lothal picked it bcos i love them and the twin moons and the blue bg matched with my icon colour

8. What post of yours has the most notes? i am a jedi, like my father before me but with kanan and ezra which is one of my favourites that i’ve made and i like looking through the tags on that LMFAOO

9. How many mutuals do you have? idk besties how do u find out this information

10. How many followers do you have? 222 angel number isms <3

11. How many blogs do you follow? 139 i shld probably follow more fjkfg

12. Have you ever made a shit post? yes and whenever they get more than like. 30 notes im like hit post!!!!!!!!

13. How often do use Tumblr a day? more than i would like to honestly

14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog? no i do use the block button very liberally tho <3

15. How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog’ posts? uhh i don’t think i’ve ever seen one of those on my dashboard but just reblog want u want i guess?? it’s ur blog lol

16. Do you like tag games? yes i think it is cute to think that my mutuals are thinking of me and want to know more about me heehee i don’t always do them though bcos i am either lazy or don’t think ppl care for what i have to say fhdfjk

17. Do you like ask games? yeah i don’t think i’ve ever done them on this blog but if im ever bored and have time i’ll do them!!

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous? uhhhh idk how to gauge what tumblr famous is bgkbmgkm but if we are mutuals ily u are famous in my eyes

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual? not in any serious way obviously but if we’re mutuals, i’m peeling u an orange and giving you a slice. i am making you a cup of warm tea. i am reblogging posts i think you wld like when i see you online in hopes that you see it

tagging @chellilonaaphra @burnhamandtilly @obiewan @milfventress and if u see this and wanna do it just say i tagged you lol, no pressure to do this tho!!!

[upperranktwo]

Tag Games <3

there’s a couple so after the first one I’m gonna put it under a cut <3333 please feel free to do any that might strike your fancy!!!! 

Tag game 1 - Tagged by @jolinekujo ty Elena <3 

Rules - Make a playlist shuffle with 10 tracks 

Meant to Live - Rising Insane

Trojan - Another Now 

Homura - LiSA 

Fetish For The Finite - FVK 

Kill This Love - Blackpink 

Rise Above It - I Prevail 

Eternally Yours - Motionless In White 

Devastation - Beartooth 

The Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin 

Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park 

Tag Game 2 - Also tagged by @/jolinekujo tysm again <3 

Why did you choose your url? I adore Akaza so much <3 and he’s upper rank three in the upper section of the moons in KNY <3 I’m kinda amazed nobody had taken it sadasdasdsa i mean it’s pretty much canon!!!! 

Any side blogs? - Not any that I use. any side blogs I have are to keep hold of URLs that I like

How long have you been on tumblr? I’ve had many accounts since like 2011/2012 I’ve had this account for 2 and a half years tho

Do you have a queue tag? I rarely queue things. I used to use ‘Pikaqueue’ but some ppl didn’t get it was a play on pikachu ahdsadsadsa 

Why did you start your blog in the first place? I really wanted a fresh account so I just decided to make a new one in early 2019. There wasn’t any real reason why I made this account.

Why did you choose your icon? I love Douma so so so so much!!!!! He makes me laugh!!!!! I’m also matching icons with a mutual who has Akaza from the same panel

Why did you choose your header? It’s one of my favourite Douma panels <3 tbh I really want a decent Douma header but I don’t know how to make them asdadas maybe in the future I’ll try 

What’s your post with the most notes? Oh my stuff doesn’t get much notes. One of my toga edits just hit 1k but I really don’t like it that much. 

How many followers do you have? 906! I’m very happy to have everyone with me <3 I do wonder if I’ll hit 1k by the end of the year????

How many people do you follow? 224! I’ve been making sure to follow more people lately <3

Have you ever made a shitpost? Hasn’t everyone ??? ahaha I’ve made a lot of them 

How often do you use Tumblr? I’m on here everyday!!! I don’t have much going on so it’s a nice place to get inspired and distracted!

Did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? Yes it was years ago and I’m 100% convinced it was a lad from my school trying to start shit with me ashdhadada

How do you feel about “you need to reblog this post”?  It depends on the situation. A lot of them come off like it’s a guilt trip and I don’t like that. If it’s a very important thing I’ll try to share it at least once but I don’t want people to come on here and feel guilty for things

Do you like tag games? Do you like ask games? Yes!!! I love both! I love getting asks! Please anyone feel free to send me one whenever!!!! I also love being tagged in stuff!!!

Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? everyone is amazing to me!!!!

Do you have a crush on a mutual? Ahhh I don’t feel worthy of being anyone’s mutual! All of them inspire me so much to keep working on my own stuff <3 I love you all!!!

Tag Game 3 - Tagged by @swallowedastar tysm Shea <3

Go on this website and pick out your favourite plushies <3 

I’ve never heard of this website before but oh my god these are so fucking cute!!!!

tag game 4 - tagged by @gojosattoru​ (ana) @kyojuuros​ (heidi) and @kasumi-miwaa​ (emma) tysm <3333

Rules - Take this quiz and see which colour you are 

I have been told I’m very kind and I always want people to know they feel loved. I do find myself obsessed with things but I’m not sure if I’m a romantic to any extent ahahaha I very much believe I don’t think I can fall in love with a real person and there is no way anyone would love me. I do want other people to feel loved tho <3 

[dee--eer]

Tagged by @kiwilisland!

1. Why did you choose your URL?

It's from my initial! My initial is DRK so I just take the first 2 letters, and then the first syllable of my name is pronounced like 'Dee' so I added a bunch of Es between them. I was gonna do just 'deeeer' but I don't really want to have a deer as my name so I added 2 dash between it hahah

2. Any side blogs?

Mmm, there's this one I used to have where I post random vent poem in my mother language but I delete it just a few months ago... I haven't posted there in years and it's a bit embarassing to read 😂

3. How long have you been on tumblr?

I made this account on 2015 but I've been lurking on the site since around 2012/2013 I think? I have this weird anxieties about making social media acc so it took me a while to finally create an account.

4. Do you have a queue tag?

I used to have one but I didn't use it nowadays, I just reblog a bunch of things when I'm online hahah.

5. What did you originally start this blog for?

I think I found out about tumblr because some of my favorite ao3 writers talk about it and I got curious... I ended up making an account once I saw that it has a lot of fandom contents. Apparently my very first reblog is a Shizaya gif so I guess that's the fandom that made me start this blog.

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

Because it’s my son from my current 2nd biggest fandom :D

7. Why did you choose your header?

Because it’s my son from my current 1st biggest fandom :D Also because I like the blue tint, I love blue.

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

This one, apparently! It's a Yuri on Ice gifset comparing the dialogue from dub and sub. My top 3 posts with most notes are YOI post haha! That YOI fandom era was so good... I miss the vibe.

9. How many followers do you have?

I have 238 followers, a lots of them are probably either bots or inactive ahahah. I did get a few new followers this year, since I started actively using tumblr again last January!

10. How many blogs do you follow?

I'm following 163 blogs! Man I bet most of them are inactive now ajzjjaka

11. Have you ever made a shit post?

Oh, absolutely.

12. How often do you use tumblr every day?

More than I should be ahahah. I logged in whenever I had a chance these days. There's a time when I didn't use tumblr at all, for about 2 years I think? I'm mostly on insta and twitter those days because most of vld fandom are there. Now I switch to tumblr again because twitter starts to get too much haha.

13. Have you ever had a fight with another blog?

I don’t think so! My tumblr experience is mostly just me scrolling, liking, reblogging and moving on. That's what I like the most about tumblr, actually. You're not exactly required to socialize here and you can just vibe haha.

14. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

Depend on the post. If I agree and think it's important, I will. If I don't, I scroll away :D

I reblog a lots of those 'reblog or cursed' thing tho they make me nervous ajzjjzzj I'm so sorrry

15. Opinion on tag games?

I love it, it's fun to do!

16. Opinion on ask games?

I love seeing others do it! I don't do it myself, but my ask is open so feel free to ask me anything :D

17. Which of your mutuals is more tumblr famous?

Huh, I don't really know? I didn't really pay attention ahah, I follow a lots of big artist and/or writer tho does that count?

18. Do you have a crush on any of your mutuals?

I don't think so, no!

Thank you for tagging me! Hmmm I guess I'll tag @cloverkaito @ueyyuey @rux363 @purenguyening and anyone who want to do it! Only if you guys want to of course! :D

[jimimn]

HI ITS ME WHO'S NOT OVER JJK BLONDE SELFIE AND WILL NEVER BE -💫

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <33333333

HONESTLY ITS THE WAY YOH SAY SUCH NICE THINGS AND I DISAPPEAR FOR DAYS ON END BECAUSE INCONSISTENCY BLEEDS INTO EVERY CORNER OF MY LIFE FNEKALKD BUT I'M GETTING DONE WITH MY FIRST LEG OF EXAMS ON MONDAY SO YAY TO THAT!! OKAY I THINK WE'LL MOVE SLOWLY WITH BABY STEPS JUNGKOOK DROPPED SOME SELCAS JIMIN DROPPED SOME SELCAS IN THE WORDS OF THE LEGENDARY JEON JUNGKOOK ALL WE NEED NOW IS "together..BAM!" (THAT'S LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOMENTS EVER THE WAY HE SAYS IT 🤧)

YES IN THIS HOUSE WE SCREAM OVER JIMIN'S DISRESPECT HE IS THE PARAGON OF A MULTI-FACETED MAN THAT HAS US WRAPPED AROUND HIS FINGER. THE AUDACITY 😤

CHANEL X JIMIN LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN AND OMG THAT SELFIE THAT DROPPED?? SIR???? WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL?? I MEAN YES BH SAID LET'S DROP SELFIES IN BULK BUT THAT ONE PICTURE OF HIM IN BLACK(GREY? I DONT KNOW FHSKKAJF) WITH THE SHIRTS UNBUTTONED!!! THEM COLLARBONES ARE FREE AND THEY'RE THRIVING IN THE OPEN IN THAT ONE. ALSO HIS LIPS ARE SO PRETTY. OH GOD LITERALLY HE HAS THAT COCKY SMIRK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE KNOWS HE DOES HOT BOY SHIT LIKE SHUT UP OK YOU CANT DO THAT JAIL FOR U NDNSLSKAJJW

SUCH A FUCKING TEASE THATS RIGHT!! EVEN STRAIGHT MEN?? BRO LIKE HOW DO YOU HAVE ALL GENDERS JUST TRIPPING OVER THEMSELVES FOR YOU IT'S INSANE AND OMG MISS SHIVI HAVE YOU SEEN THAT ONE CLIP IN WHICH JIMIN HOLDS HIS GAZE WITH THESE MEN WHO LOOK AT HIM (i think it was bon voyage?) and when they cross each other he JUST SMIRKS AND RUNS HIS HAND THROUGH HIS HAIR LIKE YEAH OK ALEXA PLAY I'M SEXY AND I KNOW IT. AND YES I'LL LISTEN TO EVERYTHING YOU HAVE TO SAY ANYTIME 💗💗

12PM KST IS THE HOLY HOUR I TELL YOU ALTHOUGH I REMEMBER WAITING THE NIGHT BEFORE BE CAME OUT WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO COME AND BH WAS JUST LIKE "yea...no" OMG THAT'S AWESOME YOUR COUSIN'S VISITING YOU

HHFJDOSO YEAH IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE THEY DID THE JUMP ALTHOUGHHHH I'M POSITIVE THEY'LL DO SMTH COOL LIKE THAT IN THEIR CONCERTS BECAUSE THEIR PERFORMANCE QUALITY IS JUST.. THROUGH THE ROOF IT'S CRAZY!! WHEN THE PERFORM WINGS?? LIKE HOLY SHIT NO CHOREO NO POSITIONS JUST BTS RUNNING AROUND THE STAGE MAKING THE CROWD GO FERAL I LOVE EVERY WINGS PERFORMANCE SO MUCH MY SEROTONIN LEVELS ARE ALWAYS AT A HIGH THEN. OOHH MY GODDD BS&T IS REALLY THAT BITCH!!!! WHO'S DOING IT LIKE HER TODAY NO ONE IS EXACTLY. AND NOOOO I TOTALLY GET IT WE THINK ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH THAT ACCIDENT HAS THE SAME EFFECT ON ME. IF ONLY YOU'D TOLD ME THEN IN 2016 THAT THAT ACCIDENT WAS THE START OF SO MANY I'D BE PREPARED FOR EVERYTHING THAT FOLLOWED (see: him basically stripping himself that one serendipity performance. holy shit.)

FOR REAL THO CHRISTMAS LOVE DROPPED OUT OF NOWHERE AND DO YOU REMEMBER JIMIN SAYINF uUH iM nOt wORkInG oN a SoLo SoNg aT ThE mOmEnT heHe LIKE ALL MEN DO IS LIE OK AT THIS POINT. BYE. YES TAEHYUNG DID WARN US BUT ARMYS (LIKE MYSELF) PUT THEIR CLOWN WIGS ON AND THOUGHT IT WAS KTH1 LMAO. OMG I HOPE YOU DON'T SLEEP THROUGH ANY OF THEIR UPCOMING SONG RELEASES BUT I'M SURE IT'S THE BEST FEELING TO WAKE UP TO CHECK YOUR NOTIFS AND SEE "Big Hit Labels" BECAUSE THAT'S HOW YOU KNOW IT'S GOING TO BE FIREEE. DUDE SERIOUSLY I NEED JIMIN TO GO LIVE AGAIN (although we've been well fed by namjoon for now🤧😌💗) LIKE THAT ONE YT LIVE WHERE HE SAID "O...M...G" SHUT UP STOP BEING SO CUTE I'M DHJSWLIFJWKALS

LMAO OKAY YEAH THAT'S VALID YOUR BLOG THEME IS BASICALLY ✨jimin✨ AND I LOVE THAT IT REALLY GRAVITATED ME AND YOUR URL OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD YOUR BRAINNN 💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️

YES YES YES JIMIN IS SO PERFECT AND THE SOCK DOODLESSS 😭😭😭 oooo so when did you get into giffing? how did you start? BROOOOO YOUR URL'S ORIGIN STORY. I LOVE IT WOW YES IT'S DEFINITELY GOT THE REQUIRED ✨pazzaz✨

NOOO OMG THIS URL IS YOUR BRAND LIKE YOU'RE A LEGEND ON ARMYBLR I LOVE IT SO MUCH. BUT STILL!! IT'S YOUR CHOICE AT THE END 💖

OMG QUARANTINE DID IT'S ONE GOOD JOB AND GOT YOU INTO BANGTAN YAY. OMG YOU AND MISS LIFEGOESMON ARE FRIENDSS??? LEGENDS INTERACTING THIS IS SO COOL. LMAO THE PARADIGM SHIFT YOU MUST'VE FELT FROM LISTENING TO STAY GOLD (WHICH BTW THE MV...THE LITERAL CUTEST OH GOD THE LITTLE DOG AND JIMIN'S LITTLE SMILES DHSJAOWO) TO THEN GOING TO BST IN WHICH JIMIN IS BASICALLY STRIPPING AND JUNGKOOK IS UPSIDE DOWN LMAOOO. YES BS&T HAS EVERYONE HOOKED THE POWERRRR. YOU FALLING DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE WITH YOUR FRIEND'S ASSISTANCE OH GOD THIS IS SO CUTE 💓 EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM 🥺🥺🥺

AAAAH OKAY MY STORY ISN'T AS INTERESTING AS YOURS IS BUT IN 2016 BASICALLY ALL I KNEW OF KPOP WAS GANGNAM STYLE AND WASNT WILLING TO CUANGE THAT PERCEPTION (FOOL BEHAVIOUR I TELL YOU) AND WAS TOO BUSY OBSESSING OVER ONE DIRECTION'S REUNION AND SO ONE NIGHT (THE NIGHT BEFORE JIMIN'S BIRTHDAY 🤧🤧) I JUST STUMBLED UPON THEIR BS&T TEARS MV AND I HEARD IT AND I WAS LIKE OMG!! THIS IS THAT SUPER ADDICTIVE SONG THAT I'D HEARD SOMEWHERE AND IT JUST SPIRALLED FROM THERE I REMEMBER SEEING JIMIN AND BEING LIKE 👀👀👀👀 WHO IS HE I LIKE HIM AND JUST HIS AURA DREW ME IN SOOO MUCH AND WHEN I WAS GETTING INTO THEM I REMEMBER WRITING THEIR NAMES IN MY NOTES TO SEE IF I COULD REMEMBER 🤧 AND I STILL HAVE THAT NOTE FROM 4+ YEARS AGO 💓 AND YEAH BASICALLY SEEING THEM DO ALL THE MUSIC SHOWS AND STUFF AT THE TIME WAS SO COOOL AND MIND YOU BH DIDN'T HAVE SUBS FOR BANGTAN BOMBS THEN SO WENT ON THESE SKETCHY DAILYMOTION TYPE SITES LOOKING FOR ALL THE CONTENT I COULD CHURN OUT LMAO

AND YES!! COURTESY OF YOU I DID WATCH SOME RUN EPS!! I WATCHED THEIR CANADA ONES SPEAKING OF WHICH I LOOOVE THAT PART WHERE THEY'RE DOING THAT SONG GUESSING THING IN THE MORNING AND JIMIN SAYS "are you cold?" 🥺🥺 TO TAE AND HUGS HIM URRHRHEHSJSJSH AND I ALSO SAW THE ONES WITH THE PUPPIES GODDDDD I LOVE THE PUPPIES ONE SO MUCH LITERALLY JUNGKOOK AND HIS DOG (MIRI?) OH MY GOD THAT LIL FLUFFER AND ADAM IS MY ICON WITH HOW HE JUST DID HIS OWN THING LMAO.

BUT ANYWAY!! DO YOU HAVE A FAVE ERA?? LIKE DO YOU EVER LOOK AT THEM AND GO "Damn I wish I was a fan then" BECAUSE HONESTLY I WISH I HAD STANNED THEM IN THEIR DOPE ERA BUT I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE SURVIVED JIMIN THEN DHKSOWID-💫

FOR THE UMPTEENTH TIME!!!!!!! ITS OKAY!!!!!!!! I TOTALLY TOTALLY UNDERSTAND!!!!! AND YAYYYYY CONGRATS I HOPE THE FIRST LEG OF EXAMS WENT WELL <333333 AND OH MY GOD you’re gonna make me cry with the together baam goddddddd same one of my fave moments and jimin’s giggles after that 😭😭😭😭 my babies <3 :((((

that..... black suit selca....... that opened button...... like open one more dear sir who’s stopping you... just do it <33333 YEAH he totally needs to shut up with his i know im hot side it just kills me every single time 😭😭😭😭😭

LISTEN THAT BV3 MOMENT  S H O O K  ME OKAY????? THOSE GUYS LOOKED AT HIM AND HE WAS SO FUCKING SMUG ABOUT IT (AND HE SHOULD BE) AND THE WAY HE LICKED HIS LIPS AND RAN HIS HANDS THROUGH HIS HAIR????? LIKE HE KNOWS HE HAS EVERY SINGLE PERSON; NO MATTER WHAT GENDER; WRAPPED AROUND HIS LIL PINKY LIKE THAT???????

OH MY GOD ME TOO I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE THE WINGS STAGE AND WATCHING THEM HAVE SO MUCH FUN IS JUST SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I ALSO ABSOLUTELY LOVVVEEE THEIR ENERGY DURING THE SY TOUR MEDLEY WITH IDOL AND BAEPSAE AND FIRE AND DOPE ZSXDFGFCHGVJBHJN THEY JUST LOSE THEMSELVES IN THE CROWD AND THE MUSIC AND ITS JUST SO FUCKING SURREAL TO WATCH HOW MUCH THEY ENJOY DOING WHAT THEY DO!!!!! kinda makes me want to find that happiness and passion in whatever i do in my professional life <3 and LISTEN jimin said the break the soul commentary THAT HE COULD DO SERENDIPITY SHIRTLESS TOO. THE AUDACITY. HE SAID THAT WITH HIS WHOLE CHEST. 

YOU KNWO WHAT I THINK JIMIN WON’T GIVE US A HINT BEFORE DROPPING PJM1. HE’LL JUST DROP IT ONE FINE DAY OUT OF NOWHERE LIKE HE DROPPED PROMISE AND CHRISTMAS LOVE (i wasn’t here when he dropped promise but i read that on twitter sdfghjkl) AND NO PLS NO I DO N O T WANT TO SLEEP THROUGH JJK1 OR KTH1 OR PJM1 OR KSJ1 OR NAMGI MIXTAPE 3 OR HOBI MIXTAPE 2 OR ANYTHING BASICALLY YOU GET IT i had slept through dynamite cb because i had NO CLUE that they were gonna drop it at 1pm kst rather than 12 am kst. i was under the impression that since they dropped all the teaser pictures and the teaser itself as 12 am kst, the mv will drop at 12 am kst too. and I woke up like two hours after the mv dropped (which was almost noon my time) and i felt like A FUCKING FOOL AND I JUST 😭😭😭😭 NEVER WANT TO FEEL LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN 😭😭😭 

AND YES BABIE NEEDS TO COME LIVE SOON PLS I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH :((((( AND HIS O...M.....G HAD MADE ME FUCKING SOBBBBBBBBBBB his yt live god he looked sooooooo fluffy with his hair and his tiny hands and his puppy eyes and soft voice im just so 😭😭😭😭😭😭

NO NONNONONONO PLEASE IM NO LEGEND DON’T SAY THAT IM EMBARRASSED im just a normal fangirl who makes okayish gifs 😭😭 and ok yes so i started giffing LONNNGGGGGG time back on a different public fan forum from my country but i never knew the right process and stuff so obviously the gifs were shitty lmao BUT ANYWAY i got into gifmaking PROPERLY this in july last year and obviously struggled a lot in the beginning because i didn’t know shit about colouring and stuff lmao but i kept practicing and even though im not perfect rn i do think that i got better. i love giffing tho. its such a nice creative outlet and whenever i gif the boys it brings me so much happiness :( <33

AND YES ASDFGHJKL ME AND HER ARE FRIENDS SINCE A VERY LONG TIME SDFGHJK LIKE LONG BEFORE BOTH OF US GOT INTO BTS SDFGHJ and ah yes the whiplash lmaooooooo and you’re right god the stay gold mv is SO FUCKING PRETTY THE COLOURS IN THAT ENTIRE MV HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AND JIMIN AND TAE AND JOON WITH THE DOGGO JUST EVERYTHING SDFGHJK <3333333 AND BS&T DUDE I GIFFED THE MV YESTERDAY AND IM 💀💀💀💀💀 (like i just giffed jimin from the mv but i did watch the whole thing 5647589 times <333333) AND GUESS WHAT!!!!!! I WAS A LILLY SINGH FAN (IDK IF YOU KNOW HER SHE’S A YOUTUBER) BACK IN 2016 AND PEOPLE BACK THEN HAD REQUESTED HER TO REACT TO BS&T MV AND I HAD WATCHED HER REACTION VIDEO AND (although it didn’t stick with me back then because i was a fucking fool) I DID SOMEHOW REMEMBERED THE JIN AND STATUE KISSING MOMENT AND WHEN IN 2020 I SAW THE MV AND SAW THE KISSING MOMENT MY BRAIN JUST!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT I HAVE SEEN THIS BEFORE SOMEWHERE AND THEN I REMEMBERED I HAD SEEN THIS IN THE REACTION VIDEO LMAOOOOO i wish i hadn’t been a fool and gotten into them back then :((((

AH NO OMG YOUR STORY IS SOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEE ATLEAST YOU WEREN’T A FOOL LIKE ME TO NOT GET ATTRACTED TO BS&T THE FIRST TIME OF SEEING IT!!!! I WANNA HIT MY 2016 SELF LIKE DAMN YOU YOU FOOLISH ASSHOLE AND yes omg how did y’all do the subs thing damnnnnn i can’t imagine

AND YES THE CANADA RUN EPIS ARE LOOOVVVEEEE and that vmin moment plsssssss i cry everytime 😭😭😭😭😭 it is just so soft and innocent and tae’s little smile after jimin just turns around and hugs him 😔😔😔😔 i love soulmates 😔😔😔😔 AND MIRI YES OMG EVERYONE WAS SO IMPRESSED BY THE LITTLE CUTIE AND THE WAY JUNGKOOK JUST KEPT ADORING HER THROUGHOUT MADE ME SO SO SOFTTTT and bro adam is me. i am like that. lazy and un-motivated AF. although if i were a dog and jin were to be my owner i would listen to him so well and jump on him every chance i’d get 😌😌😌

GOD YES RED HAIR DOPE ERA JIMIN 💀 BABIE BUT MAKE IT SEXY 🥵🥵 AND OMG YESDGFHG MY FAVE ERA IS HYYH. ORANGE HAIRED JIMIN. PLS. HE’S EVERYTHING. I WISH I HAD GOTTEN INTO THEM DURING THAT. LIKE THAT ERA IS ..... SOMEHOW SO FUCKING WILD AND STILL SO ASSURING AND CALMING ????? KEEPS ME ROOTED LIKE IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN DFGHJKL AND WINGS TOO DAMN I WISH I WAS HERE TO LIVE ALL THOSE AMAZING ERAS. but even though i wish i had gotten into them earlier... i think i found them when i needed them the most. I was going through a very difficult time last year and they somehow they made me feel so fucking safe and at home that the connection was instant. honestly i’ve never stanned or felt a connection with any celebrity as strong as the one i feel with bangtan. its like... they don’t know i exist but they still know EXACTLY what im feeling and what to say or do at that time to make me feel comforted. Its weird god but its true :((( SORRY I GOT EMO I JUST LOVE THEM A LOT SDFGHJKL

[forreasonswretchedandivine]

Tagged by: @kimchi-fried-ice (feel free to say hi whenever! I LOVE your blog, and you seem very nice I’d love to be friends!:))

Nickname: it’s practically my actual name, but it’s tidge. When I was little my basketball coach would always say my name as tish lol. Then my family started calling me that because they thought it was hilarious, and my mom said it in front of my theatre friends and they started doing it too. It’s honestly grown on me, and I let just about everyone call me tidge BC it usually leads to me telling them where it came from. Also I think it’s cute:):)

Height: 5’5?? 5’6? People always say I should know this but I just never do🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️.(side note: if you’re taller than me and also a girl who likes girls HMU😚)

Hogwarts house: I’m like the only one of every person I know who’s consumed 4 Harry Potter things( read first book, watched first 3 movies) but I took a quiz and got slytherin? Sounds about right from what I know lol. I’m nice, but I’ve got major RBF and I’m ALWAYS down for a little drama

Last thing I googled: “where to catch dreepy in Pokémon sword” that elusive motherfucker has a 2% chance of spawning in the wild area and I almost exploded after 2 hours of running in and out of like 3 different tall grass areas. Didn’t find one BUT I found it’s evolved form, which was fine because looking any longer may have killed me

Song stuck in my head: From Eden by Hozier and high five by Sigrid. They are both bangers in their own respect, and the are playing ln my head at the same time right now. It’s kinda nice!

Following:253! Though a few of those are inactive now, I’ve had this account since middle school

Followers: 27 total but 10 are inactive, and I’m pretty sure one is just a spam account that was VERY convincing

Amount of sleep I get: I try for 7-8 and get it most of the time, but some nights I get hit with that good self hate™️™️ and stay up later because why not? Or I’ll be up till 3 in fugue state trying to finish homework/ projects that I procrastinated on lol. I take lots of naps too BC they are soooo great

Lucky number:13! I have no basis behind this, other than because I want it to be, and because people say it’s bad luck. So far it’s been pretty great to me!!

Dream job: 😬😬😬 welll over the past 2 years, especially since I transferred colleges and had a bit of an unexpected major chance( technical theatre> studio art) My career path has been pretty unclear and I’m still not really sure what I wanna do. I’d love to get back into something theatre related because I’m pretty good at it, but lately the art I’ve been doing makes me very happy and gives me a personal sense of accomplishment that theatre never gave me. I’m hoping to find some sort of intersection between the two, so I can be able to make something for either a play or musical, then when I’m done just go chill somewhere for a little while and take a nap. Or like make some cool painting or drawing, make some money from it, then take a few weeks off of doing sutff, repeat. So I guess the short answer is: make art that I enjoy, get paid, not work every day:)

Wearing: what am I wearing?My, my, how sexual!! Just kidding;);). Black boots, high waisted skinny jeans, an button up shirt with a stranger things demegoron pattern, tan cardigan, and a little trans pride pendant I made to remind myself I am valid, and to signal other trans people!

Favorite song: (TAZ balance spoilers) idk if this counts but any version of lucetia’s theme from taz, written by one GRIFFIN TEAR MY HEART OUT ANDREW MCELROY. It’s just so beautiful, and it always makes me feel such strong emotions because every time it plays on the podcast there’s like a major plot development or moment of growth for lucetia, and I JUST. I literally ascend when it plays during the finale when she’s about to stop the hunger, just ugh so good

Instruments: I played the baritone for like a year in middle school. To summarize how that went: I was not very good:/:/

Random fact: I’m always telling myself that this probably isn’t something I should be so casual and open about, but then I tell people anyways. When I was 3-4, my sister was getting on my nerves and we were both on the kitchen counter for some reason. So to get her to stop, I took a knife and cut almost completely through her finger. Needless to say that got me in a bit of trouble with my dad, and to this day most of my family gets on edge when they see me with a knife. Which I find funny because In my teen years and now, I’ve gotten really into buying knifes and swords like some sort of blade gremlin. All of that probably made me sound very unstable, but I promise I’m not, just like sharp things. Im like 30% unhinged at all times AT MOST.

Aesthetics:????? I’m really into symmetry and matching colors of that counts as an aesthetic. My room is probably the best example, because everything in it is organized in a weird messy kinda way. I know where it is but it’s not where you’d think(ex: The sword I have hung next to my window) again I am very much a gremlin girl, and while I keep a lot of weird stuff, Im also very organized and creative so I end up using some broken things to make something new(ex: the bow and arrow I made out of a walking stick, some rubber bands and a 5 mechanical pencils). This description is probably also a good example of my aesthetic, which is to say messy, and slightly incoherent, but prepared and practical. In terms of clothing, it’s a sliding scale between “ For all intents and purposes I was not planning on leaving my room or being perceived physically by others today, but a friend wanted to hang out, and I love my friends so here I am looking like this” And “ I am an ethereal being of pure beauty and elegance, but watered down a bit so I’m still very well dressed, but minus the elegance, and plus a lil slut and probably some black boots”. It should also be stated that my gayness is part of both of these in varying degrees of intensity

I tag: @rosebudyke @negative-ghostriderr @sunshine-nb @severedned @seraphlesbian (y’all don’t have to if you don’t want to tho,but if you want message me! You all also seem very nice☺️)

[the-gay-in-the-way]

Some Questions and Notes.

Question first, what series or AU or idea for a fic would you guys all prefer I work on first?

Like, which is your favorite and/or which one would you like me to work on as soon as possible?

There’s a lot of them and I’m not sure which to really sink my teeth into at the moment.

I’ve been kind of distracted by things lately but stuff’s calmed down enough for me to write more again.

So what do you guys think I should work on first?

Also, just a quick note here.

I’m literally one person away from the 300 follower milestone which is amazing and magical and makes me feel very appreciated despite not really doing anything to deserve the attention.

And I’m getting close to finishing the cover of Dreams!

It should be done pretty soon, hopefully.

Within the next week or two, if things go well.

I just finished creating the audio on my side of things so now I just have to let my brother in law do his magic and make the background music to match my vocals.

So we’ll see how that works out pretty soon.

Such excitement.

Much hype.

Very woot.

Also also, I’m going to be overhauling a bunch of my stuff online sometime during this next week.

I’m going to do another updated masterpost with all my works from here, I’m going to be updating everything on my Patreon page, I’m going to start working on my youtube channel properly, I’m going to start preparing some more cover vocals, I’m going to change how livestreams are laid out, I’m going to update all of my fics links so they connect properly, and I might even edit some of my fics a little while I’m at it.

Also also also, this isn’t super important but I want to mention this because I don’t want everyone to look at me and be like “Oh, so they’re just trying to get money out of us. How selfish!”.

No, that is not what I am trying to do now nor is it what I’m going to be doing in the future.

But, I am going to start mentioning my Patreon and putting the link to it on all of my works from now on.

My Patreon page, from tomorrow onwards, will just be a place to read all of my original works, watch or read some behind the scene stuff of me just living life and doing whatever, and give me some donations so that I can spend more of my time creating stuff for you guys to enjoy.

If you don’t want to go there, you don’t have to.

If you don’t want to give me money, you don’t have to.

You are your own person and it’s completely up to you how you live your life.

I’m still going to mention my Patreon page a lot and I would greatly appreciate it if some people would give me donations.

But nobody should feel obligated.

Things will continue, mostly, as is regardless of whether I get Patrons or not.

I just thought I’d mention this because I don’t want anyone to get annoyed by me doing this.

I’m just trying to find a way to make writing and singing and stuff my job.

That way, I can spend more time on that than on trying to scrape the bottom of the barrel for some kind of manageable voice acting or freelance work.

Anyways,(sorry I worry a lot about my Patreon bothering people)I also wanted to inform you guys that I’ll be doing livestreams on twitch every friday starting from this upcoming friday onwards.

Livestreams will usually just involve me talking to you guys, answering questions, singing songs, messing around with an instrument, reacting to an anime or something, or playing some kind of game while talking.

So feel free to stop by when it happens.

I’ll always mention it in a post on here when it starts and I’d be happy to tag people if you want to be seriously updated whenever it happens.

I can do the same and create a taglist for just random news involving the blog and myself, if anyone is interested.(tho I’m not sure why you would be.)

Finally,(I think. I got kind of lost after that Patreon rant...)I wanted to ask one more question and mention one more note.

Note: I’ll be starting up my Choose Your Own Adventure blog sometime within the next month or so.

I’m just preparing some of the preset story stuff so that I have some vague things to go off of.

I’ll offer more about it all when I’m done with getting everything ready and set up.

Question: Would you guys be interested in me creating a separate bog just for more personal stuff?

I was thinking of doing something along the lines of daily or weekly vlog things, mostly just when I’m doing stuff like going out or working on something semi-exciting, and I thought I might also just mention random events and post up links to the videos on tumblr.

But I don’t want to end up clogging up this blog with content nobody really wants to see.

So, if you’d like for me to make a separate blog for that, please tell me.

Or if you would prefer for everything to stay meshed together on this single blog, please tell me.

Or if you don’t really care and would rather I just not do anything like this in general, please tell me then as well.

Seriously, I appreciate whatever feedback to my questions I can get.

As a reminder, because it feels like ages ago since I mentioned it, please also tell me what series/AU/fic idea you would like me to work on the most.

You can even give me a list of which ones you’d like and in what order.

I make no promises, but I’ll probably follow some of your suggestions.

Anyways, thanks for bothering to read this, if you did.

I appreciate it.

Thank you for leaving any feedback, if you did.

I really appreciate it.

And I hope I can continue to make some good stories/general content for you guys to enjoy from now on.

Here’s some links if you’re interested(they’ll be changed, pretty drastically in some cases, during the next week.(Not the links, just the sites they’re linked to.)):

Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/Cerillen

Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Cerillen/pseuds/Cerillen

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPz4p5XdoRESDKZeMDnWXFQ

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/cerillen

Discord: https://discord.gg/FsUhc5f

[glambertmirleelau]

Getting to Meet George Salazar

So, like I debated really hard about posting this story or not on this, cause I’ve never shown my real face on this blog, but here we are so this also doubles as a face reveal lol. This happened back in February, and I posted pictures about my trip on my personal Facebook and my Instagram and twitter, however here I am just going to talk about the night I met George (copy and pasted from my Facebook for now anyways), and once I get my theater blog up and going I may remake this post in more detail over there. Anyways, without further ado, enjoy.

Before I start tho, that weekend was the best weekend of my life. I WILL NEVER FORGET IT. Is it strange to say it was life changing?! It was AMAZING. There’s so much I could say, but its so hard to find the words. And on the anniversary of me discovering Be More Chill and by extension George this year, I probably going to make a appreciation post for both.  

Anyways. Okay for serious now. Story time.

( From my Facebook with edits in [brackets] - all pictures added, not all on FB, in order as the story is being told)

So the day of the show (February 18th) we[my mom and I] left the hotel for the show early because of weather (and that the theater was further away then we thought. And some of the road conditions were kinda scary on the way there.) Anyways, eventually we got to the performing arts center over an hour early and really needed to use the bathroom so we went inside and someone showed is where it was. Then we went back out to the entrance area and we're waiting there because it was cold outside. 

[Sketchy and scary Road to PAC]

[This is the snow and entrance sign for the PAC] 

Then a gentleman in a suit came downstairs and asked if he could help us. We told him we where here for the show and were just super early. Then he introduced himself as John Zirkle, the Warren Miller PAC [which is where the show was] Director and one of the producers of the show. He said he was happy to see us since they had had a few people call and say they weren't coming because of the storm that had gone through earlier that day. Then my mom mentioned that we had driven from Nevada (where I live at the moment) and He goes, "Oh that's you?! Danielle and George said something about that. So you must be the one who has been posting about us on Facebook and stuff?" I said yes with a nervous laugh. And then he asked me if I was a theatre nerd (which I totally am and was wearing my theatre masks necklace so yeah what gave it away lol) and I said yeah kinda. He asked me where I heard about the show, to which I confessed that I followed George on social media and that where I had found out about it about three weeks ago and had been ask/talking back and forth with George. He was like "That’s really awesome. We'll have to make sure you get to meet him after the show." And like I could feel my excited nervous blush spread across my face as I agreed and said yeah I really wanted to because I really love George and his work. And Then he asked me about my tickets. So I get them out to show him and he takes them and says "Let's see what we can do about these seats. Let's get you moved right up front in the middle so you can have the best seats in the house!" He then took my tickets back upstairs to confer with the Danielle (the lady in charge of tickets and seating who's name I never fully got to catch to thank her properly). She was super nice when she had helped me on the phone earlier in the weeks leading up to this (and during the whole evening) so I had brought her a key chain from Nevada. She gave us upgraded seats, right up front in the middle, and when I say that I'm not kidding. I mean RIGHT UP FRONT. Like I could see the sweat from the stage lights. I've never been that close to a stage for a show in my entire life.

[Show Poster]

[Upgraded Tickets]

[View of stage before show began in upgraded seat, not the best picture lol]

Then we watched the show, which was amazing and hilarious and also filled with puns, and lots of theatre/musical jokes. It was definitely a show I'd see again. Like if you ever have a chance to see a production of it I highly recommend it, especially if you are a theatre nerd like me. It's a great show. Also I liked the fact in such a way that none of the actors had what society would consider “perfect” bodies. They were normal people like you and me. But there was a moment in the play in which the two main characters sat on the edge of the stage and then sang a song. They were literally close enough for me to reach out and touch them. The moment they sat down I swear my heart almost stopped. (There were a few moments that this happened actually lol Like the scene with the shirts being taken off, I could have died XD )

I just wanna say getting to see George perform in real life is a whole different experience compared to just listening or watching a video. He has a very powerful voice that's amazing to experience in real life. He also does in fact do the stomping thing with his feet whenever he hits a hard note with feeling. Again, honestly it's an amazing experience to see him perform in real life. And I hope I'm lucky enough to get to experience it again someday.

Anyways, after the show, I asked Danielle if I could have a poster that I could have the cast sign, which she was awesome and just went and took one off the wall for me to have. I wasn’t the only one who wanted to see or meet the cast so I waited my turn very patiently. I was lucky enough to get all the cast members [except George and one other cast member, Rachel]  to sign the poser and get a picture with all of them [before meeting George]. All of them were amazed that we had come from Nevada, come to find out they had been told both by Danielle, John and George that I was coming so far.

[Cast in order of me meeting them, excluding George (and Rachel, who I met later, alongside/after/with George), and (their character) ]

[Left: Me  Right: BB Arrington (Heidi) ]

[Left to Right: Ned Riseley (Jeff); Me; Sharon Kelly (Mary/Music Director)

[Completely Signed Show Poster (picture taken back at hotel) including George (who wrote my name in all caps lol) Rachel, and the producer who upgraded my seats, John (He and George where the ones to write a message on the poster for me.]

George was the last one I got meet. I was really, really nervous this whole time, so much to the fact I was shaking while I was getting to talk with the other members about stuff while I waited my turn. And then I finally got to walk up to him. 

He said hi and I said hi. Then he was like, “You were in the front row right?” And I said yeah, and then I said I was the girl who was coming from Nevada. And I swear his face lit up. He goes “Oh, Hi!!!” and gave me a hug and asked what my name was and I told him. He told me he liked my name and then I pulled out my key chain (it was a lizard key chain) that I had gotten for him for him being so nice and helpful and he took it and smiled and laughed and said “It’s George Salamander! I love it! I’m gonna keep it forever!” before he put it in him pocket. He signed my poster for me, then the program stuff [not pictured]. Then I asked him to sign my notebook I’m gonna use for signatures and he wrote a note in there with it as well. Then as he was giving it back to me I gave him the letter I had written for him. He said thank you and gave me another hug. Then John came up to the us smiling making sure I had gotten to meet George and seeing if I was having a great time. (Which I absolutely was) and then I asked George for a picture, to which he said Of Course. And then subconsciously I switched sides to get the picture and George laughed and was like “I love that you knew which side was your good side!” I was gonna take a selfie with him but then John offered to take the picture for us. Then John asked if he could get a copy of the picture because he was amazed with my traveling story and that he wanted to be able to share it with others in the future. So I let him give me his email. 

While this was going on, George saw my mom and was like “You must be mom!” and he went over and gave her a hug and thanked her for taking me all this way and that he hoped I knew how great of a mom I had. (and I do :) ) And then she was like “She has been so excited and nervous over getting to meet you. She makes me listen to Be More Chill and stuff a lot. I probably know all the lyrics too by now.” George laughed and said “First of all I apologize. But you amazing for doing this for her!”

[Keychain I got for George (location covered for my safety), George Slamader lol]

[George’s Signature and message in my signature notebook]

[FINALLY George Salazar (Hunter) and Me on the right]

I still had to get one of the girls [Rachel] from the show sign the poster so George went into the green room and got her. Then after she signed I asked for a picture and George offered to take it for me. But before he took the real picture, he totally did the photo bomb thing where you take a selfie instead of taking the actual picture. And the girl I was taking he picture with was laughing and like “I knew you were gonna do that!” and then he took the real picture. Then he gave my iPod back and gave one last hug before thanking me for coming.

[Photobomb Selfie George took on my camera on my iPod]

[Me; Rachel Wenitsky (Susan) (who also my have been my favorite character, beside George’s (Hunter)]

Then we were getting ready to leave, and I went to buy one of the theater’s winter season shirts [not pictured] and Danielle just gave me one for free, which was incredible. I wasn’t able to shut up the whole way back to hotel, or able to sleep that night either. Hell, I’m still not able to shut up about it!

[Temperature outside when we left the theater, from a separate post (but thought I’d include it so you guys could see how cold it really was) on Facebook/Twitter/Instagram the night of the show, since i made my complete post once I was home safely after the entire trip - with caption:

“ Driving in 1 degree weather in Montana to go see [title of show] and getting to meet George Salazar afterwards, was it worth it? ❄️😬 ABSOLUTELY FREAKING YES 😍 I'll try to post more about it tomorrow or once I'm safely at home. But I have so many pictures to post and stories to tell about tonight because it was amazing and one of the best nights of my life!! THANK YOU TO EVERYONE AT THE WARREN MILLER PAC 🎭 FOR BEING SO AMAZINGLY NICE AND FOR EVERYTHING THEY DID FOR ME TONIGHT IN GENERAL!!! TOTALLY MADE THE TRIP 1000% WORTH IT!!” 

George liked the post both on Twitter and IG.]

  Special Thanks:

Mom – THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU for taking time to take me to this show. I know there were some scary moments on the drive. This trip, show and getting to meet George Salazar was life changing for me, you don’t even know how much this really meant to me. There aren’t enough words for me to say how thankful I am for you for giving me this opportunity and unforgettable weekend with a day that will be burned into my memory forever. Thank you so much! I love you!!

Warren Miller PAC - Thank you to everyone at the Warren Miller Performing Arts Center for making my experience the best experience possible! It was the most fun I’ve had in a long time. I hope to be able to come see another one of your productions again in the future at some point, purely because of how positive this experience was. Extra Special thanks to Danielle, for being so helpful on phone, giving me a free shirt and being so nice (and helpful) at the show, and John Zirkle, for making sure my experience was great, being really nice and for working with Danielle and giving me upgraded, amazing front row seats and making sure I got to meet George Salazar.

George Salazar - It almost seems silly that I’m thanking you as well, but thank you for being amazingly nice to me after the show. I was so nervous to meet you, let alone get be in the same building as you and see you perform live. (You have one one he most powerful voices I’ve ever heard!) I may not ever get the chance to do either again, but I hope that some day I will be lucky enough to get the chance again. This weekend was unforgettable for me. (I was finally able to give you a hug! By the way, you give AMAZING HUGS.) You are one of the only reasons I still want to do theatre after everything I’ve gone through and still believe in myself enough to do so. Whether I become an amazing actor like you, a behind the scenes techie or whether I just become a teacher who inspires other young people like me to love theatre. And I’m happy with that. Chances may be that you may forget having met me in 6 months or a year, but for now just know that I won’t forget how nice, awesome, and great you were to me. You have left an imprint on me, that will be stuck with me forever, no matter where life takes me. This last weekend, though short, will be in my memories forever. Thank you so much for everything.

(End Facebook Post)

I also made a very similar 3 part post of this on Instagram, tagging all the cast, whom all liked it, at the same time I put it on Facebook. George also liked it and commented this.

Bonus Story #1:  Fun little story I forgot to mention at first about what happened. During the show there was a scene in the show where all the characters were on their phones and they had just found out something life changing about their show and like at that exact moment George dropped his phone prop, but it was at such a good moment that I thought it was scripted, like maybe his character was so shocked he dropped his phone. So after the show you know I got to meet him and stuff, and I'm standing next to him while he's talking to one of his cast mates while waiting for John to give me his email so I could send him our picture and George goes , "I still can't believe I dropped that phone!" And I chimed in with like zero filter or stopping to think about it "If if makes you feel any better I thought it was part of the show, so it was a really nice recovery!" He looked at me with this smile and was like "Yes! Good!" And then everyone standing there kind of laughed about it. Moral of said story, nobody's perfect. :) (But George is apparently really good at improvising on stage when he messes up. Which is kind of awesome. Lol )

Bonus Story #2: So this has nothing really to do with the night I met George but I thought I’d add it in anyways, a few weeks after I got to, I was having a bad couple of days, struggling with my anxiety and shit and one night I couldn’t sleep because of it, so I took to twitter and Instagram to try to get the emotions off my chest, and I happened to talk about George in it, very positively, so I tagged him in it. Here is the FB post and also edited together picture of what ensued and what I had to say.

(FB post and Picture)

  So it finally happened. I cried because of George Salazar, and not because he was singing. And it was like ugly crying. See, on Sunday night I had a hard time falling asleep, so I made a stream of tweets over on Twitter. I was mostly just trying to get out how I was feeling so I could maybe fall asleep. And then I took that and put it over on Instagram too. I apologized in advance to anyone I had bothered since it was so late at night. I had mentioned George in it so over in Twitter yesterday morning he liked some of the tweets. Then I was gone for a large portion of the day, and I was not having a good day at all. Like I really wasn't feeling great. [I felt like shit. Like Garbage to be honest, emotionally and physically] But when I got home I got a notification from Instagram so I opened up Instagram and George had liked and commented on my Instagram post. And this is what George had said. 

And I was having such a messed up day but that really kinda just turned my day back up in its head so fast it had me in tears. I can't explain it but even everytime I read it back now it still makes me emotional. (Those cartoons I added to this are actually kind of accurate what happened). I can't believe/ handle how nice he is. He's such a positive force in my life. I don't know how I got lucky enough to be alive at the same time as George, let alone be lucky enough to have him like my things and talk to me on social media or having been able to have met him. I am grateful everyday for these things. I know I just sound like I'm Fangirling here but I'm not. I was gonna post this last night, but it was still super emotional about this and didn't want to get emotional here. So here it is. 

(End FB post)

One last statement: GEORGE SALAZAR IS LITERALLY THE NICEST MAN YOU WILL EVER MEET! HE IS SO FREAKING SWEET AND AMAZING THAT THERE ARE NOT PROPER WORDS TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND HOW AMAZING HE REALLY IS.

And that’s all I’ve got for you guys for now lol. 

That’s all folks! Thanks for reading!!

[maetaamong]

ALL 18 MEMBERS!?!? idk if I even have 18 mutuals sakdjda I love my mutual and I love NCT tho so I’m pumped to do this. 

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Note 1: Each person will get one (1) gif, a couple sentences, and one (1) member. So you’re welcome

Note 2: the only reason I’m not pairing @xuhoon with a member is because she doesn’t stan NCT

Note 3: I ran out of people that I know well enough to do this for so some people get two (2) members each. They are: @page17 @whoozyuji @undinefin @thedaysix @howcaniwait

!! Stream Yestoday !!

Taeyong: @busan-daegu-hiphoplover​

The two best moms you could ask for. We were just talking about the Dreamies the other day and we both decided I’d join their club and she would be their club leader lmao. Both of these two are so cuddly and loving and just love being loved AND IM HERE TO SUPPLY THE LOVE

Taeil: @thedaysix

I think the gif explains a lot on its own lmao. Taeil is the certified grandpa of NCT and takes care of all of the boys. Just like Boo does with me and the rest of our Beans crew !! He can be a lil shy at first but is super wild once he’s relaxed which I think suits Boo as well. (maybe not as much for the shyness tho lol) They are both just the the most loving people and never let the people around them forget how supported they are.

Johnny: @llavkey​

Both Julia and Johnny start with the letter J are the biggest sweetest dorks I have yet to know. Prime example: when I was feeling sad Julia sent me off to a marriage blog and told me that Hanbin was still free. 11/10 not what I was expecting but tbh better than anything I was expecting. She always sending me the weirdest posts and quizzes and links and honestly I love it all. These two are adorable and awkward and I love em both.

Yuta: @howcaniwait

The first thing that comes to my head when i think of Yuta is just “freaky”

Yuta has the cutest megawatt smile that just lights up the whole damn world. And sucks for all of her followers but I have seen CP’s smile and can confirm its the prettiest thing possibly ever. Also Yuta is just an aesthetically pleasing human being, he doesnt try it just kinda happens. He’s just pretty like that and CP's photo series are the most aesthetically pleasing ever.

Bonus: they’re both weird af

Kun: @thedaysix

The sweetest ray of sunshine ever?? Yes. 

Also sometimes just disappears? Like Boo will just be gone for a few hours on end then come back and send our gc the cutest goodnight message. And Kun was just gONE for years while the rest of the boys debuted. Plus Kun is just always stressed™ about his kids and I know for a fact that if any of Boo’s beans are hurt or upset she’s ready to fite anyone or anything that hurt them. 

!! Stream Yestoday !!

Doyoung: @sambashua​

Another mom lmao. No but both Mir and Dodo are highkey protective of the Dreamies (and the smols of our gc). They’re both so caring and cute!! My favourite bunnies tbh Plus both of them are more than ready to crack a joke here or there.

ALSO BONUS MIR IS AFRAID OF BIRDS AND DODO IS AFRAID OF EVERY ANIMAL LITERALLY EVER

!! Stream New Heroes !!

Ten: @undinefin​

A SMOL !! Ten is the shortest boy and L is the smollest bean, it’s perfect. Also they are the ultimate dancing king and queen. Sure you might have seen Ten on Hit the Stage but have you seen L dance?? Your mind will be bloWN. Ten is scared easily?? But L isn’t?? I mean at the same time tho if you even touch her sides she’ll collapse on the floor cause she’s just that ticklish. Also bonus: they both have dirty minds lol

Jaehyun: @howcaniwait​

Beautiful? Yes. Lovable? Yes. Shy? Sometimes. Flexible? lol no. 

Jaehyun is a bit dramatic sometimes and will draw out his reaction a little bit in order to make those around him laugh and smile. Cue him being kicked in the ass by Taeil during soccer and just dyiNG on the ground. CP isn’t really dramatic lmao but she does try her best to make her friends, followers, and mutuals smile and laugh. Not to mention they’re both the biggest sweethearts.

Winwin: @page17​

You can’t not love Winwin and you can’t not love Nom, it just works like that. Literally every NCTzen and NCT member ever has the biggest soft spot for Sicheng and every member of our gc as well as her 1203913 other mutuals have the biggest soft spot for Nom. They’re both the sweetest of the sweet, Winwin will lose his shIT over ice cream and anything fluffy and Nom just melts over anything cute. But they’re both also lowkey terrifying sometimes. You don’t want to get on they’re bad sides (I love you Nom)

Jungwoo: @aidenfiftyone

He is the most pure human being ever and the only thing I could ever compare him to is the literal sun so um yall are demons and no but at the same time I feel a strong need to not exclude Junguwu like SM DID FOR YEARS so I’m dragging Aidon into the world of kpop so here...

!! Stream Yestoday !!

Lucas: @maetaamong

I literally cannot think of a single mutual of mine who is like Lucas??? But I feel like I sometimes am??? this is my justification go away cause we can both be loud as fuCK when excited. We’re both unnecessarily flirty with friends and are taller than most of our friends. (only Charlie is taller than me lol) 

!! Stream Yestoday !!

Mark: @whoozyuji

SO HARD WORKING !!! If you haven’t read any of Ash’s SVT text posts on @seventeen-teen-teen-trash then you haven’t lived. Ash is always working on creating or planning a new project and I am forever in awe of her creativity and drive. And our baby Mark (who is in all 3 NCT subunits for those who dont know) is always working to deathly hard its lowkey insane.

Bonus: they’re both absolute sweethearts who need to be protected at all costs

Renjun: @gaymergirl69

He’s too pure for you demons just like Mr Junguwu but I love my son too much to pair him with someone who Auden you better take good care of him

The only real connection I can see between my baby Renjun and Auden are that theyre both savage as fuck but like Renjun is pure and....

Jeno: @smittenbyschmidt

An actual sunbeam??? I just melt at Jeno’s smile kill me now Aly is just the sweetest human being and is always sending me random love asks and just being a generally lovely human being. 

Bonus: they both need to be protected at all costs

Haechan: @page17

The two cutest human beings ever???? Legit Nom has the sweetest smile ever. I nearly melted when I first saw it. And we all already know that Haechan is the undisputed aegyo king. Plus he and she are savage as fuCK when they want to be. 

Jaemin: @whoozyuji

A ray of sunshine in the form of a human being. My heart just starts glowing whenever I know that either of these two lovely beans are happy. I mean look at that smile, he’s the cutest. And Ash is the actual loveliest human possibly ever. She takes such good care of her friends and literally everyone wants to be friends with her. She and Jae are both down to poke a little fun at their friends as well.

Chenle: Judy (she doesn’t have Tumblr)

Judy is the sweetest and more pure child I have yet to meet. One smile from just lights up the whole damn world. And lucky for us she’s almost always smiling. If someone she knows walks into the room she just starts beaming. And we all know how lovely and pure our baby Chenle is. I think they can be very similar.

Jisung: @undinefin

Do I even need to explain? The baby with the baby. It’s peRFECT. 

TBH tho both L and Ji are savage af when given the opportunity (example: Ji during yaja time lmaoo) and get shy and awkward behind a camera (unless L has popcorn apparently) But they’re both so very loved by all of their friends and are unreasonably sweet and funny.

[digifag]

tagged by @malebreasts 😏

why did you choose your url?

ive loved paleontology for longer than i can remember lmao and sue the t rex owns my heart :]

any side blogs?

yeah!! ive got an interest/general art blog over at @kamatakun and an aes blog at @wherememoriessleep and a secret evil 3rd sideblog that if every anyone outside of close friends found id be hunted for sport smiles

how long have you been on tumblr?

ummm i think around january 2018?? ive moved blogs twice since then (this being my 3rd blog heehee)

do you have a queue tag?

nah. unless its art i finished at like 1 am but even then all ill tag it as is “queue”. i rb freely and whenever i open this damn app

why did you start your blog in the first place?

first one ever? because my friend pressured me too as i had literally No social media at all (and she was on tumblr). 2nd one i ran an ask blog and wanted to interact with ppl via that so i remade and made it my main and its since turned into a gen fnaf blog @ashspizzeria and this blog? i just wanted a way to interact with everyone outside of a fnaf blog :)

why did you choose your icon?

i needed an icon that wasnt tubbo (cuz toby was like ‘youre insane’) and i decided sue was good cuz 🦖

why did you choose your header?

sue :)

what’s your post with the most notes?

sighs. its on kamatakun but its avpol marry a man monday (with 2k+ notes) from when i was a jojo fan. its not even my video i stole it off twitter lol

how many mutuals do you have?

like 5 cuz i remade <3 i have a good few more over on my fnaf blog tho

how many followers do you have?

6 here and 88 on kamatakun

how many people do you follow?

197 😏

have you ever made a shitpost?

back on ashspizzeria i made. so many. i started a trend once too cuz of it lol. oh yeah and boss baby is one of my greater shitposts

how often do you use tumblr each day?

between 1-2 hours probably now that schools out 4 me lol

did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

i once harassed this one douche for interacting with one of my friends posts that were vent/personal posts that are tagged like “dont interact” and asked him to apologize and he never did lol. i spent 40 or so minutes doing that til he blocked. ive never really had any true arguments i dont think. id love to though i live causing problems

how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

i dont like them. for my sake and others really

which one of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

idk if i have any like *super* famous mutuals? im mutuals with vsemily on my fnaf blog so i think thats kinda epic

do i have a crush on a mutual?

no cuz i was cut off from just about everyone in my core friend group and now only have 3 mutuals <3

tagging!!

idk if ill tag anyone cuz nero tagged most of the ppl i know anyway but!! feel free to do this if youd like

[letsstaywithstraykids]

ooh thanks for tagging me

1. Why did you choose your url? I wanted to include stray kids and stay in it rather than just one member.

2. Any side blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them? @teambangtanboys is my bts blog and @booksmoviesandstuff is just for, well, books, movies, and stuff

3. How long have you been on Tumblr? Since December of 2020

4. Do you have a queue tag? No not really

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place? I got into kpop and @thewhiteladyofrohan gave me the idea to start a tumblr blog so here we are

6. Why did you choose your icon / pfp? Cuz everyone deserves to see how beautiful Lee Know is <3 (I've been considering changing it to another pic of him tho)

7. Why did you choose your header? because it's Stray Kids duuhh ( i wanted to change it to one of the clio pics actually but then realized hyunjin wasn't in those😭)

8. What's your post with the most notes? This one I think but it's a tag game so other than that it's this

9. How many mutuals do you have? not much just like 10

10. How many followers do you have? 97 on my main and 42 on my bts blog

11. How many people do you follow? 59

12. Have you ever made a shitpost? yessssssssss

13. How often do you use Tumblr each day? uhhh 😅

14. Did you have a fight / argument with another blog once? Who won? no lol and i hope i never do

15. How do you feel about 'you need to reblog this' posts? gosh i hate those posts with a passion like let us be don't make people feel bad for not reblogging stuff

16. Do you like tag games? absolutely! feel free to tag me in anything you want

17. Do you like ask games? yesss come to my ask box whenever you want

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous? a bunch lol some are @thewhiteladyofrohan @wonciel-main (i'm sorry vera idk which blog to tag you with) @stayctday @jiminho-s

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual? idk anymore tbh

20. tagging: @wonciel-main @oifelixcmerebrou @stayctday @wxstethenxght and anyone else that wants to do this

Thank you sooo much for the tag, love @sodalitefully 💖💖💖

1. Why did you choose your url?

I always was obsessed with The Lord of the Rings, that's probably my fave movies and book I've ever seen and read in my entire life. So when I was in the process of making this blog I decided I want a name that has a connection to this obsession of mine but still wasn't a fandom-ish. You know like all of these "Legolas's-first-slut" or "want-to-live-in-middle-earth" 😂 I love these, but this blog was made for music purposes so I wanted a neutral URL. So eruvande is basically my own name in quenya - an ancient elvish language.

2. Any side blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them

Yes! @errruvande is a side blog for my Tolkien obsession only!💗 For my LOTR/TH writings and shitposts.

3. How long have you been on Tumblr?

Ah probably for 3 year I guess

@errruvande is ~4 months old ✨baby blog

4. Do you have a queue tag?

I have now, for my writing blog. It is "From the depth of Moria this post has come" but I'm not using it often, tho

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

I always loved music nobody around me listen to. No matter of it's 80's rock or 60's rock'n'roll and pop I always was kinda alone in my obsession. So I started this one to find people I can talk about music with.

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

Ahshahjksjkaa CAUSE SLASH babe is the love of my life

7. Why did you choose your header?

Cause Haldir is also the love of my life 👉🏼👈🏼

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

Ahhhhhhh here is probably this one

On side-blog - this one (Legolas x F!Reader fic)

9. How many mutuals do you have?

I need to count this😂 -> 47

10. How many followers do you have?

207 here and 142 on my side acc

11. How many people do you follow?

208

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

Every fucking day before? 😂 Be ready 'cause from now on I'm gonna shitpost about Måneskin lmao

13. How often do you use Tumblr each day?

In every possible and impossible moment

14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? Who won?

Nope, I do not like to fight even on the net.

15. How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?

Like a total shit. I feel like I am mentally forced to do things I don't really want to (usually)? So I usually don't reblog if that's not what I want to reblog. Like, if I want to, I would, without you telling me what to do.

16. Do you like tag games?

YES!!! Tho it is usually took me time to answer 😂

17. Do you like ask games?

YES as well!!!

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?

Fandom famous:

Classic rock fd: @arnold-layne and you, bitch, I consider you famous in this cursed house we call classic rock

In Tolkien fd: @elvish-sky @entishramblings 💕

and like just prove me wrong 😂

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

If I get the term right - @bonjour-rainycity is my tumblr love hahaah

20. Tags:

@arnold-layne @satans-helper @idontloveanything @awrestlinggirlwholoves80sbands @rock-n-roll-fantasy (that's me errruvande's calling aaahahha) -> @wishingtobeinadifferentuniverse @the-reformed-ringwraith @thewhiteladyofrohan @elvish-sky @entishramblings @halfabrandybuck @hobbitkin-journey @iwenttomordor