#jst.... don't see why i should bother putting time or effort into things that Ultimately basically nobody is gonna care about
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i’mmm having a bad night
#d nt rebl g#2 //#3 //#4 //#5 //#jst.... don't see why i should bother putting time or effort into things that Ultimately basically nobody is gonna care about#and. idk. i Officially had to drop out of college tonight and im just feeling Really Bad#about how everything i do is gonna be Inherently Worthless And Bad from now on & nothing i make is gonna have Any Value#& like i won't get th chance to learn & grow as a writer like w any of the classes i planned on taking. i'll always be this way.#& i feel like everyone Knows now like i know it's The Paranoia and not actually me i just feel like veryone looks at my writing & is like#Hey She's A Worthless College Dropout etc#(i don't particularly care 2 hear about how not having a degree isnt worthless. i know it isnt this is my personal feelings & paranoia)#(about being forced to drop out of college after spending 5 years literally working myself to death trying to get there)#fuck.
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