#john's journal

[angelsdean]

the winchester sons + sports: It's about how sports --often baseball in particular-- represent normal. The first thing John says to Dean is if Sam is ready to toss a ball around. Then we see the sports-themed mobile above Sam's crib, specifically featuring baseball objects. John tries to entice Dean to talk and be "normal" again post-Mary with a baseball. Bobby forgoes hunting practice to just play catch with Dean and let him be a normal kid. Twelve year old dean considers joining the baseball team when they finally stick around somewhere for a longer stretch of time. But there are no trophies in John's storage locker from Dean's baseball games. We wonder if he ever joined the team at all. What Dean does find from when he was twelve is his first sawed-off. What represents dean's childhood? a gun. Dean kills someone for the first time when he is twelve. When Adam is twelve John starts visiting him and taking him to baseball games. When Sam is twelve he is on the soccer team. That same year, 1995, Dean is abandoned by John and experiences being a normal kid. He wins the state wrestling championship. Sonny proudly displays the award on his wall nearly two decades later.

[ 1x01, John's Journal, 3x03, 7x10, spn wiki, 4x19, 3x03 outline, 9x07 ]

[journalofawinchester]

Busty Asian Beauties

& Voluptuous Asian Lovelies

I decided to have a go at creating the front and rear covers of the infamous Busty Asian Beauties and the first edition Voluptuous Asian Lovelies adult magazines, featured in Supernatural.

Throughout the 15 seasons, to my knowledge, we see a total of five different magazines for Busty Asian Beauties, and of course the original first edition titled Voluptuous Asian Lovelies.

According to Supernatual.fandom.com here , We first see Busty Asian Beauties in Season 2 episode 15 on the laptop screen and again in Season 3 episode 14.

We first see a magazine in Season 4 episode 1, and again in episode 8. From then on we see another magazine in Season 5 episode 12. Then Season 8 episodes 10, 17 and 22. Following onto Season 9 episodes 4 and 16, then Season 10 episodes 1, 3 and 18 and finally Season 12 episode 18.

I have used Adobe Photoshop, Lightroom, Illustrator and InDesign to create, from scratch, the various front covers we see in the show, not leaving out the original first edition that Dean finds in the bunker. I also re-created the back cover.

For the internal content, I purchased 6 various adult magazines online and then printed the finished covers onto 180gsm glossy photo paper with the printer set to borderless and 'best'. They printed very well and then I glued the covers to the original covers of the magazines. I like how the finished product looks.

If you would like to create your own magazines from the covers or interested in obtaining the front covers, I have just added them to my Etsy shop at JournalofaWinchester here

( https://journalofawinchester.etsy.com )

If you are interested in ordering, the image files will immediately be sent to your email where you can download them. Please only use them for your own personal reasons. Please do not redistribute them as I have spent an awful lot of time on them.

[les-hdfjsjkj]

happy 45th birthday dean winchester! here's everything john wrote about him on his birthday :)

[angelcasendgame]

Every fucked up excerpt I read from John's journal is haunted with the fact that Dean, Sam, and Mary have read this. Dean and Sam have read that John knows how abusive and neglectful he is. They've read that John's aware of how unfair it is to put everything on Dean's shoulders, they know John doesn't trust Sam, they know John expects Dean to die for Sam anyways, and that he will. And then later, Mary comes back from the dead with her little boys all grown up in a life she tried to escape with John, just to find out how he not only raised them in the life, he also abused and neglected them and justified it in her name

[02x14]

It'll be something like draculadaily

[fandom-hoarder]

hunters are after sam. (this actually happens in john's journal, though sam's a kid at the time.) john orders him to stay out of sight during a new case, but sam rebels, figuring it'll be fine as long as he's not Sam Winchester, Son of John. so he gives himself a new undercover name and maybe crashes a witness interview or a hunter bar or something, but then everyone looks at his familiarity with john and thinks "oh ok dude brought his twink along" and sam CAN'T tell them the truth...

Ooh 👀👀👀

Nobody knows what Sam looks like, or how tall he is for his age, but someone gets suspicious when John marches Sam the last bit of the way to his truck with a hand to the back of Sam's neck.

As a twist, what if John uses the excuse of Sam being his rentboy, because another hunter on the case overhears Sam calling John 'daddy' when John drops him off at the motel. Sam doesn't know, but is so bratty around John in public that it reads as flirting and feeds into the narrative.

Then John has to tell Sam so he doesn't blow their cover, without telling Sam that the other hunters will want to kill him if they sus him out. He tells Sam it's the hunters' grudge against John himself making him cautious; that it's too risky for them to know he's John's son due to John's reputation.

(Eventually they get found out because John tries to send Sam away and finish the hunt alone and gets into trouble -- Dean is conveniently off at Bobby's -- Sam comes after John, and after he saves John from whatever monster of the week, the hunters show up when Sam is all sincerely saying, "Dad, are you okay?" And then John has to shed hunter blood in the name of Sam's safety.)

[singersalvageshop]

i've been busy! working on john winchester's journal again after having abandoned the project for several years.. oops 😅 here are just a few of the pages i've completed recently. im going to try hard this time to actually finish the journal, because it's been haunting me like a ghost demanding to be finished every day for the past four years haha

[thedetailsofspn]

John's Journal. forget exactly what episode this is, but it is the one where Dean gets the mark in S9.

I love how they actually used a handwritten font for the pages and you can tell that the underlining and highlighting was done digitally. My guess is the dirt is a printed effect as well. Super cool.

[walk-to-gallows]

"They will not lose what I have lost"

[angelsdean]

BABYBOY :( also the implication of "i have the days with sammy while dean is learning..." like, so dean has the nights? is what you're saying. baby second grader dean (age 7) has the nights with sammy while john goes out and hunts. john's gotta stay home with sam because his babysitter's off at school. dean refuses to leave for school until john swears he'll take good care of sammy. he's telling their father this, as if it's dean's job to make sure sam is taken care of in his absence. he is 7.

then this passage a year later:

eight years old and "willing to die" to keep sam safe because he's had it "drilled into [him] that sammy is his responsibility." as john literally says, he's eight years old. EIGHT!

[journalofawinchester]

'Today' Journal Page

Here is a screencap from Season 1, Episode 20 - Dead Man's Blood:

My Journal:

This shows a 'Today' page, which I purchased from the fabulous PaperCraftProps on Etsy

The text is:

(3 doodles next to date)

D. ELKIN < 970.555.0158 (some scribble)

-K. JOHNSON T. BRADFORD (some scribbe)

(2 triangle doodles)

AUGUST. 19. 1983. POSSIBLE SIGHTING OF CREATURE RESEMBLING BIG FOOT (some scribble) FOLLOW UP... 03.45 AM TWO SYMBOLS FOUND AT CORNER OF 41ST & VICTOR. A POSSIBLE DEAMON ACTION. (2 doodles)

4.15 PM at corner of 41st & main EAst side Chicagp? POSSIBLE DEAMON SYMBOL AT CORNER park & MAIN

[arthursfuckinghat]

"Saw a deer today, it stopped right in front of me.

Maybe it was a trick of the light or the way it moved,

But for a moment, I swear it was you.

I won't say I miss you, I've said that too many times,

But you're still my brother.

My brother under the same endless sky."

[seasononesam]

You think this shrink stuff is a load of crap. Am I right?

[bluegiragi]

honoured to share a preview of the piece I made for the @soapjournalzine in a fic/art collaboration with prettyunhinged - we brought our best and fluffiest A-game on this one!

You can pre-order the zine here (proceeds will be donated to Doctors without Borders).

[wombywoo]

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