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laikuh · 8 months ago

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also holding a very sharp image in my head of john, probably drunk, cornering dean against a wall and roughly shoving his shirt up and grinding against his ass and shoving his nose in dean's neck and gripping his hips and dean gasping and sighing and john just releasing immediately and stumbling away and dean's brain is like wow this is what it's like to be in love.

#send help #deanjohn #and obvi they never speak of it again #john having this monstrous alter ego almost that presses through his sense of human decency when he's been drinking or using #and his common sense too #rearing its head and hyper focused on dean and dean loving those moments when the monster appears #not wanting to spook that version of his father because that version touches him #that version smells him #licks him #grazes his teeth against the nape of his neck #and dean never knows how far the monster will go but he's content with however little or more he gets

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