#jkjkjk but also kind of not lmao

[mirahuyooo]

hello!i hope you're doing fine.so my bff's bday is on the way and she was going into some hard stuff so i am making a request for her ,if you dont mind would you write seokjin xreader in Hogwarts!au . Reader is in slytherin and you are free to choose jin's house just make it sweet and stuff(my bff loves chess and cats idk why i am saying that but it may give u ideas) i am so sorry if i took sm if ur time i just want her to cheer up and be happy.

Also take Care and don't overwork yourself thank u bye!

Take a Break | ksj

— In which, your dearest Seokjin urges you to take a break from studying for the N.E.W.T.s

word count: 2,198 content/s: fluff, wHOLESOME HOURS, wizard exams are still exams, stressed reader is stressed (still having war flashbacks from mine lmao), sort of hurt/comfort uwu, family issues, a bunch of bullies appear to ruin the moment, blood purity prejudice, established relationship? (kind of lol), reader is a pureblood Slytherin and Jinnie is a muggleborn Hufflepuff! Hogwarts AU pairing: kim seokjin x reader

[masterlist] | do you also have a [request]?

A/N: First of all, I just now remember the title is also a song from Hamilton (omg Slytherin!Hamilton???? jkjkjk) bUT THAT’S BESIDES THE POINT! I hope you liked this anon! I hope it wasn’t late for the occasion either and that your friend finds this imagine well!~ Happy birthday to her! I hope she gets through that rough patch, whatever it may be 🥺💖💕💞

Also, I haven’t consumed anything Hogwarts (AU and otherwise) in a while so idk if this does well (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) bUT I do hope I wrote it well enough for the AU! I also know Jin is mostly a Gryffindor in these AUs but Hufflepuff!Jin??? Who values loyalty and is fiercely loyal himself? Who takes care of his friends and defends them like a true badger? Who always offers food from the kitchens????? SOFT HUFFLEPUFF! JIN FOR SOFT HOURS!

Shoulders heavy with the weight of a promising future, you’re rendered hunched before one of the many tables in the library, books of all sorts languidly flying overhead to their designated destinations. While you usually love the peaceful sanctuary that is the library of Hogwarts, the looming N.E.W.T. condemns you and many others to its old, wooden desks, books of all different subjects surrounding and chaining you to a fate of stiff necks, panic, and headaches. 

For hours now, you’ve been fiddling with the green and silver fabric of your tie with one hand and hurriedly jotting down notes in the other, murmuring the words you see on the thick book of potions above your notebook. 

“I’m telling you, (Y/N),” a voice lulls you out of the garbled mess of notes you constructed, and so does the gentle warmth of a hand lightly brushing your hair. “Take a break.”

Beside you is a Hufflepuff who's irritatingly being too lax about this whole pressure of the future fiasco—fluffy, brown curls prettily framing a charming face that is absent of the furrowed brows and frown you're currently sporting. Damn, this handsome bastard. (You mean that, of course, in the most affectionate of vexes.)

Kim Seokjin seemed to have been content with his studying for the moment, now leaving it unattended in favor of leaning closer to your chair. You have to wrangle his comforting hand off your head before it could ever tempt you to leisure, straightening your posture in your seat and looking around for Madam Pince. “You know I can’t,” you exasperatedly sigh, smoothing your hair over, “I have to—”

“Have to pass the N.E.W.T.s with flying colors. Yes, yes. I know,” Seokjin finishes the sentence you’ve been reciting since the exam season started, half-heartedly rolling his eyes before he fixes them on you with a look of concern amidst his soft scolding. “But, you won’t be able to do that if you pass out from exhaustion now, will you?”

Like many of your peers in Slytherin, you were ambitious, and you wanted to be many things, but it mostly boils down to potions and magical creatures. From a young age, the adventures of Newt Scamander captured your intrigue the moment you read them—the fascinating animals and all the places in the world that hold these wonders. Stubbornness is both your strength and flaw, your sights set on following his lead regardless if your ambition collided with your parents’ own desire to have you be an auror, instead. 

Before you ever found company in Seokjin and his gaggle of boys, you were a solitary student like Min Yoongi was, spending most of your time with either your cat or the critters you meet in the forest or school grounds, and further cementing magizoology in your heart and mind. (You even befriended a mermaid you often saw through the windows of the Slytherin common room!)

Your parents often frowned upon your plans, immensely upset to hear that after graduating, you intended to be a magizoologist while owning your own apothecary, perhaps even using potions to help treat creatures. (Sort of like a veterinarian in the muggle world—as Seokjin once told you.) 

Granted, you wouldn’t necessarily need to pass the N.E.W.T.s to be a magizoologist, but you needed one for Potions to become a potions master. For petty purposes, you also felt the need to do well in your other subjects, just to rub it in your parents’ face that your future wouldn’t be without direction. Hence, you practically holding up in the library as the dreaded exams approach closer and closer by the day.   

Seokjin, on the other hand, intended on becoming a healer at St. Mungo’s after your final year together at Hogwarts. Surely, with the required credentials for becoming one, he’d understand your plight of worrying about the results of the exams. Yet, here he was, studying earnestly yet knowing where to stop—unlike you, apparently. 

A strict clear of the throat commands your attention elsewhere, Madam Pince standing in the nearest row of bookshelves and sending you both a warning glare that compels you to apologetically nod your head and look back down at the books. You never really go back to reading about how to properly brew Felix Felicis though, head only filled with weighing what to do with Jin’s proposal.

As soon as Madam Pince is surely out of sight, your seatmate lets out a sigh of relief, immediately going back to the conversation that was cut short. “(Y/N), you’re smart and capable,” Seokjin proudly claims, voice hushed lest the librarian returns. There’s a reassuring pat to your shoulder, further loosening the tension in them. “You’ll pass the N.E.W.T.s brilliantly. I’m sure of it.” 

(In truth, Seokjin sometimes thinks you could’ve been a Ravenclaw if your determination to be the greatest magizoologist of your generation was any lesser than your affinity for knowledge.) 

Kim Seokjin with his sure confidence and judgement will always spur some form of jealousy in you one way or the other, but he brings you solace through it nonetheless when he tenderly intertwines his hand with yours under the table and nods his head towards the door in a wordless invite to ditch the rigorous studying. 

You purse your lips, any retort dying unspoken at the truth of his words as you mull over what kind of life you’ve been living lately. 

How many weeks have you been sacrificing precious sleep and food for this? 

How many invites to Hogsmeade or playing wizard chess in the common room did you turn down? 

How many times did you stay in this same exact seat in the library till closing hours?

The thought of spending more times in the Hogwarts library than Madam Pince  herself, dreaded you. Perhaps, this may have been getting out of hand after all. Seokjin doesn’t let it get to his head, why should you? (The perfectionist beast in you hates him.)

Just as you squeeze his hand back in silent affirmation, your fellow Slytherins, Michael Flint and his goons, pass by. Try as you might to ignore their glares and gather your things from the desk, they made their way to your table. “Still hanging around with that mudblood, (L/N)?” he spat, chuckles from the three behind him followed suit. 

In an instant, your blood boils at his words, a headache yet again manifesting. It’s a misfortune to the decent Slytherins of your house that there are still remnants of blood purists like Michael. 

You miss Seokjin’s reaction with the way you were glaring at them like a snake baring its fangs, ready to strike. “Whoever I mingle with isn’t exactly any of your business, Flint,” you steadily drawl, the glint of the small silver pin of the house snake on his necktie reminding you of the one you used to have.

Slytherins are tight knit when it comes to being part of the house, taking care of one’s own and siding with one another. The tie pins and rings are symbolic of being looked after by even the alumni of the house. You suppose people like Michael expect you to blindly follow suit with the principle. Jokes on them. 

“You and Min are a bunch of traitors,” Michael’s sneering nearly knocks the air out of your lungs, “a waste of purebloods.”

It hurts, more than it ever has the right to do so. There's a lump that forms in your throat and a waver in your glare as your hands clenched into fists. 

You know well it's not this mongrel that holds your heart hostage in his hands stabbing it cruelly, but rather, it was the words that he wielded being akin to the ones you had been accustomed to at home—the utter disdain and disappointment of your purity-obsessed parents plunging piercing glares and venomous lectures to your core. It doesn't ache as much as it used to, but you suppose the stress and exhaustion bleeding into your bones have made the walls of your heart weary. 

“Shouldn’t you be studying for the exams instead of poking your nose where it doesn’t belong?” 

Wide shoulders soon block your view of the group. Kim Seokjin, kind and patient as he was, is now an angered badger with claws ready to maul beneath that calmer, solemn fury of a facade he puts in front of them. His height, though not as tall as the Ravenclaw head boy, Kim Namjoon, is still enough to be used as a further point of intimidation. 

Still, ignorant fools like Michael are ignorant and foolish, after all. “Keep your mouth shut, Kim,” he snaps, “I’m not talking to you, yeah?”

You secure your bag as you roll your eyes, snaking your fingers through Seokjin’s and squeezing them to silently tell him to end the discussion now. There’s no use talking this out with jerks like Michael Flint without getting exhausted. Madam Pince will come around at any moment now, too. 

“Your mouth wasn't wanted to talk in the first place, either," Seokjin bites back, his final blow before he swiftly slings his own bag over his shoulder and tucks both his and your books in his hands. 

Relinquishing any time for them to wrangle in an argument, you raise your head once again to dare them yourself. “Your choice of words is repulsive and obsolete, Flint,” you hiss, flashing them an empty smile. “Do change with the times, will you, lads?” 

Fortuitously, Madam Pince’s return to the section allows you and Seokjin to leave without much more of a fuss, hand still in hand. The more the distance between you and the library grows, however, the more you realize how tired you really are. The N.E.W.T.s are nastily exhausting.

You all but steal glances at the young man next to you, just as he decides to pull you to a stop in the corridors. Before he could even open his lips, you’re the first to say a word. “I’m sorry about that,” you sigh, letting yourself crash in the embrace he readily gives you. You take in his scent—a mix of his favorite cologne and the pastries he would be offered to by the kitchen elves for helping them—and you hug him just a bit tighter.

Fingers brush themselves through your hair. “Don’t be,” he hushes, tone back to being light-hearted. “It’s not your fault idiots like them still exist and dirty Slytherin’s name.”

He’s being nice and moving on from the issue, even when they don’t deserve his kindness. It’s easy for others to take Seokjin’s friendliness and composure for granted, especially when his house is reputable for being modest. “Still,” you insist, looking up at him, “you don’t deserve to be called such things.”

Kim Seokjin is worth a thousand times more than that filthy word—worth more than his weight in galleons. 

He’s the one who once waited for you outside the library door at night and snuck you into the kitchens to help one of the elves make you a meal because you missed dinner. 

He’s the one who once spent hours with you looking for your cat throughout the castle, constantly assuring you that you two would find your beloved pet. 

He’s the one who once fetched you in the pouring rain after your parents disowned you last summer, convincing his parents to let you stay with them until you got your bearings.   

You would go far as to say he’s your other half—one of the people you undoubtedly plan to include in your greater plans in life. Perhaps, when you’ve travelled the world and then some, you and him would be together, settling down somewhere. You and him would build an establishment for treating both wizards, witches, and creatures. You and him would finally be able to look at each other and say—  

"Are you okay, (Y/N)?"

Knocked out of your stupor, only now have you come to realize the hand cupping your cheek, wiping away at your tears. Seokjin’s eyes stare back at you worriedly as you cast your eyes down. "No," you find yourself admitting this hoarsely, heart always vulnerable and honest with him. 

You want to be the best—for your younger self, your cruel parents, and him. You want to pay him back for his kindness and give him all of your love in return. You want to return from your endeavors and—

There’s a tender kiss that plants itself on your forehead, and in turn, nourishing the warmth and the butterflies within you. The silence beats for only a few seconds further before Seokjin pulls away, a soft smile on his lips as he does so. "Let's go to the kitchen for a short break, hm?" he says, wiping the last of your tears away as you look at his chest. Curses, you’ve stained his sweater vest. 

"Come along," he further urges you, earnestly tugging at your hand with genuine promise. "Your Jinnie will cook for you."

The small beginnings of a smile blooms from your lips. After a long, arduous time of studying, yes, a short break does sound nice.

[dirty-bosmer]

I did it good god I read the last chapter of The Illusionist and I-

Me 10 minutes ago: IT'S NOT OVER HWAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S OVER??? WHAT IS LUCIEN DOING? WHERE IS NIM GOING? WHERE IS THE NECT CHAPTER PLEASE IT'S NOT OVER NOOOOO PLEASE GOD NO

Me now: 😊📖Back to chapter 1 it is

THIS FREAKING FIC! I loved it. Every second and I meant it!!! and now that I've written my comment, I feel like there is so much I left out 😩 So basically I just want to say thank you again for the behemoth of a story that you wrote just for me (jkjkjk). Idk how you came up with it. There is something about it (and I mean beyond toxic Nim and villainous Lucien which I adore) that scratched at an itch I didn't know I had. I clicked it for the Lucien Lachance ship having no idea what an adventure I was in for and now that it's finally complete, I don't know what to do with myself besides read it over and over. Thank you so much ❤️

Oh, you have slain me 😭

It means the absolute world that someone else, anyone else, out there enjoys my fics. I started writing it because 1) Oblivion has a chokehold on me 2) I had food poisoning on a red-eye flight and was trying desperately to fall asleep by making up entertaining scenarios in my head, and in doing so I dreamed about Lucien and his Silencer fucking nasty in Fort Farragut lmao So yeah, now you know that all 600k+ words of Nim's story were written to justify what amounted to two paragraphs of sex. What an accomplishment to have turned my dreams into reality :')

Again, thank you so much for all the kind words over the years. I've loved reading your comments, and I'm still shocked it managed to keep your attention all the way through. Actually, I didn't think the fic would get any attention at all considering how bad the writing was when I started XD Also, given the one flame I've received, I figured most fans of the ship were going to be sorely disappointed with how unpleasant Nim and Lucien were to each other for like... the entirety of their relationship lol. Even I was sick of them by the end, so that anyone read it to completion and enjoyed it still leaves me flabbergasted in the best of ways!

All that to say, I am so, so, so grateful that you've followed it to completion. You are a gem <3

[m1ckeyb3rry]

LMAOOO tabimira Yotd au is real everyone!!! But FR also considering how there’s generally some really wild really weird fuckass hair styles I’m surprised there isn’t more variety of like…yk…things that actually look GOOD???

REAL (backstory merchant is too funny) the flashbacks fr feeding us crumbs of Barou alive era

NO SERIOUSLY because I saw that like wait is Maddie stalking our convo too wtf how did this just coincidentally happen but HAHAAH FR wow igaguri actually doing something on field is crazy no backstory no struggling just straight up fouling Rin seeing him off the bench still has me double taking sometimes though

LMFAOAOAAOAK REAL but WAIT IM EXCITED TO SEE WHAT YOU CHOOSE (LMAO all good if there were no repeats we’d probably have to start digging into Gen IV atp which is NOT ideal)

- Karasu anon

TABIMIRA YONA OF THE DAWN CANON!! and yeah there’s a lot of crazy styles i wish we could get more normal ones…actually tbh that’s one thing i do really like about anri her hair is super cute!! and all of her little styles are so fun too

LMAOO maddie’s the third link in our sync up fr /j no because honestly even though everyone hates him i’m kinda proud of igaguri like good for him he got to work!! and there’s something poetic about the worst player in blue lock standing on business and getting the best player in blue lock out of the game yk?? had to add the read more just for this though because this is def another controversial mira take LSDKJFHSLKDJHF i don’t really have any particular opinions towards igaguri like i don’t like him or anything and i think there are much better characters in the franchise but the way people hate him is lowkey hilarious it makes me want to root for him a bit

OKAY TEAMS so my first thought was karasu anon: scovillain…JKJKJK of course don’t worry all pokémon are gen vi and before!! just like pursuit canon

karasu anon: donphan [starter] (donphan is like your signature atp…maybe pursuit reader couldn’t have one because it was meant to be yours all along), malamar, jolteon, volcarona, wingull (NOT pelipper i think wingull is so adorable and so you coded but pelipper is ugly asf maybe you just give yours an everstone), and lopunny

me: milotic [starter] (i LOVE milotic if it wasn’t super basic i would’ve given pursuit reader one instead of gyarados but oh well gyarados fits her team’s vibes more and it’s stronger so it’s all good), plusle, rapidash (i’m a horse girl it’s kind of a given), mawile, umbreon, and flygon

we both have eeveelutions because we are #twins and also because it would be a hilarious grade-a crash out if otoya saw us with the two objectively coolest eeveelutions…him seeing jolteon and umbreon like that one justin bieber song “THAT SHOULD BE ME” SDKJFSDLJH

[anklesalltheway]

Think Sally meant the pirate you kiss every day

Regarding these posts where Sal is basically declaring Margaret a pirate: [x] [x]

“—!!!!!!!!!!!”

“You mean Captain Jones?!”

Over a kiss?! A suddenly very flustered Margaret strongly objects.

Okay it was more than one kiss but that’s besides the point

“In my defense, Lady Frances Dix of Saint Martin wasn’t declared a pirate after being discovered waking up next to Captain Sparrow in a bank vault!”

[lizbotw]

Turquoise :D

Turquoise - Tsukishima Kei

AJNDJDJAJS REALLY? omg FIRST OF ALL i love him so i’m just,,, and SECOND OF ALL i’m really curious why you chose him 😳 LIKE THERE WAS NO HESITATION

(okay so when i rbed that ask game i saw you sent me an ask right after but i KNEW that if i looked at it i would get sidetracked from my homework so i left it alone until now when i’m free ajsnjsnsja BUT YOU WERE SO QUICK WITH IT OMG but yeah so that’s what i mean by “no hesitation” 😭)

tell me which haikyuu!! character you ship me with ♡

[iamiamiam1111]

Haiii ok so I read your success story or something in cleostoohot blog, and You said that you manifested some watt pad moments- JUST CURIOUS BUT CAN U SHARE IT WITH US I NEED TO READ SOME ROMANTIC STUFF (or even nsfw stuff ;)) I NEED TO CALM MY TITS-

lmao sure so-

there was this guy…👀

A few weeks ago,i was waiting for a friend at school and he was waiting too so i just decided to start a conversation so that we won’t be bored. then,we talked and talked. We did become close. It was raining heavily and he just ran and shared his umbrella. it was a kind gesture. also,another time was when this one friend just came and called me an ”idiot” (thats what she calls me as a joke lmao) and he got super protective and lecturing the girl for 10 minutes like-😭

i tried to explain to him that shes just my friend and we call each other that as a joke. then,he calmed down. now he calls me “Idiot” 😭 jkjkjk

2. There was this girl in my school who just randomly came to me and gave me a chocolate while complimenting me. After school,there was this grown dude looking at me a bit weirdly…she noticed it and then she wrapped her hands around me while glaring at the guy. another time was when we were at school during recess, We walked down the halls together,then she like suddenly holds my hands for a few seconds. she was gonna say something but the bell rang and we had to rush to class. but later,i did find a note with a little love confession with no name but im guessing its her becuz of the handwriting.

3. There was this girl…

The sunlight was covering my face and this girl just comes to me, takes her cap off and put it on me. It was random but nice. She kept on following me and staring at me during classes. So i was just giving my attendance and right after i said mine,she liked moaned loudly 💀

the teacher was like ”are you okay?”😭

It was so funny. oh yeah another thing i want to mention is that she defended me multiple times and that was rlly nice. 4. There is this tall guy my age from my building….

He always asks me the dumbest questions to start a conversation 😭

One time,he shoved to a wall and made eye contact with me for a few seconds and then just walks off as if nothing had happened. another time when my bestie jokingly asks me if we were dating and he was like ”yes,we are” then he pulls me closer as he

wraps his arm around me. my bestie was thinking some other things and was like ”ill leave you guys alone. (my name),make sure to go into a separate room if you wanna do it.” AND I WANTED TO SLAP HER-

He was not fazed at all tho.

“I think we should take her advice“ thats what he said. 😭

He said that as a joke tho so no worries.

5. This is prolly the final moment that im gunna be sharing.

there was this girl who compliments me several times a day. Like one time,she was sharing her food with me and then suddenly goes like ”you’re so pretty“ & im like YEEE.

also,she kept on making jokes about how we are married and i am her gf or sumting-

she also mentioned that she wanted to propose to me uwu.

She offered to drop me home & buys me food ’cause she knows i love eating. she always treats me as if we were an old married couple lmao.

so those are some of the moments i can remember rn. i dont think its too nsfw (only a bit i think) becuz of my preference.

[weaselmcdiesel]

what they dont know is that i only watched mumbo’s pov for the first time like 2 weeks ago

Here are my designs for my povs in season 9 :)

[ladykailolu]

I suppose I owe you a proper introduction to my Part 7 OC

Marcella von Meringue

or M&M

M&M is a 22-year-old racer

She has crippling narcolepsy and is almost always drowsy.

She seems rather soft and pathetic since she can't stop falling asleep and seems airheaded and dense.

Eventually, Juju and Jojo add her to their gang

Why you may be asking? well, the fact that they're cock assholes is actually part of the reason why

Gyro basically tells her that she's so pathetic that when he wins the race he's gonna feel bad about beating her, and he doesn't want to, so he's gonna help her so he doesn't feel guilty.

Johnny goes on about how he had no one there for him when he was first crippled, and see as she is more pathetic than he was, He might as well help her.

She basically goes along with them. She's rather nice but she can go from 0-100 really quickly.

Note: You don't ACTUALLY have to worry about her ruining the ship in her main story

She forms a sort of sibling-like bond with them in that one. She sees Johnny as her sort of bestie and treats Gyro like an older brother. (she never had older siblings) [Also Juju has a meaningful relationship with a woman]

As time goes on it's revealed she's really not as dense as she seems, which creates emotional conflict as Juju and Jojo start to feel bad as she lokey admits people calling her pathetic hurts her feeling.

Jojo and M&M kind of bond over shared trauma cause they're crippled orphans {M&M's parents died when she was lil}

Juju kind of teaches M&M to stand up for herself and be less of a pushover. She kind of starts idolizing him.

It's rather sweet.

So yeah M&M is great (please excuse my petty misuse of her but that's the only viable part 7 OC I had)

You will love her (or there will be consequences)

I love that. Right off the bat, "we're gonna take you in not because you're good or anything but because we pity you and without us you'd die alone in the woods somewhere and be eaten by the critters" like, thanks guys, I appreciate that a lot! So much!!!11!!1!1 :)))))))

((and I love how you put that Juju has a meaningful relationship with a woman in there like I wouldn't notice lmao jkjkjk we're not fighting over that too))

I like to imagine that in the end, Juju and JoJo treat her more of an equal (or at least like a little sibling, I mean come on fellas, she can keep UP with you!!!)

And I also like to imagine that M&M survived both Johnny and Gyro and lived a long life to tell their story to generations after them. In fact, I always liked to imagine that. She lives to be an elderly woman in her 80s or 90s who admittedly is losing some of her memory and other cognitive functions, but she remembers! Johnny and Gyro, she remembers. Well, she remembers what they looked like and what they did during the SBR race. Their names, however, slipped from her mind unless she reads an old newspaper describing the racers.

And occasionally, she goes to visit their graves and lay down a few flowers for them.

[dirty-urie]

I've been thinking a lot about that pic of Brendon on stage... but somehow I feel uneasy about it too. Given that lately I've been seeing so much hate towards Brendon bc of so many things, and that pic seems kind of... inappropriate i guess? Don't get me wrong, it looks great! Just wondering what are your thoughts on that

I don’t think I quite know what you’re asking, so if I’m wrong, you can send me a DM or another ask. But if you’re talking about the way people on Tumblr have been talking about the picture, I think it’s all in good fun. Sure, you could argue we’re objectifying him, but we also pay his bills, sooooo jkjkjk that’s terrible of me to say. If I thought Brendon had any chance of stumbling across my blog or if I thought he gave half a shit about his fans talking about his penis, I would keep my thoughts to myself 😂. I do think it’s weird that some peoples first instinct was to think it wasn’t real, like why would it even matter if it’s real or not? But there’s nothing wrong with that, they were just curious, I guess. If you’re talking about the photographer, I bet he didn’t even notice, like I definitely don’t think he was trying to establish his name by taking a picture of Brendon’s dick. If you’re saying that OP was wrong to post the picture on tumblr in the first place, then I definitely have to disagree, you can’t blame someone for knowing their audience. If I had found the picture first I would’ve done the same thing except I probably would’ve captioned it “HEY LOOK AT THIS DICK PIC I FOUND” because I have no concept of subtlety lmao.

But if you’re uncomfortable/uneasy, that’s definitely fair, I can’t blame you. I’m always ready to throw hands to protect Brendon at a moment’s notice, so I get that. If you want me to tag any posts mentioning the picture so you can block them, I would definitely be willing to do that!

[marriael]

1 Year Blogiversary

So. Hello people. Since 100 followers is still far away for me this was just me taking a chance to appreciate mutual, let me have this. 

All of these could be started with we've never talked/we haven't talked much so. Ehe. That one’s on me folks.

This is just a big, dumb, sappy post that I wouldn't recommend reading tbh.

Thank you to everyone who follows me, no matter for how long. It must get exhausting to see my dumb ass so often.

@wydyuto You were my first follower! When you first followed me it gave me so much confidence to keep going and making moodboards. Thank you so much! 

@igot7-penta-seo You've been dming me all these posts and I feel bad since I never send anything back. One day I will, I promise! It feels so long ago but I just remember reading all your pentagon stuff when I was getting into them and loving your writing and them even more. 

@mrchoiholic Alright since I’m dumb and don’t know when we became mutuals I’m putting you here. I remember my first interaction with you (technically) was I requested a Hoshi fic and then reblogged it because the title was incredible. Then I was Tea anon for a while, which was a good time. You’ve always given me caring older sister vibes even if you’re my ‘mom’. 

@cxvert-edits Oh my goodness hello! So I deleted my insta app. Since you’re mostly on there and I’m mostly on here we don’t really see each other much :(.It took me far too long to realize but I kind of sounded like an ass in our my last dm’s on here so. Very sorry about that, I didn’t really realize how my words sounded at the time. Honestly you were among my first inspirations for moodboards. 

@ladyluck852 Hey bub! I haven’t seen you around much but I hope you’re doing well. You’ve seen a lot of my blog and I hope you’re here for a lot longer. 

@mixtapejoon It seems like you started @/chulobangtan again so I think you’ll see this. I love reading all your stuff and since it seems like you enjoy writing so much I really hope you get the chance to again. With all the crap that went on with that guy and your school I hope you’re doing better now. 

@peachy-bangchan I feel like I don't talk to or about you enough which is an issue I must remedy immediately. I didn't know how popular you were when you followed me so I didn't properly lose my shit. You've really been here for a long time and never once have you stopped supporting me. Thank you, I appreciate that more than I could ever put into words.

@luvhannie Moodboard queen Anna! You’ve given me so much inspiration for moodboards. Motivation, too. I remember when you said you liked my moodboard, I felt amazing for like a week. 

@queerjunhui I just remember being so intimidated by you (still am lol) because you were friends with so many cool people. I think I sent you an anon once as Emotional anon? Maybe that was a dream or something. I started a conversation with you once and I’m pretty sure that was before we became mutuals, interesting. 

@middle-of-a-wonshua-sandwich Your URL will always be a mood lol. A lot of your more recent stuff has been Monsta X and non-kpop related but you still follow all my weird bullshit.

@stray-kids-stuff My first official stay mutual! You’re such a darling and I’m glad I found your blog and that discord. I hope you’re doing at least a little better now. 

@han-jxsungs  I clowned myself as ao3 anon that was fun lmao. OMG I just looked and ROSE HELLO MY DARLING ANGEL. If you didn’t get my last ask, just now it was super sappy and gross. I’m glad you’re back but if it gets too much again, don’t hesitate to leave. 

@gryffindor925 lmao hey Aaykta what’s up. I don’t think you use tumblr because wow you must be tired of all this kpop shit. I forget you follow me most of the time. If you ever thought I was curbing my tags to seem less weird at some point it was because I see her in real life and thought that me freaking out about this stuff was super weird. I actually had a dream last night I found your secret kpop blog. 

@finn-shitposts I honestly didn’t connect this blog and your art one until after you were revealed because I’m dumb. You seriously made the most amazing thing. Pun + Jilix, gah that was seriously amazing, and when I think about it I smile. 

@pikachulein Even though I had several very popular blogs follow me before you were the first one I seriously like, panicked about. I have an official offer for you. Feel free to decline because time zones are crap but french learning buddies? 

@ult-bee So we met in a discord server but I feel like I left it? I honestly couldn’t tell you what server it was though. Sorry, boo. Love you though <3

@dreamsevens You made the cutest Junhao drawing ever. You were such a sweet lil anonnie, too. We haven’t really interacted but I see you, boo. 

@jihan You’re both such lil sweeties! Honestly just a wholesome jihan blog, would recommend. Loved being an anon even if it was just a little while. 

@nerdynerdynerdy Iyoniiiiiiiii! You’re just the sweetest lil babe and I feel like I need to protect you. 

@visualgiggles I don’t know how I didn’t see you before we were platonically shipped, but I didn’t. I’m really glad that happened though, and that I had my brief anon stint. 

@3rachad Clowned the hell out of myself and revealed as CB anon (who I still am because I’m cowardly and dumb). Love the new hair cut bb.

@0hyja Ya seem super cool but also. You called Park Jisung rat boy and I don't know if I can truly forgive you for that  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ jkjkjk. I just feel like you don’t like me. One day I’ll get over that and send some asks or something. 

@nanjaemin I always forget you’re younger than me because you talk exactly the same as the other people on here. You baby. Love you darling, don’t let those give you shit.

@ethereal-lix I so often go to send you ask games and then forget entirely. I will make a better effort to interact with you! 

@soulclub My first aroha mutual! I really like seeing all your edits and thank you for co-creating the idea of Aroha Village! I’m trying to write a kind of tour thing for it but it’s not great so. This is embarrassing but you and Bex kind of meld together. I don’t know what it is but the best reason I have is my terrible memory.

@cherry-seungmin My stay host(?)! Wow going to your blog is such an explosion of happiness and Seungmin I love that. It felt like ages ago we were freaking out about Miroh teasers but it was actually March.

@ultkyu You were my lil stay anon! I feel bad that I haven’t made anything for 99kdh. It might take me a little longer yet but I will do it.

@uwujpgs Heeeeeey Bex. I don’t really know what to say :(. Actually. This is embarrassing but sometimes you and Rae just meld together. I don’t know why and then when I get you mixed up I feel bad. But yeah. Stay safe and know I’m figuratively sending you nice candles.

@jinniesmeow I’ll be honest I thought you didn’t like me at first. It sounds dumb but after I joined skzrequests you didn’t follow me so I was just like ‘:} ok.’ I want to honestly apologize because I was kind of ignoring you in the kakao chat. I don't have a reason/excuse for that. An official question for you as well. Feel free to decline because time zones suck but be my unofficial french teacher?

@staytion-nine Pitchfork anon! I have no idea where the anon name came from. I was pretty surprised when I saw the post about you getting a tumblr. Overall you’re just a little dol and I hope to know you better.

@kimwoojin-s I thought I was going to cry when you followed me istg. I’ll talk in the TGS chat. One day, eventually. Take care of yourself and try not to burn out lovely.

@bbywooyoungie  We have interacted exactly 0 times (i’ll send an ask soon, promise). Scrolling down your blog I now notice we have mutual mutuals. I don’t understand how I didn’t see that before, but ok brain sure. 

@re-biirthday Anyone who organizes an anon event is automatically a sweetheart in my book, so there you are. I really liked that sketch you posted today and I hope you’re doing well sweets. 

@xiaocity I saw you in others ask boxes for a loooooooong time but only followed you recently for some reason. Yeah, you just seem super dope and I’m glad we have something in common. Even if it is finding our bias intimidating lol.

@luvjisungs I’ve only seen you around recently but you are an absolute darling. Thank you so much for helping me out that night, I really needed it.

[emcscared-whumps]

3, 9, 22, and 24 for the writing ask!

Questions from This Post!

***I actually received two asks for the from same post, and you have a couple of the same queries, so uh, my apologies I'm gonna copy paste those bc I feel bad about linking the other post as an answer lmao, but also, why write it twice lol

3. What is your writing ritual and why is it cursed?

I sacrifice the blood of my innocent characters on the altar of sadism and worship the Higher Powers in hopes they grant me 50 extra words to put into my doc

jkjkjk lmao

I don't have much of what could be considered a ritual. I usually like a moderately dim, quiet room, I brew some tea, put on a Spotify playlist full of neat but quiet instrumentals, and lay a weighted blanket over my lap, and I crack open both my planning doc and my ActualWritingTM doc and see where I'm at and which bit I want to work on :)

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9. Do you believe in ghosts? This isn’t about writing I just wanna know

Uhh... Well, the feeling of eyes boring into your back and the sound of floors creaking in the night when no one's there is certainly unsettling (both true btw, I don't joke about that shit :bSweat:), but I don't think we have much definitive scientific evidence to prove anything about the existence of ghosts.

Just creepy anecdotes, unexplained occurrences, and horror campfire stories. And you have no real way to tell how exaggerated or not they are since you were never there. Or you never saw, even if you were. I think it's a lot to do with psychic and mind shit, so it's perfectly reasonable that one person could see a ghost and another, standing staring at the same spot, might not.

Personally?

I don't think our current science practices or approaches allow for large/reliable enough study into that field. We also might not have the technology. And we have the tendency to laugh at the psychics/mediums etc etc.

If I asked my uncle, I'm sure he'd say some interesting/existential stuff about about what it means to be alive, exist, and what our consciousness really is... whether the universe is real or just our brain's way of interpreting different stimuli... I would have to agree with the bits that I can wrap my mind around lmao

Short answer? I'm undecided, but if they wanna chill in my closet? Cool, just don't make a mess. You can look at my cool rock collection, ghost friend :)

Fun fact: I'm in the Danny Phantom fandom lmao because ofc I am

22. How organized are you with your writing? Describe to me your organization method, if it exists. What tools do you use? Notebooks? Binders? Apps? The Cloud?

I like to think I'm fairly organised-- I have different folders for different realms, and within those, the different stories set in those realms, and then inside those, I have note documents, outline documents, draft documents, and a snippet folder. They're all formatted the same, and the document names are also formatted the same.

I think it's very organised, and it helps me keep track of where I put everything so I can find it again.

24. How much prep work do you put into your stories? What does that look like for you? Do you enjoy this part or do you just want to get on with it?

I do sooo much prep work.

I am a notorious overthinker, and it shows in many aspects of my life, from my writing, to karate, to any kind of planning.

When I plan my writing, I make a lot of notes that stem from "main events".

For example, Timmy bb might need to go look for Pete in the aquarium. I'll write out what he does before finding Pete, and afterward, and I'll flesh it out with basic descriptors and emotions. It ends up half writing, I've started calling it 'scaffolding', because it sorta is.

E.g. Timmy blanches, he feels sick, and he feels his share of the guilt for getting it so so wrong. He should’ve known, he should’ve figured it out

It takes a little while, but if I already have the ideas, it's very quick because you can get a flow up very easily.

And then ofc, I come back several days, or even weeks later having daydreamed incessantly about it, and add more and more detail until it looks like Actual Writing.

Rinse and repeat and the process can take years :mElmoFire:

Shifting Phases though is a total fucking bitch because I started when I was 15 and wanted whump whump whump and didn't know how the characters worked yet. So, the plot is a constant battle, but I'm really making headway with the addition of 5 years of simmering on the cooktop :D

I suppose I do enjoy even the planning because it's still technically writing-- I'm not starting off on a blank page, and I have something to assist in the daydreaming :))

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[ask-svt-hearteu]

Joshua’s takeover of ask-svt-hearteu

I love Josh with all my heart and soul. Please spend the day sleeping and eating a lot

Joshua: Hi everyone! It’s Seventeen’s Joshua and I’m so glad to be able to answer any questions you might have for me today on my birthday! I’m always thankful for all the love and support our carats give me and the rest of Seventeen, so let’s be happy together, shall we? Love you guys <3

Mini Masterlist of all Joshua Day asks:

YOU, JOSHUA HONG, I LOVE YOU. YOURE AN AMAZING HUMAN BEING AND I AM BLESSED TO EXIST IN THE SAME CENTURY AS YOU DO. KEEP BEING THE AMAZING BRILLIANT GEM YOU ARE. 

Happy birthday to my #1 bias Joshua!!! Don't tell the other js ;) ♥️🍷🍰👀

joshua~~ happy birthday, dearie~ here’s to another year of good work and results!! make sure to take care of yourself, okay?? 💙💙 -dream anon

To: Seventeen I love you guys so much but you gotta sTOP LEAVING JOSHUA OUT YA KNOW. HE DOESN'T DESERVE THE DISRESPECT >:( I still love all of you okey just ignore my comment :)) also happy birthday Joshua! 🎉❤️

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GREAT, WONDERFUL JOSHUA HONG. I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY WITH ALL THE MEMBERS *cough* and with your wife Jess*cough*

Are you really Joshua from Seventeen answering?

I love Josh with all my heart and soul. Please spend the day sleeping and eating a lot

Hey josh how does it feel to know that you, Jun and Mingyu are very very close to stealing me away from Vernon?

happy birthday joshua, i rlly rlly love ya, this rap wont be long, its just my love for hong, yo yo yo

black hair joshua!!! what a concept. you look stunning and ethereal and it feels like you came out straight from an anime. happy birthday hun, im gonna swerve to your lane (dont tell jihoon and kwannie though) —kwanhoon love bot

joshiii, what do you want to eat? I will treat you food for your birthday and I'll treat you right for the rest of your life ;))

I WANT TO GIVE JOSHUA HONG THE MOST AGGRESSIVE AND PASSIONATE AND SOFTEST CUDDLE EVER. I WANT TO STARE IN TO HIS EYES AND COMPLIMENT THE HECK OUT OF HIM AND LOVE HIM TILL ETERNITY ENDS.

Joshua, the love of my life, my sun moon and stars, dare I say my soulmate. Please marry me, make me the happiest girl in the world. -lily anon

Happy birthday Joshua!! I love you with you soft voice, starry eyes and your amazing free style rap💝 Hope you have an amazing day that you deserve!!!

Joshua! Happy birthdayy, You're my ultimate bias I hope you have an amazing day, you deserve it! I love you so much 💖🎂

last night i had a dream about josh, and to put long stories short, it was essentially about him being an amazing and cuddly and loving hugger and i was very happy the entire time. it is now officially my dream to be hugged by the Joshua Hong -aries anon

im getting my hair dyed today and its gonna look really cool im hyped plus I'm getting rid of the remains from last time I dyed it because it looks gross. (also ooh shit its Joshua's birthday yanno the members better do smth cool or I'm suing pledis)

Prince Joshyyy!!! Happy bithday to youuuu~ **sends virtual hugs and cookies** Ahhh.... For the day... TO ALL THE MEMBERS OF SEVENTEEEN!!!! Dont leave shua at least for the day :') appreciate dis kind boii :''') **sends another package of love nad cookies**

Happy happy birthday handsome!! I love your lovely, sweet voice, soft demeanour, rapping, and of course your dorkiness (and so much more). I'm honestly so proud of you and all of your accomplishments with Seventeen this year!! I hope that you got to spend this day with your loved ones and your day has been nothing short of perfect. And just for today I'm switching lanes just for you, lol. 💖💖💖 (Don't tell Seungcheol).

Choi Seungcheol I am leaving you for Hong Joshua.

Josh has anyone told you that you're boyfriend material because dang you are so boyfriend material....happy birthday love🎉🎉🎉

Joshua did you know that you and taehyung have the same birthday. You are both my ultimate biases.

Say, Joshua? I know this sounds kind of rude. How old are you? I'm just naturally curious. I'm 27 so I know I'm older :( Lena

Happy brithday Joshuaaaaa♥♥! Hopefully the boys let u rest enough....lmao who am I kidding wE ARE GONNA THROW THE BIGGEST PARTY EVER

I hope the members aren't mean to you since it's your birthday. And I hope they wait on you hand and foot like the Prince you are. I hope you have a wonderful birthday and eat lots of cake. I love you. Thank you for being born ❤❤❤

to the beautiful, amazing birthday prince: happy birthday <3 thank u for blessing all of us with ur wonderful existence.

OH MY LORD BBY BOY JOSHUA HAVE SUCH AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY THAT YOU THROW UP GLITTER ILY SM❤️❤️❤️❤️🧡🧡💛💛💚💚💚💛💛🧡🧡❤️💚💙💜🖤❤️💜💚❤️💙💙🧡🖤💜💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙💜💙💙🧡💛❤️❤️💜🖤🖤💜💜💛💛💛💛💛💚💚💙🧡🧡🧡

Joshua I hope you get everything you wished for your birthday because, if could, I would give you the entire galaxy only for you♥️

Joshua, if you get forgotten by the members this day, just tell me so I can sue them -jkjkjk i love you all- but I hope you have an amazing day Josh!💕💕💕💕

Hey josh has jess done anything for you on your birthday. Also i ship you guys hard.

asdfghjkl josh everyone ships you and jess together YOU MIGHT AS WELL RULE CALIFORNIA TOGETHER but pls date