#jhhh I'm so fucking scared

[lucyvaleheart]

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[globodamorte]

I'm scared

something I only thought about now is how in the beginning of this story it really looked like there would be more than 1 killer, and that maybe everyone was in on it, or that everyone did something bad in there.

but now everything points to seongbin all the time and all the arguments against him that aren't circumstantial evidence is just 'jhhh...but... mental illness... he's sick... he's crazy... and dangerous and scary ...." like.come ON.

idk I just realized I do feel a little let down bc the thing in the beginning was of course 'omg who did this' and obviously when there's no evidence yet everyone looks suspicious. BUT. what I mean is: chasing tails with a name like that sounds like they'll be running in circles not really getting a-

FUCK ARE THEY RUNNING IN CIRCLES NOT REALLY GETTING ANYWHERE C THEYRE SO FOCUSED ON SEONGBIN????

like sure it was explained how the term chasing tails exists in investigation spaces but that doesn't mean I couldn't have a double meaning or better that doesn't mean the literal meaning also couldn't apply as an underlying ... theme? event? idk

anyway. that would be awesome but I digress. what I mean is: having a single culprit is kinda boring especially when at the start it really looked like at least 3 different people may have acted on their own there

and sure this is still possible for a looong time everyone assumed the murders and the cannibalism were committed by two different people but idk man... blaming everything on the mentally ill person is not a good look

also I saw someone in the comments say how the message of this webtoon maybe was 'look how sad seongbin would've lived a normal life if that building hadn't collapsed' but idk this line of thought also kinda leads to ... I'm gonna try my best to explain... like it might lead people to think "oh so he was a potential murderer that was one accident away from commiting a murder spree" and that's awful thinking that just contributes to the stigmatization of mental illness and specially psychosis and schizophrenia.

so far we don't know if his illness was indeed untreated and I've seen people blaming HIS MOM for saying he has to lay low. like are fucking serious??? a traumatized woman who was institutionalized against her will and was treated with neglect (because come on giving her medication that has severe side effects long term is neglect in my book) and like we don't know the extent of the mistreatment she suffered in there. are we seriously blaming her for trying to take care of her son??? because she didn't want him to suffer like she did????

TUDO ES CULPA DEL SISTEMA Y DEL CAPITALISMO

why is anyone saying how the other characters don't have motive when WE ARE NOT SHOWN THE OTHER CHARACTERS AT ALL BC THEY ONLY FOCUS ON SEONGBIN. also his motive being "uhhh I'm mentally ill.im crazyyyyy" .... not cool.

idk where I was going with this. bashi you're on thin fucking ice.