#jesus. you're the one who fucked me up so i can't tolerate conflict and am reserved and timid and closed off
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sorry i gotta rant in the notes. content warning for uhhh emotional abuse i guess.
#i am so sick of having to walk on eggshells around my mother because she'll throw a tantrum over the smallest fucking things#she literally acts like a child. no control over her own emotions at all#she's incapable of ever admitting that she might be at fault and if you even dare to suggest it it'll be even worse#she'll either stop talking altogether or accuse you of doing what SHE'S doing#the fucking GALL to accuse me of having a temper when all i've done my whole life is tamp down my emotions BECAUSE OF HER#and the one time i've had enough and lose it at her that's what she comes at me with#jesus. you're the one who fucked me up so i can't tolerate conflict and am reserved and timid and closed off#and incapable of expressing my emotions and shut down at loud voices#i make myself as small as possible and spend all my energy trying to keep you content and make you laugh and make sure you don't get angry#and pretend i don't hear it and that it doesn't gut me when you threaten to kill yourself or physically harm my dad or my brothers or me#i love my mother more than anyone else in the world when she's in a good mood. or at least not a bad one.#and try so hard to keep the other side of her buried even though i can't ever predict her moods or what will set her off this time#wish she would go to fucking therapy but of course she doesn't even believe in any of it#or could ever admit that there's anything wrong with her.#personal#tw emotional abuse
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