#jay's headcanons.txt

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"Mizuki is probably into fast fashion tho" is a loser mindset. Mizuki cherishes every piece of clothes they own and painstakingly fixes every loose thread. Mizuki picks the clothes with fabrics that will last and are good for your skin. Mizuki alters their own clothes when they feel like they need something fresh to wear. Mizuki thrifts and re-sells their clothes when they grow bored or grow out of them. Mizuki turns everything that cannot be sold or given away to patches and fabrics for both new clothes and everyday use. Next!

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An would play basketball and say "Kohane this one's for you" and then miss completely. Akito, who is her opponent, would laugh at that until he's half unconscious on the ground, and three minutes later say "Touya this one is for you, I'll show her how it's done" and then also miss completely.

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✦ New pinned post ✦

The old one got quite outdated, so it's about time I made a new one.

♪ I'm Jay! I also go by Ollie and Lu.

♪ any pronouns!

♪ My main is @jeiseny! I follow and like from there, but I prefer to interact on this blog.

♪ My back-up blog is @shiraishi-kanade. It was originally my only side-blog before being accidentally terminated by Tumbrl. Now it's just staying there, mostly inactive; however, I still intend to use it for long-form character analysis.

♪ I'm physically disabled. I'm also open to talk about it and my experience with it, specifically rheumatic heart disease and juvenile arthritis, but I am not obligated to prove my diagnosis to anyone.

♪ I'm dyslexic! If I suddenly don't make sense, that's why.

♪ This is a project sekai fan blog, on which I mostly write character analysis, especially focusing on Vivid Bad Squad in general and An Shiraishi specifically.

♪ I am also an occasional fanfic writer. My AO3 username is also Jeiseny!

♪ I'm currently working on two unit shuffle aus (on an indefinite hiatus, but by no means abandoned) and my mini-series Count To Five that is An Shiraishi-centric and takes place after Light Up the Fire. Feel free to check it out!

♪ I also have a side-blog for my pjsk fan unit Kawaakari Orchestra! They're a long standing passion project of mine. You can find them at @kawaakari-orchestra.

♪ I will sometimes post about other media I'm a fan of.

Additional info:

♪ Any interactions (e.g replies, reblogs, asks, dms) are fine and encouraged regardless of mutual status.

♪ I'm fine with tags and tag games (except picrew chains! I don't do those); however, please refrain from publically asking me to reblog anything pertaining to fan-content and especially character analysis. It makes me really uncomfortable (never thought I'd have to set a boundary like this but here we are).

♪ I visit the tags often and will usually reblog the takes I agree with naturally; being pushy about it because of me being a relatively big character analysis blog will only get you blocked.

♪ I love receiving asks about my opinion on pjsk characters and storylines! By all means, please send them to me. I take a while to answer sometimes because I take my sweet time to think about it.

♪ I am an VBS oshi & main, and I'm caught up with their stories at the moment of writing this. I also follow N25 closely and keep an eye out on WxS. All the favourites & fandom information from the old pinned post is still relevant!

♪ I'm open to discussion and correction on my posts, especially if it's about the characters I don't know well!

♪ On another hand, I'm not open to unsolicited criticism on my fanfiction. I do it for fun only.

♪ I'm touch-averse and neurodivergent. Please keep that in mind.

♪ I complain and vent a lot, especially about my disability and chronic pain. Block #jay rambles about life.txt tag if you're uncomfortable with that.

Tags:

#jay rambles.txt - general tag. Mostly about pjsk though

#jay rambles about life.txt - general tag for everything that is not about my interests. Doubles as a vent tag (because there's nothing to smile about in my life /ref)

#jay rambles about ocs.txt - me rambling about pjsk ocs, both my own and other's

#jay's archive.txt - old-ish character analysis posts or otherwise important things from a previously terminated blog; can also be found by similar tags on @shiraishi-kanade.

#jay gets asks - ask answered tag!

#jay's character analysis - self-explanatory

#jay's memes.png - I like to make funny images sometimes!

#jay's ocs & #jay's headcanons - self-explanatory

#rb - general rb tag.

#self rb - adding onto my own posts, mostly for my own self-organisation.

#other's character analysis - pjsk takes I love and agree with

#orher's art <3 - art rbs!

That is all! Nice to meet you!

[dividers by saradika-graphics]

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Got any An Shiraishi and Vivi headcannons?

Considering one of my wips is literally called "An and Vivi her therapy cat" you've come to the right guy.

- An and Vivi met when An was entering junior high. Vivi came to Vivid Street not quite a kitten but the kind of a scruffy and slightly confused teenager who didn't really know how to be a proper cat yet, and An was like, 12, which is the most confusing age to be at, so people of Vivid Street compared the two often. An very quickly bonded with Vivi over that.

- She was also the one to name her, of course. Some of the older residents jokingly complained about it not being "a proper name for a cat", but it stuck to her really quickly.

- Vivi has her own little spot in the backyard of Weekend Garage. Anyone's free to come visit and feed her, but Vivi rarely stays in that place for long. She gets too bored of the same thing and needs to listen to other people, too!

- Before her whole "cat who understands music" thing got discovered, Vivi primarily listened to An singing. Mostly because An just sang the most on the street in general, so Vivi got used to her voice the most.

- An kind of got Vivi to like music, in a way! She only became interested into other musicians after An started to look after her and sing to her.

- They've always been close because of that, but Vivi got even closer to An after the whole wedding photoshoot trouble! She's gotten to follow An around on her solo practices An did in Resonant Town, and such.

- After Light Up the Fire, An found special comfort in Vivi's company, because in her mind, Vivi was the only one who didn't lie to her. Of course she couldn't even if she wanted to, because she's just a cat, but... It's just a hunch An has that Vivi is so honest and earnest, she wouldn't lie to her even if she was a human, because of the way she approaches only musicians she considers to be good, you know?

- So An would sometimes go look for Vivi when she felt especially bad, and just sit with Vivi on her lap and pet her in total silence for hours. There's this kind of understanding between them that there's no need for words, even if An is certain Vivi understands human speech.

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Breaking news: An Shiraishi is dyslexic!

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i hope ur not still flaring up, but if youre up for it i would like to hear ab the chronic pain mfy headcanons :)

Hi! I was hesitant to answer this because I had a very severe case of internalised ableism today for some reason but don't worry I think I shooed it away. Headcanons under the cut!

By the way did you know that childhood abuse increases the chance of being diagnosed with an autoimmune condition later in life? Now you do. I think about this in the context of chronic pain Mafuyu a lot.

So... It started around Junior High graduation. Nothing major, really. Sometime Mafuyu would overdo it and her hands would cramp, or it would be raining and something was picking on her knees. It's normal, honestly. It's probably what most people experience, no? Mafuyu doesn't really know.

She doesn't keep track of it, so she doesn't really notice when it gets worse, only that it does - she's in pain more often and for longer. She writes it off for soreness after the archery club (she knows it doesn't feel the same, but she doesn't have the time to worry about it), or, on the opposite side, being too sedentary. She flares after the mock exams and fights with her mother, but that's just... She doesn't know, really. She's exhausted, but it would make sense she would be, right? It feels connected to her "true self" somehow in a way Mafuyu can't quite piece together, but it still falls in the static behind her because of everything else.

She doesn't consider she might be sick, not really. It doesn't feel like when she was sick, on Kanade's bed or a long time ago in the childhood, and Mafuyu doesn't really register it might be a different kind if illness; she knows about them on periphery but she's... Not supposed to be. She eats healthy and exercises a lot, so why would she be sick? It's probably just sleep deprivation. Or physical strain. Or something.

Then, when she moves in with Kanade, after she works things out with her dad, it hits. Everything that was keeping her afloat, that constant fight or flight response her body was grasping at like a lifeline, sensing a slightest bit of relief, crumbles and can't hold her up anymore, and suddenly Mafuyu finds herself unable to sleep and feeling like someone is pushing needles between her bones.

She knows she's in pain, but even still, she doesn't really have the idea of what is different and what isn't, her pain not quite bringing new feelings out but pooling on those that already were there. The line between "normal" and "not normal" is thin, and Mafuyu already can barely thread it, so whatever this new thing is, she pushes it aside.

Surprisingly, the first one to notice it isn't Kanade - her line between pain and no pain is blurry as well (I also hc Kanade as disabled, sue me), it's Shizuku. She notices how her friend's shoulders seem more slouched than normal, a little uneven in a subconscious attempt to find a position where it hurts least, and the way her usually steady hands tremble when she aims the arrow.

Mafuyu doesn't open up when Shizuku asks if she's okay, not yet; but it does give her the idea to bring it up to N25.

"Wait, how long have you been like this?"

"I don't know. About a year?"

"What do you mean about a year?! And you didn't even mention it?!"

...Yeah, at this point they know Mafuyu too well to actually be surprised.

They figure it out from there. They're still not quite sure what to do, or what is it, but they take care of Mafuyu when it gets bad enough; Ena shares her gloves and Honami figures out what foods make Mafuyu feel worse or better the next day, and Kanade is careful to not let Mafuyu do any chores in her stead when she's feeling better and dead set on overworking herself out of habit. Mizuki jokes about how ironic it is for the future nurse to get sick herself, then offers to alter Mafuyu's clothes so they feel better against her painful spots, then gets her in touch with Saki-

And Mafuyu is still in pain, and she still has to act like she isn't, to go to archery club and school and pretend like everything is normal, and she still isn't sure how she feels about it, but she knows she much prefers to be in pain right now than how she was at her own house.

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We got your thoughts on MizuRuiAn and on MizuAn.

Now how about… RuiAn?

Singlehandedly they have the most comedic potential of like, I'm pretty sure, all Proseka rarepairs. But I don't even think people ship those two either platonically or romantically anon, I think it's just the three of us here /hyperbole (I mostly ship them platonically but I can dab into romance too because romance means Nothing for me in pjsk sorry)

The first year it's just cat and mouse chase all over the place. The second year they team up on Tsukasa (An to get the revenge on Tsukasa participating in the Shenanigans last year, Rui just for the hell of it). Kamiyama teachers can't even decide which one is worse.

And An probably knows every nook and cranny in Kamiyama. And every single hidden room. And hiding place. And where the students from Disciplinary committee are stationed during breaks. She's not actively participating in his crimes, mind you. She's just giving reasonable advice. Wink wink.

In addition: romantically I think it's also hilarious just because it falls into my favourite category of ships, which are "giving Shinonome Akito an aneurysm". I don't think anyone in VBS or WxS would not be absolutely shocked at those two getting together, including themselves.

But by god, they would get each other so well if they actually talked for more than a minute at a time, honestly. Why are they allergic to each other's presence. It's because Sega know the room would explode if they were left to sort out their differences/similarities, that's why.

I need them to be better friends in canon but I think they would be absolutely hilarious if written in fanon.