#ive tried kofi doodles and those ''play games for gift cards'' but advertising my art tears a hole into my soul | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

pulsedemonremastered · 1 year ago

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god i hate being jobless and broke. i have no schedule my boredom drills all the way down into my bones AND i cant have a little pizza treat whenever i think about wanting one. or hold out til payday for it. because there is no payday

#all i want is cheese grease deli meat and an oceans worth of salt #i have been at the mercy of whenever my mom or girlfriend can afford it for over a year now. minus my short lived bowling alley job #ive tried kofi doodles and those ''play games for gift cards'' but advertising my art tears a hole into my soul #(& i didnt even get a request either way)#and the gift card shit well i just hate ads. and they go so slow. if im gonna play a shitty game #i want it to be because i wanted to put holes in my brain on purpose. like when i wander around fog.com or roblox or flashpoint #& streaming i could probably do im very quiet unprompted though. and my computer threatens to explode when i boot up a game #that has more than 10 pixels in it #idk im just bitching ill probably delete this later. ive been trying to catch an interview at walgreens for two weeks now #in agony

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