#ive revamped my entire artstyle once before and it REALLY worked out for me. but. now i'm kinda baxk to how i felt when i was fucking. 13? | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

normalcannibalism · 2 months ago

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i honestly kinda wanna revamp(?) my artstyle again. but also i really like my current one, idk. the "ideal"artstyle that i'd want is just wildly different to my current one and i really enjoy my current on it's fun to draw like that but i knowi will enjoy drawing in pretty much anyway. idk the main problem with my art rn isjust. how stiff it is. it isn't really as expressive as i want it to be, which was always the goal i had for my art. i want it to be more wacky and i think a thing that's really preventing that is just. ahg how do i word this. idk my artstyle feels stiff, i dont think the lineless i usually do is helping either?? it has to be. clean. perfect. i dont really want that. butim also just> AGHm artstyle crisis, these are happening WAY more than they used to. i want my art to be less appealing tbh. ulgly. i love ugly art

#imptxt #i really think part of the reason why these are more cmmon is because im seeeing other artists' work and just.#PEOPLE ARE SO TALENTED!!!!!!!! why arent i like that #i also just. want a super specific vibe for my art :/ but i cant do that rn #but that's moreso because im scared of ruining my image online (BLEHG)#if i even have one. the fuck even am i #HI GUYS. im ramsey.. and im struggling #ive revamped my entire artstyle once before and it REALLY worked out for me. but. now i'm kinda baxk to how i felt when i was fucking. 13?#i am still happy with my art though. unlike then. i hated my art #ALSO seeing people who are younger than me or the same age as me make better art than me.#not good for my confidence. i feel awful and guilty #it's probably gonna be even worse when im an adult. Fuck #ohhhhhhhh im gonn a feel like SHIT #god. i need to learn stuff about art but idont wanaaaaaaaaa #FUCKawful hell time HI

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