#ive identified as bi for probably 6-7 years now?

[love-to-lgbtq]

Hi, so I'm a cis girl, and I'm thinking I might be bi but I'm not sure and it's driving me a bit crazy bc I feel like I should've realized before (?) Or maybe I just think that I am but I'm really straight (?) Idk

1- I just started college and I'm living on my own for the first time in my life, and ever since getting to this city I've been like "wow, girls are hot", but I never had that feeling before

2- I've only had one (1) actual serious crush in my life, and it was on a man. But I am notoriously terrible at identifying how I feel, and I've had some mini-crushes on other guys, as well as some rather confusing and unclear feelings for some of my female friends (one of which is bisexual and even had a crush on me at one point, so I always felt like I was just responding to the attention, but maybe I had an actual crush on her as well???)

3- Obviously, I have no romantic nor sexual experience to speak of with anyone of any gender, so...

4- I play a lot of videogames and interactive fiction where you have like romance subplots and the like, and I've almost always romanced men in those. And the few times I chose a woman, my character was an OC instead of a self-insert. However, lately I've become more and more interested in exploring some wlw romance routes on some of the games I'm playing with a self-insert

5- It makes objectively no sense for me to be somehow repressing my sexuality. I grew up in a fairly liberal country, my parents are not homophobic at all, and 3/6 of my closest friends (and many of my more casual friends) are in the LGBTQ community. I don't know why I wouldn't have known before or why my mind would be hiding this information from me

6- I'm not even crushing on anyone. It's not like I fell in love with a girl or anything, I'm just noticing them more. But it's like a switch flipped. On my first day, I was asked my orientation by a very nice lesbian and I said "straight" without hesitating, all the while thinking "she's cute, but I don't think I'd be into her even if I were into girls". The other day I crossed her on the hallway and I was like "whoa 😳". I thought sexuality was something that was always there, but in my case it seems like I somehow acquired it here or something idk 😂

7- I'm scared to start identifying as bi because that would mean becoming part of the LGBTQ community, and I don't want to enter those spaces only to later realize I was straight all along. It would feel dishonest and wrong. Especially since absolutely everyone I know knows me as a straight woman. Not in a "assumed heterosexuality" kind of way, but in a "a lot of people thought I wasn't straight and I've been verbally communicating my heterosexuality for years" kind of way.

8- I also don't want to ID provisionally as bi bc I don't want to feed into the "it's just a phase" myth

9- Sorry for the long ask, but it's just that I needed to vent and to get advice from someone who doesn't know me irl. Should I wait until I actually get a crush on a girl? Is there a way to know for sure if you're attracted to girls? What do I do???

Dear anon,

Oh, honey. Its as if I actually know you. You sound just like so many people im acquainted with. First I will tell you a joke that my mom and i have which is "straight people don't question their sexuality" if youre thinking you might be bi, ive got some news for you. You probably are. College is a time where a TON of people figure out their sexuality. Also I will note another queer joke that queer people tend to "flock" so yes you may be the token straight friend now, but all your queer friends have probably just been waiting for you to realize youre queer too. Different people figure themselves out at different times. Some people figure out in their 40s or later! Theres no shame! And if you realize you arent bi (but I'm almost certain you are) then thats fine! Labels only hold as much power as you let them. They change. Thats life! Ive changed my labels before. I used to identify as gender fluid and now I identify as nonbinary.

I think you should act upon this to your comfort level. If you want to experiment, go ahead. If you want to wait and see, that's fine! If you want to just tell people youre questioning, that works too! It's up to you. Its your identity. It sounds to me like youre bi, but if youre not ready to accept that or if you still arent sure, then that's fine. Live in the moment. Feel whatever you feel without questioning it. The rest will come later. Theres no need to stress over it.

Good luck, let me know if you have any more questions or just need to vent.

-Day

[chimcharstar]

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55 interesting questions you should drop in someone’s inbox

1. If you didn’t have to sleep, what would you do with the extra time?

I ALREADY WATCH NETFLIX AND AGONIZE OVER MY STORY

2. What’s your favorite piece of clothing you’ve own/owned?

MY JACKETS. ANY CHEST OBSCURING, BROAD SHOULDERED, COZY JACKET

3. What hobbies would you get into if time and money wasn’t an issue?

DANCING, ID NEED TO GO TO CLASSES OR SOMETHING

4. What would your perfect room look like?

IM ACTUALLY PRETTY HAPPY WITH MY ROOM BUT IVE ALWAYS WANTED A LAVA LAMP, AND 1800 MORE PLANTS COULDNT HURT

5. Do you play sports?

NO

6. What fiction place would you love to go to?

SINNOH REGION

7. What Job would you be terrible at?

DEBT COLLECTION. I WOULD BE GIVING SHIT TO PEOPLE FOR FREE. I COULDNT BEAR BEING ENCOURAGED TO FORCE PEOPLE WHO CANT PAY FOR SOMETHING TO PAY MORE

8. If you could turn any activity into an Olympic sport, what would it be?

SERVING. HOW MANY PLATES CAN YOU CARRY AT ONCE

9. What’s the most annoy habit other people have?

WALKING IN MY SPACE BUBBLE WHEN MY SENSES ARE OVERLOADED

10. What skill would you like to master?

A SECOND LANGUAGE

11. What would be the most amazing adventure to go on?

THE ONE FROM MY DREAM WHERE I KISSED A GIRL DYED MY HAIR BLUE AND WE ELOPED TO BRAZIL TO RAISE SHEEP

12. What’s your favorite drink ?

THAT CHRISTMAS SHIT. PEPPERMINT MOCHA AT STARBUCKS. A FRIEND GOT IT FOR ME ONCE. NOW I ORDER IT A BILLION TIMES.

13. What state or country would you never like to go back to?

I HAVE NOT TRAVELLED MUCH EVER

14. What songs do you have completely memorized?

I DONT REMEMBER LYRICS SO MUCH, BUT I COULD PROBABLY REMEMBER HOW MANY SONGS GO COMPLETELY

15. Are you usually early or late?

LATE. IM GETTING BETTER THOUGH

16. What takes up too much of your time?

GETTING OUT OF BED

17. What do you wish you knew more about?

SWORDS

18. What are some small things that make your day better?

COFFEE. SOMEONE SAYING SOMETHING NICE TO ME.

19. What TV channel doesn’t exist but really should?

QUEER EYE BUT BY TRANS PEOPLE FOR TRANS PEOPLE

20. Who has impressed you the most with what they’ve accomplished?

YOU. AND ME. ITS GROWTH

21. What age do you wish you can permanently be?

21, SO I HAVE TIME TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE FUCKS GOING ON

22. What TV show or movie do you refuse to watch?

13 REASONS, THE BOOK WAS TRIGGERING SO I WONT RISK IT

23. What would be your ideal way to spend you weekend?

TAKING A WALK, HAVING COFFEE, WATERING PLANTS… IM HAPPY

24. What’s something in your life that’s considered a luxury?

I HAVE PERFUME...

25. Is there anything you’re too young/old for?

TO YOUNG TO NEVER DRINK. TOO OLD FOR POKEMON

26. What’s your favorite genre book or movie?

I DONT HAVE THE ATTENTION SPAN FOR EITHER BUT I SEEM TO LIKE URBAN FANTASY A LOT

27. How often do you people watch?

I THINK IM SO POLITE BUT HONESTLY, I QUIETLY SCRUTINIZE SO MANY PEOPLE ON THE TRAIN EVERY DAY AND GUESS AT THEIR PERSONAL HABITS AND SELF IMAGE.

28. What’s the best single day on the calendar?

MY BIRTHDAY, SAGITTARIUS SEASON RULES BABY

29. What are you interested in that most people haven’t heard of?

I DONT KNOW ABOUT ANYTHING PPL HAVENT HEARD OF BUT IM INTERESTED IN BLACK HOLES

30. Do you relax after a hard day?

FOOD. NETFLIX. DECOMPOSING ON TUMBLR

31. What’s the best book or series you’ve ever read?

I HAVENT READ A BOOK I REALLY LOVE IN AGES. HARRY POTTER AND ARTEMIS FOWL WERE MY FAVOURITES GROWING UP, BUT CORNELIA FUNKES BOOKS SLAPPED AND HIS DARK MATERIALS WAS GORGEOUS

32. Where’s the farthest you’ve ever been from home?

IDAHO?

33. What’s the most heart warming thing you’ve ever seen?

LUCIFER WAS LIKE YOU DESERVE SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT YOUR BORING MIDDLE NAME JANE AND KNOWS THAT EVERY MURDER BREAKS YOUR HEART AND YOU SIMPLY DESERVE BETTER SO NO MORE MOMENTS WHILE THEYRE HAVING A MOMENT AND CHLOE IS WATCHING THIS FUCKING IDIOT AND IVE WATCHED THIS BEFORE SO I KNOW SHES GONNA KISS HIM AND THEN THEY KISS

34. What’s the most annoying question that people ask you?

ANY SMALL TALK QUESTIONS

35. Would you give a 40 minute presentation with no preparation?

YES. ID MAKE THAT SHIT RIGHT UP. SKILLS

36. What’s something you think everyone should do at least once in their lives?

GIVE ME A HUG AND SOME CHOCOLATE

37. Would you rather go Hand Gliding or Whitewater rafting?

HANG GLIDING

38. Dream car?

SOMETHING I DONT HAVE TO WORRY WILL FALL INTO PIECES AT ANY MOMENT

39. What’s something so many people are obsessed with and you just don’t understand why?

STRAIGHT LOVE SONGS

40. What are you most looking forward to in 10 years from now?

HAVING A CAT

41. What’s something you’ve been meaning to try but haven’t gotten to it?

DECORATING THE DOLLHOUSE I RESCUED FROM THE BATHROOM

42. What’s the best thing that’s happened to you all week?

IM NOT VERY FAR THROUGH THE WEEK AND I HAVENT ENJOYED MOST OF IT BUT PEOPLE SAYING ADORABLE THINGS

43. How different was your life one year ago?

NOT A LOT DIFFERENT, IM JUST LONELY IN THE CITY NOW, MINUS A TOXIC RELATIONSHIP, ONE YEAR ON T

44. What/who would you rate 10/10?

MY CACTUS JAKEN. I DROPPED HIM SO MANY TIMES AN ENTIRE HALF OF HIS SPIKES ARE FLAT SCARS. AND LOOK AT HIM. THRIVING

45. What kind of art do you enjoy the most?

GENUINELY MADE ART

46. What do you hope never changes?

MY T PRESCRIPTION

47. What movie title best describes your life?

I LOOKED THROUGH NETFLIX AND I PICK TWILIGHT

48. What website do you visit most often?

TUMBLR

49. What’s something you’re looking forward to this year?

MY BIRTHDAY

50. What’s something you’d like to unlearn?

FINDING A REASON TO CANCEL EVERY SINGLE LITTLE THING

51. Where would you spend all your time if you could?

WALKING BY SOME RUNNING WATER

52. What age would you like to live to?

80. THATS MY MENTAL HEALTH ANSWER

53. What’s something you’re most likely to become famous for?

SOMETHING CREATIVE WOULD BE AWESOME

54. What’s something you’re most likely to be arrested for?

CRIMES

55. What’s something you really want but can’t afford?

A CAT

Lgbt+ ask game

What do you identify as and what are your pronouns?

I’m even a little shaken by a questioning state right now but for a while I’ve felt the best fit is the androgynous label -- I read a description of it being the purple on a pink to blue scale, both at once but not specifically either one, and something else by itself. I’m also happy with a cryptic masculine grey area. My pronouns are he/him.

How did you discover your sexuality, tell your story?

During the Puberty 1.0 nightmare, I was basically living someone else’s life, and any attraction I felt wasn’t in relation to myself. I felt disconnected from my body and gender and everything too, and I felt a lot of social pressure to experience a certain type of attraction, fit into a certain role, et cetera, and none of these feelings existed in me at all, so I used to identify as ace. When I realized I was trans, I was too caught up in the, transition safely, my life is a lie, stopping dysphoria drama to focus on this, but I had an idea I might be a gay guy judging from my gay creative writing until I caught feelings for a girl and realized this wasn’t the first time that had happened. Some bi positivity and nonbinary rage later, I am reminded that gender is a joke.

Have you experienced being misgendered? What happened and how did you overcome it?

Yes of course A LOT. Starting with my parents, who do it aggressively and maliciously. And plenty from strangers and customers, mostly after hearing my voice pre-transition. It used to hurt terribly because I was dealing with so much other stuff at the time, and one little thing could be the last straw, so I used to react strongly and harshly, to people you express yourself to anyway. On T, I’ve been so much more chill and confident, and it’s less painful to accept that some people just don’t know any better, although that doesn’t change its effect.

Who was the first person you told, how did they react?

I don’t remember, I think it was a high school friend. I vaguely remember texting someone in a bathroom during a crying session at work. My high school friends were all warm and supportive.

Describe what it was like coming out, what did you feel?

It was scary as hell. I’m sure coming out (with your gender specifically) is scary by nature because it’s a huge truth to be telling that can really change how the people you love perceive you, for better or for worse, but for me, I’m also thinking with the dread and certainty that my family would be too conservative and potentially dangerous. Coming out to my family was one of the worst, most painful things I’ve ever been through -- being kicked out and laughed at, a lot of drama, confrontations, Bible readings and being ganged up on at odd hours, trying to comfort my mom who took it as her personal failure -- I was shaking with adrenaline 24/7. I think of the “I’ll suffer through anything as long as it has meaning” comment that was about angsty fanfics, but knowing the truth about myself was a source of unshakable strength and it felt refreshing and even triumphant to say, like I was giving myself permission to exist for the first time. I came out a bunch of times, though...

If you’re out, how did your parents/guardians/friends react?

My family reacted mostly badly, my sister is a little confused but has the spirit, and my friends have been wonderful.

What is one question you hate people asking about your sexuality?

It’s more of a gender thing, but I hate it when people imply that I shouldn’t be on T or are subtly trying to talk me out of it with their questions. After all the disrespectful as fuck bullshit I heard from my parents, I’m tired of this.

Describe the style of clothing that you most often wear.

Zombie apocalypse denim? Gay Layers

Who are your favourite lgbt+ ships?

I’m not really emotionally invested in these “ships” you cool kids are talking about. I like canon, age-appropriate ones.

What does makeup mean to you? Do you wear any?

I’ve never really worn makeup. I brazenly never bothered to growing up, and if it had an effect on me socially, I was too tuned out to care. My sister always wanted to do my hair and makeup, but I wasn’t interested and wouldn’t let her, much to her frustration. I wore some for a musical once though, and I had no idea what I was doing and it was extremely uncomfortable. I felt what I know now is dysphoria and ended up using the lipstick to draw. Another aspect to this is my family forbade it (or my dad made the decision for everyone), not that it made my sister feel less pressured to wear it, so maybe it was some female presentation I could easily get out of. For that reason, I don’t have super strong feelings about it. Not understanding it probably resulted in me feeling left out a lot among my peers.

Do you experience dysphoria? If so, how does that affect you?

Yes. Before my realization, it was a numb horror I wasn’t consciously aware of, ruining nice things growing up to the point where I feel like I missed out on being a teenager. I remember it as feeling nauseous while sitting in a corner, feeling like none of my clothes ever fit for some mysterious reason. Living with my family in the closet, it defined my life, and I was obsessed with my presentation. These days, it does not bother me on that level at all, except a minor freakout now and then if I get really wild and wear feminine clothes. Or I still feel it in more subtle ways, when I default to customer service voice, or when guys my age are twice my height and I look aaaall the way up at them and wonder what gender they see me as.

What is the stupidest thing you’ve heard said about the lgbt+ community?

Trust me, I have heard truck loads of dumb shit and the winner is the Gay Agenda is R****a’s propaganda to weaken the integrity of North America. Considering what is happening over there, it was enragingly stupid.

What’s your favourite thing about the lgbt+ community?

I feel like I can be myself around lgbt+ people. I don’t feel like I have to hide stuff or put on a show, and I’m not afraid because it’s familiar territory.

What’s your least favourite thing about the lgbt+ community?

Aside from obvious problems like TERFs, ace discourse. Ace people are part of the community if they want to be and that’s enough on that, my skin is already breaking out.

Have you ever been to your cities pride event? Why or why not?

I finally went to a Pride event this year! I was surprised it was the first one I’d been to, then remembered my parents discouraged me from going anywhere, never mind to a gay where.

Who is your favourite lgbt+ Icon/Advocate/Celebrity?

I can’t think of many people right now, but Leslie Feinberg seems awesome, and some quotes from Stone Butch Blues are very validating.

Have you been in a relationship and how did you meet?

No. Technically I have been in one, but it was shitty and ridiculous, and basically platonic, and I don’t want it to count.

What is your favourite lgbt+ book?

I barely read… I read Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe in high school and it was honestly so precious.

Have you ever faced discrimination? What happened?

Yes. I got kicked out (but then kicked back in again), had my stuff stolen and damaged, was verbally harassed… and I was indirectly fired by an employer, but We Will Never Know Why...

Your Favorite lgbt+ movie or show?

Queer Eye! I don’t know of many though, and some important ones, I just haven’t watched.

Who are some of your favourite lgbt+ bloggers?

My mutuals :D

Which lgbt+ slur do you want to reclaim?

I’m okay calling myself queer.

Have you ever gone to a gay bar, or a drag show, how was it?

No, but I did see some drag performances at the one (1) Pride event I went to, and they were jaw-dropping.

How do you self-identify your gender, and what does that mean to you?

I’m not sure what this question means, but I decide what fits right by what makes me feel the most alive and emotionally real and in the moment. What makes me feel the most attractive to be honest. There’s a post about dysphoria I saw going around, the things on it are basically what I use to figure things out.

Are you interested in having children? Why or why not?

I am actually! Not anytime soon, but I’m the responsible type for sure, and judging by the way I love growing plants and being around animals, I’m probably a nurturing person. I actually like kids too, lol, they’re just so high-energy.

What identity advice would you give your younger self?

You’re a boy. Go!

What do you think of gender roles in relationships?

I think people are going to have different ways of expressing themselves that make them happy, but… I don’t think they should infringe on basic human decency. When I hear “role” I think of acting a certain way because someone told you to, something I want to disagree with on the spot.

Anything else you want to share about your experience with gender?

People move out of my way on the sidewalk and take me seriously now. Privilege or self-confidence… I never want to forget what it used to be like, or get too entitled.

What is something you wish people know about being lgbt+?

That it’s simply living one’s reality. I think that trips up a lot of straight people -- that some people just come like this, and they don’t have to make it fit into their personal identity.

Why are proud to be lgbt+?

Because I worked hard to be alive and happy right now. I’m proud of choosing to get through those rough patches, take care of myself, heal, take walks, cook breakfast, learn healthy coping mechanisms, that was out of love for myself and a defiant conviction that I have a place in this world.

[karmanticmoved]

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j esus okay

1. describe yourself.

uh,, emotional ig, dumbass, quiet, exhausted all of the time, v queer, healthy mix of feminine and masculine, insecure, and not tha t great tbh. kinda a pussy ass b itch

2. if you could go anywhere for a week all expenses paid where would it be?

idrk. maybe somewhere like a hella nice beach in another country, maybe somewhere in europe. i like travelling but i hate the travel to get there and have no money so i havent put thought into it. maybe hawaii or somewhere like that.

3. do you have siblings?

the one thats still alive is my half brother

4. what is your favorite constellation, why?

orion maybe bc i don't know a lot but i can see that one from my bedroom window even in the city n idk. its comforting. or scorpius cause i'm a scorpio

5. favorite color.

yellow, pink, or blue.

6. what kind of music do you listen to?

almost anything. whatever catches my interest.

7. favorite flower. (you can name as many as you want cause flowers are awesome)

forgot what i said last time but those

yellow carnations i think?

8. if you could do magic, what is the first spell you would learn?

maybe smth to put myself to sleep immediately bc f uCk

9. favorite childhood memory.

my summer camp memories are pretty great. also memories of my dad and i going fishing are good.

10. have you ever been cheated on?

i mean in theory i couldve been bc online relationships but no. n im polyam and have identified as such for a majority of my relationships so no.

11. if you could describe your perfect room, what would it be?

big but not too big, yknow? like big enough that it can be filled and have room to walk around and lay on the ground or whatever but not Empty. and a pretty big bed to stretch out on, n a closet in the room. multiple windows w blackout curtains so theres light but it can be blocked out. n fluffy rugs or carpeting but preferably rugs in case smth spills so we can get it out of at least Remove the rug. and probably a cat tree thing in corner for dipper. n a computer desk and actual lights that light up the whole room. but probably,, fairy lights too bc full lights too bright. and i kinda want a pink room but blue or yellow work also. a nd pride flags on the walls + posters and various other stuff bc plain walls are boring. and tons n tons of b ooks too.

12. favorite animal.

river otter

13. what was the last photo you took of?

cat

14. do you believe in soul mates?

i'm not sure. i do kinda think there are people who you will like. really really click with and who become so important in your life that they're like. apart of u yknow? but i don't think that anyone as an individual needs to keep those people in their life forever. they arent destined to stay with them, and they shouldnt force that relationship (platonic, familial, romantic, or whatever) even if they were close for years and years. screw destiny. youll have people you care about, and sometimes you have to break that bond to save yourself, and thats okay. there will be other people who can and will be just as important. that got kinda off topic skbsks. i don't think theres really like Destiny soulmates. but there could be like. soulmates in the sense of for however long we're together, we're soul bonded. even if its not forever. does that even make se nse skbsns

15. do you hang toilet paper over or under?

over is the one thats socially acceptable right

16. your go to place to eat & your favorite thing to get there.

idk theres a place near a movie theater closeish to my house and its a nice little cafe and i dont eat there bc i dont eat much in general but i get their bubble tea and i love. raspberry bubble tea w rose popping bubbles. its comfort drink.

17. do you believe everything happens for a reason?

no. sometimes shit happens for no reason, and its bullshit, but you can't reverse it, so you gotta figure out how to move on from it.

18. guilty pressures?

im assuming thats meant to be pleasures

umm,, idrk. i don't know what exactly i like that would count as a guilty pleasure so,,

19. favorite mythical creature, why?

merpeople are s o cool i fuckin. love funky aquatic pals hell yeah. maybe im just Water babey but. they're rad. dragons are also hella cool bc like dragons???? theyre scaly and prett y and can breathe fire or have wings and kill u?? also like selkies bc again. water. but i used to hear a lot of stories abt them and theyre so nea t

20. something most people don’t know about you.

i have the potential to be a huge asshole and also kinda Wish to fuckin murder someone sometimes but. i act nice most of the time anyway.

not murder murder but i can get angr y enough that i just wanna Stab smth

21. where did you grow up, what was it like?

grew up kinda near the edge of the city, still in it but not like the main city area. in western washington. it was kinda rly boring, i used to spend a lot more time outside or just by myself playing with leaves or toys or whatever. when i had friends i played make believe w them even when outside of school. so yeah. boring id say.

22. do you believe aliens exist?

sure.

23. what was your last google search?

other than names for some actors n stuff, i was looking up various star wars things

24. what did your last relationship teach you?

the one that like. ended? i guess thatd be. be careful with your own feelings and try to figure them out before jumping into anything, and also don't try to force smth that in reality isnt really working.

25. would you relocate for love?

honestly yeah

26. do you hold grudges or forgive easy?

both. it just depends on how badly i or someone i care about was hurt by it. more likely to hold a grudge if a friend was hurt by someone d eep enough to leave a lasting impact or if they don't get a genuine apology i will be 🔫🔫. or if the person keeps hurting them. even if that person is also my friend.

27. favorite book.

favorite graphic novel is bloom by kevin panetta

favorite books in general are autoboyography, more happy than not, and what if its us. all gay. i know. its okay. im a kinnie.

28. do you consider yourself an extrovert or introvert?

introvert by far

29. have you ever kept a journal, do you now?

i tried once. i probably will have to once i go see a therapist, or at least one for my Bad Thoughts

30. top 5 favorite movies.

in no particular order

little shop of horrors, love simon, coco, it (2017 and 1990), and shazam! ig? maybe others but i definitely Forgot all the shit ive watched

31. do you believe that everything happens for a reason?

no

32. what is your greatest fear?

definitely gotta be all of the people i love hating me and abandoning me or secretly hating me and then leaving me without saying anything. and the worst part is im always afraid its gonna happen babeyy

33. favorite alcoholic beverage.

im baby

34. most embarrassing thing you’ve done.

im embarrassed by my own existence. i don't remember the Most embarrassing thing

35. do you believe in ghosts?

not until i have proof that i can actually trust and believe in

36. what is the best and worst part of your personality?

idk ig im nice. but im also. very easily set off on certain emotions especially the bad ones which sucks like especially jealousy bc i dont wanna!! feel jealous!! tho i think that ties into my greatest fear bc my brain immediately tells me im useless to everyone and they hate me. but. sometimes i get jealous and then feel bad for that and then hate myself for all of it. bc my friends deserve to hang out w other people and care about other people im just fucking stupid babey !!

37. should you split the dinner bill?

i rly don't get why you wouldnt tbh like if u both wanna be there u should both pay. but if one person gonna pay it should be the person that asked.

38. are you a good liar?

most of the time. when it comes to my mental health i can either lie great or im literally breaking down in front of the person so

39. what keeps you up at night?

depressing thoughts. anxiety about everything. wishing i could cuddle and fall asleep w jay. sometimes i just cant sleep bc im too restless.

40. would you rather go without your phone or music?

music. i need my phone to text my friends and i Need my friends

41. do you believe in god?

what god would let the world get to the point its at. what god would allow people to do such fucked up shit.

no. i don't.

42. how do you relax when frustrated?

cry, take a nap, take a shower, listen to music, cuddle dipper

43. what’s something that offends you?

when people go "oh yeah i support gay rights but im still gonna eat at chick fil a bc its good" like i get so fucking. pissed off by that. youre not gonna fucking s ta rv e without their goddamn chicken. i know a bi person who goes there and says its okay bc they dont Directly Give Their money to Specifically anti gay organisations but im just. ugh. fucking pissed bc there are other places to get food just avoid the one place for fucks sake. their food is good it doesnt matter. its like saying yeah pewdiepie is a bad person and nazi and a racist asshole but his videos r funni haha so im gonna watch him anyway

44. favorite food

i hate myself whenever i eat food

45. if you were on a 10 hour flight and could sit and talk to any person the entire time, who would it be?

@destinedformuchmore or @pinaplelee

46. when do you feel the most confident?

never? but ig i feel confident when working on tech construction during theater tech. as long as i know what im doing.

47. what do you do in your free time?

sleep. draw. cry. play video games. talk to my friends.

48. is there anyone who has completely lost your respect

matpat did for being a dick abt neopronouns and making a transphobic joke and only apologizing when a cis person told him to. not when hundreds of trans people did. and also other jokes that are inherently offensive to various groups. a n d for making extremely not Child friendly jokes in his videos which are very much targeted towards kids. say what you will about the target audience, there are a lot of children who watch them. please stop making creepy nsfw jokes if you won't even swear, sir.

49. have you ever broken someone’s heart?

i guess so yeah. but she also broke mine first.

50. did/do you play sports in school?

i did. i don't anymore bc highschool sports are bullshit but. basketball, ultimate, and soccer.

51. when are you happiest?

talkin 2 jay prolly

52. coffee or tea?

tea

53. what is one possession you own you wouldn’t want to live without?

my binder. or my stuffed cat puppet thing ive had since i was 7

54. what is the first thing you notice about a person?

their general emotions, mostly. like if theyre in a good mood or if theyre bored or distracted or whatever. or if they seem interested in actually talking to me

55. what is your favorite season, why?

fall. my birthday, the atmosphere is nice, it's pretty, its hoodie weather.

56. what makes you laugh?

stupid little comments or jokes my friends make tend to make me laugh a lot harder than i should but jabdn

57. are you a clean or messy person?

a mix. i Cannot have some things messy or i will ksjqkd. Die but i don't make my bed too often bc its ha rd when its against 3 walls.

58. what is important for a successful relationship?

communication communication communicati

talk about ur goddamn problems n keep talking to each other.

59. what was your upcoming like?

if thats supposed to be upbringing

idk, very relaxed. pretty easygoing and kinda boring.

60. favorite holiday?

any holiday in december rly. i don't celebrate a Lot but the atmosphere and others celebrating is nice to see. i kinda wish my parents did more to embrace the jewish part in our family blike. whatever. christmas is fun.

61. what is the first thing you’d do if you won the lottery?

give half of it to my parents. and then probably use it for plane ticket

62. what’s the best pizza topping combination?

hawaiian pizza. pinapple n canadian bacon ty

63. favorite outdoor activity.

frisbee

64. how are you? honestly.

not great. i want highschool to end.

65. would you rather go camping in the woods or stay at a beach resort?

idk. camping is fun but if i get to stay at the resort for free i would rly love 2 stay at a resort tbh ive never done that

66. what is the most beautiful thing in nature?

waterfalls. or rivers or just. water in nature. and very green forests. aNd snow.

67. favorite type of candy?

none

68. if your life was a book, what would be the title?

i can and will do arson, an autobiography

69. what movie quotes do you use of a regular bases?

i quote john mulaney and whatever my obsessions are pretty regularly

70. what was cool when you were young but not cool now?

silly bandz. pokemon cards. these weird unicorn figures i collected

71. what’s the craziest conversation you have ever eves dropped on?

im mostly the one having the weird conversations

72. what’s the most interesting documentary you’ve ever watched?

i watched one about dogs and cats and their evolution which was lit

73. what’s the worst hairstyle you’ve had?

when i let the lady just go fuckin ham on my hair bc i was watching spirit that horse movie and didnt wanna stop so it was. rly bad bangs and hella short in back but not the sides

74. what do you like to cook?

whatever im hungry for. i don't have the energy to cook a lot

75. what’s the coolest animal you’ve seen in the wild?

really pretty tropical fish

76. what’s the funniest tv show you’ve ever seen?

idk. i rly like schitts creek its pretty amusing

77. do you usually follow your heart or your head?

heart at first but my head if things get bad

78. what is your favorite quote?

"i have a splitting headache and i think i'm dying. how are you?"

or a character just saying "try harder" when another failed to do smth.

this is supposed to be deep or whatever but im in a Mood

79. what’s the weirdest crush you have ever had?

once had a crush on a character in a minecraft parody lmao

80. what’s your love language?

sending shit that makes me think of them. n just. making tons of stuff for them both online and irl like bracelets.

81. do you ever feel alone?

oh yeah. all the time. im not but it feels like i am which sucks

82. ever been bullied?

yeah

83. are you usually early or late?

late bc of my parents rip

84. what kind of art do you enjoy most?

drawing, or writing. also theater.

85. what do you wish you knew more about?

i just wish i could remember everything ive learned more about. i know a lot i just forget all.

id like to know more about forensics tho

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oooo snap dude! 

1. Who did you first come out to, if anyone?

the first time i remember having an actual *+*+ coming out moment with was probably my host mom. i mean id been like actively out in certain circles before that for a while but it was the first time i was genuinely nervous about it and felt like i was doing the whole*+*+ thing 

2. Favorite LGBT singer/instrumentalist?

i actually really love mary lambert bc she covers my childhood faves but makes em GAY 

3. What’s your gender + orientation?

f lesbian 

4. Who’s the best Gay Icon™?

hmmm idk ! can i say britney spears lmao 

5. Do you have a partner?

no : (

6. How long did your questioning process take (if you’re not still going through it)?

oh worm ! lol i dont know an exact amount of time. i kinda went like .... oh im straight ...... ohhh ok maybe im bi ....... im pan i love everyone !!! now im like wow women are iconic ! (even tho i identify as lesbian i still dont know what the fuck is going on ?? i still stand by the fact that sexuality is fluid n this could change at some point !! but women rock and men make me uncomfortable so lol ! thats where im at and its valid ! )

7. What movie/video game/TV shows have you stolen from the straights?

hmm ! i dont really know what this means tbh ??? like ?? a straight thing that i like or one that i wish was gay or wat ? :s

8. What’s your favorite color?

orange ! 

9. Do you go to a support/pride group?

no i dont! i always think about joining the university one in O week but then im always too nervous to go up to them and i stupidly i dont like joining groups n going to events by myself lol even tho i know thats how u meet people ! anyway ! disaster lesbian here 

10. Have you ever been to a pride event?

i actually havent ! fake 

11. What’s your favorite thing about your flag(s)?

its pretty & sof ! it makes me wanna eat raspberries 

12. Favorite LGBT artist/writer?

oo i actually have no idea ! i havent read much in a looong ass time nd dont really follow artists that much 

13. How often do you get tired of The Straights?

every damn day my pal 

14. How do you express your sexuality/gender?

im more confident in expressing it online through my shitposting lol. irl im not as open about my sexuality. ive tried to be a little more this year but it left me feeling a little uncomfortable because of the situation. i dont really think about //expressing// my sexuality or gender that much. i dont dress in a certain way or anything that is explicitly +*+*+gay lol

15. Has Tumblr been more harmful of beneficial to you when it comes to discussing LGBT issues or figuring yourself out?

more beneficial. its a space where i actually feel comfortable and confident to be gay. im super proud of my sexuality but like ?? sometimes even when u feel that love n passion toward it some RL circumstances can lowkey drag u thru the mud so its a nice place to come and be unapologetically gay tbh ! fandom has been good for this too. like coming on here and reading fic and seeing art etc abt beautiful wonderful wlw is so lovely and makes my heart feel so nice and soft ! and sharing this experience with other people on here has been all around a pretty wholesome nurturing experience and im pretty grateful for that. 

16. What LGBT charities/organizations do you support?

there aren’t really any i follow specifically and i dont have a lot of money so its hard to give to things but i do appreciate the organisations trying to help lgbt ppl ! i know there are a lot out there. ive bought things from love is louder before because im a fuckin slut for britt snow and i really appreciate what she’s doing with that does that count lmao 

17. Distinguished, functional, or disaster?

im somewhere between functional and disaster depending on the day. 

18. Favorite LGBT film or actor?

i really enjoyed love, simon... also i liked below her mouth even tho its kinda mostly porn lol. my favorite film of all time is Frida which i mean? counts right. and actor omg there are sOOOO many ! i friggin love stephanie beatriz tbh but there are a lot of badass lgbt ppl out there 

19. Is your current environment supportive?

i mean... yeah... i live with a rly queer nb gay af person who literally writes and performs theatre shows abt being queer so being gay is something we really celebrate here! id really like to have more gay friends here who i can hang out with tho it would make it a lot more enjoyable ! 

20. What are your plans for this June?

nothing too exciting or gay sadly lol. im going home to qld to visit my family for a while so nothing super gay will be occurring lol. 3thank you so much my dear xx i hope you’re having a fabulous pride time. 

[imsociallyanxiousgetoverit]

I’m sorry about all the extra, I’m not having a good brain day (autism is taking the entirity of the wheel today instead of just assisting my driving)

1. For me pronouns really matter because I feel dysphoric if the wrong ones are used. Lots of people don’t feel defined by the though.

2. Erm, I guess? I was the usual “Tom Boy” but I mean, that doesn’t mean much anymore lol. I suppose I probably did but I don’t have many detailed memories cuz trauma~/OSDD

3. Hmm, as an afab and girl-identifying child I liked quite a bit of femme-bias stuff but mostly cuz i wasnt given any masc-bias things based off my family’s assumptions. I never really thought about much of it from a gendered perspective other than my behavior even as a kid cuz to me I was only excluded from activities because of who I was not what I liked. It’s a very confusing thing to explain.

4. When I first discovered what sexuality (it was romanticality at that point I was 12) was I decided immediately that Bisexual felt correct. Then Demisexual came along (still here woohoo) and then came figuring out I’m nonbinary. Everything after those first three is still happening which is just adjustments to what I know about myself. I’m Demi and Agender/Nonbinary comfirmed at least. Those first time discoveries were like- really weird compared to most because I started out really accepting of myself even as I realized I wasnt a girl. Like, I just accepted it and it was only in middle school that I learned to feel anything negative about being different.

5. Like I said above, for gender at least I found out really quickly and just accepted it. I’m still nonbinary now but Agender felt like I fit my body for once. Demisexual still fits perfect but I’ve been between sexualities for a long while. I know I’m panromantic and always have been but I’m confused about my sexuality. From Bi to Pan to Lesbian to Asexual- It’s very confusing for me. I want to know for myself with a label which is why I dont just stick to Demi. I need labels for my brain to understand it’s own rules.

6. I started feeling dysphoria around the time that middle school came around and showed me that my sex would always matter to society. The fact that my body is more important that who I am as a person to most of the world broke me as a kid and now I’m here with lots of dysphoria and fighting my own learned biases against myself. Ive only ever felt gender euphoria a few times with the label Agender and the times when Im with my best friends. Having friends who use your name and pronouns no matter how many times it changes (whether OSDD or not ofc cuz i have to deal with that extra hurdle) makes a huge difference.

7. Nobody expected me to say anything I dont think? I mean, I never really had expectations on me for anything besides my gender? My sexuality didn’t matter to anyone really and when it did they passed over it pretty quickly. Im very lucky in some ways, but also incredibly oblivious. I may not have noticed stuff purely because Im autistic so its gone over my head. My one grandmother competely shocked me by being extremely unsupportive of my gender and sexuality when I came out officially (not that i knew i was doing that). Everyone else has been pretty neutral or supportive as far as I know.

8. Y e s. My mental illnesses have greatly affected everything to do with who I am and what I know about myself. I wont go into specifics cuz its really too much but absolutely. I’m disabled now, not even just because my senses have been worse the past years but because of my PTSD. My entire life has been fighting my own mind and that kinda gets in the way of discovering it.

Hello I am currently wondering if I’m anything near who I thought I was

So here’s a list of questions I have for trans people, non-binary in particular - but also people who questioned their gender but realised they weren’t in fact trans! Feel free to answer any or all or none, this is purely for my brain and for anyone else who’s going through the same thing.

Are you meant to feel like your pronouns really represent you, or is it just chill?

Did you show ‘signs’ when you were younger or not?

Were you maybe more feminine/masculine (if you’re afab/amab respectively) than your peers growing up?

Did the questioning come in a sudden wave or was it over time?

Did you feel like no identity truly fit you upon research?

Did you have a lack of dysphoria, but not really gender euphoria either?

Did you feel uncomfortable labelling your sexuality the way you were expected to (eg afab preferring ‘gay’ over ‘lesbian’)?

If you struggled with mental health, did it get in the way of you figuring stuff out?

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

[bitgaay]

For that ask, 1-13? ❤️

1. How do you define your sexuality?I have been defining as bi but lately it’s been kinda weird using it, so i just say i love girls but im really really selective with guys lol (which btw ive been seeing a lot of bi girls say the same thing tho so im conforted) but idk i might be a lesbian who knows, certainly not me 

2. What pronouns do you use to identify yourself?she/her 


3. At what age did you first suspect you like females?ooh when i was really young like 5/6 i use o have crushes in a lot of girls in kinder.. i remember one time i killed a bug to impress some girl in the playground asdgfjkasd

4. At what age did you come to terms with your sexuality (is it different than the age from question 3)?come to terms as in fully understand what was happening and accepting it, was like last year (thanks clexa and tumblr for that ) 

5. Did you have an “aha I like girls” moment or was it more of a gradual realization?i feel like it was kind of both cause i did have like an “oooh so this is why i been so nervous talking with pretty girls” but also i know there was a moment there where i spent days thinking abt some girl or i used to stare (in a non creepy-way lol )  at school and i was really clueless as to why so idk. probably more the gradual thing 

6. How did your sexuality make you feel before you came out?
well im not completely out yet so i would say there are good and bad days. honestly the worst part is over thinking everything and making potential plans to move to australia in the evetual case my family disowns me 

7. At what age did you first come out?
18

8. Who was the first person you came out to? How did they take it?the first person i told i liked girls was my good friend anna her on tumblr and she was lovely abt it, and the first irl was another friend of mine and she was also lovely abt it which i knew that she would be cause i needed the first one to be a good response 9. Do your parents know about your sexuality?
no and they are really big homophobes so wish me luck on that one10. How out are you?im out to all of my friends and tumblr and thats abt it for now

11. Do you now identify as something different than when you first came out?kinda answer it in the firsr question 12. Were people surprised when you came out or did they already know?
some claim (and i say claim cause i dont believe them) they did and some were really surprised lol 13. Has coming out lost you any friends?nope my friend are the coolest 

[musical-nerd18]

1-40 ask questions

I had to log on to my computer for this, I hope ur happy

1. What was the name of the first person you ever had a crush on? Why did you like them?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh not naming names cause fuck that shit shes on tumblr and its still a thing, but uhh she’s v cute and v nice and I just do and that's all im saying cause again its still a thing and im in hell

2. What is one thing you regret having done or not done in your life?

um getting to know theater at all before I did. I was a v late bloomer. v late as in like late 2018 late

3. Which parent do you identify with the most?

depends on whats going on, honestly, sometimes my mom, sometimes my dad

4. What do you think you cook or bake the best?

cake. any kinda cake. cupcake, cake, if its got cake in the name im p good. (im bad at cookies tho I can never tell when they done, getting better tho)

5. If you could change your first name what would it be?

I like my name. only thing I would do is maybe make it easier 2 spell cause my irl name is not raven and is spelled v weirdly.

6. Can you hula hoop?

I can make the hoop go around. that is my hula-hooping ability

7. What embarrasses you the most in front of other people?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk trippings bad ig

8. Have you considered running for president?

as a joke cause trump sucks and im bi and my friends were like hey u should run and make gay laws, but they also said it 2 all of my gay friends. which is like all but 2

9. If you had to choose one thing you were most passionate about, what would it be and why?

theater. I like it, its cool beans, I talk about it a lot, my family gets annoyed, I wish I could do it but oof stage fright.

10. Who are you most envious of—real or fictional—and why?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk I envy lotsa people for different reasons

11. Where is the most beautiful place on earth and why?

I like. uh. places with not a lot of snow cause its cold af here

12. Are ghosts real?

there’s a possibility, I can’t really rule it out, but I like to think so

13. Are aliens real?

yes. statistically its almost impossible otherwise

14. How old is the most expired item in your fridge?

idk and im 2 lazy 2 check.

15. What are your favorite style of underwear?

uhhhhhhhhh tmi, pass.

16. What’s the saddest song you’ve ever heard?

oof uhhhhhhhh words fail, I think, I don't like remembering sad songs

17. How about the sweetest song?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk uh probs only us. its cute fight me.

18. Do you know how to play dominoes?

ye. its been awhile, but ik how

19. What’s under your bed?

stuffed animals and other rando shit that ive dropped and never bothered 2 pick up

20. Have you ever prank called someone?

new years, we called my friends grandma cause she teased us about doing it earlier.

21. 100 kittens or 3 baby sloths?

KITTIES ALL OF THEMMMM

22. Are you proud of what you’re doing with your heart and time right now?

uh idk what this means but yeah?

23. Why or why not?

like I said idk what that last one meant but lifes chill I guess, I mean procrastinations a bitch, but overall yeeee

24. How many bones have you broken?

none

25. Have you ever won anything? Big or small?

uhhh I won an award for academic excellence in 5th grade and I was the only one in my school who qualified so yeah, big.

26. If you could buy one material thing, and money was not an issue, what would it be?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh broadway tickets 4 friends and me

27. What’s your favorite movie from your childhood? 

any and all Barbie movies

28. What food will you absolutely not, under any circumstances, eat?

broccoli, and cauliflower cause they gross

29. What’s the best way to comfort you when you’re having a really terrible day?

hugs. cuddles. hair pats. love em, want em.

30. Has anything/anyone every saved your life before?

no, or at least I don't know of anytime that it may have happened.

31. Would you ever adopt a child?

yeeeeeeeeeeee love kids. all kids. would adopt 4 sure.

32. What is one thing you’re embarrassed to admit you want to try?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh writing like an original story with og characters

33. If you were a cake which cake would you be?

dark chocolate bacon.

34. What is the most important material possession you have and why?

ummmmmmmmmmm I like,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,my stuffed penguin and my stuffed whale, they good 4 cuddles

35. What is the most important memory you have and why?

oof uh idk all memories are important cause they all make up who u r, I guess?

36. When was the last time you cried?

uhhhhhh like, 5 days ago, cause rp got intense and I was hardcore projecting.

37. How old was your mother when she had you?

29

38. Which famous person would you like to be BFFs with?

idk famous people so idk, but a gay one

39. Is there something you wish you had said sorry for but never did?

uhh probably I just cant think of it rn

40. Have you been on your first date? If so, how did it go?

I have not. im bi and alone 4ever

[officialflowergirl]

[flower emojis]

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? jfc...smh....you tolerate so much from me....a True Friend 2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? we/re cool 3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?  my gf wants to do molly w me! 4. Is your last name longer than six letters? neither is 5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? sober i think?? 6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? lmao.........................................i sure did 7. What does your last received text say? Hey ily. 8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? ???? a medium number of times 9. Where was your last kiss at? idr tbh lmao...maybe my car 10. When is the last time you saw your sister? :( at her wedding last weekend 11. What do you drink in the morning? water 12. Where did you sleep last night? couch 13. Do you think relationships are hard? not rly 14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? YES 15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems? not at all 16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? sunny lmao 17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? there’s No One 18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? pajama shorts 19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? hopefully a nice lil qpp thing 20. Does anyone like you? yes 21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? [strained face emoji]  22. Is the last person you kissed gay? bi 23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? me 24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? i have 2 with plans for at least 5 more 25. In the past week have you cried? lmaooooooooooooooooooooo duh 26. What breed was the last dog you saw? ???? large and black 27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? off, i sit in my towel until i become dry 28. Have you ever kissed a football player? no but someone had a dope varsity jacket i got to wear once 29. Do you think you’re old? yea :( 30. Do you like text messaging? yes! iMessage and fb chat muuuuuuuuch more 31. What type of day are you having? unproductive and miildly sad 32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? yeah!!! a little heart shaped stud [heart eyes] or a septum (gay) 33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? warm!!!!!!!! 34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? duh theres tons of ppl important to me 35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? pals 36. Are you a simple or complicated person? this is a stupid question humans are complex and it’s insulting to suggest anyone (besides kyle) is a “simple person” 37. What song are you listening to? arby’s theme song, followed by believer (imagine dragons): commercials 38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? usuallly 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? yea 40. What made you start liking the person you like now? im dumb 41. When did you last receive a text message? this morning before waking up :) 42. What is wrong with you right now? LIKE 90 THINGS 43. How well do you know the last female you texted? are demigirls female or nb moderately well 44. Does anyone disgust you? anita 45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? no 46. Are you in a good mood right now? im not in a BAD mood 47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? family 48. What color shirt are you wearing? black tank 49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? probably 50. Anyone you’re giving up on? anita 51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? no theyre incredible :///////////////// 52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? not? rly?? 53. Do you like rain? hate it 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? pls drink unhealthy amounts of liquor w me 55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? yes Every time 56. Do you like to cuddle? yes!!!!!!!!! 57. Are you shy? no 58. Do you get along with girls? mostly, esp if they identify as queer 59. Have you dated the person you texted last? nop 60. What do you carry with you at all times? matching friendship rings 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? yes but i would Die 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? [strained face emoji] 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? ive never been In A Relationship 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? YES I DIE 65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? yeah ^^ 66. How old are the last three people you kissed? ummm 21, twenty-something, and thats all i remmeber 67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? neither 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? [strained face emoji] 69. Do you have any stickers on your car? i want to believe & the truth is out there, and lisa frank stickers inside :D 70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? never rly listened to either 71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone? BLACKBERRY 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? with my sister before her wedding :C 73. Do you like diet soda? no 74. What color are the walls in your room? light blue!! 75. Are you 16 or older? no i’m 12 76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? weirdly specific but no 77. Do you have a job? yea 78. What are your initials? DAP 79. Did you ever have braces? questions starting 2 get boring, and no 80. Are you from the south? i sure am, born & raised yee-haw 81. What does your last status on facebook say? talks about how cute i am 82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? a small amount (to my first peck, first real kiss, and first makeout sesh) 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad? dad dead 84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? no but id look so cute in cheerleading 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? moana! 86. Do you smoke? no but i have like a 3 yr old eCig that tastes rly good i use super rarely lol 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? i love both 88. Is your phone touch screen? its 2017,,,yes 89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? natch straight 90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? no lmao 91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? cant swim 92. Have you ever made out in a car? [eyes emoji] 93. …Had sex in a car? [eyes emoji but like 20 times] 94. Are you single or in a relationship? let me Live 95. What were you doing last night at midnight? moping 96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? ??????? 97. Do you like the camera on your phone? front is bad, regular is good 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? yes :) but the benefits are romance lol 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? no but ive blacked out which is arguably worse 100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? yes lmao 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? i took a plan b once just in case and i was fine 102. Name your favorite Kesha song: currently crazy kids 103. Do you have any tan lines right now? not rly 104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? Hell Yes