#ive developed this 'u had a fucming shot
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29121996 ยท 22 hours ago
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new hypothesis im testing out: can i regian a connection w someone WITHOUT an apology if i can see change in them. more at 10
#anyway. im talking to libra again#its weird . he asked me a vunch of questions ficked our of his mind on md on sat n#now im . confused#bc hes cut a full tie to fuckass mcgee honestly . in a weird way#ive developed this 'u had a fucming shot#next lifetime fucker.' mentality towards him and . well us bc like .#idk smth abt libras reappearance has shidted my perspective on SO mych n its funny to me a little#given how much this fucker has popped in once or twice over the last few years#but this time it doesnt feel as weird bc i dont feel weird abt anythibg#im a headless chook abt So Much in my life but its literally bc for the first time in mt life#n i mean this genuinely . my trauma isnt driving the car this time. i am actually decently hwaled and like#idk i just Know who i am now . n my decision makung is a lil piss poor bc im still .#figyring so mych shit out and ive created a huge mess n now in kinda. well i can sort it when i return !#bc i dont . wanna deak w this while my brai is just Longing for phrip. ive clocked out im on vacation mode#im doing the bare minimum just en I ugh to .ake a Lot of money and not lose either of my jobs#anyway i cannot believe what the fuck is goijg on in my life rn i kinda wanna stay seated here for a bit n just See how this all unfolds#not just This but i mean . the other little seeds the universe has given me.#like . i still wanna fick off but i might aim for feb insteas now?#like kurtis connors xoming to aus i might go n see hom n make it my.movijg trip like This was supposed to be#idk . shall See .
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