#ive been SO active on here today omg

[undefeatablesin]

You know what? Fuck you. *Bloodbornes your Pinnochio again*

[witherby]

HI HI. SAME ANON :33anon here!!!

omg???? jfc christ? that was so good im shaking my cup for more 😭 i think the fact my ask is being used as a power shower is silly... i love it keep up the good work!

(side note ive done metamorphosis may i be 🎆anon.... i will be yapping at you on a later date o7)

Welcome to the club 🎆 I am smooching ur cheek

Hahaha...wouldn't it be so silly....if I used your ask again.....to post the second part hahahaha.....isn't that the silliest idea hahahaha.........

The Littlest Wayne: Uncertain Home

(Part 2 of 2)

Masterlist is Here!

"Let me make sure I've got this straight."

Everyone stiffens in their seats. When Batman says things like that, it means he is very, very close to yelling. Batman never yells unless his patience has reached its limit, his emotional threshold has bubbled over, or he hasn't slept in over six consecutive days. Given his usual activities, it could very well be a combination of the three, and the current situation is not helping.

"You —" he points a gauntleted finger at Manhunter, "— realized my child was showing signs of developing their powers six weeks ago, and told no one."

He turns to Superman and Diana next, talking through clenched teeth.

"And then you two, today, realized the same thing, indirectly told them they would no longer have a place in my home, and then they vanished under your cape."

He places his hands on the meeting table. Inhales. Exhales.

"No one attempted to reach out and express their concerns to me, the father, in either incident."

He slams his fists on the table. The wood splinters under the impact. Everyone flinches with it.

"AND NOW MY CHILD IS MISSING! DID I FORGET ANYTHING? DID I LEAVE ANYTHING OUT!?"

The silence afterwards is deafening. Bruce yanks his cowl off and slams it to the floor, running his hands through his hair.

"The Watchtower is under lockdown until further notice. We do not leave until either I find my kid, or I figure out how to track them down."

"Batman," the Flash chimes in, "I feel for you. This is a bad situation, but we can't all stay here; I have to —"

Bruce rounds the table and crowds Barry into his seat with near-inhuman speed. His eyes are wide and wild and his teeth are bared.

"We do not leave until I find them."

The lights briefly turn red and an automated voice comes over the intercom, alerting them that lockdown protocols have initiated. The heroes watch as blast shields cover the windows and the Zeta tubes deactivate, effectively blocking their only ways out.

Green Lantern re-enters the room from the observation deck with a determined expression.

"Checked the monitors and surrounding galaxy. Skies are clear, and earth-side we should be fine for at least a couple hours, so I went ahead and triggered the protocol."

"Hal!" Barry protests. "C'mon, I'm gonna be late to work again! It's not as easy for some of us to maintain our civilian covers, you know!"

"Well, then it sounds like we gotta find our missing Mouse fast."

Bruce presses a button on his gauntlet and pulls a small ball out of it, rolling it to the center of the table. A hologram screen pops up and shows a picture of you sitting in Tim's lap and enthusiastically looking at something on his computer with him. To the right of the image, a wall of text begins to appear, detailing observations made about your growth, health, and development of your powers.

"You already knew," Diana mutters, like the words have been punched out of her. Clark holds his head in his hands.

"Why didn't you tell us then, huh?" Oliver frowns. "Didn't think we could benefit from that information?"

"My child, my discretion," Bruce hisses. That shuts Ollie right back up. "This is everything I've been able to passively observe about their ability. They can latch onto any shadows in their immediate vicinity, up to a range of approximately one hundred feet, and until now has only used them for pathfinding, like solving puzzles or looking for small objects. What just happened today with Superman's cape is the first discovered instance of them being able to traverse into darkness itself."

"That's why the Watchtower is locked down," J'onn realizes. "If they can only travel so far with the shadows, chances are high that they're still in here."

"Yes."

"How do we pull them out if we find them?" Arthur speaks up, arms crossed. "Last I checked, no one else has shadow powers."

"Do what you can without risking injury to them or yourselves. If you can talk them out, that will be the ideal tactic. Any more questions?" Bruce waits a few seconds for anyone to speak up, then dismisses the holo-screen and rises to his full height. "Then everyone fan out, cast some shadows, and get to work."

--

Arthur is having no luck. He checks the furniture that was already casting shadows, like tables and beds and appliances, to no avail. Calling to you and feeling around those dark spaces isn't gonna get him anywhere.

Clark and Diana had picked up his cape and hunkered down under the fabric, gingerly asking you to please come out, Uncle Clark and Auntie Di are very sorry they implied what they did, they never meant to scare you, please please please come back.

Barry is zipping around the whole tower, checking high spaces and low, calling for you with a mixture of urgency and concern.

Ollie uses his body to cast a shadow under the fluorescent lighting and Dinah crouches in the space of it, patting the ground gently and urging you to appear. She insists everyone is worried and looking for you because they want you to be safe.

Bruce is frantic. He's visually very composed, but Hal can see the tremble in his hands as he slowly and methodically checks every single shadow he can find or create for signs of you.

"Bruce," Hal mutters, watching him check his cape for the fifteenth time in just as many minutes. "Bruce, sit down and breathe for a bit."

"Don't mention breathing," Bruce snaps. "This is unprecedented. I'm working with zero useful information and three of my teammates contributed to this situation in the first place. Can they just exist in darkness forever, or is there a limit before they get spit back out? Can they even get back out? Is there oxygen wherever they are? Are they safe or in any kind of distress? If you don't have answers to these questions or haven't found them yet, I don't want you talking to me."

He turns to check his cape again and almost runs right into J'onn.

"There was a shadow moving in the training room," he noted. "When I approached to investigate, it melted away. I found it important to tell you that Flittermouse seems to be active and uninjured judging by the ease in which that shadow moved."

The Manhunter leaves them again, phasing through the walls to continue searching for you. Bruce pulls his gloves off and rubs his face, sighing.

"Hal."

"I forgive you," comes the immediate reply. Hal places a hand on Bruce's back and offers him a thin smile. "You're a dad who's scared for your four-year-old kid. I think you're entitled to a little bit of bitchiness."

Bruce hums.

"Just a little bit, though. Like fifteen percent more bitch than your baseline. Which is to say, if you talk to me like that again I'm going to make a giant cartoon hammer and beat you to death with it."

Both men hear you giggle. Their heads whip around in the direction of the sound, and find a small, child-shaped shadow moulded into the corner. It's a strange thing, to look at a shadow with no source. It would be frightening if it wasn't you.

"Mouse?" Bruce immediately calls, stepping towards you. The giggling stops and the shadow shrinks. He crouches down, palms extended. "No no no! Don't go, don't go anywhere, please. Can I talk to you?"

You don't respond. Bruce isn't entirely sure if you can, in your current form. You haven't run away yet, however, so he inches just a bit closer.

"I'm...there's...." He stops and starts, searching for the best words to use. "Mouse, there was a misunderstanding. No one is making you leave. I'm not going to give you up or send you away, I promise."

"...m e t a h u m a n..." you mutter. Both Bruce and Hal shiver. It sounds like darkness itself whispering directly into their ears, faint and echoing and all-encompassing.

"Yes, that's what people with skills like yours are called," he confirms.

Your shadow doesn't move for a while. Bruce shuffles closer, palms extended, and is about to ask you to come out, but then your entire form wobbles and starts shrinking even more.

"...n o m e t a s i n G o t h a m..." you say, and the sadness in your voice is so potent Hal has to brace himself against the wall.

"No!" Bruce says, pressing his palm against the wall just a second too late. You dissolve and disappear. "That's not — ffffffuck."

He presses his forehead to the wall and closes his eyes, taking slow, deep breaths to avoid screaming. It takes a while.

"They're not going to talk to me," he eventually says. "They're scared of me, of that damned rule I —"

He cuts himself off and rubs a hand down his face.

"You have to do it."

"Me? Specifically?" Hal asks.

"You're their favorite uncle." Bruce pushes himself off the floor and rests his hand on Hal's forearm. "They adore you. They ask when you're going to visit Gotham again all the time. If anybody's gonna get them to understand that they're not in any trouble or danger of losing their family because of something I did, it's gonna be you."

"Whoa. No pressure," Hal says. He knows it's true though — you absolutely adore Hal, and the feeling is mutual. You feel almost like his own kid. He's just as scared as Bruce is about your current situation. "Okay...alright, I got this. Listen, tell the others that Mouse probably isn't gonna come out for 'em. Go hang out in the meeting room and gimme an hour alone. I'll bring them back."

Bruce nods, but he seems hesitant to leave the part of the hall where they spotted your shadow. Hal gives him a small nudge and he eventually turns away, his boots clocking softly against the floor.

Hal inhales slowly, holds it, then exhales for a count of ten.

He's got this.

--

He does not have this. Hal walked into an empty corridor and flicked all the lights off, choosing to sit in the darkness and try calling out to you for almost thirty minutes. There's been no luck.

He sighs and uses his ring to construct a small bear, illuminating the immediate space around him in green, and makes it walk around.

"Y'know you used to love playing with my constructs," he murmurs. "We had this game I made up, where you would chase after whatever toy I made as fast as you could and try to catch it. I let you win a lot."

He makes a construct of you as a much smaller infant, not yet able to walk, crawling eagerly after the bear.

"You'd grab the little toy and hug it tight, and then come show me you got it. And I'd scoop you up and give you a cookie before we did it all again. We had to really tone down the cookie part because you got sick one time. Bruce made me sleep on the floor for a week. Not even one of the million couches in the manor. The floor. It was the worst."

He hears the surrounding darkness around him giggle. Hal leans against the wall and heaves a large, relieved sigh.

"Hey, kid," he says softly. "S'good to hear you."

You don't respond. He tries not to feel discouraged, instead seizing the opportunity presented.

"I'm not gonna ask you to come out, but if you don't mind...I'm kinda lonely. D'you think we could play that game again?"

Hal vanishes the constructs and makes a new one — a small, stuffed bat toy. He makes it flap its little wings and flop in circles.

"Think you can catch it? This one's a bit feisty."

Nothing happens for a few seconds. Hal feels himself growing nervous, and he's about to abandon the idea and suggest something else, but then the bat just vanishes. The construct is sucked up into the shadows, like darkness itself came up and hugged it into the void. A knot in his chest comes undone.

"That," he says, "was awesome. Okay, here's another one. Even feistier than the last."

This goes on for a while. Hal makes something for you to chase, you emerge from the dark just long enough to pull it in with you, and the process is rinse and repeat. Eventually, though, you come out of the shadows more and more, staying out of it longer and longer to chase around the conjured toys, until you're just tossing them into the shadows with gleeful little cheers.

"Got it!" You cry, jumping up to reach another one, this time shaped like an owl. You're panting from exertion and grinning widely at Hal, just standing and hugging it to your chest. "I win?"

"You win again," Hal agrees, expression painfully fond. He adores you wholeheartedly. "C'mere and get a victory hug, kid. Don't have any cookies on me, but we'll do a raincheck on that."

You go to him easily, practically collapsing in his lap, and rest your head against his chest while you idly pet the glowing owl toy. The area is bathed in dim green, enough to see each other without strain but still casting more than enough shadows for you to hide in again if you wanted.

"Fantastic job," Hal murmurs, kissing the top of your head. You nuzzle into his chest even more, hiding your face. "We definitely have to do that again some time. Don't you think?"

You start to nod, but the motion is jerky. You hesitate, then shrug, hugging the toy tighter.

"Oh, Mousey," he says, running his fingers through your hair. "You didn't think your powers would make Uncle Hal stop wanting to play with you, did ya?"

You slowly nod again, curling in on yourself.

"Well, that's just plain wrong. I love you, honey. Everybody loves you, y'know? You're smart, and adorable, and soooo much fun to be around," Hal insists, giving you a quick squeeze. Your mouth twitches like you're trying not to smile. "And it's gonna be way more fun now that you have cool shadow powers! Hide and seek might get a little challenging, but we'll make it work."

"...and Daddy?" You mutter. "Will he...want to play, too?"

"I know Daddy would love to play any game you wanted," Hal swore. "Daddy loves you more than anything in the whole wide world. And you know what else?"

"What?" You ask, lifting your head. You look at him with wide eyes and furrowed brows, hanging onto his every word.

"Sometimes Daddy makes mistakes. Like creating dumb rules he shoulda broke years ago."

You look away, snuggling further into Hal.

"What if...Daddy don't wanna break the rule?" You whisper.

Hal curls around you almost protectively, kissing your head again.

"Then he's a big, smelly dummy, and I'll take care of you instead," he promises. "You can live at my house, and I'll still bring you to the Watchtower to hang out with everyone and play games, and maybe, if you're extra good, I'll take you on vacation in outer space. I'll show you things you've never seen, like planets with four moons, and people as tall as skyscrapers, and space food that turns your hair all different colors. It'll explode your tiny head!"

"Nooo!" You giggle, grinning. "I don't want a exploded head!"

"Hmm...you drive a hard bargain kid," Hal says. "Okay, I won't give you explodey-head food. But only because you said so."

He lets you get your laughter out, then gently pats your back to regain your attention.

"I know you're very scared," he says, "but I promise this doesn't change the fact that you are so, so incredibly loved. I bet if you gave the others a chance, they'd be more than willing to prove it. Especially your dad."

You tighten your grip on the owl in your arms, bottom lip wobbling for a moment.

"Could you give him a chance, Mouse?" Hal asks. "If you don't want to, that's fine. We can work an arrangement out and always try again a different day. But I know he would be really, really excited to see you again."

You stare at Hal, face tight in contemplation. He waits patiently, continuing to rub small circles in your back.

His patience is rewarded when you bury your face in his chest again, nodding.

"Want daddy," you whisper. Hal settles you more securely in his arms and immediately rises to his feet, relishing the burst of satisfaction and relief in his chest.

He takes you back into the meeting room. Bruce immediately stands up from the table when he spots you curled up in Hal's embrace, hands twitching like he wants to hold you himself.

He moves with all the carefulness of someone approaching a wild animal. His face is uncharacteristically open, broadcasting his worry for you and relief that you're unharmed.

"Hi, sweet pea," Bruce mutters, silk-soft, and that's all it takes to make you start sobbing and reach for him. Your father doesn't hesitate, sweeping you up and giving assurance after assurance that you are just as treasured and loved as you've always been, that he is so happy to be your dad, that you belong in Gotham and that will never change no matter what.

The lockdown gets lifted from the Watchtower. Several heroes, after conveying their relief and gratitude over your safety, take their leave. Diana and Clark stay behind to apologize profusely, both to you and Bruce, for implying that you would ever be unwelcome in your own home just for being different. It's easy for you to forgive them, but Bruce is grinding his jaw a bit, so they excuse themselves for the night and take their leave.

"Well." Hal claps his hands together and yawns. "I'm ready for a drink and a bed. What do we say we hit the road, huh? C'mon, B, let's get Flittermouse back home. I've hit my daily quota for adventure."

Bruce nods, walking with you back to the Zeta tubes. You've already nodded off in his arms, drained from your stressful day.

"Thank you, Hal," he says, preparing to warp home. "Come by after the kids are in bed. Let me repay you properly."

"Y'know, normally I'd be all over that," Hal smirks, "but I'm seriously beat. Can I cash my reward in tomorrow?"

Bruce gives him a small smile. "Whenever you want. Come by anyway, if you like. We don't have to do anything."

"Yeah, okay. I'll see you later, then." Hal crosses his arms and relaxes against the corridor wall, smiling down at your dozing form. "You take care. Both of you."

Bruce thanks him again, disappearing in a flash of light. When Hal drops by later that evening, he finds his boyfriend asleep with you in his arms, clinging to his shirt and drooling on his chest as you coast peacefully in Dreamland.

Before joining the cuddle pile, he finds that sitting on the nightstand, written in a combination of pen and crayon, is a contract holding both yours and Bruce's signatures:

The rule against Metahumans in Gotham is hereby null and void forever and ever.

Signed by: Daddy & Mousey

[kk43mi]

alr so if you’re okay with this kind of request i’d like to request a fic in which scara is afab!! i’ve seen many people headcanoning him as transmasc and it kinda grew on me :)) i think he’d be sub and enjoy oral but at the same time also less vanilla things like being tied up, restrained, blindfolded.. idk i’ll leave the rest to you :D

please feel free to ignore my request if it makes you uncomfortable! have a nice day or night<3

this idea is so good anon ! yes i also like to think he would like being restrained...hes always demanding you to eat him out and stuff omg i have so much thought into this. you also have a good day/night! excuse if this seems so messy, ive never written a trans fic... forgive me o(*￣▽￣*)ブ

jealousy┊scaramouche

PAIRING ┊trans!scara x softdomf!reader GENRE ┊ smut. WC ┊ 1.4k+ WARNINGS ┊ (in this case this is wanderer, but i will call him scara!) , praise , pussy eating(receiving and giving.) , needy scara , tied up , lowercase intended!!! SYNOPSIS ┊ partnering up with kazuha to work with your mission, scara gets jealous, thinking you were going to leave him for kazu...or maybe have more fun around kazuha. you and kazuha are good friends, always play fighting and joking with each other, scara cant stand the thought of you enjoying someone else, so he gets jealous and demands you to eat him out. A/N ┊ written by kam , hope you guys enjoy !

the bustling paths of inazuma were alive with activity as you strolled along, your footsteps in sync with the rhythm of the city. your mission for the day was to work alongside scaramouche, but you couldn't help but feel a pang of disappointment when you learned he had asked kazuha to accompany you instead.

"looks like it's just you and me today," kazuha remarked with a mischievous smile, his amber eyes sparkling. "let’s make the best of it, shall we?"

you nodded eagerly, having grown fond of kazuha's company over the past few weeks. his carefree nature always brought a sense of joy to any situation. as you embarked on your mission, you and kazuha engaged in playful banter and light-hearted teasing, each teasing comment met with laughter.

little did you know, scara was watching from a distance, his eyes following your every move. He couldn't help but feel jealousy rising within him. his blunt, cold demeanor masked a deeper vulnerability, and the thought of you enjoying someone else's company didn't sit well with him.

as the day wore on, scara’s jealousy escalated. he began to repeatedly mutter under his breath, his words filled with bitterness. "why is everyone drawn to her? can’t they see i’m right here?" he grumbled, unable to hide his frustration.

meanwhile, you and kazu were completely engrossed in your mission, unaware of scara’s growing resentment. the sun painted the sky in shades of orange and pink as evening settled in, casting a warm glow on the city. the mission had been a success, but scara couldn't find any solace in that.

finally, unable to contain his envy any longer, scara confronted you as you bid farewell to kazuha with a hug. scaras features contorted with frustration, his voice tinged with a mix of anger and vulnerability. "why do you always have to seek attention from others? can’t you see i’m here too?" he snapped, annoyance evident in his tone.

taken aback by his sudden outburst, you looked at scara, his harsh words only fueling your confusion. "scara, what are you talking about? kazuha and I were just having fun. it doesn't mean I don't appreciate your presence. you paired me up with him, so why are you being like this?!"

"youre being wayy too fucking touchy with him! and exchanging jokes too like as if you dont have me." he crossed his arms, while he puffed his cheeks out, signifying he was irritated. "scara, were just friends and you know that! plus he already has lumine!" you put a hand on your hips.

"yeah but no need to hug him! if you want someone to hug, im here." his forehead popped a vein, clearly telling that he was pissed the thought of you hugging someone other than him. "ugh, im pissed off now. if you enjoy time with him more then get with him." and that made you scoff.

"scara i never said anything about enjoying more with him! look...are you just..jealous?" you came to that conclusion...why else would he be mad, he never acted this way before.

"im not jealous! it was just a violence impulse that took over for a second." he would scoff before shifting his hat to block his face. "so in other words, jealous." you couldn't help but chuckle, and in that moment, he roughly clasped your wrist.

"well im pissed and pent up now! help me." with an effortless grace, he swept you up in a bridal-style embrace, then lifted both of you, soaring towards the direction of your shared abode. "wha-" was the last word you said before he took off.

sooner or later, you both reached your abode, scara gently places you down, harshly grabbing your wrist again. "ah-scara that hurts." your wrist ached at the sides, but your complaints fell on deaf ears as he continued to pull you into the house, heading for your shared room.

you would sigh, before finally speaking. "what do you want? cuddles? kisses?" the echo of scaras firm footsteps resonated through the house as he led you to the room. he harshly pulled you into the bed with him. "eat me out." his words left your eyes open wide.

"seriously..? now?" you eyed at him, intertwining gazes. "im pissed about that kazuha dude, so help me out here!" he can already be seen taking off his garments, till the only armor left visible on him was his black under-suit. "hurry.." he would grab your head, lowering it down to his aching pussy, begging for you to lick and suck on.

"dont order me around." you push his hand off you with a sigh. "ill make it up to you alright..? even though it wasnt my intents to make you jealous.." you whispered the last part. "well then hurry up! need to cum, and we havent been able to do it for so long since you were so fucking busy with missions!" you let out a chuckle. "i know im sorry."

you would move the suit that would cover his heat, revealing his pussy, pustulating on nothing but air. "so eager to be touched already." "mmh hurrryy." he would buck his hips towards you, running out of patience. "now now, no need to hurry, lets make this more exciting for you, mkay?" you eyed at him, before heading to the nearby table stand, you deftly opened the drawer, revealing two soft, neatly folded cloths. with a quick and precise motion, you reached out and secured them in your grasp.

scara rubs his thighs together, looking so...excited. he was biting his lips as he couldnt contain his thrill, he always loved the thought of being tied up. "do you want to try th-" "yes, please." he said with no hesitation. to be honest, you didnt think he would be up for this, so, there you bind his wrists together and then secure a blindfold over his eyes. the thought of not knowing where you would touch next had aroused him so much.

before scara can even say 'hurry', you tongue was already on his clit. sucking and swirling the soft muscle on it. "mmghff~!" scara muffled out, shuddering in pleasure as he moans out. traveling both of your thumbs to his folds, spreading them as you glide your tongue sensually along it. emitting pornographic moans from scaras lips. thighs quivering from the way your tongue skillfully pleasures him.

bucking his hips towards your face more, you take this as in he wanted more...inserting your tongue inside while your thumb caressed small circles on his clit, it sent him into an intoxicating whirlwind of pleasure. eliciting moans here and there. his head thrown back as his hands tried to find something to take hold on.

scara could almost cum on the spot right now...just a bit more and..there you halt your movements. "huh..? hey, whyd you stop..." he would whine, bringing his own fingers to stimulate his clit, but you slap it away. "no touching yourself, plus, im all worked up too." you say and he can hear the sounds of clothes shuffling and falling onto the ground. "lay down." you commanded and he obliged.

and there, youre on top of him, you ass facing him, laid on top of his heat as his arms were secured around you, creating a 69 position. "do it together mk?" he nods eagerly and already starts eating you out like he hasnt eaten in years. your thighs trembles, but that didnt stop you from sucking his clit again. sucking, licking, and fingering his bud had him feeling satisfied, even forgetting why he was pent up in the first place.

moans emitting from your mouth due to the way hes sucking your clit, not even stopping to take a break. stimulating you so hard youre almost at your climax, but you hold it in, wanting to come together with scara. the smell of sex and sweat is filled in the air, tasting his sweet, sweet juices, the flavors dancing delightfully on your tongue. "nnghf! y/n...gonna cum..!" he mutters out, sending vibrations to your clit.

"together..!" were the last words you said before both of the individuals squirted on each others faces. sucking and lapping up the juices that were dripping out. moans and grunts escaping from your lips, and scara tried catching up with his breathing. he let out a sigh, his breath escaping in pants. wet patches staining the bedsheets.

getting off of him, you plop your worn out body next to his. "enjoy?" gently removing the restraints, you tenderly caress his soft cheeks "yeah, whatever." chuckling before kissing his lips. "im tired. lets sleep now." he would mutter out before snuggling himself to your neck. cuddling him to sleep. you guys were exhausted already and you could always clean up the next day. scara forgot all about kazuha, now his worries were gone.

requests open!

[delliebre]

what the f i just stumbled upon ur profile today and i have to say its the most gorgeous art ive ever seen im being serious i am in absolute awe.. i need to have it hanged on my wall omg you are so talented!! if you dont mind could you share a little bit about your art journey/how long youve been actively practising and how you found your style?

Hiii wow thank you!! I had made an art journey post a few months ago but deleted it I think.. but basically I started like how most artists do with paper and stuff. I began as a small child, inspired by my father, wanting to impress him and to overall create things.

I have been actively practicing digital art since 2018 that is when I got a drawing tablet and wanted to seriously improve.

See my instagram acc: nonnydoge. Most of my old works from when I was...12 to now? Idk but I kept some up despite embarrassment. The first ones I did on my phone I loved using Ibispaintx but I started digital art with the sony sketch app.

I have always loved thick-like brushwork in art. But I thought I should not pursue it because I was not very good and pursuing a style before finding footing in fundamentals, I knew, was not how I wanted to stump myself. So I did not focus much on style for years as means to improve. But I felt really bad each time I made high detail, rendered work... despite how silly and stupid that sounds. It was not the look I wanted to create with.

I look up to some artists with high quality, super detailed work, but I do not want to create like that. My favorite painting I have done, it is an acrylic painting I did in like 10 minutes... it is simple.

I am a nerd lol I get emotional looking at some paintings of trees simply because they are painted so well.

I just really love looking at paintings that do not do all the work for me. I love finding it. I love mess.

And yet when I create work that is like that, I still feel really bad. I think others will then think I do not even know how to "render" or detail. But I can... I have done it for years.. and it is my own self-doubts and insecurity that stop me often from just leaving paintings that are messier, that I enjoy the look of... so I end up rendering them further, pushing them into a style that, when it is done and I step back from, I hate.

It is stupid. I feel bad when I create high-detail, sharp work, and I feel bad when I create messier, painterly work... I think then you can understand my hatred for my art every day lol....

It does not help with the things I have been told, either, since creating looser work :/

But anyway. It took maybe 3 years for me to feel a bit happier since starting with ps in 2018 with my improvement. I think my most popular work is from 2021? It is detailed. I do not think it is bad, I just do not, and I know at the time did not, want to draw like that and was upset with myself at the end of it.

2018 - 2021 so 13-16 here

but this is also a 2018 😂:

In checking the profile, you can determine when I started to make "decent" work lol.

In recent years, I have not been "grinding" learning art any much more.. I am just coasting ig even tho ik I shoulddd be practicing more. My friends, like, everyday practice for HOURS in a discord call and wow I don't even like drawing for more than 30 mins☠️ Sometimes I join them but they are just my podcast lol I love them and their art <3

anyway.. I am SO happy that when i was 17 I made this blog because it allowed me to draw and post humans more!

Thank you again!!

I am very thankful for all who have been so kind to me and my art!! I never would have imagined!! I also never would have imagined my absolute favorite digital painters, those who I have looked up to since beginning my journey saw my art and followed me!!!

It is crazy.

Yeah I feel like an absolute shit artist every day LOL but still I do appreciate everyone who is kind to me I am just my biggest hater and doubter.

[ambi-kiko]

MAG 3 Across The Street:

honnestly i found this one so hard to take seriously the first time i listened to it bc of the "oh yeah i was feeling eepy so i went. not to bed. but to go watch my neighbor. dw tho its not stalking its just a hobby ((:" LIKE WHAT. AM I JUST SUPPOSED TO BE OKAY WITH THAT??

and jon being like "yes well i was going to write it off but tim found *insert practically undeniable proof here* so im going to still think that its bullshit." his denial is so funny to me

and now for the spoilers! as always, s2~s3 spoilers, ill put big font like this when theyre done!

OMG THEY INTRODUCED THE NOT!THEM SO EARLY. WHAT. i remember the Buried being introduced early, but not this?? i really should have thought something about sasha... i wonder if ill notice the differences this time :D

ALSO THE TABLE?? i do recall the table being there. but how did some rando obtain it? did he know of the Dread Powers or was he like "ooo pretty" (probably the 2nd option) but either way, how did the institute get it after? SO MANY QUESTIONS (that probably have answers i forgot lmao)

AND FINALLY FOR THE SPOILERS: DID AMY JUST WITNESS SOMEONE BECOME A NOT!THEM?? like actively saw one of the Dread Powers at work. thats wild.

oh right my guess for which Dread Power! i think this is the Stranger, ofc (:

spoilers done!

ive been having more fun relistening than i thought i would. and for my offering of the day!

shitty pictures of me trying to draw jons hair (:

lately for today! should i make a blog just for these? then i can put other random stuff here

might just do it anyway (if i do ill keep my #coren's relisten! tag and ill put the new blog in my bio)

[jupiterisaroace]

Would you please be my chauffeur

and tell me which blog of yours you would prefer

should I send letters to this planet in space?

or where you have a silly nd headspace

which or whichever, it does not matter

For I am madder than the hatter

and I’m not always what I appear

we’re all mad here

-🪶

OMG

OMG

WAIT WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I STATED I LIKED THE MAD HATTER!?

OMG

EEEK!!

OKOK I KNOW IM LIKE EXTREMELY LATE FOR THIS BUT IM STILL ANSWERING

SO IM FINE WITH EITHER BUT IVE BEEN MAINLY ACTIVE ON @sillylilneurodivergent THE MOST TODAY (obviously)

:)

[ode2cheol]

big deep breath OK SO . ive been so excited for this comeback like idk with every new cb i feel like i get even more excited than with the precious one yk so i was really waiting for it to come out!! they released the mv while i was in class (they hate me) but during a little break not long after i managed to watch it and i was bobbing my head and swinging my feet at the sound LJKE U DONT GET IT I WAS GENUINELY SO HAPPY

honestly this is one of my fav svt albums and idk it just makes me so happy all the songs are so perfect and good there's not a single one i don't enjoy and the aesthetic is so cute and im so excited and impatient to FINALLY HAVE MY ALBUM IN MY HANDS ARGHHHH but yes this was such a success im so happy they broke so many records and they just continue to prove how talented they are wooooo

for the songs there isn't one i dislike at all but i really like SOS idk the beat js so nice and the lyrics are really good and this may be also due to me loving marshmello when i was younger but STILL !!! Diamond days makes me SOOOOO NOSTALGIC i love it so much im so glad they used kind off the same sound/sample as Shining Diamond im in love 💔💔 i think back 2 back is my fav song of the album!! i love minghaos highnote and the beat and just the overal vibe idk it stood out to me sm their voices fit the song so well im obsessed with the part around 1.30 where dino and hao sing in like a low voice? YGM BUT ITS SOOOOO GOOD just the entire song is so good i think tbh i have a soft spot for pu songs 😭😭😭😭 i haven't had much the time to really analyze yawn but the soft voices and vocals are heavenly i genuinely passed away BECAUSE YOU ARE MY BREATH 💔💔💔💔 LIKE WDYM UR MY BREATH WHY IS THIS SONG MAKING ME TEAR UP DONT EVEN LIE RNNN monster is such a fun song i just know I'll play it on repeat like fire while im walking to uni to wake me up and get me in study mode 💥💥💥 it's giving Halloween vibes and im here for it!!!! it's also just fun to me because my roommate/bsf and i bet on who sang the first line and she swore it was gyu and i swore it was vernon and today we didn't see each other much so like 1h ago she told me she saw in a lyric vid that gyu sang that line and i was like ??? girl i have weverse and i follow it religiously so ik it's both of them AND WE COULDNT AGREE BECAUSE WE DIDNT HAVE ANY PROOF so i ended up showing her weverse and it was so fun we were both right in the end and we did a silly dance LMAOOAOOOO IT WAS SO FUNNY 😻😻😻😻 but lemme tell u about headliner. FUCK THAT SONG BRO WHY AM I CRYING ??????? no it's actually my fav song along back 2 back like are u actually kidding me ???? this song makes me wanna study even more for my Korean classes like FUCK HEADLINER SO BAD 💔😭😭😭😭😭 I CRY AND LAUGH WITH YOU THIS NIGHT💔💔💔💔💔 WHERE WE OFFER ALL OUR LOVE💔💔💔💔 HOW BEAUTIFUL💔💔💔💔💔 BEVAHSE YOURE MY HEADLINER 💔💔💔💔💔 this moment when we shine together don't lie rn I'll actually kms and take a bath with my toaster like wow jumping of the 9th floor of the apartment building next door seems like such a fun activity today 😻😻😻😻😻😻

RIGHT OMG I WAS LITERALLY TUNING IN EVERYDAY AT 12 AM KST TO SEE IF THEY DROPPED FHE ANNOUNCEMENT AND WHEN THEY DID I WAS SOOOOO HYPED ‼️ like fml was SO huge i couldn’t wait for this one ALSO THE MV LITERALLY RELEASED DURING A PRACTICE FIRE DRILL FOR ME 😭😭

it genuinely is one of my faves too, like although the songs aren’t necessarily my fave of each unit (i still LOVE each one) the album was just so well put together ?? everything flowed perfectly and like usually it’ll take me like two or three listens to like some songs but i listened to the album start to finish ONCE and fell in love w EVERYTHING i’m not even kidding ❤️���🔥 I CANR WAIT FOR MY ALBUMD TO GET HERE AYSHSHAHDJHS

right like there wasn’t a bad song at all !!! my fave has to be headliner bc it’s just so fucking emotional like woozi why u got me crying on the train home 😐😐😐 it gives me MAJOR our dawn is hotter than day vibes which i love sm !! the whole album vibes reminded me a little of you make my day a little i think it’s just me but yeah ‼️ i LOVED back 2 back too omg perf unit ALWAYS hits and YAWN OMG 😓 every track was amazing 😓😓😓 STOP THE DEBATES ON THE MONSTER FIRST LINE LMFAAOAOAO 😭😭 speaking of monster, cheol’s part.. changed me . i loved SOS too omg it gave such like band vibes ??

ALSO HELPPPPP HEADLINER’S LYRICS OMG 😓😓 my mom heard me listen to it and said “girl why are u listening to such sad lyrics..”

[wave2tyun]

OMG ALEX IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA😭

I read through your post and I hope you're doing better now, you deserve all the good things the world has to offer<3 I almost completely stopped being active on Tumblr after you deactivated, just coming back every now and then to see if you or my other moot who deactivated aswell had returned😭 October November and December were hard on me too and I truthfully don't know how I got through it but knowing we both were able to come out of it together is a comforting thought:)

Don't feel pressured to write unless you want to. We missed your presence🫶

Here's little tyun for you!!

Hope 2024 treats us better:))

(oh also today is my birthday and your post made me infinitely happier🩷🎀)

SAAAAAAAAAGE MY DEAR I MISSED YOU TOO!!!!☹️☹️☹️💓💖💘💞💖💓 i'm doing better for now and i'm trying to think that things will continue to improve, just like you i genuinely don't know how i managed to get through those exact same months🥹🥹 but i think we both deserve a pat on the back!!!! cheers!!!!! i'm proud of us!!!!!🫂🫂🩷 knowing that we both managed to get through our hardships is indeed a comforting thought, i think it serves as proof that we're both stronger than we might have thought

i hope you're also doing much better now, sending you sooo much love as well as a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAAY :DDD💘💞💖💓💘💘💖 i've been a bit busy so i really hope i'm not too late answering this!!!!! i wish i could have had something new prepared for this special occasion but may i perhaps still delight you with this txt date uquiz i made some time ago?? i made it after i deactivated sooo it's the first time i'm dropping the link here😳 i hope you'll enjoy it!!<33

also thank you for the little tyun that's one of my all time favorite pictures of him😔😔💞 may 2024 be a good one!! :D

[melloneah]

for soft asks! <3

What song makes you feel better?

What is your go to comfort show?

What’s your favorite candle scent?

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

Comfort food?

What’s something you want to create soon?

How do you feel best loved?

Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa?

Have you ever received flowers?

Who is your bestfriend?

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

Obviously answer the ones you want! ^^ I hope you're doing alright, I haven't seen you in my notifications in a while so I'm glad to see that you're still active :3 Take care 🖤

AHHH TYSM FOR THE ASKS :333 always really happy to see u in my inbox <3 ive been a little inactive bc Life and stuff, but i miss this place!!! so i hope i can return full on soon hehehe

ok lets get into it :3 ill only skip ones ive answered here already

What is your go to comfort show?

rn it's def modern family, since it literally saved me and my dad from insanity this past month skdhfkhfsk it's just so wholesome but funny :3

What’s your favorite candle scent?

10000000% VANILLA TOBACCO. fav scent Ever. Always. perfume, room scents, candles. 📢 VANILLA TOBACCO.

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

i have a stuffed animal called 'duży piesek' (translates to big doggy) that i got when i was 7. my family and i went to a gas station and i couldnt take seeing all the poor stuffed animals in a big bin all alone so i started crying and refused to leave without one. fast forward to today, i still sleep cuddling him Every Night. he is the Perfect Cuddle Size and Shape, and i love him to BITS. ive only recently began worrying about the wear and tear and am actively researching stuffed animal restoration. he is missing an ear (back in middle school i used to smuggle an old phone to bed with me in the ear hole to read fanfiction :P) so i need to Find The Ear before i start any action towards it though.

What’s something you want to create soon?

ahhhhh there is SO MUCH! the main thing is my ep, which im actively working towards making (and so so proud of what i Do have ready), but making music is SO HARDDDD. ive been researching music production courses to make the job easier skhfksdhf. i also ordered some acrylic paint bc i Really Miss painting and want to go back to it soon. i have a vision for a mello inspired painting which will be SO COOL. ALSO i have 3 unfinished fics id love to complete eventually :3 this'll be a busy busy year for me but Only Good Things i hope <3

How do you feel best loved?

i think when people actively listen and ask me about things. ive always struggled with believing that people care about what ive got to say, or want to know how im going, so getting asked a question is often revolutionary to me......which probably means ive not been surrounding myself with Very Good Friends 😭 im working on this though, and keeping the kindest people closest, and not letting people's lack of interest chew into my self esteem :3 baby steps!

Have you ever received flowers?

nope! but this is because i actively yap about how i would far rather receive consumable gifts instead (and those consumable gifts are ALWAYS kinder chocolates. i love them. so much. omg)

Who is your bestfriend?

@vorareromantic has been such an absolute godsend to me. i have no idea what id do without them, especially recently with a LOT of death surrounding me. first my granny a couple weeks back, then just on saturday my good friend. it's been So Much and theyve been so absolutely sweet and amazing about it. i know i can always rely on them and call them if im struggling, and i never have to worry about bothering them. at some point they stayed up talking to me till like 7am their time 😭 penny i LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR BEING SO SWEET!!!!!!!!

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

HJMNMHMMNNMnm. somehow this is the toughest question kjsfksdfkhskfsdh i wanna sayyyyyyy a soft yellow-ish orange-ish beige tone :3

please ask me nice things!!!! <3333

[chososcamgirl]

HIHIHI IYA DAILY CHECK IN HRUUU⁉️

IVE BEEN LACKING ON MY TUMBLR ASKS LATELY BCUZ IVE BEEN GETTING MORE SUN IN (due to recent events) BUT IM HEALING AND THINGS ARE MAKING PROGRESS 🤗🤗 IM SOSOSO SORRY I HAVENT CHECKED IN ON U RECENTLY BUT IM GOING THRU UR PAGE RN AND TRYING TO CATCH UP🙏💯 (UPDATE ME ON ANYTHING/EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENED 🙏🐺)

IM TAKING A BREAK FROM SCHOOL RN BECAUSE I NEED TO MEET CERTAIN CONDITIONS TO BE ABLE TO COME BACK ON CAMPUS 😭😭 AND I MIGHT NOT BE ON TUMBLR AS MUCH SO HERES MY DISC (mikikoo.o) AGAIN IM SO SO SOOO SORRY FOR NOT CHECKING IN AND STUFF I PROMISE IM TRYING TO BE MORE ACTIVE 😔💔

I STARTED WATCHING MOB PYSCHO AND ITS SO GOOD OMG⁉️⁉️ TBH WHEN I GOT BACK INTO ANIME I THOUGHT I WOULD ONLY WATCH JJK BUT NOW IM GETTING INTO OTHER SHOWS🤗🤗

AND I GOT BACK INTO ARTTTT YAYYYY CUS I HAD A HUGEEE ART BLOCK BEFORE BUT IM GLAD IM DRAWING AGAIN 🙏🙏

ALSO YES I KNOW ANON IS OFF CUS THIS IS AN ALPHA ANON REVEAL 😈🐺 ALSO I WANNA GET INTO POSTING STUFF BUT IDK WHAT TO POST 😔💯

SO EXCITED FOR SJAP WEEKENDDDD OMFJENEBDNEJEBE ‼️‼️ BUT MAKE SURE UR NOT TOO TIRED ITS OKAY IF WERE EDGED 💗💗🤗

ALSO HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL PURPLE EYED ONIGIRI SPEAKING BF TOGE 🤗💗🤤

SORRY THIS ONE IS SO SHORTTTT ‼️‼️💯 ILL MAKE SURE TO DO A LONGER ONE TMRW + I BELIEVE I HAVE ONE IN UR INBOX⁉️⁉️ UNLESS I FORGOT TO SEND THAT ONE 😔😔

ALSO AOTD… NONE TODAY 😭😭 SORRY I REALLY NEED TO KEEP MY ASKS UP TO DATE 😔😔😔

QOTDDDDDD WHAT ARE U GONNA BE FOR HALLOWEEN??? (Idk if I did this one alr or not if I did then sorry 😢💔)

OKOK I HOPE U HAVE A VERY VERY SKIBIDI AMAZING DAY SIGMA ILYSMMMM TAKW CARE🤗🤗🤗 #BLESSUP😇‼️

MIKO!!! <333

hi lovely i meant to answer this last time but i completely forgot and the ask ended up glitching😭 hi hello how are you angel i hope you are well!! <3

btw NEWS GUYS!! miko is alpha anon🙂‍↕️ if you can’t tell already… HOORAY!! another anon revealed!!! i’m so glad you’re healing and taking precautions on getting better lovely! i’m so glad you’re here with us again :) ERM SO!!!! i’ve just been working LITCH that’s it. my life is so boring atm i honestly just want to start uni so i can have something more FULFILLING but omg i’m meeting up with my long distance friend VERY SOON so i’m sosososo excited like i miss her BAD😭 it’s been 551 days since we last saw eachother 💔

OOOOO okay i’ll add you on discord after i send this ask but that’s totally okay!! do what you need to do to get better🙂‍↕️ we’ll definitely talk more on there too! OOOOO mob psycho is def on my list after i finish aot and bsd🙏 i wanna start demon slayer again TOO rahhh so many things to do!!!! YAY FOR ART BLOCK BEING OVER!! blocks in general SUCK but the relief after is SO GOOD🗣️🗣️🔥 WHOOP i’m glad you can post pictures now.. heh… 😈

IM SUPER EXCITED FOR SJAP WEEKEND AND SJAP HALLOWEEN!!! i’m like shaking in my boots.. DONT WORRY ITS DEF GETTING POSTED THIS WEEK🤫🤫🙇‍♀️ also i litch missed my favs birthday too😓 the ONE day i wasn’t on tumblr it was his birthday KMS💔💔 HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY THO KING!! UR FINE!! DONT STRESS!! also i do not believe i have any other of ur asks in here 😭 UNLESS MY INBOX IS GLITCHED OUT BUT I’LL DOUBLE CHECK!!!

AOTD‼️ I AM DRESSING UP AS MAXINE MINX !!!! i am sososoos excited for it to debut i did a practice run and god it looks so fire HBY🫵

ILY TOO MIKO/ALPHA!!! <33 HAVE A SUPER SKIBIDI DAY😏😏

[silverflqmes]

HIII ELLIE ive been meaning to send an ask, but have been flooded in school work! how did moving in and ur first week go?? tell me all about it

also omg i saw u posted the setikura threesome i need to read it right now. everytime u post in my mind it's the greatest masterpiece

-🎐

HI ANON!! I WAS WONDERING WHEN I’D HEAR FROM YOU AGAIN<33 i just finished my orientation week, it was super tiring but very fun!! i enjoyed the activities and being able to finally meet some friends i have made along with some new ones! moved in but like, still building furniture w my mom😭 butttt im rlly excited for the decorations to come!!! im gonna do this collage of tin plates that have sephiroth and cloud on them from ac mostly so im like AAAAAA furthermore i just had my first official day of school today! it was interesting?? wore normal clothes for the first time LMAO ( past uniform wearer here ) and i luckily had some friends in my classes! HOW WAS YOUR EXPERIENCE THO?? tell me as well! im eager to hear<3

AHAHAHA YEAH I POSTED IT UHH, a couple nights ago i think?? finally edited it and published🫡 but i held off on posting bc i injured my thumb.. so i couldnt properly type :’) still cant, but im healing!! its gotten easier😭 I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT THO I FEEL LIKE I RUSHED BUT AHEKEHDK YOURE SO SWEET<333 hopefully it lived up to the hype i made about it🫣

[wheeboo]

hope the next few months treat u better :(( sending u lots of love and i hope u get through itt

dont feel guilty ever omgg u always make sure to bless us with ur fics and trust me, taking care of urself matters moree and im glad u love it omg i really wanted to watch but i feel like id just end up crying, i have seen the spoilers on tiktok tho and omg its okay to not be okay was a whole emotional rollercoaster 😭 esp the last few episodess, AHDHA I WOULD LOVE TO READ A FIC AB ITT (after ure all better tho). u should totally watch doctor slump it's really sweet and both the main characters have sadly been through a lot :(( but it's really funny tooo

ive been alrighttt, just stressed with school work 😭 aside from whats been happening, how have u been ml? did anything fun today? hope today treats u well <33 ( i found this edit on pinterest and it reminded me of u ˖ ࣪ ♡ꜝ˚ ༘ (pinterest.com)

thank u sm love :(( sending u all my love n hugs as well 🫂💖

dslkjgfsd i appreciate it :(( ig its just lack of activity sometimes gives me unnecessary anxiety but i gotta work on that HAHA. gIRl if i cried then you would prob cry to cuz it takes a loT to get me to cry. ITS JUST THAT GOOD like i wanted to hug all the characters rlly badly so i would def rec to start it when u can ofc hehe!! i LOVED its okay to not be okay too !! i'll def check out doctor slump when i can n i'll tell u all abt it <33 do u have any other fav dramas that uve watched ?? :))

pls i lowkey had a brainrot for the fic yesterday and i want to do it with cheol 👀👀 (coUGH.. doctor seungcheol...)

nooo ig everyone rn is at Peak school n being a pain in the ass 😔 u can get thru it tho i'm rooting for u !! today was a good day as well <33 drove to school to attend some classes n did a lil clothing shopping n managed to buy this cute outfit for summer!! i feel a lil bit better too, it was rlly nice going outside n getting fresh air!! have u done anything fun lately ?? <3

AAA OMG THE BOO EDIT HES SO PRECIOUS N PRETTY 🥺🫶 i need to protect him with my life istg sdjfkdsfj

here is ur daily jeonghan edit ml <3

[oh-katsuki]

omg callie pie i forgot that i initially followed you because of your armin fics jhskgkdfb i used to be so rabid over him and this might just get me to return to my armin brainrot phase hjsvdjfbfdb i came for armin but stayed for you <33

also ilysm and your brain and how well you articulate your thoughts on character/story analysis and even on unrelated to fiction topics sjnhkjdsfkj reading the stuff you post makes me lose my mind sometimes /pos like fr you’re the person that motivated me to start working on my articulation instead of just being like blah im bad at words like how i usually was before hfsjdhsk and you motivate me to start thinking more deeply about characters and analysing them and the source material, it’s like you motivated me to start using my brain more and start actually having fun with it :) you also make me want to become a sweeter person and spread love and positivity because of how lovely you are jbdsjb like really, just reading your posts feels like a warm hug <333 i hope you get a lovely and warm hug real soon from someone you care about <33

i’m also very amazed at you and when i think about all the hard work you put to grow into the wonderful and talented person you are today <33 and i’m looking forward to seeing you shine brighter than you already do with more years to come staying by your side and cheering you on <33 (man i remember when i used to be v active on tumblr months ago and used to check on ur blog like it was the morning newspaper and sending you nice things in ur inbox every other day jdvjdhfbh)

have a great day/night lovely and remember to stay hydrated!! <333

this is genuinely such a kind message i am blushing and rolling around on the ground and shit. you are so sweet and so kind for sending this to me <3 im so flattered that you've followed my blog for so long (armin has been off to war for a while in my brain now) it rly warms my heart to no end. it's a little silly to me that you find my articulation inspiring purely bc most of the time i view myself as an animal crossing creature speaking in their language and everyone just nods and smiles bc ive got the spirit 😭

anyway ur so kind and im so happy ur still here and i hope u continue to find me amusing and my blog fun <3 i hope you're having a wonderful day / night too!!!

[deadratsdream]

NINE PEOPLE ID LIKE TO KNOW BETTER

omg i never expected to get tagged in one of these tag games but here we are!! thank you @goatedtoasts !

LAST SONG: i listened to ロストチャイリド by Diaura last! i try to listen to different genres of music as much as i can and since i spent most of the past months getting into scene & goth music (& some polish) i thought visual kei and jpop would be a fun divergence of what ive been listening to lately

CURRENTLY WATCHING: sticking to a singular show is the. hardest thing for me. i always get distracted or drop it. but yesterday & today i was watching Sweet Tooth and Sweet Home (double the sweet)

CURRENTLY READING: I JUST finished rereading a book very dear to my heart: The Power of Poppy Pendle by Natasha Lowe. it was one of the first books i owned as a kid it means a lot to me and its surprisingly an emotional rollercoaster abt what its like to have controlling parents and how it affects a childs mind (done in a way that makes sense to kids though. also theres witchcraft and baking both things i love!)

CURRENT OBSESSION: i feel guilty saying this for some reason but ive been OBSESSED w RPG Maker and older horror games. i think Fear & Hunger just sparked back that joy i had playing games like Ao Oni or Corpse Party and somehow along the way i found out about Rule of Rose an amazing ps2 horror title, then Clock Tower and it all just kept rolling from there lol

tagging some people id like to know! oh boy im ngl im not very. active(?) online for social purposes so finding people is gonna be a little hard lol

edit: ive been on tumblr for years and have no idea how to check who is mutuals with me ive been trying for 10 min now. this is what i get for not being social media savy..

if youre a mutual with me feel free to make your own post and remember to tag me i want to see your post :D!!!

[mosviqu]

omg I didn’t like actively follow 5SOS but they were apart of my childhood that’s wild they’re all so grown up now and having families that’s so sweet 🥹

5sos are literally the biggest part of me they shaped me into who i am today istg 🥺 like ive been following them through all their messy scandals and breakups and then the hiatus and then the change of sound and everything and bro its been 8 years and suddenly luke is married and michael has a kid on the way?? im EMOTIONAL. how did we end up here ??

[maiverie]

OMG STOPP I WAS LITERALLY THINKING ABT U THE ITHER DAY AND THEN U CAME BACK TODAY I WAS SO EXCITED!! I RLLY MISSED U :(

I MEAN THE MOST MAJOR THINGS RHAT HAVE HAPPEND ARE I DYED MY HAIR BACK TO BROWN AND IVE FINISHED SCHOOL 🥳🥳 (only my alevels to go but 🤢 not thinking abt exams)

well actually my entire friend group has also fallen apart but i’ve got my two closest friends so that’s okay

BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU BABE?? WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING !! 😻

PLSSS RIRI I MISSED U TOO :((( IM DEFS GNA BE MORE ACTIVE FROM NOW ON HEHEHE (i swear ive said this like 2394823 times but im so fr rn)

GLAD YOURE DOING WELL ISH?!?!?!? OMG UR HAIR IS BROWN NOW LETS GO??? I WAS JUST RETHINKING OF DYEING MY HAIR BACK TO BLACK AHSDHDSHS red —> black shes in her healing era ig...... I HOPE U LIKE UR HAIR!!!! and omg good luck w ur exams :’’))

WTH??? omg what happened?? t-t IM GLAD U HAVE UR CLOSE BSFS THO but yes fr i feel like friend groups can be overrated at times,,, 😭

OVERALL IVE BEEN PRE GOOD!!! work has been kinda busy and i think i just got obsessed w trying to live a healthier/happier life hence why i disappeared for so long,,, but im slowly trying to reconnect w all my hobbies and stuff,, which is what brings me here 😭