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I'm probably gonna get my butt kicked tomorrow 🙃
#so the girl who first trained me like idk#she was talking to someone and had her elbow on my binder and im like hey excuse me im gonna grab this#and she flat out ignored me and my coworkers were giving me a panicked look like dont do it#and then I slid out my binder from her elbow anyway 🙃#idk I shouldnt have now that i think about it but like#its too late I cant change it#and the two girls she trained after me quit like everyone is afraid of her#yay 🙃🫠#but it WILL be Friday so theres that#but like i did try to tell her and i nudged the binder out a little bit so she would know even if she wasnt listening#idk everyone gets offended really easily here but thats okay
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Columbo and the Knight (1984)
put me in the universe where Columbo ran through the 1980s and had a crossover episode with Knight Rider. I think they deserved it, and I am not just saying that because they're my two favorite Old Shows. @telebeast wrote a little fanfic blurb about it and I HAD to visualize it into a comic (which is also the longest comic I have finished thus far at five pages...), so writing credit goes to them.
Autism W!
#columbo#knight rider#art#michael knight#kitt#comic#highlight reel#crossover#telebeast#there are two small easter eggs here. can you find them. they were somehow not Entirely lost when i resized these for the public#this is what i mean when i say I Draw And It's Everyone Else's Problem. look at my INCREDIBLY niche crossover comic boy#if the knight rider fandom has like 12 people in it. how many of y'all have seen columbo#this comic is for like 4 people and me and phoenix are already two of them#niche is my specialty lets be real. weird niche obscure shit and ships nobody's paid attention to yet#not to suggest this is ship art. columbo has his wife and michael has his car lmfao#stylizing real people is EXTREMELY hard btw sorry for when they get off model. its partly a 'better imperfect than never finished' situatio#cant tell you how much i redrew some of these panels. weeps#this took me 2 weeks but i think i thumbnailed it all in may and the ideas been rollin around in my head since march#is anybody good at editing. please edit michael and columbo into an image together like its a screenshot. NOT generated. edited.#it would be so cool#ive drawn columbo a lot but i haven't drawn a lot of michaels. i was learning things about his outfit AS I WAS DOING THE DAMN#COLORS ON THIS. all the lines done. it was too late to change anything. i did all the lines and colored page by page#i realized my mistakes on like page 3. 1 and 2 were already done. it was Too Late.#imagine it though. them working a case together. switching between the more serious tone of columbo vs the goofier#action antics of michael and kitt. columbo being so impressed by Modern Technology. there's more i could say but phoenix may write#more of this crossover and i don't want to spoil it :'3#there's opportunity here though i swear. there's gold to be dug.#i like how kitt gets shading but columbo's junker peugeot doesn't. kitt looked wrong without any. columbo's car is matte and dirty#i also applied effects to this to make it look a little film-grainy and VHS like. some CRT TV vibes#the only question left is. did they put knight rider into columbo; or columbo into knight rider 🤔
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The original in the bottom
Plus the picture I mainly drew but decided to draw the rest for funny
#thats not my neighbor#milk man#just tried to draw something in my mind to post along with saying some updates#monday the people are gonna give my grandma the keys to the house! while i have to stay at my aunts place for wifi for school#(online school)#my moms gonna be moving things out of storage into the house! AAAA I CANT WAIT#also little welcome home update#im not sure if i said here? wait nevermind i just remembered while typing (it was that i got barnaby and the pins) AAA silly me#also im making a little julie out of clay (if i wake up and their messed up i am NOT redoing that😭)#the legs are a little messed up because julie was gonna be the size of an hatsune miku figure on accident so i chose to shorten her a bit#only because im not sure if im gonna make the others too AND because theres no way hes gonna be THAT tall😭#also! im making easter art#yes its barnaby and wally again just for fun! but a few changes like keeping their regular outfits because i cant think of anything else!!!#why not the ones in the old easter drawing? welllll a follower said that wallys outfit looked a bit familiar to another not so good thing#it wasnt on purpose just an accident because i hadn't notice BUT im glad i know now so i can be more careful!#im not sureeee if im gonna finish the easter art OR the julie clay thingy but I'd love too! and honestly HOPE to#high chance i will (well maybe the easter art could be late or not)#maaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAA trying to think if theres anything else but cant! ill try posting this hoping my wifi wont hate me...#also i know i said this account was for welcome home posting but i didnt have any cool welcome homey things to put here gahhhhh#ehehehhe once i get my new room and its allllll just me#imma post like crazy (wellll that IS the plan so i hope)#even if its little dumb posts#by the way this post was gonna say on top “i know i said this account is for welcome home posting but TAKE THIS FOR LITTLE UPDATES”#just removed it because i dunnooooo just didded#hehe didded
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beach episode
(these idiots dont realise theres actually a difference between them)
#also yeah todds pudgy i dont make the rules#I CANT SPELL oh god oh no#dirk “sunscream” gently what the fuck was i doing#oh well too late to change it#its the shampo incident all over again#sunscream….#dghda#dirk gently#todd brotzman#dghda fanart#dirk and his medieval sandals#dirk gently fanart#my comics
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just thought of stamps treatment of elendira again ..no .. NOO
#what the hell did she ever do to them#i saw a twt abt trigun stargaze (?) stamp s2 (?)#and how its 2 yrs after season one and i first got sad bc i was hoping for her og design revival#but then i remembered they made her a CHILD????#& not even that but the ?? what was it . changed her into a half plant prototype ?#canonical trans woman changed into child laboratory experiment like what compelled you to do that.why#no i cant even think ab it too much or i legitimately get upset HELPP#LIKE SHES ONE OF MY FVAORITE CHARACTERS EVER AND THEY RUINED WUITE LITERALLY EVERYTHING THAT I LOVED ABT HER#ugh.xAIHHGGHJHG#elendira#sometimes i wish . soo hard that i could j be normal and like things and have fun#but im such a stickler abt consistency w characters and stories such that any deviation makes me like .no#i cant deal w it HELPPP we need to adhere by character bibles again . we need to maintain the general chronological order of events#wlfwood characterization is a mess across the board and introducing late stage concepts / characters / plot devices early#just messes w the story in irreparable ways imo😭#yess ‘stamp was never meant to be max’ i get it .. but 98 accomplished what stmp couldnt#with 16% the published og materialHELP#all of this AND u made legato ugly as fuck LIKEE GIVE ME SOMETHINGG.? rem too omg..
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#Reds such a unique and sad character to me#No matter what he does he is in a loop somehow. both actually and mentally.#He wants change - but he's afraid of it - But he NEEDS it - but its too scary.#He wants to be normal - But normal is boring - But its safe.#Too weird for people - too normal for freaks.#He Likes those two - But getting attached hurts. - But he truly does love them - But what if hes the issue? what is HE hurts them.#and thats why i think transport was such a big turning point. because he does hurt them#He tries his best and does what he thinks will be best.#him being alone so he issnt an “Issue”#And them being happy and healthy in a place where thier needs are met. and they dont have to be scared anymore.#but he fails and he hurts them.#His torture here is feeling helpless and whenever he tries it fails to the point he feels awful.#He has such complex and battling emotions they loop in his head over and over. too the point he cant do anything#thus making him a neutral character.#But neutral issnt a Good thing#Yes he doesnt hurt anything. But he doesnt help or comfort either#He is in a loop inside and out.#Hes drowning.#SIIIGHH sometimes it hurts understanding him /hj. (i know theres like a gigillion ways to interpret him lmao.}#im actuly kinda sad i havent seen anyone else have the idea of him being torn apart inside and anxious tho.#or that he sees himself as a big monster. maybe even due to him leaveing before (trying to help but failing again)#or that hes easy to manipulate. thus creating danger for the other two.#But im just yapping and making a comic based on my thoughts :]#(as ive been a lil mentally ill about string man lately.#dhmis#dhmis red guy#dhmis fanart#dhmis comic#dont hug me im scared
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i had to unfollow my ex. it's been hard to come to terms with, but he's just getting worse. I tried to keep him steady and it just got me hurt. I know something as simple and minute as an Instagram presence should mean so little, but it was one of the only tabs I was keeping on him, since I blocked his number. the mourning is hard to bear.
#i know people change but lately he only speaks to me in riddles like literal riddles and hes been so inconsiderate and off and one of the#last times i saw him he brought me flowers and we went to a show and it was so nice just hanging out with him again but hes lost his mind.#and i cant lose mine too trying to gather up the pieces of it#wow. its no wonder im betty
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yeah
#i think in 2025 its time to seriously consider exit plan forever#all the reading ive done on ending things indicates most people do end up better by just drastically changing their circumstances though#so its never too late to just burn it all down sell everything you own and run away to become new again#thats always an option#but you cant escape the weight of memory#it hurts to know you get one shot at a secure point in your life when you are cared for unconditionally and its childhood and#if thats not how ur childhood went then theres never another point when you can be truly safe and secure again#whatever#im so scared of death because im a coward but as each year drags on its like oh wow this cannot be all this cannot be it#and it isnt#its something wrong with me probably#or definitely#i should sell everything i own change everything about myself and abandon everything for the road again#everything tends towards chaos but why is it always so sad and the concept of justice is just not real#evil gets more evil and gets rewarded and theres never any consequences ever its very. what do u do
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Also you 🤝me
Doing Bad Things Happen Bingo looking at Rise and cackling wickedly…..now to make them their own separate thing or write more CC brainrot
always the option to mix it up a little !!! i'll probably be writing a little cc if i get an idea for something really good with my bthb but im probably going to focus mooostly on original prompts so mess around. do what your heart desires!!!
#ask#my brain races in circles for ages until i get a Zing#and that is what makes me write the good shit#and i literally could not tell you what makes it happen it just kinda. pop#WHERE DID I GET THE CANARIES FROM BRUH#fun fact for CU i was originally planning on doing a curse that affected all of them#to draw a line between donnie and his family like#its a kind of affliction that can be mitigated with physical touch#for the rest of them it barely means anything. its so easy to handle#so they dont even consider donnie at all at first until its too late#and they werent even told it COULD get that bad because why would they be???#i couldnt find a structure for it so i changed it to venom instead howeverrr#i am very invested in the idea of doing some whump for all of them like that#like idk pollen that heightens paranoia severely or something#and splinter has to confront the ways his neglect has affected his children definitely by the ways they act#OH THE ZING HAPPENED#splinter pov ....#raph fight leo flight mikey freeze donnie fawn...... chat im cooking. CHAT IM COOKING#eyeing the self loathing prompt#like mikey cant do anything but cry and cling to his family#and raph is super protective and trying to herd them and keep them AWAY from splinter out of distrust#and leo flees because he's ashamed of being distress and they cant see him like that#while donnie obsessively cleans and checks stock#and splinter thinks he's being reliable 'as ever' until he breaks down over something so simple#like not enough food and its the day before grocery day#CHAT IM COOKING#omfg
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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about your struggles with your undergrad. i was in the same boat not a few months ago. it got so bad i went to the ER for stress-related internal injuries, i was suicidal, i was convinced i couldnt succeed in my major (or life) no matter what, i felt hopeless... please consider: before you drop out, you have to be honest with yourself and your limits. i switched from compsci to my true passion and its very freeing. your advisor is there to help you. im sure they can help you like they helped me. also look for support from family/friends at this time. (i know its tough. again i was convinced id be better off dead so it was hard to ask for help BUT IM SO GLAD I DID.) instead of quitting, try changing your goals. btw, its never too late to change ur major. i changed 3 years in. better to swap now than live a lifetime, as you said, of stress and difficulty. future you will be so grateful. and past you will be soooo jealous. don't give up!! you've made it this far, you've got the skills! if you don't have the passion or patience to withstand a certain subject, then change it!! its so much easier than you think!! sorry for word wall. i believe in you. it gets better. good luck. and etc :)
Thanks, I wish you the best of luck :-) it is, however, a little more complicated bc im considering dropping out of a phd program and not undergrad
#im already post full breakdown (back in april) and now im stuck in indecision abt staying or leaving#but bc its a phd i cant just switch majors bc i specifically came to this school for this advisor to do a project in this lab#and im a year in so like it feels too late to change my project. which i would like to do. and i mean i could#probably manipulate into the project i want by doing eps stuff. but i just downt really wanna do chlorophyll things#and i dont wanna totally change what im doing bc i really like being a microbiologist and i looove algae#i just wanna do all lab work :-/ not that i wouldnt love to b a marine biologist focused on algae or a geologist or botanist or#paleontologist. but im not gonna spend a million dollars to get a 3rd degree that would require a 4th degree to do anything with. if nothing#else. i would work for a couple years as a microbiologist out in the real world and then go back to do a phd if i reall really wanted#bc im still young. but not that young. so ive still got time#unrelated
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#i saw someone else's post about deleting social media for a while and tbh i think i might do the same#if you have my discord you know where to find me#if youre close to me you probably already know that im not well right now#i think i just need to shut the world off for a while and pretend im in a very small bubble where only surviving to the next day matters#im safe i have folks looking out for me and im feeling more lucid today than i have been lately#and if that changes i made safety nets to make sure i cant hurt myself#but I m gonna just step out for a while and plan on maybe not opening social medias other than discord till next year#i need to make my world feel smaller for a while and just stick my head in the sand until im in a safer place mentally#if youre reading this and youre in a place like i am know that youre not alone#know that its ok to close your eyes for a little while and be selfish#its ok to make your world smaller right now and take a break from fighting if you need to#i understand theres a lot of shame for not fighting for everyone else or feeling suicidal when other folks have it worse off than you do#idk right now im lucid enough to just say i cant think about that right now and thats ok#if you need to focus on just keeping your own feet on the ground for now thats ok#ill see yall next year. please still be here with me. im gonna try my best to still be here too
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#i put off posting this because it didnt quite feel worth it on its own and i was under the wrong impression i might draw more silly sketches#but of course i didn't <3#anyway thank you to my friend for the straw suggestion. life changing#hes so silly.#keito hasumi#enstars#i think i did his nose a little wrong but it's too late i cant fix it now
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The parallels idfk something about foils or some shit I'm not smart enough to write down. I just wanted an excuse to post these two coms together like side by side bc they complete each other they're like missing halves. Can u tell which ones newer and which ones older? What I really like about this is I didn't even mean for them to have the same color background but THEY DO AND IDK IF LU DID THAT ON PURPOSE OR NOT BUT IF U DID LU I JUST WANT U TO KNOW IM IN LOVE WITH U <333 @lu-kario although I've always loved all of your commissions I'm happy to hear u think uv been improving with all this art I've been commissioning lmao its worth all the debt /hj /j ??? I'm looking forward to commissioning a bunch more torisaikitty art bc I have so many refs it's unreal ;-;
#not even joking i have like at least five more potential refs tho theyre all very similar so#but i just love cats#decided to post this bc i saw that one cute torikitty drawing you know who u are#lil headband tail torikitty is now all I'll be thinking abt#sadly my next torisaikitty art will be a saikitty art not torikitty#but next torikitty com will def get a lil revised torikitty design#i always change his design somehow#like the first it was only the necklace bead collar#and then the past one has his lil kitty bracelets#oh and the torikechi one had pearl beads!#and the next ones gonna have a lil tail headband ribbon i cant wait ahhh!#maybe its not too late to change my com ref tho cuz ive been struggling with finding good outfits for tori :( </3#ruchan rambles#commission#torisai#torikitty#saikitty#torisaikitty#torikittysai
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o my lordt im always so late with this but! if you subscribe to the 5eu tier on my patreon BEFORE May 31st you'll receive 2 copies of this postcard in June!
its a really great way to support me, while getting a little something in return 👁️
this is the quarterly card - if you’d like to receive the monthly ones the 10eu tier is for you!
#oooocleo postcard club#monthly postcard club#patreon postcard club#sometimes i still cant believe people want to support me like this weeps#its a huge help#also i changed the rule to subbing before may 31st rather than june 1st bc timezones.. make it so it looks like people subbed too late
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man, being a terf must be so difficult... i find it hard enough designing a handful of characters for like a story pitch, let alone all the character creation they do every day inventing new people to get angry at 💔😔
#text tag#i cant help but feel more and more like Genuinely Lost when i see terfs talking about shit#its gone from feeling like pretty standard bigotry to feeling like we are literally on different planes of reality lmao#like. i want yall to know its ok to admit you may not have made informed or helpful choices#of course trans people aren't obligated to forgive you but you aren't doomed to the cancel mines or something if you try to change#its not too late to stop living a life filled with anger and hatred and start living peacefully and with love
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