#its just a mess :/
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I have never really posted one of these before but often when i have big and overwhelming feelings I open an art program and use colors to try and get them out. A confusing, messy mix of colors that all mean something to me but probably don't make much sense with no context.
Ramblings under the cut. Stay safe everyone.
Recent events IRL and with the election I have been very overwhelmed and stressed, and someone said make something so I did. I wanted to work on an old writing draft but it felt too cheerful, and so I opened MsPaint and tried to doodle for an AU I am working on but after a minute or so I just kinda gave up and let my usual instincts guide me.
I am very scared and I feel horribly alone despite my friends being here and talking to me. It is not their faults, the world is just very scary and stressful. Desperation, anger, fear, alarm, hopelessness. That is the theme for today. I don't have any kind or encouraging words I'm sorry. Stay safe.
#my art#i dont even know how to tag this#its just a mess#doodle#ms paint#digital art#vent art#eyestrain
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WHY DO SHOWS SUBTITLES NOT MATCH THE WORDS BEING SPOKEN
THE SUBTITLES WILL BE THERE SAYING THINGS THAT 100% ARE NOT BEING SPOKEN
I watch things with subtitles because sometimes I struggle to understand what’s being said (I can hear but understanding?) and this just messes me up more? Netflix especially is really bad about this and it is driving me crazy
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ok so, how upset is obsidian that his mom and dad are fighting, really? like does alduin just breathe fire on them thinking itll kill ansa but wont harm his kid? or is it more of a huge divorce custody battle thing?
i think its more a custody battle
as spoilers stated ansa has no idea what's going on or really who alduin is except a big scary dragon, alduin is in denial, and obsidian wants them to stop fighting
if forced to pick per situation though he will go with ansa because ansa feeds him and he's bonded with her more.
really obsidian would love mom and dad to stop yelling and flinging swords around and instead feed him and play with him. but dad is very mad so i guess on the run they go
#alduin#ansa#obsidian#my ocs#its just a mess#luckily odahviing recognizes the disaster and tries to help sort it out#when alduin sees ansa he just demands his son back and that. kinda fails#he doesnt wanna risk killing his son so he retreats trying to figure out how to get him back unharmed
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more ford and mabel bonding because i said so :)
bonus ford under the cut:
#gravity falls#stanford pines#mabel pines#sort of a sequel to my previous post. sort of. or a prequel? an inbetweenquel.#op art#comic#ford may be a bit ooc here i just wanted the joke of him doing garish makeup from other dimensions on mabel and her loving it#meanwhile its a mess#but somehow still somewhat looks good?#as for how ford knows how to apply makeup? uhhhh#he had to disguise himself somehow across dimensions...
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Speaking of spotless skin
I wanted to draw my own Take on the Degradation of Genesis and Ended Up sketching this unhinged mess.
So whatever the fuck this will be when I am done with It.
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Well, I guess you didn't have much of a choice either
#sooooo fucked up being a teenage boy just messing around with friends one day#and the next weird monsters are after you#and suspicious guys youve never met before start telling you you shouldnt even exist#and even the gentle girl who seems to know SO much that you met#says you have to disappear#all for the sake of this one boy youve never heard of#who apparently everyone loves and wants back#even if it means essentially killing someone else(you)#and youre expected to just. follow along and sacrifice yourself for him#even though you are also a real perosn with real friends (or so you believe)#and at the end you do it#because youre tired and confused#and part of you feels like it should do it#that its the right thing to do#even though you still dont know anything bc no one will tell you#except for the girl but everyone always goes out of their way to stop her#anyway im rambling the kh2 prolouge is so fucked up when u think about it#roxas#sora#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 2#kh#kh2#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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i love normal guys doomed by the narrative
#either that or hilariously dysfunctional or both#tf one#orion pax#d 16#megop#megatron#optimus prime#my art#saw one post pointing out in the trailer that a like5 frame shot of megatrons cannon that was snuck between their mahoushoujo type transfor#mations and like.messed up deeply messed up u see how goofy best friends orion and megsy are theyre just silly guys but in every telling of#their story they always end up enemies ok like in a meta multiverse hopping way think about it.like oh my god prewar tfp megop was already j#juicy and earthspark divorced-remarried megop is like.RGHFH tf one is going to destroy me bc this is what they had Before do u get me#before the war before they fell apart before friends became enemies and hands were stained before the beginning of the end im so so normal#like ok.this silly tight goofy buddy dynamic thats shown in tf one so far is.is what they had before. its what they could have kept if only#if only things turned out differently. but in every world optimus prime and megatron end up leading opposite sides of the bloodiest war ever#ok.its a universal fact and everyone who knows any transformers knows this BUT THE CHARACTERS DONT THEYRE POWERLESS TO PREVENT IT#ill clean up these tags in the morning but like im so.so normal about fictional robot guys#anyway i was intending to draw a background for this but i got lazy and also spent too long on the hands!!!!so whatever
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We got a real jam going down
#floyd is contemplating murder jamil is rationalizing murder and ace is just hoping they didnt notice him mess up a play (they did)#twst#jamil viper#floyd leech#ace trappola#twst basketball club#twisted wonderland#brohemeart#if i refine this any more its between me and god
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looking through old tf2 stuff again + felt like reuploading some of my favorite (mostly spy) art throughout the years
#seeing the water themed ones makes me want to draw more of those lol theyre always so fun.... i just like messing around wit lines and color#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 spy#tf2 pyro#tf2 demoman#tf2 heavy#tf2 medic#tf2 sniper#tf2 scout#tf2 soldier#tf2 engineer#miss pauling#tf2 miss pauling#spycrab#fanart#might put together a small artbook / zine of these as a sort of archive for myself / showing my art progress over time#i still have stuff back when i first started drawing digitally bc of tf2 (its rly bad)#bright colors#eye strain#- just in case
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day 1: throwback
#my art#smallishbeans fanart#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#empires smp#empires s1#empires smp fanart#IM NOT LATE YOURE LATE I TOTALLY DIDNT FORGET TO DO THIS YESTERDAY EUHgh#its fine#7 holy nights of jeremy#that#Um#the sketch for this was so messy i just gave up and embraced the messiness and you know what i think its fun like this#i had a good time just messing around with brushes and colors and shit#you knwo originally i wanted to do x life for this prompt because thats when i first started watching joel but#the mezalea brainrot got to me
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my interpretation of mrs. and mrs. cipher. yes you read that right. bill has only been mentioned as having a mom as of now so whos to say he doesn't have... Two Of Them?
[image description: a drawing of designs for two unshown gravity falls characters, scalene and euclid. scalene is a red triangular euclidean with a black bow tie, black boots, and a diagonal brick pattern. euclid is a blue triangular euclidean with black gloves, a top hat, and a light stripe pattern. both of them have their eyes located on the edges of their bodies. end id]
#rlly like the idea that bills eye being “messed up” is just bc its in the middle of him#its neat#anyways. wow what fun beings i hope nothing horrific occurs to them#doc talks#my art#my characters#gravity falls#book of bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#gravity falls spoilers#book of bill spoilers
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domain expansion
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 264#yuuji#help she entered a fugue state and finished a painting in 7 hours again#I still wish with all my heart that wed gotten megumi but HOLDS UP YUUJI THATS MY BOYYYYYYY#god his face is Messed Up i feel so bad#but i do think this is how ill go about drawing the injuries from now on :'>#just a Mess of flesh tones on that boy :((((( maybe shoko can kiss it better#anyway towards the end of drawing this my llsif pilled brain supplied 'domain expansion: happy party train' and i think its a keeper#yuuji if u havent picked a name yet pls consider thank u <3#a train station tho......as much of a vibe as it is i SUFFERED#the high ceilings full of pipework...the parallel lines....thank god i make the rules and dont actually have to detail it all#i love u vague lines that convey Essence Of Room#i think it works !!! i feel like im waiting fr a train n watching time slow around me as the lights stretch#btw the rake brush is SO good fr making lil bits of stretched light like u r squinting . i love it i have fun#anyway enjoy !!! him!!!! we r truly in yuuji kaisen i never Once doubted my boy
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yandere who's a clumsy killer and mc secretly helps him cause its cute how hard he's trying but he's so incompetent that they lowkey feel bad
#isnt this just kylar LMAO#like bitch just give the the injection u might put it in the wrong spot and mess it up#why didnt u use handkerchief + chloroform instead its such a classic like cmon now ur just making things harder for urself#mc sitting at the basement going 'do u even have an alibi when they question you?? did u make sure no one saw u??? wow ur so bad at this'#frambling...?
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before I played Disco Elysium, I thought Harry du Bois was a co-worker in the precinct you work at and, reading about him being such a fucked up guy, I was literally planning on avoiding him as much as possible in my playthrough... colour me surprised when I found the badge and found out the main character's name
#literally playing the game dreading when this fabled du bois character would pop up#then i find the badge.... see Harrier du Bois on screen#and i just go.... oh fuck... its me... im the problem guy#disco elysium#harry du bois#i love getting facts about media so incredibly messed up#it adds to the fun so much#1k#soy yo#disco elysium spoilers#rbs turned off cause im tired of seeing this in notes
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i like to think that the tentacles in dungeon meshi are kinda like mushrooms or perhaps even lichens in that they are very confusing to identifty and have 200 completely different species that look very similar ("delicious brown tentacle vs BROWN DEATH TENDRIL") and you need to be an Expert to determine the difference between some of the more confusing species and some of them have like 300 different sexes and some of them are actually composite creatures composed of several different species and somehow yeast is involved and also no one really knows half of whats going on with them and in like 50 years someones gonna figure out that uhm actually these are two completely different types of tentacle creatures that arent related like at All they jusf happen to look similar and oh btw that one common house mold is actually a tentacle
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#i dont know enough about lichens to go into detail they confuse the fuck outta me#i love how the wikipedia page uses the words#'was UNDERSTOOD to be...'#'in 2016 research revealed a NEW PARTNER a yeast'#they sound like fucked up little guys#(looking at tentacle porn) huh i wonder about the scientific research on these guys#like it would explain how theres just So Many Types and its just a fucking mess every time they appear onscreen#oh sorry you thought this was a common docile soecies of tentacle that happens to be delicious but its ACTUALLY the voracious Sex Tenta
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you'll never guess which movie i finally watched after 2 years of being lazy
#dont you just love it when your artstyle changes like 5 times in the span of a day#i saw emmachen1003 give them the glove type thingys and went “that looks cool. im stealing it”#so uhm. props to them for being awesome and making cool art#anyways that was a fun movie#not gonna say the title here cause i think it messes with searching and i dont wanna do that#that n frame is like the first time i have ever done a decent angle/perspective thing#im so proud of it you don't even know#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones nori#absolute solver#i guess#or is it absolutesolver#whatever#oh yeah uhmm#murder drones episode 7#murder drones episode 7 spoilers#murder drones spoilers#its been 2 weeks but im gonna give it another day just to be safe#just realized i fucked up the quote and its pissing me off so edited. go fuck yourself
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