#its important to celebrate your achievements and be proud okay kids it's selflove

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the pre-love self love ramble 

seven whole years of cee, or as i like to call it, about six and a half years too long of cee OR as other like to call it we get it, you’ve been around forever, it’s not impressive, it’s just sad. OH ALSO! my dad’s birthday AND seventeen years since i was diagnosed with type one diabetes. cool. sort of crazy since all my other muses usually fail to last two weeks, let alone years. i won't go on about it but i will just say i know how lucky i am to have had the experience that i have had on this website; i have seen other writers, very talented and lovely, been driven away by drama and hate and it sucks. so just here is my reminder that when you’re feeling low about being here, take a step back. remember why you started; for love of a character, oc or canon, because you love to write and create, because you have good friends around you, whatever the reason and try and forget about follower counts or people being just a bit shit. just because someone else is a talented writer too, doesn’t mean you’re not. know your worth, be proud of what you have created and be kind and complimentary to people you find inspiring! being kind to other is a pretty wonderful natural endorphin booster. anyway! thanks for coming to my self indulgent ted talk.  

THE COOLEST KIDS

so these are the dudes are people i dont talk to a shit ton (lucky you) or even at all but i really just think you’re gr8. i think you’re characterization is great, your headcanons, your ships, you’re writing and i know being a name in a list of names isn’t a great way to get that across but i think you’re really super? when i see these people on my dash and i see the work and love they put into their blogs i’m so inspired to work harder, to writer better, to strive and improve so i can be half as brilliant as you. and i know i will have missed people bc this is a bad way to do this but tbh even you’re not here and i follow you, that’s how i feel (you know, otherwise i’d unfollow im not a loyal hoe). so thank you for improving my rp experience. 

@anabioun / @aspernamentum / @asilverjackal / @bestvictim / @crimesvndicate / @decrstalker / @devilpraised / @detectivescavo / @fangsforhire / @gunmetclgrey / @helenaiism / @heprevailed / @hethefted / @iilvecchio /  @invcstigation / @jessicastrung / @knightfailed / @kradljivac / @pinstrpe / @presidentviktorpetrov / @plcunton / @patronodellearti / @quietresistance / @queenviictoria / @rwtsn / @strawpolls / @strangerinourmidst / @shkess / @sicilianrcse / @thaegeiro / @theholisticdetective / @winebleeds / @wedtocrime / @watsonofagun / @vicemirrored / @venosum / @veresum

AND THEN THERE’S THESE MOTHERFUCKS

@strcngemercy / @mcneyhoney: you know you’re the reason i believe in soulmates and fate and half of that crap because the chances of us meeting and connecting like we did are just so fucking slim? i know half our discord chats are now just verbally making out with each other (honestly when did you become such a sap) but i miss you being on everyday and chatting everyday and i cannot WAIT until im in your arms and proving my boyfriend right thinking that the only reason i wanted to come to dublin was to see and make out with you. but the fact is, cecelia would not have made it past 2013 without you, and nox and stef and being best friends and lesbians together. 

@dilkos / @donsjuans / @ingeanue: im not even totally sure how to put into words how much you mean to me. i really felt like i have lost my right hand for a while when you were away. cee lost her soulmate and her best friend, and i sort of feel like i did too. i’ve never clicked with someone quite as quickly as i clicked with you, and how we’re so on the same page when it comes to writing our characters. sometimes you say how celia will feel about something and im like... yes.... how did i not know this. you know me and cee better than we know ourselves. ily. also petition to bring back mork 2k19. 

@irritablefacade: everytime you reply to our threads i have to be like ‘okay but wait ten minutes do you don’t look too eager’ but idc anymore. brian and cee make me VERY happy and i am so glad that you ship them too because from the moment i saw your blog (and then watched zulu) all i wanted was for them to fall in love and probably fuck each other over bc healthy is boring. 

@rcsethcrn: thank you for helping celia’s realise that having female friends who you support and want to achieve might not? actually? be the worst? thing in the world. thank you for making me fall in love with asoiaf and fall even more deeply in love with margaery as a character. you have developed her beyond her role in the book and i find it so refreshing and wonderful. you’re so incredibly kind and talented and cee and i would both be lost with you and marg on our dash board. 

@mcstdangerous / @xqueenofscots / @vespxr: my main advisory for oldest blog about ! i hope that i have made it clear by now that i am SUPER thankful for the day you told me about tumblr roleplay, and then let me join that little group of sherlock rp’ers you had. you are such a talented writer, for whatever muse you put your mind to, and an incredible person. we need more plots and threads for chey being celia’s right hand woman pls and thnk 

@hellsbraveknight: OKAY so i know you’re not about much anymore so i already sent you your love letter over facebook but i feel like when you do eventually have two seconds for yourself and come online and i didn’t include you i’ll be in trouble. i love you, you know all this, you’re my best friend, very soon we have to meet and i want to kiss you and the boys all over. i am so proud of the person you have become. jam and kat 5ever.