#it's v v easy to not see progress w urself especially when ur dealing with shit in real time and shit piles on
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not to jinx it but :-) it's july so that means this is the longest i've had a blog since i first remade (8ish months) <3
#ahvañe#this may seem like an insignificant detail but if you know my lore then you KNOW 8 months is CRAZY!!!#i have been described as 'remakes like she's on the most wanted list' on multiple occasions n#that has to do with neurotic tendencies that come out when im in a bad way and the only way i can cope and exercise#a modicum of control in my life is on the digital end of things. hence remaking blogs#im not sure if its bec the therapy is finally kicking in or if its bec im getting older or What#my neurotic tendencies may have been curbed by getting nerfed out of the blue HOWEVER#my blog tends to reflect how im doing IRL and this year has definitely been brutal in different ways#some better some worse than last year but these things happen. n idk. it feels nice to be comfortable w it.#it's v v easy to not see progress w urself especially when ur dealing with shit in real time and shit piles on#but things HAVE changed and i think im getting better at. like. life? idk. but anyway#ive lost contact w some ppl over the years but ive also met some wonderful people too#n im jusr grateful to be in a better place than i used to be. especially compared to [counts on fingers] 7 years ago.#NYway if ur reading this! i love u. im glad i exist<3
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