#it's too soon to think about part 2 without knowing when it'll actually be 😭😭

[lamonnaie]

hi! what are your wishes for gmmtv 2024 part 2? and when do you think is part 2 going to happen? :D

ooh hi anon !!

Apparently phuwin said recently that part 2 would be at the end of the year (so like dec?), but that seems way too soon imho. dec's already pretty busy with starlympics etc, and i don't rlly see the point in splitting the program into 2 if they're so close tgt?? Sooo if i hadn't heard that, i'd think it would be in february or march next year.

i think most of my wishes from part 1 are gonna translate over to part 2 lmao, there were a lot of things i was expecting/wanted that didn't end up happening. So here's a list in no specific order:

MIDNIGHT MUSEUM SEASON 2 - PLS i need it so bad 😩😩 we got enigma s2 so surely this isn't so farfetched??

Firstkhao romcom - NOT directed by p'new

Perthchimon main series - non-high school, more high stakes

Ohm pawat in a jojo directed show - basically i wanna see him kiss anyone and everyone

Neomark comedy - rip neomark in cooking crush, gone but not forgotten

Fluke pusit main role - wanna see him paired up with someone new, he is part of the elite group of actors consistently in bl roles without a fixed partner which i love

Joongdunk series - non-high school with a better script (i love joongdunk's dynamic irl, but i've never rlly been into any of their shows. just wanna see them not play basically the same characters all the time when they're starring tgt 😩)

Bl with the "older" guys !!! - i need more papang on my screens all the time so this one's for him 🫡🫡 but also podd, pepper, guy, and a couple others (okay now that i'm looking at it, most of these guys aren't even 30 idk what i'm saying why are they always categorised as old 😭😭 basically i just want bl shows with these guys)

Joong main role in a het series - i know he's in ploy's yearbook but that's more an ensemble cast thing

winnysatang lead series - again, they're leads in we are the series but there's 4 couples in that show so who knows how much screen time each one's gonna get shjdkfj i also wanna see them in a non-high school/uni show

That being said, the 3 shows in part 1 that i was least expecting (my golden blood, wandee goodday, kidnap) ended up being the 3 i'm most excited for, so rlly i just hope that i'm pleasantly surprised with whatever they come up with :)

(i'm also not very creative as u can see above lmao, most of my wishes are just to do with actors rather than concepts)

[stayxlix]

helloooooo!!!🩵🩵 moving was pretty difficult, but thankfully, some of my friends helped and etc and now I'm ready to start anew!!

AKWKEHEG i'm just so so so glad that you've actually decided to endulge me with this trope😭 😭 I can't even explain just how excited I am to THOROUGHLY read the next chapter (and ALLLLL the other ones to come) and haha yes I'm pretty much also living for any media that include romance, buuut like I said, angry love confessions and angry passion just really do it for me🤭 and you're so right! Having a happy ending really makes me feel like crying all those times and screaming into my pillow was really worth it😭

I'm really glad you're happy that I said otde is my fav way to get rid of excessive stress, bc it really is!! I honestly want to find every single thing that could make you happy and just give it to you bc you're just so nice and ahaiwiowowjw

AND DID YOU JUST YOU VALUE MY OPINION THAT MUCH?!?!??! I ACTUALLY CANT DI THIS WTF ALEX WJY ARE U SO NICE HELP ME I'm so unbelievably glad that I can talk to you like this and try to make you feel the love for you and your story and blog, even if it's just through asks (for now!! I'm trying to build up my courage to finally text you and not do it like this by being anonymous) and I honestly wish I could give you a real life hug, I just wanna squish you and qjqjwhegejqo1 😭😭💗

I'M SO HAPPY YOU LIKE THE MOODBOARD!!!!!!*×*×[×[2[2> And YES I PUT A LOOOT OF THOUGHT INTO IT BUUUT I REALLY REALLY ENJOYED MAKING IT AND I'M JUST SO FREAKING GLAD YOU LIKE IT HELPBMEKAJQ i really tried to put in what i feel when i readd otde, so i'm just really glad that you can see what I meant and it makes me even happier taht you actually like it and even SAY THAT IT'S THE PERFECT VISUAL JOURNEY FOR OTDE AND THAT IT'S THE EXACT VIBE YOU ASSOCIATE WITH OTDE??? OMFG I CANT DO THIS I AM ABOUT CRY

and yes, I will gladly talk to you about every single pic that I've decided to add, and hopefully it'll be very VERYYY soon bc I am pretty close to dming you😭🩵 and I'm in the middle of the red version already, so I'm even MORE excited to share it with you soon!! (Possibly through normal dms🤭🤭) I AGREE!! i would like to announce, that now it is canon that mc wears red Vans bc it reminds of Felix (she probably wouldn't admit it at the beginning but we KNOW) (and, why do I feel like otde Felix is the type to get something related to mc tattooed?? Maybe just a small thing like her fav flower and on his wrist somewhere so that he knows she's always somehow with him😭 or if she gave him a bracelet, he'd literally NEVER take it off like no matter what... and I feel like he'd also be the type that wears EVERYTHING related to her proudly [and probably gets a bit too turned on when he sees that she does the same] okay I may be ranting a bit too much now... i need to stop)

I'm extremely glad that the new chapter is coming along nicely!! I'm soooo anticipating it and I'll definitely have so much motivation to make something that I don't even know with what new creation of mine we'll end up with☠️😭 aaaand i'll so let you in on a little secret, I love LOVE LOVE LIKE WITH MY WHOLE SOUL LOOOONG STORIES like give me 35k words and I'm eating ALL OF IT UP. especially from you?!?!?!? But i wish you so so much good luck with the finishing up/ just writing in general!🩵🩵 don't feel any pressure to finishing it! I'll honestly wait however long is needed without any problems if it's otde🩵

And thank YOU for being so wonderful!🩵 I'm so happy to be writing another ask again💗 your answers also mean the world to me, and I love sharing the excitement and happiness I hold for not only otde, but also you🩵 Hearing that what I make for you/otde is a source of motivation truly makes me so happy that I can't even put it into words, thank you for existing, honestly!🩵

I now find myself thinking about you when I'm writing and wondering if you'll like where the story is going or certain parts etc. etc.

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDUNG ME?!??!?!?! I LITERALLY XANT DO THIS IM SO CLOSW TO CFYING LIKE ARE U SERIOUS RIGHT NOW THIS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME ITS ACTUALLY UNREAL PLEASE

Our interactions also mean so so much to me and YOU make all of the time spent reading, and creating thinks for you/the story so so worth it that I wouldn't even imagine it being unworthy, really, I know I've said this before but finding this story/ you and your blong has genuinely made my lately life better and happier💗🩵 I am also so thankful to have you as a friend and to see what you create with your beautiful writing🩵

And yes!! Honestly, though, who wouldn't have a crush on otde Felix?! I also sometimes need to take a break and make myself that, unfortunately, otde Felix is not real anywhere else than our minds and hearts😭 (ps. I am now extremely excited for next week and am omw to add some songs to the playlist, and work on the red version of the moodboard bc I'm so glad that you are excited to see it😭😭)

This was also VEEERY long so hopefully you've survived through this (and yet I still have so much more to say help me) i'm sending another hug right back to you! Stay safe and take care, have the best rest of your day and good luck with everything!!🩵🩵 i love you just as much!!

hi hi hiiiiiiii🩵🩵🩵 im so sorry i wasn’t able to respond until now, i had the most hectic weekend!! i went on a roller coaster for the first time and i don’t think i’ve ever been so happy and terrified all at once before😂😂 (although i do love a good scary movie lol). but im so glad you had good friends to help you move, i know from experience that it makes all the difference :) starting anew is one of my favorite things about life!! even if it can be scary sometimes, it sounds like you’ve got a wonderful support system there with you<333

are you kidding me?!? i LOVE talking about tropes like the one you sent, it resonated so much with me (as does everything you say lol) angry love confessions? YES. angry passion? YES. and a happy ending to wrap it all up?? SIGN ME UP. (btw i like how you mentioned screaming into your pillow because this has also become a regular occurrence for me while writing this story😂) but the fact that you said you’re excited for the new chapter makes me that much more excited to share it (although i am a bit nervous, but what else is new lol) it also makes me want to take even more care with every single word that i include (much like answering your asks lol) im a bit particular about it and it makes me feel really good to know that you want to read it thoroughly because it makes the time spent writing all worth it🥹🥹 (even if it does end up being 35k words lmao) at least i know you’ll still be willing to read it all🥹because ill let you in on another secret, a little over halfway through i checked and it was at like 12k words????? help🙃 and the middle is still a bit of a mess but im really really stuck on my goal of putting it out some time this weekend, so we’ll see.🤭 ive considered splitting it up, and i honestly still might (but i don’t really like the idea of the first half being it’s own part so i even thought about doing like 5.1 and 5.2????? is that even a thing to split a chapter into two?????) lol idk all i know is im just hoping i have plenty of time this week to figure it out😂 thank you so so much for the good luck, kind words, and your amazing support🩵🩵 i need it more than you realize😂

you saying otde is your favorite way to relieve stress is like its own kind of stress relief for me🥹🥹 seriously!! and you are so unbelievably sweet to say that you want to give me every single thing that makes me happy😭 but 🩵, i promise you your asks already make me happier than you could ever imagine!! i only hope that my responses do the same for you because you are so incredible and important to me💕💕which means that OF COURSE I VALUE YOUR OPINION!! readers are the heart and soul of any story, and feedback like yours is the backbone that keeps me going. it keeps the story alive, you know???? and i would be a fool not to recognize that. you have done more than enough to make me feel the love for my little story and blog, even if it is through asks!! don’t ever discount that or feel pressured to do anything further. of course my dms are always open for you🩵 but take all the time you need love, no pressure :)

LIKE THE MOODBOARD???!?!?!? NO NO I L O V E  IT. I CAN TELL HOW MUCH THOUGHT YOU PUT INTO IT AND I AM SO PROUD OF IT THAT I WANT TO SHOW IT OFF TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN MY LIFE (and i totally would, if any of them knew that this blog existed lol) BUT THAT IS HOW MUCH IL OVE IT. I LVOE IT WITH MY ENTIRE HEART AND SOUL.😭 (and i think mc would too) because i could literally feel the emotions you portrayed, and i cannot even put into words how that makes me feel. your love for this story is something i will never ever forget. even years down the road. you are so special to me, and the offer to go through and discuss all of the pictures (and the songs on your playlist) stands forever. my door will always be open<3 you don’t even have to knock lol just come on in and we can pick right back up wherever we left off. AND WHEN I TELL YOU I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE RED VERSION I MEAN LIKE SHAKING WITH EXCITEMENT ON THE EDGE OF MY SEAT BITING MY NAILS ANXIOUSLY AWAITING THE MOMENT IT DROPS🤭🤭(take your time though of course, because i know these things can’t be rushed🩵)

and if i’m being honest i have been thinking about this whole vans thing ever since you brought it up…like my mind has been spiraling with ideas about how our main couple would be in a world like ours, like if they were real college students or something idk. and we have definitely confirmed that its canon that mc would wear red vans because of felix and IT IS EVEN MOre CANON that felix would have something related to her tattooed?!?(I SQUEALED WHEN I READ THIS NO YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND) “Maybe just a small thing like her fav flower and on his wrist somewhere so that he knows she's always somehow with him” THIS.😭 but wait what if the flower was something SHE drew, like maybe just something small that she casually sketched while they were together and he kept it without her even knowing, or if she drew it on a little note to him?????? i am WEAK.😭😭😭😭

“or if she gave him a bracelet, he'd literally NEVER take it off like no matter what” no this is SO good too because even though he would rather die than admit it, he is so fucking obsessed with that little bracelet. because it was from her. OR MAYBE ITS JUST A LITTLE HAIR TIE THAT SHE TOOK OF AND WRAPPED AROUND HIS WRIST CASUALLY oNE daY AND HE HASNT TAKEN IT OFF SINCE BC IT REMINDS HIM OF HER AND - I CANT.😭 pls. we need to discuss this further. and don’t even get me started on how turned on he would be if he catches her wearing something of HIS. nah you’re insane for this and i’m cutting myself off before i get too invested and start making this into its own separate little fic. (mc and lix in a parallel universe or something lol, maybe a past life even??) idk send help😂

thank YOU for existing 🩵, my adoration for you grows even more every single time i see you pop up in my askbox, if that’s even possible :) i mean every word i put into in my responses and i cannot WAIT to see what new creations we’ll end up with from you💕 (starting with the red moodboard of course) you are wonderful, and you have no idea how much you have touched me with your words and interactions. for all we know, we might be halfway across the world from each other, but whenever i read your asks i always feel so close to you.🥹 they give me life, and its probably a good thing we don’t know each other in person, because I would be absolutely SHOWERING you with love 24/7, i would never leave you alone and you’d probably get sick of me lol.😂😂 you make my life better too🩵🩵thank you so much for saying that you think my writing is beautiful, how am i not supposed to think of you when i write when you say such kind things like this???🥹🥹🥹

“I also sometimes need to take a break and make myself that, unfortunately, otde Felix is not real” the struggle is REAL😭 and omg i saw that you added the eve by exo to the playlist and i HAVE to ask if it was because of the hyunlix dance cover from the fanmeet??? bc i also considered adding that song to mine after i saw their dance (don’t even get me started on that and how RUDE it was lmao)

okay okay, if you have made it to the end of this then i sincerely thank you for taking the time out of your day to read it, i could go on forever (you’d never believe how quiet i am in real life😂) but i just have SO much to say when it comes to you. so have an absolutely amazing start to your week 🩵🩵🩵 i hope its full of all of your favorite things and plenty of moments that make you smile<3333 sending SO much love and the biggest warmest hug back your way🤗 talk soon💕💕

[7wanderingpaws]

the law of attraction blowing up the whole blog I see

It's so cute hahaha😂🥰😍

But definitely deserving.....I'm in the fandom of My.byun too 😉

Lol the blow up here after TLOA bonus part ...oof I can imagine

You blew up girllll🥳

My heart!! I thought I was the only one crazy for the law of attraction baek but there is a whole bunch 🤪

Of course we loved this so much!!

Blue moon baekhyun and tloa baekhyun on my my 24/7 🥶😭

I love TLOA so so much and Mr.byun 🤧💘😫💝🙈 but I also wanna say I wish after you finish your WIP's you consider to write on that too because when I read a ask about you explaining the plot I was pinned immediately and suddenly quit your life baekhyun got on my mind...so I definitely want to see baekhyun in that character and when it'll be you writing it I know I never be turned down in any way because you always put effort into your work and get so much love and its always more then our expectations so thank you!! You're very kind and sweet!! Love you hehe '3'

Whattttt!???!!as much as I love TLOA I think blue moon will have a even big fandom like I can seriously bet!!!Blue moon baek is sho shpecial UwUAnd I'm definitely waiting for Mr.Byuns come back !! Need to prepare my poor heart!!

Oh even my friend reccomended me to read TLOA and I dont regret it one bit😍I'm so into it actually I'm so glad she recommended me this or else I would've missed the OH SO AMAZING MY BYUN *squeal* and definitely can't wait for the bonus chapter 🥰 I have a huge huge huge crush on Mr Byun 😳

Yoooo girlsssss wymmmmm

Baekhyun ruining our standards is just so normal but we can never get used to it is just so normal too😖

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Thank you for these asks! I am always very happy, excited, humbled and overall thankful that someone takes the time to let me know their thoughts/fangirl about the character/plot. Much much appreciated, and biiig hugs! ☺💕

(I had to put the asks into one post because it would clump the whole feed of my blog/timeline for others who follow me - also, just wanted to note that if you have more to say feel free to put it all into one ask as Im sure one person sent more than one or two asks - and that is totally FINE - but it does clump my notifs and then the timeline. Just a little heads up and understanding please - or you can use my curiouscat acc and feel free to write there, hehe)

Now, on the other note:

I know this has been mentioned/said many times but none of the upcoming works will be done soon, or in the span of few weeks. I am finally in my home country after 2 years and I am barely on my computer (where I write) since I want to enjoy the very limited time I have with my family, and I desperately need a break from screen. I also need to prepare my research for school, so I am sure you can understand where my priorities lie this summer.

I am a little overwhelmed with changes in my life, and tumblr doesnt help much, neither AFF where I feel like its silent readership all the time (hence I stopped uploading one shots, because I am just asking to be ignored). This comes with constant comparison to other/more famous writers who always get the credit from readers without having to publish many chapters and already have hunders of ppl interested, while others cant really break through because readers dont appreciate you not having countless featured stories lol (which is supposed to validate you skills, I guess) - so yeah, that is another personal problem of mine that I am battling with currently.

I will slowly work on my WIPs BUT as much as I have a plan, and I always try to share it with you, I am not obliged to follow it simply because sometimes I have bad days and I want to write something nice and easy, and other times when I am in the mood, I can write more serious/plot-heavy story. I will proceed to publish whichever work will be done earlier, sorry! >.<

I worked hard for this blog (for myself) to make it where it is now. I am closing on my first 1000 followers as well, and I manage to get a few asks from various anonymous readers too, which is a big accomplishment for a writer. I do not take any comments/likes/reblogs for granted (for AFF goes the same along with upvotes) So I am very thankful! This blog has been a little life-savior in the difficult times I have to go through at my uni and helped me grow as a writer too.

Anyway, just wanted to give a little heads up about this. I am more inactive now because I want to be in the reality for a bit, so I am writing slowly as I go 🥰 If you read till here, thank you! 💕☺