#it's still on but like as a student i shouldn't cross the picket line. but like. i could very well fail. i don't know we'll see | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

lonesomedotmp3 · 2 years

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I keep forgetting to tell you all about this but there's this girl in one of my english seminars who is so beautiful and the seminars are always so bad and dull as rocks so half my brain power is just spent thinking about her though not like. staring at her moreso in the abstract where I'm thinking about wow wouldn't it be crazy if I had a crush on her. like I don't really I never think of her outside the class (hence. Me always forgetting to make a post about it) but like I could if I really wanted to you know? for fun. except I don't have that many seminars left and I have spring break soon so what's even the point :/ but we DID share a moment in the class where she was like yeah I agree w tee and while I talked she smiled at me. things that could be huge if I decide to make this a crush 🤔

#I've never ever thought of myself as a person who's capable of relationships so it WOULD purely be for funsies but like #I don't really have a show I'm into or whatever. things are bad. maybe i should make this a thing 🤔#I don't even know if I'll attend next week bc of the strikes #it's still on but like as a student i shouldn't cross the picket line. but like. i could very well fail. i don't know we'll see #ALSO I don't get a lot of crushes so any the fact that i feel this way even a little is sooo nice considering the last #'crush' i had was. oh my god let me think #three years ago???#wow. and again it's def NOT at that level. but i think i could trick my brain a little and make it that intense. to cope with how bad that #class is #literally i could deal with terrible circumstances if i had a crush on someone there...#anyway. it's 4am and I don't wanna sleep. how are you all

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