#it's so dire. it's so bad. save me blorbo from media i don't consume
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in my productive era may it last longer than an afternoon this time
#the hyperfixation is dire and the hyperfixation is ruining me#but it's ok because blorbo from media i don't consume loves me#i need to fix him i need to make him worse#i need to watch him self immolate in the fires he sets under everyone he used to love#i need him to be scarily competent because he is trained and meticulous#i need him to break because all he wants is to be loved and for his dad to care#because he died and it was awful and he died and it hurt and he died and nothing changed and nothing will ever change#i need him to move on i need him to be trapped forever in the cycle of his self-perpetuating tragedy#i need him to want the best for others and i need him to want nothing more than to ruin them#good lord these tags got derailed#me: can i really call this a hyperfixation. does it count#also me: executive dysfunctioning so badly that i'm actively fucking over my sleep and diet and future#it's so dire. it's so bad. save me blorbo from media i don't consume
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