#it's not his birthday in my timezone anymore but i hope mr shiina had a wonderful day :] | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kanameows · 1 month ago

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hmm. niki settling into his new, food secure life and getting used to not constantly being filled with anxiety. niki having the energy to pay more attention to the world around him. niki feeling more upset and pissed off about things he would normally ignore but also feeling far happier far more often. niki finally being able to relax.

#speaking tag #MR SHIINA I LOVE YOU #PUT A FEW KILOS ON THIS MAN IMMEDIATELY ‼️‼️#i feel so sad for him bro #need to take a better look at how his disability has been affecting his life #like yeah. he has to eat way more and is very obsessed with food and cooking but what else ????#niki trying to keep a more laid-back approach to everything because he does NOT want to let himself be consumed by paranoia surrounding -#- whether or not he has enough food to keep him alive for the time being #i already have the headcanon that niki has pretty severe emetophobia because vomiting is just wasting calories which he REALLY can't afford #especially considering how he struggled with food in the past #happyele is underutilising my boy :((#i don't produce niki but i sure do love holding him under a microscope #and i do have a bunch of nikiP friends who are fun to talk about this guy with #but yeah. constantly having to fear for your life fucks you up and i wish this was explored better in the story.#it's not his birthday in my timezone anymore but i hope mr shiina had a wonderful day :]

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