#it's not even necessarily the assignments themselves atp it's the fact that we have to do peer reviews and show in class
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fxckinemo · 1 day ago
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officially at the point in the semester where im crying over assignments
#it's not even necessarily the assignments themselves atp it's the fact that we have to do peer reviews and show in class#and i already know mine looks like shit bc everyone else seems to think a draft needs to be the finished product#so mine is actually a draft and looks like shit in comparison#ik i shouldn't care bc i barely want to even finish this degree#but I've always done this with art and honestly it's making me feel like im not doing enough#because we all have the same amount of time and same instructions#but some of my classmates either don't have jobs or work significantly less hours than i do#which means they have more time and energy and that means they make it look like 'oh well how come You couldn't do that much'#like im sorry but i have a full time job and an apartment to pay for step off#and it's not like anyones saying it directly but like every time my work comes up i get the most mild uninterested responses#i don't like feeling inadequate when i know if i had the time and the energy and could focus on anything to save my life it would be better#i just want to graduate and be done with it atp#i can't even remember half the tools I've learned i probably won't be able to get a job in this anyway#maybe once i get a bit more caught up I'll feel better#i just feel like im not doing the assignments right bc they aren't good enough#it doesn't help that I don't really have friends at school anymore so I've got no outside motivation to care about going#tbf this week I'm not going until thursday when i have to bc the teacher has been exposed to the flu and I don't want to catch it
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