#it's my first time drawing shizaya

[soultiio]

how funny it is that you are the first to crack

[krinklefry87]

my own art making me feel crazy

[ladsofsorrow24]

愛してる

based of this fic (x), to me it'll always be one of the best izashizu fics ever...

[azumasoroshi]

Izaya & Shizuo Drama CD??????

so guess what i learned about today! it's truly incredible how much lesser-known content there is about shizaya once you start digging

ive known about dear girls stories for ages but i didnt realize there were actual drama cds for izaya and shizuo too 😭i thought this was just people pretending that daisuke ono and hiroshi kamiya were talking as shizaya (<-CLOWN behavior)

but nope 4 seconds in we got a Shizu-chan name drop so lmAOOO time to listen i guess

there's two of these translated by the DGS subs channel (tracks 9-15) so idk if there's more before or after these or if those tracks have different characters, which i probably wont watch unless shizuo and celty have one or something lmao

according to google translate, "kenka" = "fight" which is funny

can we talk about that official art btw because how did izaya get close enough to shizuo to steal his glasses without getting caught?? dawg???? i guess he came up from behind him or something but fuckin imagine izaya just hanging down from above and doing the spiderman thing...except he steals shizu-chan's glasses instead of kissing him. i should draw that actually

this is hilarious actually i cant stop grinning bskjgHDSH why are they talking civilly about the date. what are they doing

it took them 51 seconds to actually reference hating each other which might be a record! good job gays

wait we're skipping ahead?? to august 30th??? we're just not gonna explain why/how they were in a bathhouse together???? okay?????

bro chased izaya up a mountain??? there are songs written about that kind of stufff bro 😭 like "id climb the tallest mountains and cross the widest rivers for you". something along those lines. shizuoooo you're so dedicateddddd <33333

why does he sound surprised bsdkgshk 1. YOU called him and 2. YOU led him up the mountain. little shit

i had to delete a whole segment because my brain is dead and i thought the dates were going backwards and i was like huh. interesting amount of nonlinear storytelling going on here

yes because august and september come before july soro good job

adventurer day, cleaning day, mid-year day? is this whole drama cd just them unintentionally celebrating obscure holidays together what the fuck

shizuo was just talking about ironing where did you come from??? izaya????? and shizuo didnt even react bdsjkgsh i literally cant wrap my brain around this like how are they just casually talking

WHAT DOES "THAT KIND OF WORK" MEAN HUH

izaya stripper au real (im sorry. my head is permanently in the gutter i think)

izaya i think you're losing it a bit because how the fuck do you watch someone IRONING HIS CLOTHES and still think it's entertaining?? does literally anything shizuo does entertain you what the hell

bro is down horrendous

oh so THIS is the bath one, i thought that was the first scenario (half-year day) because of the cicadas?? for some reason. i mistook cicada noises for cricket noises im a clown

NERDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

damn izaya read his mind. #justcouplethings

shizuo joining in on the wordplay too GOD they're so annoying

and cue giant crashing wave sound effect

the tweet above mentions that this basically confirms that shizuo entered the bath with izaya and i havent been able to stop thinking about it. like izaya would enter the bath to fuck with shizuo but here shizuo joins him. hmmmmmmmm

translator asking the real questions here pFFF

[fantastic-rambles]

Fandom: Durarara!!

Characters: Izaya Orihara, Shizuo Heiwajima

Warnings: Explicit, Phone Sex, Masturbation, Canon-Typical Violence and Insults, Blackmail

Word Count: 2.4k

Summary: When Shizuo and Izaya swap bodies, they're both convinced that the other has somehow caused it. And to keep the other one out of their business, they find other ways to keep each other occupied. [Written for Shizaya Week 2023 | Day 3: Hands/Body Swap AU/(YMMV: monster, but affectionate) @shizayasweek]

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He’s surprisingly comfortable when he wakes up.

It’s not his room. It’s too big, too bright… too sterile. White walls, gleaming chrome, clear glass, and a bed big enough to drown in. With the sun shining in, it’s nearly blinding.

He doesn’t remember how he got here, either. A kidnapping? He doesn’t know how that’s possible, though: he’s got a high resistance to drugs, and not only because it’s hard for a needle to even get into his skin. Hell, half the time Shinra does a checkup on him, his friend gives up on his arm and decides to jab him under the tongue for the blood draws. That, combined with the fact that Shizuo is more durable than most people, is the reason he tries to avoid visiting Shinra for health problems unless it’s absolutely necessary.

Besides, what sort of kidnappers would stick him in a room with floor-to-ceiling windows? It doesn’t matter where he is: he just has to smash them, and then he can leave. As comfortable as the bed is, he can’t stay in it forever, so he rolls out of it with a groan to start to investigate his surroundings. Out of the corner of his eye, he spots a flash of black hair, and he reacts on instinct, turning toward it while pulling his arm back for a punch.

“I-za-yaaaa!” he snarls, the pieces starting to fall into place. Familiar, slitted red eyes glare back at him, the flea surprisingly making no move to dodge, but instead acting as though he’s going to hit Shizuo back, and Shizuo’s fist makes solid contact with a pale cheek.

And Izaya’s image fractures, a spiderweb of cracks spreading out from where Shizuo punched him. But more than that, his hand hurts, and he stares down at it in bewilderment.

His hand isn’t his hand, either. It’s pale and thin, looking like little more than a bit of flesh and skin over bone. It’s not his hand, but he does recognize it, even with the reddening knuckles. If nothing else, the silver rings give it away—the hell, does Izaya sleep with them on?—and as he flexes his fingers, these ones move, pressing against a small palm before unfolding again.

This can’t be possible. Absolutely not.

But as he looks up into the glass again, wide red eyes stare back at him from the mirror. They look startled, and it’s an expression that’s entirely foreign on the sneaky parasite’s face. Carefully, he reaches up to touch his cheek, watching the slim hand press against his skin as he feels the warmth and pressure of a gentle finger.

Why this? Why him? Of all the fucked-up things Izaya has done, this has to be the worst of them. Because there’s no doubt in Shizuo’s mind that this is somehow the flea’s fault, like everything else that happens around here. He has no idea how he could have possibly pulled this off, but it’s not like he can imagine half of the bullshit that Izaya manages to do.

If he’s somehow in Izaya’s body… does that mean that Izaya is in his?

It’s an unsettling thought, interrupted by a ringtone. Whirling around, he finds half a dozen cellphones scattered on the little table next to the bed, and it takes another moment to find the one that’s ringing. The caller ID just says ��Shizu-chan,” and he snatches it up, answering with a snarl that doesn’t sound half as intimidating as it would in his usual voice.

“Izayaaaaa!”

“Tch.”

“Don’t you ‘tch’ me! What the fuck have you done? Give me my body back!”

“Give you your body back? Why don’t you give me back mine first? What is this, something that you and Celty dreamed up? I have more important things to do than play along with your silly games.”

Huh. Izaya sounds a lot different when he’s complaining in Shizuo’s voice. Is this how Shizuo sounds normally? He’s not scared of the louse by any stretch of the imagination, but there’s something about the growl in his voice that makes him understand how others can be scared of him, especially when he's pissed off.

It also makes Izaya far less convincing than usual. As it is, Shizuo doesn't trust him anywhere near as far as he can throw him, but Izaya's glib tongue and inability to shut up have tricked plenty of other people. With him like this, though, it just makes Shizuo want to laugh.

"Like this doesn't have 'you' written all over it. C'mon, Izaya, just admit that I saw through you this time."

"Why the hell would I want to live in some cramped, dingy little apartment? My closet is bigger than this place."

That's probably true, if this is Izaya's place. And it would be a reasonable argument… if it wasn't Izaya making it. After all, nobody understood how he thought or why he did the things he did. Sometimes Shizuo thinks that even the louse doesn't know, himself.

"Or I can take more drastic measures until you undo this."

Drastic measures? What the fuck is he talking about now?

But before Shizuo can even ask, the phone dings again, and he checks the screen, finding a notification for a text. Morbid curiosity draws him to open it, only to nearly drop the phone when he finds an image of himself, naked, with one hand holding his phone to take the picture and the other wrapped around his cock. As it is, he fumbles the phone, and when he checks the screen again, it looks like he's dropped the call.

Instantly, he hits the redial button, listening to it try to connect.

"Answer… answer, damn you," he mutters under his breath, but just as it's about to go to voicemail, there's a click.

"Do I have your attention now? Or should I send that to your contacts? 'Boss, Celty, Flea’—I’m going to change that one, by the way—‘Kasuka, Shinra, Tom-san, Vorona…' You don’t have very many of them, do you? I suppose I could always post it to the DOLLARS message board afterwards…"

No. Anything but that. Especially not Kasuka… his brother is fairly easygoing, and Shizuo doesn't think he'll ever say anything about it even if Izaya does send the photo to him. But he's already a failure of an older brother, making Kasuka worry about him. It feels like the only thing he can do for his brother is stay out of his way, so to send something like that… even if Kasuka isn’t embarrassed by him, Shizuo would still feel humiliated.

"Don't. Please, Izaya. I'm really not behind this. I don't know what happened. I can't fix it. But I’ll do whatever else I can," he babbles, trying to figure out what to say to stop the other man. If he was in front of him, Shizuo wouldn't hesitate to tear his phone away, and fuck whatever happened to Izaya, but he's not, and all of his usual, violent solutions to his problems can't be applied here.

"Don't grovel with my voice. That's disgusting."

Instantly, Shizuo shuts up, his heart racing in his chest as he listens to the silence on the other end of the line. Izaya isn't sending the photo out, is he? He has to realize how important this is to Shizuo, how he can use it to force him to do whatever he wants… but it would also be just like Izaya to do it anyways, just because it is important. Still, the silence drags on, and Shizuo takes a slow, shaky breath.

“Izaya?”

He’s answered by a sigh.

“Well, I suppose it’s a unique opportunity. Far be it for me to waste it.”

There’s the familiar creak of his bed in the background, and he hears Izaya sigh again. Longer, this time, echoed by another creak in Shizuo’s—Izaya’s?—hand as he grips the phone tightly, the plastic protesting its treatment. Maybe it’s a good thing that he’s not himself, or it might have turned to dust… but then again, if they weren’t in this situation, it wouldn’t be a problem in the first place.

“Izaya? What are you doing?”

“Mmmm… having fun.”

Because that’s fucking reassuring. There’s more rustling and creaking sounds, and then Izaya groans low in his throat, the sound making Shizuo’s own throat tighten. He couldn’t… there’s no way…

“Join me,” Izaya growls.

“Join… you?” Shizuo stammers, desperately trying to convince himself that the faint thwapping noise isn’t what he thinks it is. It’s better than Izaya sending the picture to Kasuka, but not by much.

“Mm-hmm. Go ahead. Play with my body. Figure out what feels good. Maybe it’ll help you—ah!—improve your technique in bed.”

Shizuo stares down at his slender, pale body. It looks so different from what he’s used to when he’s seeing it through Izaya’s eyes. Less fragile, the skin nearly unmarked even though they often spend an afternoon literally bouncing off the walls of the city. He doesn’t see the need to “improve his technique in bed,” but he has to admit that if the flea is occupied with this, it’ll at least keep him from getting into more trouble when he’s in Shizuo’s body, so it’s probably better to play along.

“What are you doing?”

Izaya’s voice in his ear startles him back to reality, and Shizuo clears his throat as he sits down on the edge of the bed, hesitantly wrapping his hand around Izaya’s cock. It twitches, and he nearly drops it, too, before he coughs again, his cheeks burning.

“I’m… uh… touching you. Your… um… you know.”

There’s a rough laugh on the other end of the line that ends in a small gasp.

“You’re still such a child, Shizu-chan. You can’t expect me to believe that you’ve never masturbated before.”

He has, but fuck if he's going to admit it to the louse. Taking a deep breath, he spits into his hand before grabbing Izaya's cock again, more firmly, and starts to jerk off the way he usually does, quick and rough.

It's not the same as usual, though. Izaya's fingers are smaller, unable to cover up quite as much, and his silver rings make things feel pretty different, too. They're cold and hard… but that's actually kinda nice. Shizuo rolls his hips a little, letting them rub against the underside of his hardening cock, and groans himself, hearing Izaya's shitty laugh on the other side of the line.

"See? It's good, right?" he purrs. "And you're so tight, Shizu-chan. Are you still a virgin? I can help you out next time: it might be fun fucking a monster."

"Oi! What are you—"

"Feeling good," Izaya laughs with a small hitch in his voice. "Imagine it, won't you? That cock you're holding, shoving deep into your body. Pounding you into the sheets, like you always do to me. You've never been curious?"

Hell no. Just the thought makes Shizuo tense up, even though he feels a small twinge of guilt. Maybe it's not fair that he's always the one fucking Izaya. Does the flea want to fuck someone, too? But if so, he has to have plenty of other fuckbuddies that would be happy to let him do that, right? Even in high school, he was always surrounded by girls, and some other creeps, too. That doesn't seem to have changed, even now. So it's not like he needs Shizuo or anything.

"Thinking again? You should stop. You're no good at that."

"Shut up!"

He knows that. He's never been smart. The only thing he's ever had is this ridiculous strength, and even then, he usually ended up hurting the people he most wanted to protect.

But at least he’s still better than Izaya, who could do good things if he wasn’t so determined to do bad ones. He’s smart, persuasive, and understands people. That’s what pisses Shizuo off the most about the flea, beneath his instinctive dislike of him: that he tries so hard to be good, but Izaya, who absolutely could be good, isn’t. Of course, he can’t control anyone else’s life or tell them how to live—the deadbeats he has to deal with every day are proof of that—but it’s frustrating.

“Ahhh~~”

Izaya’s cry derails his train of thought, and his toes curl slightly. Whatever the louse is doing to his body, it does sound like he's "feeling good," so Shizuo forces himself back on track, his own breath catching as the pleasure builds. His fingers twist around the tip of his cock, and he shivers as cool metal rubs against sensitive, burning skin.

“What… what are you doing… Shizu-chan?” the louse pants, and Shizuo wonders if he ever stops talking. Even when they’re having sex, Izaya always has to be saying something. And more than half the time, it’s stupid shit like “You know, the last time I saw Shinra, he had new glasses. Did you break his old ones?” The only time he does shut up is when Shizuo shoves his face into a pillow, but he’s pretty sure that the flea is still talking: he just can’t hear him.

“Jerking off, right? Like you told me to.”

“But how are you doing it? Do you… ah!… like the way my fingers feel? I like to squeeze them… as I move up my shaft. The part right under the… the… tip… is really sensitive.”

How the fuck is someone supposed to concentrate like this? Still, Shizuo’s hand follows Izaya’s instructions, and it does feel good.

“And when you’re… going down… let my thumbnail… scrape the underside.”

Shizuo’s hips thrust into his fingers when he obeys, and he’s panting into the phone, too, as he starts fucking his fist, tightening his grip while he ruts against warming metal and soft flesh.

“That’s right, Shizu-chan. Just let go. Fuck me… like the monster you are," Izaya purrs, and even though his words make Shizuo snarl, he can't stop himself anymore. Not when Izaya's hand feels so good, and when he can hear the louse's voice breaking. As the pleasure begins to overwhelm him, he cries out too, coming in long, sticky streams before collapsing back down onto the bed. The sound of harsh breathing comes from the phone beside him as he struggles to catch his own breath. Then, finally, Izaya speaks up again.

"Don't you dare go anywhere. I'm on my way over."

[horse-in-a-ship]

Drrr!! Secret Santa!

Sooooo here’s my Drrr Secret Santa gift for @allshewhispers​ Hope you’ll enjoy it! :D

[jotozir]

i love them

[hyperfications]

WIP Based on this Shizaya Fic I read last month by @corteae ( I’ve never drawn them before this is so much fun)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/1144325/chapters/2316379

[zayajima]

Izaya, you should be careful with your words, cause soon you'll be the one blushing and screaming, ehh...

[mikadokyun]

Ayokaya commissioned high school Shizaya from me so i drew it! Thank you for commissioning! <3

[soultiio]

(left to right ➡️)

hehe hiiii *hands you shizaya*

[mblue-art]

I love reading your tags. Please, ramble more. I enjoy reading the things you think!

!!! :0 aww you're so nice, anon :') are you sure about this?

bc this is going to be super long,, i hope you have time for this u_u;;

I first encountered the term ‘2p!’ when I was a young weeb in the htalia fandom (I was never in Tumblr at that time though, I think I frequented DA for my content) and was fascinated at the concept because I get it, 2P means ‘second player/player 2’ like in videogames. Their colors get inverted and also their personality.

I was confused for a while and thought ‘was there a game??’, but no, artists just drew darker/inverted versions of the characters. The alter egos. The friendly and nice ones are now cold and mean, and vice versa. They called the AU ‘2p!talia’. I guess that was my first exposure to AUs. (i think i saw a glimpse of the hzbn hotel fandom doing this recently as well? the usual red-colored characters are all in blue, just like how 2P!Dream!Sans has dark blue colors as opposed to the bright yellows of his 1P! counterpart)

(speaking of alter egos and counterparts........................... if there are any old fans of shizaya,,, talk to me LOL)

There’s the genderbending/genderbent AU, saw it in anime fandoms, where they put the labels ‘fem!’ or ‘male!’ before a character’s name, swapping genders, “what would this character look like if they looked like the opposite gender?”, stuff like that.

I don’t know how or why ppl started using the exclamation points (ex. “genderbent!” , “swap!”) thing, instead of just writing “swap __ , fem __” but I think the “!” does make it seem more organized, if that makes sense?

And thennn here I am in the UT fandom around 2016-‘17, remembering that AUs are a Thing in Fandoms: ‘woah there’s an edgy version of this character, like 2P! (2p is more like an Opposite/Inverted AU now that I think about it)’ ‘woah there’s a swapped version! Cool!’ ‘YO SWAPFELL? NICE’ ‘oh god there’s so many AUs now holy crap-‘

I did kinda dip out of the fandom for some time, but when I came back (surprise, surprise, it was Deltarune that pulled me back in......... and also maybe Vade’s comic dub of that Mafiafell comic) and had to familiarize myself with the AUs once again, I noticed the abundance of Sanscest ships that aren’t the main 4 AUs. More content for my multishipper heart lmao

Like for example. The UTMV part of the fandom. Underverse being the inspiration(??) for content like Nightmare’s Gang, the Star Sanses- I really love how the community made them different yet similar despite being Sanses? It’s just so fun to think about!

(I would love to draw a visual to accompany this, but I am... lazy......... bear with me I’ll try to make this section as short as possible)

We have the base- OG Sans Undertale. Classic, lazy, stinky boneman.

Swap!/US!Sans is, obviously, a swapped alternate. Energetic Sans, a bouncing ball of sunshine, has the Papyrus traits while still being a Sans. Cool Blue.

Both Nightmare and Dream, although not born as skeleton monsters, were transferred into skeleton bodies (their mother apparently looked at a random AU and saw US!Sans and took his image?? I think that’s how it went, correct me if im wrong).

Cross was also?? derived from US!Sans?? A lot of people said he was a US!Sans and I’ve just accepted it-

the thing is i think US!Sans has this boyish, anime charm to him, and having that same kinda feel for NM, Dream, & Cross??? BRUH

the apple twins are obviously different already, even though they look like Sans (yo,, the ‘mwehehe’ laugh headcanon tho,,, love that). they have their own charms, some fanart gives me prince-y vibes even (or king for NM bc, ykno)

and Cross,,, oh lord why is he cute. why is he charming. why is he different he’s literally a Sans- like what, he inherited the swap!sans charm??? Is that what’s happened here?? IM NOT A SIMP I SWEAR- but Cross,, he’s babey,,, do you get what i’m feeling here

Ink and Error? Chaotic immortals. Similar kinda deal with the twins. Although I do love the fact that Error was a Geno previously. Makes good angst ideas for their ships :]

Haha and then you go to Nightmare’s other boys.

Murder trio- Killer, Dust, Horror. All starting out as Classic Sanses and spiraled down into their own horrifying respective timelines.

Have I mentioned I love the found family trope going on with Nightmare’s Gang?? They might be the Bad Sanses, but they still care for eachother, and I love that so much actually. I love that they can get into funny shenanigans and I live for that (that bad sanses shitpost blog? i love that blog btw). Nightmare being the tired dad looking at his rowdy boys messing shit up in the castle again. Are they gently bullying teasing Cross? Seems like a normal day. He’ll benefit from the negativity at least. He’s too old for this. (lmao boomer)

And for the Strawberry!NM thing, he's either made for the strawberry flavor aesthetic, a 2P! alternate of NM, both, or some other reason I didn't know.

[tickles-tea]

cyanviolet, obviously red, purple, beige (accept me into your izaya's thighs party) and cream

has been wanting it for a long time but being to busy lately for full talks 🥴. i've only stupidly recently checked deviantart and found your comment through the notes and it made me scream. do you know that you and your shizaya headcanons were the ones that inspired me to draw tha? i'm waiting for tickletober to post it and venerably credit you

also you give me vibes of a cool person. but there were no such statement so let give it black color because black is cool

Cyan - I would fuck you. Violet - I have a crush on you. Red - I love you and your blog. Purple - Your posts make my day better. Beige - We have so much in common. Cream- I wish we talked more. Black- You have the vibes of a cool person

Please, you’re making me blush~ The least you can do is take me out to dinner first- 👀👀😘

In all seriousness though, AFJSFAH you’re kidding

My headcanons inspired that masterpiece??? 😭 holy shit I’m honored orz you have no idea how much I was screaming when I found that piece. I immediately went to yell about it to my friends afjsgkssk I eagerly await the moment you post it here so i can scream about it again

Thank you for sending these in!! They’re super sweet and I appreciate it ^^ You’re more than welcome to join the izaya thighs appreciation party 😌

[azumasoroshi]

watched the first two episodes of oshi no ko a while back (REALLY FUCKING GOOD, ive been a manga reader for a while but i stopped reading the recent chapters and basically forgot everything except for the major points and god it’s so satisfying to have the adaptation remind me of what i’ve forgotten in the most beautiful way possible)

but this post isnt about onk, it’s about izaya!! izaya orihara!! lets fucking goooooooooo izaya idol au!!!! i cant get this flea out of my BRAIN

i was about to open a new canvas to draw some more shizaya stuff for my animatic that im never gonna finish and i was like huh. maybe i should draw onk fanart. and then i remembered this art of venti genshin impact with ai’s eyes and i remembered thinking man i hope this becomes an artist trend for people to do with their art blorbos! and then i was like OH. guess i could contribute to the trend by drawing izaya with ai’s eyes

and then i started thinking and i was like huh. Ai’s never experienced love from her parents, doesn’t think she knows how to love or how to express it, doesn’t get attached to others easily, is a perpetual liar, became an idol because she hoped she would learn how to love - oh hey doesnt. that. sound like izaya. just a little bit. not exactly, her character goes into more learning how to love/that she can love while izaya’s character is i can love but only impersonally because i’m afraid of getting hurt and his arc would be learning to let his walls down for his own good

SO for izaya idol au, izaya would become an idol because he wants to experience love, or something along the lines of “there’s no greater demonstration of parasocial love and foolish decision making than in the idol industry! ahaha~” and probably “idols are perfect liars and i need to put myself into their shoes so i can become an even better liar and close myself off to any possibility of falling in love that could ever exist”

there’s a lot of reasons he might want to become an idol, really. there’s so much corruption and behind-the-scenes dealing and lies and facades and shit in the entertainment industry that i think izaya would eat for breakfast. he would LOVE witnessing that shit and making his own shady deals and stuff and occasionally ruining lives and watching people rise and fall down the rankings and tear each other down. plus the people who are in it for passion rather than money are fascinating as well. psychology student’s dream really- i mean what this is definitely about izaya and not me projecting

plus he definitely has the looks for it (narita would hard agree given how many times he’s indirectly called izaya attractive through other characters. we love a canonically hot king)

now i need to make everything shizaya because i’m not okay but i have no idea who shizuo would be lmao

like you could make him some up and coming manager (no age difference stuff here sorry lmao) or a fellow idol (doubtful. shizuo can act cute but i dont think he could dance) or an actor like akane/kana or a streamer??? like memcho (my favorite character)

a mangaka/screenplay writer/writer in general could also work but i feel like you’d have less reason to interact with idols that way

idk how japanese idol groups work for men in particular or if there’s even like a market for that :sob: id have to look into that if i actually started making stuff for this au

alternatively izaya crossdresses as a female idol and somehow no one realizes. except for shizuo. that would be hilarious actually. he refuses to do swimsuit modeling or other provocative stuff and his fans are like “oh?? the brazen kanra-chan is unexpectedly shy?? how cute” and he plays into it but inwardly he’s like. god i know exactly how im gonna go out with a bang when i retire. and shizuo watches him playing at being shy on tv knowing that that motherfucker is planning to strip on his last days as an idol

anyway this is just me spitballing ideas but ill definitely write at least a concept/intro fanfic of this at some point so stay tuned lmAo im just about to run out of writing juices on ABAON so i gotta transfer my energy somewhere else and where better than the idol!izaya au

[ikathemadhatter]

Fanfic Tag Meme

Tagged by mommy @yuneyn  🌸

What’s your all-time favorite ship? Many ships have taken my heart for years, so I can’t list just one but at least two ships that followed me through these years of writing and drawing: LawLight (one of the first yaoi ships of my teens day) and Shizaya.

How many works do you have on AO3? 19! Some of them are collabs tho.

What’s your total AO3 word count? 100,367 words.

What are your top 5 fics by kudos? 

1. Some Night (fun fact it’s the first fic I wrote back in the DN fandom LOL)

2. When your stitch comes loose (this one was so funny to write)

3. The Golden Hour (still wonder why people like this fic because... I don’t really like it?)

4. Welcome Home - What’s in a name? (hello No.6 feels)

5. Natural (I swear I’ll finish this collections of fics someday lol)

Do you reply to comments, why or why not? Always! I love blabbering in comments with other people also uhuh.

What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending? It’s one of the ficlet for the Natural’s collection: Overwhelmed. Enjoy it  🌸

What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending? I won’t lie, I write mostly open ending - the most of them can be considered happy ending. Probably the (most unexpected tbh) happiest ending is in Twin Skeleton’s.

Do you write crossovers? Nope, I’m not that much into crossover.

Have you ever received hate on a fic? I don’t think so? I received just some weird comments about ships, but I didn’t count them as hate reviews.

Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Don’t we write fics to see our ships having sex? Just kidding (lol yeah sure), I do write smut and I am able to write from vanilla to extreme sex scenes... But I mostly stitch to vanilla because my brain can’t PWP fics, so generally smut is just a detail happening in the plot LOL But really, I’d like to write a fic with more smut... I have a WIP, maybe I can try to play with it just for the sake of good smut, who know LMAO

Have you ever had a fic stolen? People usually like to steal my drawings </3

Have you ever had a fic translated? Yup! I got one of my Death Note fics translated in Chinese  🌸

Have you ever co-written a fic before? Yes, when I wrote for the italian fandom in a forum I used to co-write with some friends of mine. Actually I just did some collabs where I joined as illustrator and I’m a roleplayer so that kinda count as co-writing I guess XD? Anyway both experiences are awesome  🌺

What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? I have WIPS of old fanfictions I wrote in my native language (Italian), that I don’t think I will ever finish. They were written a lot of years ago and I am not used to write in Italian anymore, so it’s really hard to write them right now.

What are your writing strengths? I don’t know, maybe introspection? I’d like people to tell me what’s it because I dunno, really--

What are your writing weaknesses? Funny dialogs. I have a weird sense of humor so I really struggle with something that should sound decently funny XD

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? I don’t mind as I add myself quotes in German, French or Italian sometimes. I do it just when I see it fits so I don’t mind if others do the same!

What was the first fandom you wrote for? Beyblade in 2008 :°)

What’s your favorite fic you’ve written? I don’t think my fics are that great, but one that I really really like is Twin Skeleton’s. I love adding supernatural material to a plot and mixing the canon verses in a sort of AU and I think in this fic you can see exactly what I like to write and read mostly. I would have loved to write more of it and the universe around it, but right now it’s perfect this way. Plus the title comes from one of my fav songs from FOB <3

I tag @kiranatrix @reaperlight @main-exam and whoever wanna do this!

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Durarara!! x The Outsider

Crossover

*note* AHHH this cross over is my new thing I swear lol. I don’t usually write fics because I can’t hold my attention down long enough to think about a whole story. I usually like to draw because I love it and it gets my ideas out quicker. But I can’t stop thinking about this scenario and the dialogues between the characters that I have to let it out! This is my first fanfic so please be gentle but still love some criticism to my writing. ☺️ also THANK YOU for the support for the other post. I’m glad y’all like it. Also! Not going to be too much Shizaya yet. I wanted to be more Tom and Shizuo friendship centric here.

<TW> mentions of murder, child rape, cannabilisim

(Scenario: News has spread all over Japan of a brutal sexual assault and murder case of 10 year old Misaki Suzuki in Ikebukoro. Details of the murder was leaked to the public early leading to Tom Tanaka arrest while the public and social media are pushing for his death sentence. Tom is waiting to be put on trial. Shizuo visits his accused friend in jail )

Seeing Tom after a week since the… incident.. it looked like Tom aged 10 years. Shizuo sits down and picks up the phone on the left side of the wall and sees Tom so the same. They wait till security leaves and they were alone.

“Hey Tom.. are you okay?…. Wait, shit uhh sorry…that’s a dumb ass question to ask. How are you holding up?”

“…Not very good honestly… who knew being hunged over, fired and being put to jail on the same day really wears a person out haha…”

Tom laughs to lighten the situation but Shizuo can tell it’s fake and self depreciating. Shizuo raises his right arm and tries to rub the exhaustion from his eyes. He looks earnestly at Tom.

“You didn’t do it.”

Tom drops the small smile he had and his eyes showed what he truly felt inside. Completely hopeless.

“Why do you think that? You even said you saw me. Everyone thinks I did it. Even my family. I know they do…my mother refuses to answer the phone. And she always answers the phone. Hell I’m even starting to believe it too. “

“No”, Shizuo says sternly,”it doesn’t add up. I told the police I was with you most of that night. All those fucked up things that happened to the kid. It doesn’t even make sense….you couldn’t of been the one to do it. I’m sure there were cameras at the bar we were at. You couldn’t be at two places at once Tom. That’s impossible”

“A lot of impossible things happen in this city Shizuo. I’m staring at a guy who can lift trucks with no problem”

“This isn’t the same thing.”

Shizuo hates that Tom is feeling this way. He’s upset and pissed at the whole situation. He was pissed the whole time the police was questioning him. He doesn’t have a problem with them per se, even with his bad history with them. It was the repetitive way they were asking the same.damn.questions. Over and over just said differently. It was to see if he would change his story and it was getting on his last nerves. They were betting on Shizuo to give up Tom because they got DNA evidence and even bite mark evidence. All matching down to the very last tooth. But he hold his ground and kept telling them the truth. The police were obviously getting annoyed but he didn’t give a damn. They were trying to get justice for Misaki. They wanted to blame the person all the signs who is pointed at. It made sense. He still would of beaten their asses. But would not helped his or Toms case at all.

He first thought was Izaya since he’s always the cause of all Shizuos problems. This time, it didn’t have izaya’s stink and it didn’t sit right with Shizuo. Izaya usually makes himself known that Shizuo is the bane of Izaya’s existence. The flea is a coward and ruin people’s lives, however…. this… even he thinks izaya doesn’t cross a certain line.

After dealing with the police for hours he went home but he couldn’t get much sleep. The image of Tom running away covered in Misaki’s blood burned in his mind. When he did sleep he wake up having nightmares of finding Misaki body in that dark alley over and over. At the time, he didn’t knew what he saw being he was buzzed from the night of drinking .He didn’t know it was the little girl till he saw the face. The body itself was almost unrecognizable. The body was mangled and ripped apart like a huge animal had gotten her. She was close to Akanes age and sometimes in his dreams both their faces will merge together staring at Shizuo with those same cold dead eyes. That wasn’t the worst part of his nightmares. The absolute worst part was imagination giving him vivid images what the Tom imposter did before Misaki’s murder. He wished he didn’t know..

“Didn’t you also hear from the police shizuo.?,” Tom avoids his eyes.”They also found my DNA all over the scene. They found dna in the building, the van, clothes, inside-

Toms stopped when his voiced hitched a little.

“…the cops showed me pictures…..They were trying to get me to confess but I really don’t remember after I was drinking. I shouldn’t kept drinking. You were right I should of stopped after drink three I should-“

“Hey”. Shizuo says in a harsher manner than he intended.

While Tom tries not to completely break down in front of Shizuo, Shizuo looks at the situation with pure anger and frustration. He can feel the familiar burning feeling simmering beneath his skin. He’s used of being feared like a inhuman beast he is. People feared, and held animosity towards Shizuo. He’s used to that. But Tom wasn’t. Tom literally has the whole world against him right now.

“You don’t deserve to be here..” he almost whispers in the receiver. “ you’re not the monster everyone says you are. I know this not because I was with you most of that night. I know you. We wouldn’t be friends if you pissed me off.”

Their was silence between them. The pause went on too long for Shizuos liking. Toms smile was tired, a little shaky when he sighed but grateful. It was a sigh of relief someone was there at their lowest.

“I think this is the first time you called me one. I was wondering if you ever referred me besides being your boss.” Tom closes his eyes while slightly leans back in his chair with his arms crossed and one side of his mouth perked up. “It feels weird getting the side of being pepped talked at but….” He looks at shizuo with thankful eyes

“Thanks…for getting angry that night. Well, for my behalf. Honestly, that’s the most nicest thing someone has done for me so far since I’ve been in this cage. I’m glad I still have you as a friend. Though I’m not your boss anymore.”

Shizuo doesn’t let too many people in his life in because of the fear of him accidentally hurting them. But this is Tom. Who was their for him at his lowest. He helped him to get most of the thugs off him during middle school. Gave him the suggestion to dye his hair blonde. Given him a job where everything else has failed. Even with izaya interfering with most of them, he knew his temper alone is the first cause of them. Tom helped him so much more than Shizuo deserved. Tom was the last person to be in this fucked up position. Even with the limited pool of relationships he has, he knew when a friend needed him. So he said what he knew he can do best.

“I’ll kill the asshole who put you in this mess. You didn’t kill the girl. I will prove your innocence one way or another. No matter what. I’ll be honest, I’m not sure where to start but I will find them.”

He can’t ask Tom to trust him. He’s afraid to ask. It would be too much faith to ask he had on him when he didn’t had that much faith in himself. Back of his mind, he’s afraid to fail. The voice nagging him, telling him he’s a fuck up. He’s nothing more than a beast destroying everything in his wake. But he’s gotta try. He’s too scared of the alternative option. Tom dying alone believing he’s not worth saving. So he squashes, pushes, kickes and punches that voice back as far it can go. Tom needed to see he’s trying. Tom just smiled at him.

“I trust you on that shizuo. I don’t usually go for violence but this is a special case. I wish I can be there to witness you do it. You still owe me a drink.”

“You still want to drink after this?” Shizuo jokes. Tom smiles a little wider and puts his left hand on his chin in contemplation.

“Hmmm You right. I’m done with drinking for a while. I’ll just settle with trying not to get killed in prison.”

*Aannnd that’s it! Im not sure how much I can do writing before I burn out but the dialogue is the fun part. Doing backgrounds will forever be a fun and the bane of my existence. I hope I stayed IC. I want to do a scenario where shizuo and izaya will work together but my brain will go straight to fluffy moments lol. *