#it's like. shion. you do realise you endured in a boarding school right. and like your grandma put your hands around your neck and tried to
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ouclematis · 2 months ago
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i hated meakashi hen because it hit close to home.
#like.#OH DAMN...#like. i don't think she's like truly in love with satoshi anymore.#sure she does have a crush on him and all. but it's mostly cause she's obsessed with him since she's deprived of actual love in her life.#she just happens to be in a traditionalist conservative family who is made an unfortunate target for her grandma's abuse and hatred towards#her. but mostly. the guy she just met while after being rescued by a bunch of punks who are trying to gang up on her she's been using as a#metaphor for salvation is being insulted.#because to her. he's the only one that did not take advantage of and abuse her. despite her having a burning hatred for satoko. i also do#think that the hatred stems from some sort of like. inability to grieve with the abuse she endured in a healthy way#it's like. shion. you do realise you endured in a boarding school right. and like your grandma put your hands around your neck and tried to#kill you with the choking right? it's evident enough. i don't need to se it in your eyes. you're masking it well enough because we know#that you're hurting. we can see it.#like#she always. was obsessed with satoshi cause he was nice to her. and made the topic of her obsessions cause in her eyes. he was a saintly#angel. when in reality. he's just an abused boy.#but the difference is with how she percieves him and satoko. is that she is percieved as the devil from shion in meakashi. and wants to#teach her a “lesson” for i don't know. grieving about her abuse hurled towards her by her male family member in particular and that ticks#her because she's like trying to prove a point about herself. will explain this when im less tired and suicidal so.
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