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UNCONSCIOUSLY SEXUAL.áREADER, where you didnât even know that most of the things you said, wore or did were kind of/very provocative. you were just⊠sweet, a total darling to the adults, which was why MARTHA and JONATHAN lent CLARK to help you when your house had been burgled and your parents were abroad, so they couldnât help. Of course. your pretty little head didnât know how a boy in your year who youâd been friends with since childhood, but you were happy to spend time with the all-american, thirsted over farm boy. He was just pretty (your brain knew better, he was hot as high hell. to the point where your panties got damp to the thought of his biceps).
CLARK was in a similar boatâ he wasnât sure how much longer heâd lastâ he wasnât sweating bullets because of the heat, he was sweating due to the face that your pretty lips â shit, he hadnât even thought that way about you before â were wrapped around your thumb after a sweet glass of lemonade, in a low-necked tank, high-cut shorts, and he was so sure that he couldâve seen baby pink lace peeking out from the waistband.
Whatever it was, it was killing him fast.
Plus, he knew those panties matched a nice lilâ bra in your room that heâd unintentionally seen when up there dropping off notesâ just another thing that made his mind run circles. Like, câmon, he knew for sure that his mom and dad taught him better than to think that way about girls who didnât even mean to do it, his brain wired itself to think that way. Now that he mentioned it, that sounded like a really bad excuse, he just felt guilty for objectifying you.
It wasnât just the provocative actions like bending over or accidentally saying things that sounded like they alluded to sex.
it was your big eyes. your pouty lips. your perfect legs and the swing of your perfect hips when you walked. how you were so innocent and didnât have the foggiest clue what some guys wanted to do to your gorgeous body. your ass in the pretty skirts and shorts you liked to wear. the bows on all your clothes. How you tilted your head when you didnât know something. The bat of your eyelashes when pleading for someone to do something for youâ it almost always forced a hand.
CLARK had to remind himself to stay calm. composed. a friendâ
âClark, mmh,â oh, fuck, the pretty moan that slipped from your parted lips as your soaking pussy glided up and down his cock was intoxicating, CLARKâS head tipping back against the sofa cushions at the sound, hand smoothing up your hip, to your waist and back down over your ass and thigh. his other hand trapped your little pink panties in a tight fist, his mind subconsciously making a decision to keep it so he could use it as a poor substitute for this tight cunt, dear Lord.
He was probably going to hell for using the Lordâs name in this context.
âThatâs me,â He nodded, voice cracking right before a whimper, an honest to God whimper left his mouth upon feeling your pussy clench around him and seeing how your cheeks were flushed, pretty lips in a perfect âoâ and how your gorgeous tits moved up and down in that tank top. Up and down, up and downâ he was going to get hypnotised.
CLARK didnât even know how he got hereâ his foggy memory recalling something like getting you straddling his thighs, slipping his fingers between your legs to find your perfect panties already soakedâ if thatâs what he did to you, who knew what else youâd do for him?
His jaw clenched, feeling rooted to the spot as his fingers dug into your assâ but it wasnât even him moving you, you were doing it all on your own, being such a big girl and bouncing on his cock yourself, with small little whimpers every time he filled you to the brim. You were moaning about how he was âsâbigâ and how you were âsâfullâ, eyes rolled back with your fingers digging into his back and along his hair.
His head lolled forward, only to have his eyes zero in on how your pussy sucked in his cock to pair with his super hearing overwhelming him with the wet sounds and your little moans and babbling murmurs hit his ears like a freight train. He didnât help his case, heâd begun to jerk his hips up only slightlyâ but to you that felt like a rough thrust that had you crying out his name. Perks of having superhuman strength, huh?
And superhuman sensitivity, any longer and heâd be in the same state as you.
âSâtight, donâtâ donâtcha stopââ
Oh, too late. Guess itâs not your fault that youâre UNCONSCIOUSLY SEXUAL.
special tags 4 my clark moots: @faiszt, @blackynsupremacy, @angelbabyyy99, @svnriseblvdd if thereâs anyone I forgot I apologise profusely also @cherrygirlfriend I told u about this so hereâs my vision
had to do a new line to include the lovely @sabrinasopposite
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fic idea - in which alexia is a loyal Nike athlete and spots you wearing adidas clothes (sees you in adidas through a picture/social media/in person). Firstly, she has no idea where the hell you got it from and more importantly, sheâd rather you wear nothing than wear that rubbish đ
battle of the brands II a.putellas
"-and then thursday you have no training, but you have to go to madrid?" you questioned, reading through your girlfriends schedule you had up on your phone and the blonde hummed her confirmation.
"for a shoot, just a few hours, we fly." alexia craned her neck forward to check there was no oncoming traffic before continuing through the stop sign.
"they can't do it in barcelona?" you asked with a confused frown making the blonde chuckle as she slowed down, clearly scanning the street for a parking spot to pull into.
"no amor i am not the only athlete, some of them will fly in from england just for the day." alexia clicked her tongue in annoyance, a spot up ahead but someone already indicating they were going to pull into it.
"sometimes i think it would be easier if you knew how to teleport." you shook your head, the blonde incredibly busy even in her downtime though you knew that was her favorite speed, often having to force her to slow down and pause so she didn't burn herself out.
"teleport? qué es teleport?" alexias head turned toward you with confusion making you smile at the way her eyebrows creased, the english word unfamiliar to her.
"like a super power, to go somewhere like that, but just with your mind." you clicked your fingers and alexia nodded slowly, perking up as she saw a free spot not too far ahead.
"i am already a super hero cariño. capitån barcelona!" the blonde flashed you a grin as she flawlessly parallel parked into the spot you'd been a little unsure of her car even fitting in, though of course your concerns were for nothing.
"siempre con chistes!" you pinched her cheek and undid your seat belt as the engine cut off. "español muy bueno mi amor." the footballer smirked as you shot her a dirty look.
"i have lived here for five years alexia!" you huffed, the blondes lips curling upward at how easy it was to get under your skin, the three years you'd been together giving her lots of time to practice.
"espere!" you made a noise of surprise as you pushed open your door and attempted to slide out of the car, pulled back down in your seat as alexia leaned over you to pull the door shut again.
"what, is this?" your girlfriend pawed at the sweatshirt you had on beneath alexias leather jacket, todays weather containing a particularly icy chill and the bistro you were going to for an early dinner was outdoors so you'd bundled up with layers.
"camiseta?" you guessed, unsure if this was her testing your spanish or not as you gave her a strange look. "que? no! this is not mine." alexia huffed, ignoring your attempts to push her hands away as she pinched and pulled at the fabric covering your top half.
"no? it is mine." you made an indignant noise as alexia tried to peel her leather jacket back off of you, gasping dramatically at something as it rolled off your shoulders.
"traidora!" alexia accused, poking sharply at the adidas emblem covering your heart which had previously been covered by her jacket draped comfortably over the top of it.
"what? ale i am hungry." you rolled your eyes, trying to open the door again as once more alexia leaned across you to pull it shut, going as far as to press the child lock button on her side of the car.
"off!" alexia ordered pointing to the sweatshirt, settling back into her own seat now you couldn't go anywhere, with her arms crossed and a grumpy look ingrained into her features.
"alexia-" "off!"
"its cold outside! you told me to dress warm." you reminded her with a raise of your eyebrows. "no adidas. nike! i am a nike athlete mi amor." alexia stared you down stubbornly as you looked right back at her, but this was clearly not something she was joking about.
"you could not even tell when we left home ale, i will zip your jacket up!" you tried to compromise but she shook her head. "off. where did you even get that?" she made a face of disgust that had you rolling your eyes.
"a store! i liked the colour." you shrugged, alexia scoffing in disbelief. "it is blue! i have blue nike." she pouted like a child as again your eyes rolled.
"are you really going to make me take it off? let me be cold? tu propia novia?" you gave her a look as she paused for a moment, clearly thinking things over before perking up, clicking her fingers and holding up a hand silently telling you to wait as she got out of the car.
much to your annoyance she left the child lock on, zooming around to the boot and rummaging around for a second before returning, door opening and closing again.
a snicker left your mouth as a car honked and alexia jolted, hitting her head on the roof and swearing, the stranger clearly having thought alexia was leaving and wanting the car space.
"sigue conduciendo idiota!" the footballer swore, flipping off the driver as they pulled away making you laugh and quickly pull her hand down.
with one last annoyed look out at the other car she turned back and held out to you what was in her other hand, a bundled up mess of grey material.
"for you cari." she wiggled it impatiently as you sighed but took it off of her none the less. "ale this is your old training jacket!" your face scrunched up in realization as you held it up in front of you.
"sĂ! barça and nike." alexia grinned clearly very proud of herself as you made the mistake of sniffing it and recoiled quickly. "how long has this been in your car? did you wash it?" you accused as she scoffed, tugging on your ear.
"tonta. change!" she waved her hand impatiently as you gave her a look. "really?" "sĂ. vamos! i am hungry." she waved her hands again as you sighed deeply, recognizing you were also too hungry to spur this argument on much further without anything to sustain you.
grumbling under your breath you shrugged the oversized leather jacket off, twisting awkwardly in the small front seat to tug your sweatshirt off next, dropping it in your lap and pushing your head through alexias alternative.
once you were dressed in all your layers again you heard the child lock click, your girlfriend darting out and around the car to open your door for you before you could, forever chivalrous despite how frustratingly stubborn she could be at times.
"mucho mejor." alexia grinned happily, pulling open your door as you glared up at her from your seat. "this is thin! i am going to be cold." you huffed, trying to stand but once more your girlfriends large hand pushed you back into your seat as she opened the back door.
"perfecta!" suddenly she was back and shoving something down onto your head with a beaming smile, holding a hand out to help you up as you leaned back a little, eyes rolling at the bright pink nike beanie on your head.
"eres ridĂculo." you muttered, adjusting it to sit better with defeated sigh. "eres preciosa." alexia leaned down with a softer smile, pressing her lips against yours a few times, hands cupping your cheeks making you wince and pull away.
"like icicles!" you pushed them off of you and finally stepped out of the car, closing the door after you. "nope. too cold!" you shook your head as your girlfriend offered her hand for you to take, an offended look on her face at your rejection.
"alexia!" you squealed as she stepped forward and wrapped you in a hug instead, freezing cold hands slipping up your shirt and teasingly rubbing up and down your bare sides.
"dime que me quieres." the midfielder ordered, pulling your body flush against hers as you wriggled and flailed trying to get away from her.
"no!" you laughed, amusement swallowed by her mouth capturing yours, the same order now mumbled against your lips as her cold fingers danced against your once warm skin.
"fine! i love you." you shoved her away at that, struggling to catch your breath as the taller girl smiled cheekily and repeated the same words back.
"vamos, comamos tonta." she leaned down as if to kiss you again though instead tugged the beanie down to cover your face, arm sliding over your shoulders and guiding you away from the car.
"puta!" you pulled it back up and pinched her side, the blonde blowing a raspberry on your cheek before kissing it apologetically as you leaned into her a little.
your fingers entangled with hers, strong arm still protectively draped across your shoulder, the two of you making your way across the square toward the bistro.
"when we get home mi amor i will make a fire." "we do not have a fireplace?" "no te preocupes, i will just burn that adidas camiseta." "alexia!"
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Older boyfriend! Toji who never lets you leave the house to attend your classes without stuffing his bitter cum up your cunt in the morning. :(
Itâs like seven in the morning and heâs sipping on the freshly brewed cup of coffee you made for him a few minutes earlier while the nasty, loud squelching of your soaked pussy sucking his dick in filled the early morning atmosphere.
Your plaid skirt is weakly brunched up around your waist, the fabric delicately ruffled, and your panties are struggling to keep hooked against your right cheek. You're practically drooling on the wooden dinner table like a little slut. Your poor legs are quivering and shaking in front of his muscular ones while he's just straight up blowing your back out from behind.
âDear God, you hear how fucking mouthy this cunt is early in the morning?â He winced at the noise, cursing under his breath as he gazed down at his girthy cock disappearing into the warmth of your creamy hole. Every time he pulls his cock out, a glistening trail of cum shimmered at the thick base of his shaft, some even clinging to his curling pubic hairs like pearls in a tangled web.
âAww is she thanking my cock for splitting her in half? How generousâ.
Your whole body involuntarily trembles under the persistence of his roughness. each furious stroke of his angry tip skillfully hitting your sweet spot over and over with precise force sent shivers down your shine. âD-daddy mâgonna b-be late for class!â you managed to gasp out between whimpering moans. Your voice strained and ragged. But he just chuckles in response, his raspy laughter from his morning voice filling the room.
âOh yeah? Yer not gonna anywhere till my seed is overflowing out this pretty pussy, darlingâ. He growls. His firm grip on your hips tightens, and his slender fingers kept digging into your soft skinâ leaving marks that are going to remind you of his possession and roughness throughout the entire day.
âFucking hell, youâre dripping everywhere. This cuntâs fucking soaked, itâs just seven in the morning and youâre already creaming like some horny slutâ he grunts harshly, biting his bottom lip as he began bullying his cock in and out of you faster.
âBet your classmates would love to see you like this, all messy and stuffed full with your older manâs cockâ. The warmth of his breath creates a tantalizing contrast against your tender neck, making the tiny hairs from the back of your neck rise.
You bite your lips in an attempt to suppress the pathetic moan that was threatening to escape your lips from his humiliating words. Your body starts betraying you as you imagine the scandalized look on everyoneâs face to see your boyfriendâs seed slowly steeping out your used cunt.
âN-no Toji, pleaseâŠâ you whimpered softly, your eyes screwed out and cunt clenching tighter around his veiny shaft.
âFuck youâre so dirty, babyâ. He silenced your pathetic noises with a rough kiss, his tongue invading your mouth just as his fat cock invaded your snugged cunny :(. He sucked on your tongue and swirled his around yours to exchange the stringy saliva. You canât even think straight at this point, your mind a blur of pleasure and an overwhelming desire to please the older man.
With a sly grin, he gently withdrew from the kiss, his warm lips skimming down the curve of your jaw before settling on the delicate shell of your ear. A mischievous glint sparkled in his eyes as he whispered, âYou want my fat load deep in this little cunt while you walk into class, feeling it leaking down your pretty thighs?â.
Your face flushed with an overwhelming wave of embarrassment as his hot breath caressed your ears, leaving you unable to form coherent thoughts. You could barely nod, already gone stupid from his abusing cock. âMmm, thatâs what I like to hear, good girlâ. He praised with a smug and teasing tone. âIâll give it all to you, donât worryâ.
âYer such an obedient little cumslut for daddy arenât ya doll? He questioned with a light chuckle. Heâs always so amused by your fucked out state, he thinks youâre so adorable being dumbed down and stupid from his cock. Your slick, pulsating hole tightly embraces his throbbing cock, gripping onto him like you wanted to suck his soul out of his body.
The prominent veins of his cock rubbed against your velvety walls, massaging your insides and causing an overwhelming sensation of pleasure. He hissed loudly in your ear before speeding up his pace.
He felt your weeping cunt clenching tighter around him, like a vice, threatening to milk every last drop out. âYeah thatâs it, keep squeezing me. Youâre so filthy baby, milk daddyâs cock dryâ he slammed into you with renewed vigor, his heavy balls practically making love to your swollen clit with each powerful thrust.
Your moans turned into desperate cries, echoing through the morning air. Your needy pussy is spasming around his cock in a powerful orgasm. He could feel your juices flowing out, adding to the creamy mess between your plush thighs.
âOh fuck, baby youâre making so much mess on Daddyâs cock, yer tryna mark me or something?â he hissed, his cock thumping with a familiar coil in his balls. âMâgonna breed this filthy pussy. Gonna fill it up so full that my seed is gonna leak out of you all day longâ.
With one final thrust, he buried himself all the way inside of youâ filling you up to the brim so his buttery cum spurts out into your womb. His cock was twitching and pulsating inside of you, making you whine and wiggle your ass back at him at the warm feeling as he emptied his fat loadâ jet after jet of hot cum shooting into your fucked out hole.
âGood Godâ fuckk!â the older man lets out a guttural growl, His large body shuddered as waves of pleasure coursed through him. With a possessive gesture, he wrapped his arm securely around your waist, pulling you close as both of you tried to calm your racing hearts and catch your breaths. His cock continued twitching as your heart raced in unison.
âThereee we go doll, now youâre all stuffed nâ ready for classâ he placed an affectionate kiss on your delicate neck, his breath ragged as he slowly withdrew his cock out of your stretched holeâ being so careful that he doesnât spill any of his precious sperm.
His cock slides out with a wet sound before he quickly reaches for your panties and pulled them over your ruined cunt. He gently pulled your skirt over your round ass and smoothed it so it didn't look all wrinkly and mashed up. So youâll look like an actual neat and well-put together girl, as if you werenât just fucked into a brainless slut seven in the fucking morning by your sex addict boyfriend.
âMeet me in the car and donât make any of my fucking cum spill out of you or weâre gonna have to start again, you hear me?â
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"In one of the more remarkable marches of human progress, Bangladesh has reached the point of near-universal electricity access for its citizens.
Coupled with the rapid electrification has been one of the greatest single declines in the poverty rate of a nation ever seen, falling from 44.2% in 1991 to 18.7% in 2022.
In 1991, only 14% of the nation had access to electricity. By 2021, 99% had access.
Granted, half of these households are considered according to Our World in Data to have lower tier access, which accounts for home lighting and charging mobile phones at least 4 hours a day, but the other half are considered as having higher tier access, defined as the added capacity to power high-load appliances (such as fridges) for more than eight hours a day.
Bangladesh is the worldâs most densely populated large country with a density of 3,020 per square mile. As the twelfth densest country in the world, the 11 above Bangladesh are all microstates whose combined land area would not even equal half the size of the smallest state in Bangladesh.
To put this into perspective, (a rather silly perspective) if one wanted to reduce the population density of Bangladesh to that of Mongolia, its borders would have to include both all of Africa and all of Eurasia. Thatâs how crowded Bangladesh is, and what these amazing reductions in poverty truly mean to global human flourishing."
-via Good News Network, January 21, 2025
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Note: This is the kind of thing I mean when I say that very, very few people in the West know the degree to which absolutely massive societal progress has been happening in a lot of different developing countries.
Especially around access to infrastructure and access to electricity.
The quality of life improvements to electricity access are massive.
It's not just access to phones/the internet (already a huge deal that opens up massive channels of communication and information-sharing).
It's being able to preserve food because you have a fridge, meaning you get to spend less money on food/have less food waste/run fewer errands/have way more flexibility around food.
It's being able to do things after dark, because you have a lightbulb. It's being able to work late, make more of your time.
It's less air pollution because people can use electricity instead of burning fuel for things like heat/light/cooking. (Yes I know these things often use fuel or natural gas still, but they can be done with electricity, and a lot of developing countries are skipping over a natural gas/etc. phase and straight into renewables.)
Hell, it's safety. I had a friend when I was younger who was from southeast Asia. She was horribly injured when she was a kid because her family only had kerosene oil lamps that had to be manually refilled. If her family had had access to electricity, that never would have happened.
It's infrastructure for heating, air conditioning, and water access. It's so, so many things. It's huge.
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POTES SEMI-LIVEBLOGS KOTOR!
ive been writing my thoughts in the notes app but due to popular demand (one person asked for it) i'm posting my liveblogging DO NOT SAY/TAG/COMMENT SPOILERS PLEASE i read tags
warning im a yapper, im 10 hours in and theres a lot already (separated into sessions):
SESSION 1
whos this clown i thought i would be playing as revan
ive been too spoiled by dragon age origins this character creator sucks ass
only human???? ): fr?? ill just imagine her different in my brain or some shit
my life is being mansplained to me. is this bad writing or do i have amnesiacs
hes meta now??? hes talking abt the screen controls?????
omg a jedi and an evil jediii
omg their asses suckedddd they both died immediately
i <3 bringing a sword to a gun fight
WHY R THERE SO MANY SITH WHERE IS TJE RULE OF TWO
i clicked a workbench and it said lightsaber so either i get a lightsaber or i get a jedi friend whose lightsaber i can steal if im careful
I assume u play as revan in kotor2 so im gonna buy that now so i can play it when im done playing w this clown
i got light side points im getting a good grade in game morality which is something both normal to want and possible to achieve
everyone keeps saying revan is dead but thats my friend revan from tumblr hes clearly alive. or they???
my characters ass is distractingly present onscreen
huge fan of the way everyone collapsed drunk what the FUCK was in that wine
ok these sith ppl might be the bad guys but their armour is DRIPPY AS FUCK
ideologically i dont agree w the sith but they kinda went off w the fits
googling how to become a sith without being evil cause they have Drip
SESSION 2
i paid ÂŁ1.19 to see revan he better show up in this game at some point
all these sith n i still cant find one revanâŠ.. stop faking ur death rn come out n talk to me babygirl this isnt like uâŠ.
why can i be light/dark side if im not a jedi. give me a laser sword
maybe this jedi gyal will know where revan is faking his death. or give me a fuckin lightsaber PLEASEEE
was just thinking 'does this game have romance' and then carth called me beautiful. i dont think im gonna romance anyone until i get this amnesia sorted
why is carth questioning me so much abt the crash im pretty sure i have amnesia
why tf did the jedi lady have me transferred to this ship are we in lesbians with each other???
carth's not wrong it is suspicious but i lowkey have amnesia so i coulda done that i coulda not
a lot of clone wars voice actors in this. was lucasfilm so broke in the 2000s that they could only afford the same 3 VAs for every project
mission is 14??????? we need to get my girl back in school
SESH 3
tale as old as time i fucking suck at racing games
ok i didnt realise you had to mash click i won
REVAN!!! REVAN!!!!!!!!!
why am i dreaming abt revan tho. real as hell but ?????
lmao cringe revan getting blown up. i thought the jedi beat rev-meister in a fight but no. accident
"such visions are often a sign of force sensitivity" COOL YAY GIVE ME A LIGHTSABER
BASTILLE LOST HER FUCKING LIGHTSABER??
CARTH IS RIGHT THATS LIKE DAY ONE JEDI SHIT. ok i still love her even tho shes a bit of a bitch and also doesnt have a saber
if we find a lightsaber im taking it first tho
whys carth getting weird abt me being weird that he doesnt trust me. i just wanna be friends mate
SESH IV: A NEW HOPE
'i mean no disrespect, but perhaps one of the male slaves could serve you better' i went in here to start a slave revolution and instead got called a lesbo
LMAO THERES A SPICE LAB???? WALTER WHITE WHERE ARE YOU
thats insaneee they blew up BILLIONS of people to get to one jedi?????? these sith arent fucking around theyre scary
UM THIS IS CRAZY GRAPHICS THE LIGHTING IS CLEARER/DARKER WHEN I COVER THE SUN W THE SHIP EDGE?? 2003 IS THE YEAR OF THE FUTURE
someone just called me padawan i kinda assumed i was in my late 20s do i just have baby vibes
all the jedi in the movies are so chill but every kotor jedi i've met so far has been a bit of a bitch
YO THEY HAVE A YODA!!! its not THE yoda but
cool so these guys are just the regional managers at best. your asses are not the council
why can everyone smell my force juju so strong
THATS STRAIGHT UP YODA'S CLONE WARS VA
why does fake yoda not blink both eyes at the same time. im calling him master tortimer he reminds me of the animal crossing mayor
bastila there was no need for such a fancy bow
malak is like evil aang
revan is so much shorter than malak omg
are me and bastila sharing dreams. are we both obsessed w revan
poor mission ):
WHAT WAS MASTER TORTIMER ABT TO SAY????????? EVER SINCE WHEN??? DID WE KNOW EACH OTHER BEFORE MY AMNESIACS????? DID BASTILA TELL U SMTHN MORE WHEN I WASNT IN THE ROOM???
im intrigued i like this whole hidden jedi shtick its very compelling. so is whatever theyre hiding from me
kinda surprising no jedi found me before tho given my force juju is so strong
IM A LEGIT JEDI NOW??? SICK!!!
does revan rlly not have pronouns i thought that was a tumblr thing but they straight up are a nonbinary icon ive never heard a single pronoun used. revan's pronouns are revan/revan's
damn revan seems so cool in these stories (charismatic war hero that convinced their troops to join them as conqueror?? julius caesar) and yet all we've seen them do onscreen is get blown up and die by accident
A YEAR AGO? the way they were talking i assumed revan died like. a week before the game started
master uh i forgot his name he has martin scorcese vibes said revan was a paragon of the jedi so what im getting is that all jedi gifted kids turn evil
even if i didnt know revan as a tumblr darling id KNOW revan has to be alive somewhere they way everyone talks abt them is too cool for a character who exploded and died. i think. i hope. I PAID ÂŁ1.19 TO MEET REVAN
'only you and bastila can stop malak' seriously????? just us two?? ive been a jedi for like, 6 minutes and you guys keep calling bastila young???? do you guys not wanna help??
omg im getting carth to traumadump! <3
HE WAS ON REVAN'S ARMY>??
i totally knew the jedi code and did not have to google it whatsoever
they rlly said fuck going to illum heres a crystal from the bin
he told me id be a great sentinel and i was like i know but i want blue cause i dont wanna be matchies with bastila
OGH!!! I HAVE A LIGHTSABER!!!! THIS IS GAME OF THE YEAR!!!!
omg i made my lightsaber perfectlyyy which is rare <3 getting a good grade in jedi
maybe i was a travelling lightsaber salesman before my amnesia
seriously though WHO was i everyone's kinda stopped acting like i have amnesia since the first mission BUT IVE PLAYED DRAGON AGE THAT GIVES YOU OPPORTUNITIES TO RP UR PAST. THIS DOESNT. EITHER THIS GAME IS BAD (but i love it so its not) OR I HAVE RETROGRADE AMNESIA
also everyone keeps being like "Oh ur force juju is so strong" AND NOBODY FOUND ME TIL NOW??? suspicious. did getting a really bad concussion activate the force in me
im too confused and amnesiac'd to think abt anything except the fact i have a glowing stick now
FSESH FIVE:
big fan of using aliens to avoid having to get VAs to read every line
oh so carth's boyfriend saul betrayed him and became leader of the sith fleet so he has trust issues
well he needs to calm down. i can't betray him cause i dont know what the fuck is happening
yooo i love the design differences on the mandalorians
oh my god this lady wanted to fuck her droid cause it was her husband's. and then it killed itself. wtf. game of the year tho
wtf they jebaited this juhani person into going dark side but then i talked her out of it. that seems a bit mean of them
i hope she can join my party she looks too unique to be a random npc
ive been thinking and I might be going crazy but there was a loading screen tip ages ago that said jedis could wipe ppl's mind and all i thought at the time was 'fuck the shitshow acolyte didnt make that up'. but what if one of them wiped MY memory and i used to be a jedi or smthn ????????
cause they keep being like ur weirdly good at this??? did bastila steal my memories??????????
I KNOW I HAVE AMNESIA!! EVEN IF EVERYONE DOESN'T BRING IT UP BC THEYRE PROBABLY TRYING TO SAVE MY FEELINGS
if i dont have amnesia and im just deeping the fact the opening had my life being mansplained then im gonna look real stupid
anyway time 2 go to the fuckshit ruins cave where r-dog and malak went to
"it must be referring to revan. the dark lord and malak--" revan's pronouns are revan/thedarklord
bastila said theres no mention of the Builders in the archives. does she just know every text off by heart
THIS DROID IS 20K YEARS OLD ???
omg i can equip 2 lightsabers at once. game of the year
OK I TAKE BACK EVERYTHING I SAID ABOUT THE AMNESIA BASTILA IS ASKING ME QUESTIONS ABOUT MY BACKGROUND THAT I CAN ANSWER. I REPEAT I DO NOT HAVE AMNESIA
ok i didnt get choices and i didnt really uh⊠say anything that i didnt already get told im still not ruling out amnesia
also booo i didnt get to find out how old i was
master tortimer rlly looks like the ultimate ketamine yoda
LMAO THERE WAS A DIALOGUE OPTION 2 CALL JUHANI A CATGIRL
omg kashyyk from jedi fallen order!!!
I CAN UPGRADE MY LIGHTSABER THIS IS JUST LIKE JFO
omg this ship is fun i wish everyone had personalised bunk spaces like hfw⊠a game which came out 19 years after this i should probably just take what we have
im gonna start w manaan cause im p sure thats what B-dog said n its the same language the droid was speakin
omg hyperspace from star wars
THE GUY THE BUILDING FELL ON???
am i having dreams abt revan bc bastila killed revan and im connected to her this is so roundabout
maybe i'd sleep better if my ponytail wasnt clipping into the pillow
[kiwi accent] six
carth needs a xanax every time i think we're friends he stops trusting me
also lmao he actually pointed out how wild it was that a day one padawan is being sent on this uber important mission and HES RIGHT IT IS WEIRD!! i thought it was main character logic but he's calling it out
i really really like the sense of unease that's setting in like at first i thought it was just cause im not used to 2003 games but no this is on purpose bc carth my friend carth keeps calling it out
THERE IS A CHILD ON MY SHIP ??????????????????
lmao the representative for menaan is roland wann. its like poetry it rhymes
there are no cameras in the sith hangar <3 rookie error i can commit crimes now
bastila's favourite hobby is getting shot and walking into my grenades
this isnt a combat system this is a missing system
I GOT ARRESTED???? IM JUST A GIRL
nvm i had a datapad that said the sith were evil so theyve let me go free and we're besties
why do i feel like ive just walked into an underwater horror mission
this suit waddles at the speed of a penguin on fentanyl
i tamed the beastie this is like how to train your dragon
MALAK FIRED ON REVAN?????? WERENT THEY BEST FRIENDS???????
but maybe revan escaped when bastila wasnt looking THEYRE FINE THEYRE OUT THERE SOMEWHERE. I BELIEVE
so hopefully when we run into revan they'll be like agh i changed my ways cause of the being shot thing and they'll be my bestie
great news i successfully communicated w the ship child and gave her back to dantooine. my girl has shockingly good linguisitics skills
bastila is so dour "oh watch out for the dark side" GIRL I AM. I NEED TO GET THE BEST GRADE IN GAME MORALITY
ok OFF TO KASHYYK i hope cal kestis is there⊠thru the force i guess⊠bc he wont be born for another 4000 years but its whatever
omg you'll never guess what. another vision. wow its one of the thangs. cool this is a tomorrow me problem
#how long to beat says it's abt 29 hours so this is roughly a third (??) of the game???#talk is cheap#kotor#swkotor#knights of the old republic
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Fun story: My last job was at a restaurant. They hired me among many other workers all at once. This is because the kitchen had recently burnt down, thankfully after hours and without hurting anyone, so they had to temporarily close and rebuild; can't very well run a restaurant with no kitchen, after all. Presumably they'd laid everyone off and were completely restocking their labour pool in like a week. My first day was wonderful. People were patient about training me, the manager was sweet and made sure everyone was staying hydrated, and she even personally brought me a glass of water while I was on my break. Like any person would have, I took this as a good sign. Then, over the next few months, things began to devolve. There's like 5 stories in there about the extortion, ER visits, second-degree burns, and explosive stress diarrhea, but basically that once sweet manager slowly became a demon, and my once fun and kind coworkers began doing things like threatening to harm my work bestie unless I performed unsafe work that was guaranteed to burn me due to inadequate PPE, or yelling obscenities at me for asking perfectly reasonable questions. It went from heaven to hell over the span of a single damp, mild autumn. So, as you can guess, I came to resent the place. But there's another element to it:
in my time working there, I would come to learn that the fire that destroyed the place was entirely preventable; there was a known gas leak in one of the deep fryers, and management knew, but refused to shell out the $15 to patch the line (just like they refused to give us PPE, or generally fix anything ever). Quite a long time after they found out and after many staff reports of this gas leak, one night, it somehow finally ignited, and a $15 expense suddenly turned into tens of thousands of dollars. One night, while I was manning the fryers, I noticed one of them was producing bubbles of opaque white smoke from under the oil. My coworkers assured me it was "normal" and "just some food stuck under there." I've worked many a deep fryer, and had been working those particular ones for months, and never seen such a thing before. It was pretty easy for me to put two and two together on that one. The lifers weren't having it and insisted I ignore it and get back to work. A few weeks later, I quit on the spot after getting cussed out over asking if anybody had put an order in the oven yet. My work bestie was fired shortly afterwards, for what she claims was written down as "disobeying orders." She was very allergic to the fryer oil we used, it made her break out in painful, swollen hives, but the lifers kept insisting on making her clean the fryers, so it was probably that, I imagine. Who knows, though? There came a point where it was never enough, no amount of speed or cleanliness or quality. We were always understaffed, and now they'd fired one of their best workers. I met another one of the coworkers I'd bonded with working elsewhere. It was retail, under a notorious asshole boss, but at least it wasn't there. Her arms were covered in deep burn scars the day she'd walked in, so I imagine she's used to it. I hope she'd okay. I should probably try to check in on her, actually. I never asked if she left or was fired. I know they never patched the leak. They didn't the first time. Of course they didn't learn their lesson, the whole place was just a number in the bloated investment portfolio of some silver spoon fatcat from Toronto, he didn't give a fuck. None of us ever even met him, or learned his name. Fully hands off. We'd pull like $15,000 or even $20,000 some nights, but all made minimum wage, and were always one call-in away from total collapse. They kept cutting hours. They would send people home in the middle of dinner rushes because "we're spending too much money on labour." Schedules became mere suggestions. We were never given end times to begin with. 11 or 12 hour shifts weren't uncommon on my end, but sometimes I'd only get 3. It was a coin flip every night. My point is, the place was managed, on all levels, by people who'd drown if it rained. Thinking about how perfect the place could have been still makes my heart rate increase. It filled a niche with absolutely no local competition. Our profit margins were absurd. And yet the dullards filling the office chairs didn't understand that you need cooks to produce food, and the place began creaking under their weight. I left before something gave. I suppose me leaving was something giving though, in a way. I worked my ass off for that place. I made them thousands, IN PROFIT, every night. I feel like maybe that triggered the exodus that followed, idk. Don't want to aggrandize myself too much. As far as I know, the second burning hasn't happened yet. But it will. It's all but guaranteed to. I hope that, just like last time, nobody's there when it happens. But I also hope that, unlike the first time, this time the entire place completely, unsalvageably burns down to ash, reduced to a concrete foundation. I hope there's nothing left to rebuild. I hope the cycle finally ends. I pretty much never got to take my legally mandated break again after that first shift, btw. Should have seen it as a sign, but it was just one shift right? They needed me, they said. They needed me.
#yes ik I should have reported them. they would have gotten shut down if I did. at the time though I was just DONE#I needed time to recover from that#and now it doesn't feel worth it anymore yk?#it's too late anyway.#it's been two years
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| How they handle falling for you, realistically |
featuring: Gojo Satoru, Ryomen Sukuna, Nanami Kento, Fushiguro Toji, Geto Suguru, and Kamo Choso.
Gojo Satoru
When Gojo Satoru realizes he's fallen for you, hard, he starts avoiding you completely.
Beneath his playful and confident exterior was an eerily serious demeanour that you rarely ever got to see, until now.
It hurt like hell. Satoru went from showering you with his affection and time, to giving you curt responses and zero contact. The worst part? When you approached, heâd immediately turn away or take a long detour. As if the mere sight of you was too much.
His eyes widen when you suddenly burst into the supply closet he's been hiding in for the past twenty minutes, hurling a cardboard box filled with gifts and items heâd given you directly at his face the moment he opens his mouth to speak.
"Save it, Satoru. I donât care anymore."
He grips the box tightly, knuckles white. The sorrow in your eyes was like a blade piercing through him, exactly what he didnât want.
He hadnât meant to hurt you. Heâd convinced himself that distancing himself was the easiest way to end this. God, he was an idiot.
Quickly, he shoots up, grabbing your arm the moment you turn to walk away. He'd be damned if he didn't try to do something.
"I'm sorry, Y/N."
His voice is softer than usual, almost a whisper, in stark contrast to the force with which he holds onto your arm.
You inhale a shaky breath. "You couldâve just told me you didnât feel the same way." Your gaze flickers anywhere but at him, fighting back the tears. This whole situation was humiliating.
As soon as the tears well up in your eyes, he instinctively pulls you into a crushing hug. He couldnât stand to see you cry, especially because of him.
"I'm sorry, Y/N," he repeats, voice trembling. "You deserve betterâŠand that isnât me. Iâm no good for you." His face buries into the top of your hair, his words a whisper, pained and filled with regret.
And that was it? Thatâs why he made you feel like garbage? You sigh, exhaling a breath of relief before pulling back and smacking his shoulder as hard as you can.
"-WhatâŠowâŠ" he clutches his arm, wide blue eyes staring at you in disbelief.
"Youâre an idiot, Satoru" you say, softly this time, your hand gently caressing the spot you hit in a silent apology, but you grip it when you see him open his mouth to argue.
"I'm not a child, Satoru. I think I can decide what's good for me." You offer a small smile, one that immediately melts away all his defenses.
"And thatâs you."
Ryomen Sukuna
Falling for someone was not in Sukuna's nature. Love was a weakness, a frivolity that he had neither the patience nor interest for. Yet, there you were, pulling threads of his attention he hadnât willingly given.
You had been a prize he claimed during one of his many raids, a servant heâd kept around because, quite frankly, he found you amusing. Heâd given you several opportunities to flee, and yet, you stubbornly stayed, either stupid or somehow enjoying his presence.
"Youâre staring again" you said, not even looking up from the book you were reading.
"I can look at whatever I want. This is my kingdom" he replied, his voice low and dripping with amusement.
You snorted. "You're so humble tooâŠ"
His grin widened, sharp and predatory. "Careful, brat. I donât take kindly to disrespect."
But his words lacked the venom they usually carried. He found himself indulging in this back-and-forth, this bizarre game where you didnât fear him, where you met his taunts head-on. It was thrilling in ways he didnât quite understand.
"Or what?" you say, flippantly lifting your feet and crossing them on top of his expensive furniture. The other servants gasped in horror, half-expecting him to snap, but he simply barked out a laugh, flashing his sharp claws in a half-hearted scare.
"Care to find out?" he challenged, dragging one long talon up your pulse point.
Your eyes flicker to his, unimpressed, before you yawn and grab the hand by your neck, cuddling into it and closing your eyes, putting the book away.
Yep. He knew he had definitely fallen when he found himself staying still, barely breathing, so as not to disturb you as you fell asleep, resting against his large hand, a weapon of death and mass destruction.
As you slept soundly, he watched you in the dim light. He could end you with a flick of his wrist, yet the thought was unthinkable. You trapped him in a web of contradictions, frustrating, fascinating, infuriating.
Leaning closer, his voice softens into something almost contemplative as he whispers, "Congratulations, brat. Youâve done the unthinkable."
To love wasnât his intention. But Sukuna didnât play fair. If he was falling, heâd make sure you fell harder, and there would be no escape.
Nanami Kento
The realization hit him one evening when you insisted on walking with him home after a long mission.
Every one usually went home in groups or pairs depending on where they lived, but Nanami never had anyone to walk with him.
It wasnât necessary, he told himself he couldn't care less but, there was something about being left alone that chipped at the human soul.
âYou donât have to do thisâ he said, keeping his hands firmly in his pockets to avoid brushing against yours.
You simply smile up at him. âBut I want to.â
He kept replaying that simple statement over and over. It wasnât extravagant or particularly sentimental, but it struck him.
"Besides, I think it's about time we become best friends don't you think Kento?"
He stares at you for a good minute wandering if you were crazy. He wasn't the most approachable of persons and he liked it that way, but here you were walking him home and extending an offer of best friendship to him like this was kindergarten.
If Nanami wasn't enthralled before, then he definitely was now.
He takes your heavy bag from your hand before slinging it over his shoulder, ignoring your look of surprise and subsequent grin of victory.
Having somebody to walk with home everyday wouldn't be that bad he decides.
"Consider this a formal acceptance"
Fushiguro Toji
âDonât you have anything better to do than bother me?â he grumbled, though the corner of his lips twitched upward when you laughed.
Toji wasnât the type to fall for anyone anymore. Life had made him hard, and love had never been a luxury he could afford.
But you? You were the exception he never saw coming.
âBother you? Iâm the best company youâll ever get, Fushiguro.â
He only said things like that to hopefully deter you but you didnât back down, and somehow, that was what broke down his walls.
Every sharp comment, every cold glance he threw your way, you met with puzzling warmth instead.
He hated how easily you got under his skin, how he found himself looking forward to the moments youâd spend together, even if it was just you rambling about nothing while he pretended not to care.
Toji knew he wasnât a good man. He didnât deserve you, and he knew it. But the way you looked at him, like he was more than just the sum of his past mistakes, made him want to believe, even just for a moment, that he could be something more.
He sighs, wrapping his arm around you and all but pulling you into his side as he continues to watch TV lazily, the ghost of a smile on his lips when he hears you giggle.
This was going to be a pain, but when was Fushiguro Toji ever afraid of pain?
Geto Suguru
"Is it to your liking?" Suguru asked with his usual charm, his head resting on his fist as he played with your hair, sitting across from you.
Suguru could feel his heart pounding louder when you smiled and nodded before sipping the tea he made.
Heâd always been selfish, he knew it. He shouldnât let himself feel this way, shouldnât let himself dream of a life where you smiled at him every day.
You had no idea what he harbored, what he was about to become. No matter how hard he tried to rid himself of these thoughts, youâd seep into his mind relentlessly.
"What are you thinking of Sugu?" you asked, setting your cup aside and intertwining your hand with his on the table.
He simply smiled in response, pulling your hand to his lips to place a lingering kiss.
He would let himself fall for you, indulge in you, before he had to let you go, before you would eventually face the horrors he would become.
Kamo Choso
You nearly jump out of your skin when you turn around and immediately come face to face with Choso.
"Choso! what are you doing!"
He immediately takes a few steps back "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you"
You sigh nodding. Staying mad at Choso is impossible, especially when he looks at you like that, like a kicked puppy.
"I have strange feelings for you" he immediately blurts out as soon as he sees that you're ok.
The confession stops you in your tracks. âWhat?â you ask, eyes widening.
"When I'm around you, my heart feels funny, and the other day when that guy put his hand on your shoulder, I wanted to rip his guts out-"
"woah! ok Choso, I get it" you chuckle, patting his shoulder.
"I just wanted you to know" he murmurs softly, fiddling with his fingers. He knew people got together when they had these strange feelings for eachother and more than ever he wanted that to be you and him. So he had to tell you, even if you didn't feel the same way. You were a chance he was always willing to gamble on.
"Well Choso..." you start, grabbing his hand softly before stepping closer. "Today's your lucky day because I have strange feelings for you too"
As soon as the words leave your mouth, he can't stop himself. He scoops you up into a bone crushing hug, laughing along with you. Even if you hadn't said yes, Choso was more than grateful to have you in his life.
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Ok now do a trilogy to Thanos x Namgyus gf but make it a threesome đ
okay đ was thinking of doing that in part 2 but i wanted to edge. LMAO.
previous : part 1 ! part 2 ! <3 thanos (choi su-bong) x namgyusgf!reader pt. 3 warnings: 18+, cheating, degradation, pwp, rough sex
Ëă€â ïœĄâ â with the back and forth of videos (of you getting fucked by them) being sent on both their phones, it turned into a competition of the two. to see who could make you feel better, but that was getting boring, the best solution is to just share! obviously.
nsfw below!! -> đ«¶đ»
"you lying, cheating, slut." nam-gyu slips his cock from your pussy, before ramming it back in again, starting another rhythmic pace of his dick sliding in and out of you. your body was practically floating, having su-bong hold you up from the ground, with his hand tightly holding onto your hair. from this view, he could see you look up at him with cheeks stained with your mascara, how your makeup is ruined, and how you were taking him so well inside your mouth, just like the first time. "so fucking wet." nam-gyu would groan out, pointing out how easy it was to just slip in and out of you for hours. "damn it. one dick isn't enough for you, huh?" your eyes move from thanos' looking up at your boyfriend's. "your slutty dumb brain needs two cocks to fill her up so it's happy, am i correct?" he'd particularly thrust harder during the last sentence, you barely even heard what he said because you were too busy thinking of what he's doing to your cunt right now.
"she's just searchin' for the best." the one inside your mouth replied. you'd only choke against him as he forces himself deeper inside your throat. "fuck off." but nam-gyu couldn't lie, you were clenching him like crazy. he'd only let out a moan from that, spitting on your clit. that was the only sensation your clit had gotten, nam-gyu was ignoring it the whole night because you don't deserve to be pleased like that! now both your pussy and chin is dripping wet from their filthy juices and saliva.
su-bong would pull out of your mouth, giving it some kind of mercy, you can finally breathe the air around you, that was still a difficult task considering now every time nam-gyu pushes inside you, the head of his cock hits your g-spot so perfectly, you'd wonder if he's trying to impress you, that thanos was only second best compared to him, maybe that's why he was your boyfriend in the first place... thanos looks down at your pretty, fucked out face and laughs, "you're such a freak for liking this!" wow. he was one to talk. he then places his dick on your face, rubbing his leaking pre-cum to ruin your face even more. "damn .. even prettier like this, señorita." he just loves seeing your face covered in his sticky cum.. </3
"ma' bro, let me fuck her." nam-gyu stops his thrusts, though not bothering to look at su-bong. "urgh. no." thanos tilts his head to the side. "how about we fuck her both, at the same time?" "what. you're into anal?" "psh, what am i not into? but. both of us. inside her pretty cunt. you can take it, right?" he asks as he tugs on your hair, you were still only getting to calm down from all the thrusting.. "fuck no, dude! i don't want my dick touching yours!" clearly, nam-gyu wasn't high enough for this. "fuuck, man, don't think 'bout that shit, she'll scream ten times more. high risk, high reward. i've seen it in a porno." nam-gyu scoffs, "high risk, high reward my ass. don't care shit 'bout what you watch." nam-gyu was opposed to it.
but seeing you to become an absolute shaking, screaming mess? hell yea. now you're laid down on the rought cement floors of the office room inside club pentagon, your legs being spread wide open, nam-gyu's arm hooked to your left thigh as su-bong's to the right. nam-gyu was first to enter inside you, then you'd already start yelling how it was too much when su-bong starts to push himself in aswell, "su-bong! s-stop! stop!" nam-gyu would harshly slap your face. "no moanin' his name, only mine. got it?" you nodded, fuck was he strict. "yes, sir.." you'd whine out lazily. you were being stretched like crazy, you swear they'd rip you open right about now. thanos finally bottoms out inside you, your body was already shaking, even when they're not even moving. but oh you wished that they stayed that way. now you're moans were practically screams, for sure everyone inside the club, even with the loud music, could hear how much you were being fucked. they were both fast as fuck, not giving you any time to breathe at all, it was like a literal race. nam-gyu's veiny, ringed hands were wrapped around your neck, just to let you know he's in control. thankfully, su-bong would pay attention to your clit, with his thumb pressing hardly against the sensitive bud, maybe you could cum tonight.
that's how you'll spend the night, and many more nights, but right now they're determined to fill your womb with their cum mixed together, like true bestfriends.
phew guys i forgot to add plot this is all sex. damnn . gonna start becoming inactive again and WAY more slow with reqs đ i love journalism hahah.
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When I was a kid, I was regularly punished ("put on restrictions") by having access to reading anything other than my actual classwork/homework assignments. Like, to the point my mom would have my teachers write down what pages I was supposed to read or use for an assignment, and I'd have to sit where she could monitor me to make sure I wasn't just... Reading my social studies or science book, just cos it was there.
And, yeh, in hindsight, there was some abuse that was going on - but there was also a large bunch of undiagnosed ND things that I see now. Because I would absolutely ignore the "required" things (homework, standardised tests) or the things I wanted (reading stories). Like, getting a 3rd percentile on the spelling and allegory parts of my standardised tests, but a 99th percentile on reading and comprehension - and let's be honest, that makes 0 percentile sense. And it was absolutely because the spelling or the "if this:this::that:that" (which I absolutely cannot remember the name of rn) parts... well. They were boring, and my book was NOT, so to hell with the boring crap. I'm gonna read my book.
But! The point is that being not allowed to read was absolutely my parents' go-to punishment, which blows the minds of most people I know, because who tf stops their kid from reading??
But there's lots of reasons, and as the world has this awful tilt towards authoritarianism, I suspect we'll begin to see more of it.
When I was a kid, I regularly lost reading privileges for "having an attitude" and "acting out".
It wasn't as simple as being told not to read during other activities- one of the first times it happened, I remember being six years old, watching my stepfather pull fistfuls of books off my bookshelf and throw them to the floor in a heaping mess while I cried and asked him to stop.
It was weird. Every other adult I knew described me as exceptionally well-behaved, but at home, it was the opposite, and it was blamed on "learning bad habits from that shit you're reading".
Because I couldn't read at home, I spent all my free time at school in the library, reading with my friends.
When I grew up and moved away, I realized that my family life was toxic and abusive, and the "attitudes" I was being punished for were standing up for myself, standing up for my younger siblings, and resisting actual, real-life psychological abuse. Because I'd learned from what I'd read that my family wasn't normal, not like my parents said it was, and in my stories, the heroes were the people who spoke out when it was hard to.
It is insane to me that there are students right now who can't access books. It is insane that books are being outlawed. It is perverse that we are stealing away an entire generation's ability to contextualize their lives, to learn about the world around them, to develop critical thinking skills and express themselves and feel connected to the world or escape from it, whatever and whenever and however they need.
That is not how you raise a compassionate, thoughtful, powerful society.
That's how you process cattle.
It's fucking disgusting.
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Little Thief (Part 3)
Part 1, Part 2
Summary: Batman is confused. Elsewhere, a fox has dinner with a social worker.
Trigger Warning for starvation and animal/child abuse. Read at your own risk.
I'm Dyslexic, and don't have a beta, so spelling mistakes are likely to happen.
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âI have a question about the report you submitted last Tuesday.â
âWhat is it, father?â Damian stopped sharpening his blade and looked up at Bruce, still in his cowl from patrol.
âCould you please explain this⊠Fox⊠you wrote about?â He asked, carefully picking his words.
âWhat about it?â
The cave was filled with silence as they stared each other down. Bruce contemplated how to proceed.Â
âDamian, foxes canât do these things. They canât understand human speech to the degree you described, they donât exchange food for services, they canât point you to the joker.â
âAre you calling me a liar father?â Damian snipped back.
Bruce didnât answer.
âI didnât lie,â Damian seethed through clenched teeth, âYou can ask Grayson if you donât believe me. But I did not lie.â
Bruce contemplated that reaction. Perhaps it wasnât just a ploy to get a new pet. âFoxes canât do those things,â he repeated, a silent question hanging in the air.
âI know.â
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Jason did not yelp. He did not jump and definitely did not scream like a 5 year old watching a horror movie. In fact he did not react at all when he walked into his safe house, turned on the light, and heard the gravelly voice of the 6 foot tall hell beast behind him calling his name. Nope. Not a single reaction. Not even a flinch. Totally. Definitely.Â
Which is why Bruceâs current expression is completely unwarranted. It was the expression he made when Jason ate 5 plates of pancakes in one sitting two months into living with him. It was the expression he made when Jason lost his tooth naturally for the first time â rather than in a fight. It was the expression he made when Jason cried over a bruised knee when learning how to ride a bike. It was the expression he made when Cass fell asleep against him during a movie, close and comfortable. It was the expression he made when Stephanie would show off a new skill she learned or hobby she picked up. It was the expression he made when Tim would show off his photos, or when Babs would take a break to read a new book. It was the expression he made when Damian would ask for a play date, or Dick would show off new clothes. It was the expression he made when his kids, his family, acted like normal people, and not vigilantes burdened with a fight they could never win. And there was no reason for him to make that awful, soft, sappy, expression now because Jason did not scream.
âThe fuck you want?â Jason snapped (because he was upset about being intruded upon, and definitely, totally not because he was embarrassed about squealing like a little girl. Which is something he did not do, by the way.)
âI wanted to ask you about something,â his voice was clear and stern, but still held concern and care.
Jason tilted his head toward Bruce, urging him to continue. âDamian wrote a report I found⊠odd. It was about your informant,â That idiotic fool âI was hoping you could clarify something.âÂ
Jason signed, heâd reem the little twerp later, and plopped himself down on the ratty once-beige couch. âAlright. Shoot.â
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The clothes were itchy. Unbelievably so. They were baggy, but the intentional kind. The kind that hid how malnourished you were, rather than highlighting it. They were new, unwashed, ugly, and would likely be returned the next day, if the tag digging into your back was any indication.
âHow are things going dear?â Asked Ms.Kelsey, a naive younger woman with a brown bun and thin purple glasses, âare you liking your stay with Neels?â
âItâs not the worst home Iâve been in,â you answered smoothly. That wasnât a lie. Despite the fact you could only shower on Wednesday mornings, they confiscated your phone two days in, and they seemingly despised the idea they had to feed you, it still wasnât the worst home youâd been in. Not even top five.Â
âThatâs good to hear!â Ms.Kelsey, your current social worker, celebrated. She was new to the job, only a year in, and annoyingly cheerful, but she was visibly trying her best. You appreciated that. âHowâs school been going?â
âWeâre reading Shakespeare in my English class,â you offered.
âOh! And how are you liking it?â
âItâs alright, but I really like my English teacher, he makes it fun.â
âThatâs wonderful sweetie,â Ms.Kelsey grinned, âLetâs go join the family for dinner,â she directed, standing from the worn brown armchair in the living room and heading towards the dining room where the Mr. and Mrs. Neel were seated beside their son, George.
You took your seat at the stubby table, across from George. The table was dressed with a tacky floral tablecloth, and covered with various mismatched bowls of sides surrounding a rather large chicken. The food was, as typical for Mrs. Neel, simultaneously overcooked and raw. You plopped a spoonful of soggy broccoli on your plate, followed by a serving of (unintentionally chunky) mashed potatoes. No chicken, you werenât willing to risk salmonella or the screaming fit that would follow. Only simple sides that they have plenty of, so they wouldnât get mad at you.Â
The mashed potatoes crunched when you took a bite, and you tried your best to ignore it. They tasted wet and sad, and far too salty. Chewing was both difficult and necessary as parts of the food slashed down your throat with little resistance, and others put up a fight when you tried to chew them. But this wasnât the worst home youâve been in. Far from it in fact. At least the food isnât moldy! And thereâs noâ no, wait, yup thatâs hair. You decided to risk the chunky potatoes swallowed down your mouthful with a glass of water.
Ms.Kelsey and the Neels exchanged pleasant conversation, while you picked at your food, taking small mouthfuls fast enough they wouldnât ask questions, and slow enough you could carefully examine all the food. The evening passed in a swift haze, with no mistakes on your end. After Miss Kelsey left, you helped clear the table, pack the food away, and retreated to your rarely used bedroom.
The bedroom had bare white walls, an uncomfortable bed, and a small dresser you kept your clothes in. It was fine. Everything was fine, you kept repeating to yourself. It could be much, much worse. It has been much, much worse. Be thankful for what you have. At least tomorrow youâll see your friends again! Thatâs gotta count for something, right?
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âThey⊠didnât come todayâŠâ Damian rarely allowed his emotions to breathe freely, so seeing him look so defeated was odd.
âIt happens from time to time. âBout once a month,â Jason clumsily tried to comfort, âtheyâll be back tomorrow.â
âDo you think theyâre ok?â Damian asked, almost pleading, and looked up at Jason.
âIâ ummm â ya,â he awkwardly placed a hand on Damianâs shoulder, âIâm sure theyâre fine.â He was not sure, actually, but he hoped it was true. âLetâs leave the food here, so theyâll have something if they drop by later.âÂ
Damien seemed pleased by the idea.Â
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My favorite Dork
Terry Richmond x Black!Fem reader
Part 2
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âWho that right there?â Your crossed eyes tried hard to focus on his extended finger as it pointed towards the tv screen. Head filled with little to no thoughts or answers that could save you from his incessant pounding into your pussy. If he could just ease up a little then maybe just maybe you could gargle out a answer, fuck it it it was the wrong one..you didnât care.
Your eyes finally steadied enough for you to focus on the tall,pale, blonde animated character. A few names filtering through your pretty little head as he slowed his strokes enough for your toes to uncross and you became confident in your answerâŠperhaps too confident.
âTrevor..thatâs Trevorâ you breathe out quickly, hoping to impress him with your listening skills.
âAww Peaches baby.. really wanted you to be right and prove me wrong. Guess you werenât listening as well as I thought you were.â A faux pout came across his face and a mischievous glint in his eyes made your stomach flip.
âYou know what happens to sluts that donât listenâŠthe ones that donât retain information they were told to?â His heavy hand smacked your cheek just enough for your heavy eyes to widen. Your face heating up from the contact and your rising arousal.
Your shaking hands grip his arms as you shake underneath him, body preparing to release a violent gush of water onto him. You craved to be manhandled and flung about his spacious bed like a lifeless sex doll. To hell with animeâŠanimation..animators. Fuck em all.
âOuuu Peaches I felt that, give it to me. Because when you do weâre starting from the beginning..canât have my baby out here not knowing her material, by the time Iâm done with your sexy ass youâll be speaking fluent Japanese.â Pillow soft thighs squeezed tight around his midsection and your pussy came like a geyser, pent up energy in the form of his favorite liquid.
âBubby please.. Iâm sorry Iâll be better just please..my pussy canât take it.â
âYou sure..looks like she can take it to me. Deep pussy swallowing up my dick just fine. My sweet peaches and her sweet pussy.â He pecked your forehead, quickly rubbing the back of your thighs.
âOn your knees..I donât want you to miss one second since you canât seem to remember the names of characters Iâve been repeating for the last 40 minutes.â
Your sore limbs slowly but surely allowed your body to be molded into the newest position, your soft belly and breast resting on the cool sheets beneath you with your ass tooted up as high as he could get it. Playful slaps to your ass had you swallowing your spit. You wantedâneeded that Sephora trip and your chances of winning looked slim.
âAss so perfect and fat it belongs on an Anime..like look at this shit. I want this everyday..and everytime you deny me and act like you canât take this dick, this pussy will pay the price for it.â A series of slaps to your pussy lips had you drooling, the slight sting coaxing forward more sticky liquid from you.
âYesss bubby I wanna be betterâŠjust please fuck me now.â You sucked your thumb and sighed in content, eyes wet and waiting.
The opening title to Castlevania played loudly in the background as your cheeks bounced against his pelvis. He played with and gripped the flesh until you begged for more, then filled you to the hilt with his thick dick. The wet queefs battling against the volume of the tv as the animated characters battles against cruel priests and demons. In a way yâall were two of the same. You currently battled a hefty dick attached to a man with a sickening face card and a stroke that had you thinking sitting out for 9 months wasnât too bad.
âWanna try again PeachesâŠyou want bubby to ease up on you hmm, take it easy on my princess?â He stroked the soft hairs at the nape of your neck almost putting you into a coma.
But you were going out like a bitch. And mama didnât raise no punk, it was now or never. You had to get the next one right, a Sephora trip depended on it. And by the time he breathed out the next question to you like a freaky professor, you had the right answer plus a little more to throw him off his high horse. You made the mistake of calling the tall raven haired vampire fine and that earned you a pinch to your clit.
You fucked back onto him, shadows of your eager ass throwing playing out on the walls. He moaned and whimpered softly behind you, dick being squeezed and squished into your soaking pussy. You wanted a pretty, white creampie to decorate your pretty brown skin. You felt his hot breath on the back of your neck and his chest slick with perspiration as the effects of solid good pussy broke him down layer by layer.
You felt the sharp pain of his nails digging into your hips. The falter of his weakening strokes, the exasperated breathsâŠit all made you feel so empoweredâ so in charge. You could brag for days and shout out this victory from the fucking roof tops..who was scared of dick now?
âJust cum alreadyâŠyou know itâs a losing battle Bubby. Just succumb, you know you wanna paint this fat kittyâŠso just do it.â Hot warm spurts of cum littered your backside and trickled down to mingle with your own release. Satisfied sighs leaving both of your mouths and you were greedy to touch your lips to his againâŠto indulge in a kiss with your handsome faced loser.
Strong hands soothed your tense muscles and massaged your sore limbs back into their rightful place. A lone finger running along his abdomen, observing the purpling hickies you had sucked onto his skin over the course of the last hour and a half.
âNot gonna rub it in my face peachesâŠyou got good sportsmanship all of a sudden?â His hands worked deeply into the balls of your feet, ocean eyes focusing on your pretty face.
âMm would you prefer me to sweetface? You know Iâd rather not do you dirtyâŠI have something else in mind for you.â He threw you a suspicious glance and you simply lifted your pointer and middle fingers into a heart. He didnât need to know about your extra terms and conditions to winning.
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$216 dollars, two hefty bags of skincare,makeup, and perfumes. You cheesed and wiggled in the passenger seat back to Terry's place, you had run through Sephora like a kid in a candy store. No aisle or product was left untouched by you, you picked up your everyday items and a whole lot of new ones. Crossing them off of your long list of TikTok recommendations to try.
Now you had Terry seated in a chair, makeup products sprawled out in front of you. He sat arms folded as he looked up at you expectantly. Convincing him to sit here and be a test dummy for your new products took a lot of begging and the promise of a new pair of gaming headphonesâthough you didnât care for all the yelling and hollering he did on that damn game.
âSo you actually donât need to fill yours in because they're naturally thick and bushyâŠbut a little brow gel could really clean up these caterpillars.â Your thumb rested against his temple as you brushed his brow hair into a near perfect arch, the brow gel being just strong enough to handle his coarse hairs.
He was eager as ever to hop into the mirror and see what magic you had worked, a small smile forming on his lips before he caught your eyes and let it drop. You rolled your eyes and quickly pushed him back into his seat, popping open a brand new case of eye shadow you would be perfect for the spring. He sighed and held his head still per your request and shut his eyes. You let the small makeup brush dance softly over his closed lids, careful not to press too hard on the small blue veins on his lid.
âSee the blue eyeshadow brings out your eyes BubbyâŠmy handsome bestie. Baddest nigga I know.â The two of you shared hearty laughs before he pulled you into his lap.
âYou done treating me like a lab rat yet..Iâm due for a nap.â You pecked his juicy lips before pulling one more product into your hands. He pulled his head out of your grasp at the first glance of the shiny new tube of lipgloss.
âThat's the one you had on earlier when you came..I like the way it tasted.â You nodded and took that info into your head or the future.
Clean uniformed brows, blue eyeshadow, and glossy plump lips decorated his beautifully sculpted face. He let you get a few pictures in before him stood to his full height and threw a strong arm around your waist.
âI love you yeah girl..my gorgeous, sexy, smart Peaches. Youâre the bestest friend a person could ask for..but I donât want to be friends with you anymore.â
Your face frowned up quickly and you tried to pull out of his grip. What the fuck was he talking about honestly, he had you fucked up and you would knock sense into his ass, buff or not.
âWait..wait let me finish hot head. I donât want to be friends with you anymore because Iâm more interested in being your man..if youâll let me.â
Oh? And this definitely wasnât where you thought he was taking this, but you liked it. Loved it in fact. Tall, handsome, incredibly smart and nerdy, intellectual⊠you could go on. He made you feel safe and heard, saved you from bullies when the two of you were just kids, built you up so no one could ever deny you againâŠand above all else he loved you.
âYou want me..in that way?â Just a little reassurance..just to hear him say it once more..just to make sure he wasnât pranking you like the boys did when you were a teen.
âI want you in every way youâll let me have you. Iâve stood by for too long watching unfit men attempt to snub out your light..you deserve to shine and be soft. Let me do that for you y/n.â You threw your arms around his neck, hot tears streaming down your face. You deserved this, trusted this..wouldnât wanna do it with anyone else.
âYouâre lucky youâre cute and convincing. I want this with you, I trust you to keep your word and do right by me because you've always done so.â
âIâll do more than keep my word. Iâll show you how a real man courts a woman..show you why thereâs nobody better than you out there for me. I love you Peaches.â
âLove you more nerd.â
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Bat inco quotes
Roy, in Jasonâs bed: Morning⊠howâd ya sleep last night? Jason, knocking Roy off: WHAT THE HELL?! Roy: Owâ Jason: What were you doing in my bed? You were supposed to sleep on the air mattress on the floor! Roy: I had a nightmare. Jason: You had a nightmare? What are you, five years old? Roy: Listen, I needed to feel comfortable and I was getting this perverse power dynamic vibe from me sleeping on the floor and you sleeping up there- Jason, in a royal accent: Why yes, how high and mighty I am up on my twin XL! Roy: That is not what I meantâ Jason: Silence in the presence of your king, who sleeps a lofty twelve and a half inches above the ground! Roy: Listen, Iâm not ashamed. I slept comfortably when I got up on your bed and Iâm sure you did too. Jason: Yeah, okay- Roy: You know what? I wanna know. Howâd you sleep last night? Jason: âŠThat was the best Iâve slept in a while. Roy, gasping: The king slept comfortably with a peasant in his bed! Jason: I did not consent to this- Roy, dramatically: But my liege, our love is forbidden! Jason, on the phone: Hi, is this the front desk? Yeah, thereâs a bed bug in my room and heâs five-foot-eleven, heâs got red hair- Roy: Ask them if they have one of those âDo Not Disturbâ signs. Iâll put it on the door next time we⊠do it. Jason: Okay, I'ma go shower and wash all of the you off of me. Roy: Oh, maybe together we couldâ Jason: NO. Roy: Just to save waterâ Jason: No! You donât even pay for the water! Roy: âŠGood point.
Steph:Â *Texts a selfie to the group chat* Hey besties!! Jason:Â *Texts a selfie clearly parodying Steph's* hey besties !!1! Steph:Â I literally hate you so much.
Dick, holding a box of Lunchables: Ah, I loved these when I was your age⊠fine dining. Damian: Fix yourself.
Tim:Â What did you guys get in your yearbook? Steph:Â 'Prettiest Smile' Dick:Â 'Nicest Personality' Jason:Â 'Most likely to start a bar fight' Cass:Â 'Least likely to start a bar fight, but most likely to win one'
Steph:Â Today at 7 am, Tim poured a Monster energy drink in their coffee, said "I'm going to die" and drank the whole thing. Dick:Â I watched Tim brew their coffee with Monster instead of water. Three cups in two hours. I think they ascended into the astral realm. Damian:Â The survivability of the human race never fails to amaze me.
Damian, carrying a box: What would you say if- if I, hypothetically, came home with 7 kittens one day? Bruce: ⊠Bruce: Whatâs in the box? Damian: What woul- Bruce: Damian, whatâs in the box? Damian: I think you know.
Bruce:Â Did you buy eggs like I asked? Damian:Â Even better! Bruce:Â What the fuck did you- Damian:Â *holding up a chicken* Her name is Fluffy.
Tim:Â What are we gonna do?! Jason:Â Blame you?
*Dick comes home absolutely drunk, undresses, and stands in Barbaraâs bedroom.* Barbara: Dick, are you.. coming to bed? Dick:Â No thank you, Iâm sure youâre lovely but I have a girlfriend. Dick:Â *Lies on the ground and falls asleep* Barbara:Â ...
Roy:Â sapnu puaS. Kori:Â What?? Jason:Â What language is that? Roy:Â Turn your phone 180 degrees. *Roy was removed from the groupchat*
Kon, admiring a sleeping Tim:Â Youâre so cute. Tim, sleepily:Â I could beat your ass. Kon, lovingly:Â I know.
Duke:Â How do those little boys on XBOX parties always know what slur to call you? Tim:Â They're empaths.
Steph:Â We can bake these cookies at 400 degrees for 10 minutes or 4,000 degrees for 1 minute. Dick:Â No, that's not how you make cookies. Duke:Â FLOOR IT!! Jason:Â How about 4,000,000 degrees for 1 second?!? Damian:Â YOU'RE GONNA BURN THE HOUSE DOWN- Steph: I'M GONNA HARNESS THE POWER OF THE FUCKING SUN TO MAKE COOKIES! Tim:Â DO IT! Bruce:Â NO-
Tim, at Kon:Â Would you like to stay for dinner? Bernard, from the kitchen:Â Would you like to stay forever!?!
Damian:Â What the fuck is with english teachers and being like; "write a story about a deep and personal memory that impacted your life". Ma'am, if I do that you're going to send me to the counselor's office.
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Does season16 dean feel bad when he looks at season6 castiel sometimes? Knowing what happens in the future and everything that happens between them?
Ya know, this is something I think about often, but angst is kinda hard to put into words, but I can try:
Life is funny. You spend half your life believing that when the lights go out, they go out dark and empty, that there is no 'after' when you clock out.
Then suddenly, you get proven wrong so hard that it rocks your world view. Everything you've ever believed in gets thrown back in your face, and all you can do about it is get angry. Because that's the only thing keeping you sane. Because it's all you can really do when faced with hell, and heaven, and angels.
Dean regrets being angry.
"It's not your fault." That's what Cas told him. That Chuck was the one that pulled anger out of him to progress his shitty story
"I forgive you" Cas tells him when Dean feels like he's being pulled down by the weight of his guilt
"I love you" Cas whispers to him, when doubt starts creeping in and clawing at his heart
Small words. Short sentences. But they do wonders keeping Dean up-float, keeping the itch of alcohol out of his hands and his mind at rest
The sight of his husband would usually put him at ease. Would shave away those feelings that often crawl up his spine when he least expects them
But Cas - Castiel isn't his husband right now. The man - the angel that's with him now is a curious, rebellious wave length of light and power who would do anything for the Winchesters
and Dean knows too well that it's not just anything, it's everything
And it's only the start of it
Castiel's vessel is still newly his. This is his first trench coat. His hair is still a wild mess. His voice is still hard and monotone. He still radiates angelic power, and stands as though he is an immovable mountain
and yet, in Dean's eyes, Castiel looks like a man yet to experience the true horrors of war
Ironic given what he's going through now
And it pains Dean. He stares at Castiel, knowing how Dean's younger self is going to hurt him, abandon him, kick him to the curve only to drag him back into their bullshit
Knowing Castiel would crawl back to him time and time again, bloody, beaten, and broken
Because of Dean
"Dean"
He snaps out of his dark thoughts, turning his gaze back towards Castiel who stands by the doorway between the kitchen and living room
"You were deep in thought" Castiel points out, his brow scrunching up and his head tilted to the side.
Dean swallows dry and offers a warm smile. He can feel it doesn't reach his eyes "Yeah well, age makes ya think"
"What were you thinking about?"
you
"Nothing you have to worry about right now" With a grunt, Dean pushes himself off Bobby's old couch and shoulder's his duffel bag "Sammy outside?"
"yes" Castiel stares at Dean. He can feel his eyes scanning his soul. He knows the angel can sense his reluctance to speak. Dean expects an interrogation. Expect Cas to call his bullshit. But Dean doesn't want to spill his guts, not when there's work to do
So with a smile and a pat on the shoulder, Dean saunters past Castiel to the door, knowing Cas would follow
It pains Dean to know how far Castiel will follow him
"Through hell, heaven, and purgatory
through every universe beyond and between
through death and back. I will follow you"
His husband's vows echo through his mind, but he looks over his shoulder at Castiel, those words don't bring the same comfort
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that was a long one. anyways, honk honk
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I'm going to need all of you to hear me out on what I'm about to spew, but I have yandere!batfam brain rot, and I just came across Yan!girldad!nolan grayson.
HEAR ME OUT!
Putting a page break here cuz idk how long this will be-
So- the usual neglected batsis that as a youngster craved the attention of her fam, but after being brushed away, after being ignored, after being straight up forgotten about, says fuck it, y'all aren't worth my love, I'll use the Wayne money to do as I please.
So she does. She uses the monthly allowance that is on auto pay straight to her card to do arts, to paint her heart away, to draw and play video games, to fund and pay off anything from homeless shelters to medical bills, trying to make a dent into the Wayne fortune both in selfish and non-selfish ways. She's basically a petty tween.
But then she wakes up with powers. She thinks she's a meta- batman doesn't like metas, that's what she thinks, she doesn't know Bruce doesn't want metas in Gotham due to Gotham being ground zero for meta trafficking. Boom, panic.
I think she has powers like flying, super strength, and like immediate healing if not "iron skin" like Superman. So she wakes because she hits the ceiling due to flying while asleep. She panics, falls, maybe breaks something, nobody comes to check on her-
Now, she always has toyed with the idea of leaving, but this? THIS? Breaking point, she packs necessities and the Wayne card and says bye-bye Gotham, good morning... Chicago? NYC? Idk, whichever place Omni man lives in ig.
The batfam, of course, doesn't notice. In this universe, I think even Alfred won't have been paying that much attention to batsis, man's too busy. So what if one day he does his rounds, cleaning, opens a door he hasn't been in a while.
The room is dusty. Dusty beyond hell, and one singular photo of batsis at like a kindergarten graduation makes him drop everything, including his heart. Old man goes feral, absolutely crazy, because where the fuck is this kid, this little baby, that he went and picked up because Bruce couldn't be bothered.
The batfam goes crazy too. In the mean time-
Batsis is, surprisingly, living her best life. Initially, she planned on getting an under the table job- clean a bar, babysit, be the errand girl of some shady drag dealer, etc. But Nolan sees her while she tries to get her powers under control, shakily flying, accidentally blowing to pieces a tree as she leans against it.
Omni-man as he lurks in the shadows: Debbie would love a daughter. I would love a daughter.
Batsis would call it kidnapping, Nolan calls it adopting without extra steps. Debbie takes one look at this shaken kid and immediately goes mama mode while reprimanding Nolan about taking a kid off the streets and not warning her so she could prepare better.
Mark? It takes about 2 hours before he realizes that they can be training buddies and that they have similar taste in some things. That's his baby sister. No arguments, just baby sis. Batsis? Much like a hungry, cold cat, she accepts her fate. It does feel nice to finally have some attention on her.
So she trains with Nolan and Mark, gets great, becomes a reluctant superhero, deliberately ignores Nolan's rants about her becoming such a great warrior, his little girl on the way of becoming the greatest conquror. Gothamite batsis just shrugs it off as just a Thursday.
Back with the batfam, pure chaos. Everyone is in shambles. How could they forget about a whole kid? Their siblings, Bruce's youngest daughter. Guilt is slowly turning into madness, and madness is slowly turning into a need to prove they can be better, that they weren't deliberately overlooking an innocent child because of personal pettiness, they were just distracted but now they'll right their wrongs.
Bonus p1:
Superman finally meeting batsis: What do you mean you're Bruce's kid? đ What do you mean you're a meta and instead of coming to uncle Clark you go and get adopted by murderous Omni-man? đ What do you mean you kinda approve of him killing his enemies? đ«
Batsis just wants Joker to die.
Bonus pt2:
Dick: What do you mean she's calling that other Grayson boy big brother? đ
Damien: What do you mean I have another sibling? What do you mean she's calling that purple alien bastard her little brother?! I blame you, father.
Bonus pt3:
John Constantine: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU GAVE ONE OF BATMAN'S KIDS IMMORTALITY AND MAGICAL POWERS?
The deity/entity batsis has been depicting in her paintings for years: *shrugs* I was bored, my little priestess was sad, she's not anymore đ€·
That's the plot twist, batsis is actually magical, but her powers work the way they do because that's the only way she knows how to fight with them. Magic isn't on her thought as a possibility, even if she was into the occult.
Cue John drinking for 3 days straight before having the courage(or will) to go to the Bat.
#dc x invincible#dc crossover#invincible crossover#yandere batfam#yandere batfam x neglected reader#yandere invincible#nolan grayson#yandere!nolan grayson#bruce wayne#yandere batfamily#idk what other tags to add#fem!reader#batsis!reader#batfam x batsis
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It's a need to match mouth flaps, which when there is more spoken in original language to the direct translation...you need to either add in some fluff words to that direct translation or get creative in adding to the source. I so love the savage snark and them being such little shits. It adds to it. And they're teenagers. It's a localized dub that really works well.
I do enjoy that this seems to be some math done on what Hiei is stated to have for height from start of story to the end of story. Four-foot-ten is in the middle of the heights he was given.
Going with my memory (it's been a while since I've looked this up and had it fresh), I believe Justin Cook watched and went through the entire show beforehand. It was like, first bigger thing after Dragon Ball and getting newer voice actors into the company and such if I remember right.
There are signs someone working on this did that and took care of the show. Like Jorge having same voice actor as the narrator for a joke that happens in show practically all the way at the end of it. Another sign to me is Hiei having the snarky insult to Kuwabara during Saint Beasts on his sword skills. 'He's just swinging his sword with the grace of a flyswatter.' It's a line that kills me. Because Kuwabara adjusts his energy for his last fight in the Dark Tournament to use it as a flyswatter to squash Elder Toguro. (How is that villain the longest running villain of the show? It feels like it shouldn't be him, but it is.)
Anyway. Back to point. Proof there was some care on handling the show rather than, translate and make it fit and toss out episode by episode. So I wouldn't be surprised if perhaps Hiei's offical listed heights were looked up to make that joke and fit to the mouth flaps.
(Okay, I went off a bit and rambled and my brain probably only remembers so well, but hell, I knew way too much stuff about this show YEARS ago back when I ran a YYH specific game show panel at a few cons. And an info filled fan panel for it with discussion questions that somehow won me the voted in best fan panel of the con weekend. But hey. Love for the show HIT at running into this post and I went rambling off. ^_^)
the YYH dub is so unbelievably disrespectful lmao. i went back and checked what this was in the japanese and all she said was something like "next up is hiei!" man wtf
#yuyu hakusho#yu yu hakusho#yyh#dub#it's a need to match mouth flaps#but i still love the savage snark added to these teenagers/show#like#look at these lovely little shits
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crawling back to you
joel miller x reader
summary: you havenât seen joel since he let you leave boston with tommy, untilâŠ
a/n: grumpy joel, angsty and fluffy
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The last thing I remember was the blinding midday sun and the crackling of the dried leaves beneath my boots. Iâd been walking for hoursâtoo many hoursâwith no food, no water, and no sign of a single soul. The world was too quiet, and when the dizziness hit, I knew Iâd pushed too far.
I hadnât seen the raiders coming. Not until it was too late. They burst out from the tree line, shouting, armed, and Iâd tried to run. But my body betrayed me. My knees gave out before I could process what was happening, and the hard, cracked asphalt of the road rushed up to meet me as they closed in.
Then darkness.
For a while, there was nothing but a foggy void, until I felt something. A jolt of awareness. The weight of the world slowly pressed back on me: the ache in my limbs, the sting in my throat, and the cold chill of shade falling over my skin.
Voices.
âYou think sheâs alive?â
The words floated into my consciousness, sharp and clear. My heart raced. The raidersâhad they caught me? I wanted to open my eyes, but my body wasnât listening.
âHow the hell should I know, Ellie?â
That voice was rough and edged like the bark of an old tree. Deep. Grumpy. Close. Familiar.
âShe looks alive. Kinda.â
âKinda doesnât cut it, kid.â A sigh, heavy and annoyed. âSheâs breathing, so thatâs a good sign. Or bad, depending on how you wanna look at it.â
The ground beneath me was rough gravel digging into my side. Someone mustâve moved me. My knife. My hands twitched instinctively for it, but I didnât feel the familiar weight at my belt.
âSheâs got a backpack,â the girlâEllieâsaid. âMaybe sheâs got something useful on her.â
âDonât even think about it,â the man snapped.
âRelax, I was just saying!â
They didnât sound like raiders. But I wasnât taking chances. Slowly, I forced my eyelids to lift, but it was like peeling back layers of lead. The light stung, and all I could make out at first was a blurred silhouette looming above me.
âSheâs moving!â Ellieâs voice jumped an octave.
âYeah, I can see that,â the man grumbled.
The shapes above me sharpened: a man with graying hair and a perpetual scowl crouched close, while a girl with curious, wide eyes hovered just behind him. Bottoms of their faces covered with a bandana. My muscles tensed, and instinct screamed one thing: fight.
I surged up, lashing out before I could think. My body felt sluggish, weak, but adrenaline drove me forward.
âWhoa!â Ellie yelped, stumbling back.
He moved faster than I expected. In one fluid motion, he grabbed both of my wrists and shoved me back down onto the ground, pinning me there with a strength I had no hope of matching.
âDonât even think about it,â he growled, his voice low and dangerous. His face was inches from mine, his grip like iron.
âGet off me!â I spat, twisting against him, but it was useless.
âYou wanna try that again?â he snapped, glaring down at me. âBecause I guarantee it wonât go how you think.â
âJoel, should Iââ Ellieâs voice cut through the wind, and I glanced up to see her pointing a gun at me.
âHold on,â the manâJoelâsaid. His voice made something in my chest clench, though I couldnât place why.
He shifted, one hand leaving my wrist to yank the bandana down from my face. The cold stung my skin as it was exposed to the biting wind, but all I could focus on was his face.
Joel froze. His eyes widened as he stared down at me, his grip slackening just enough for me to shove at his chest.
âY/n?â
Hearing my name in that voiceâhis voiceâhit me like a gut punch. I blinked up at him, snowflakes catching on my lashes as my brain struggled to catch up.
âJoel?â I rasped, disbelief and anger warring inside me.
He let go of my wrists, sitting back slightly, but I wasnât done. With a grunt, I shoved him hard enough to make him stumble.
âGet off me, asshole!â I snapped, scrambling to my feet.
Ellie lowered her gun, her brows furrowed in confusion. âWait, you know her?â
Joel stood slowly, brushing snow off his jacket, his eyes never leaving mine. âYeah⊠I know her.â
âKnow me?â I barked, crossing my arms against the cold. âThatâs all youâve got to say after years?â
âNot now,â he said, his voice quieter but no less firm. âWe need to move. Itâs not safe out here.â
âOh, now you care about safety,â I shot back, but the storm was picking up again, and as much as I hated to admit it, I couldnât stay out here alone.
Ellie glanced between us, still holding the gun loosely. âSo⊠are we just letting her come with us?â
âSheâs coming with us,â Joel said, his tone leaving no room for argument.
I snorted, pulling my scarf back up. âLike hell I am.â
âFine,â Joel said, stepping closer until he was towering over me. âThen freeze out here on your own.â
We locked eyes, the familiar stubbornness in his gaze making my blood boil. Finally, I sighed, muttering under my breath. âFine. But if you pull something like that again, Iâm putting a bullet in your knee.â
Ellie raised an eyebrow but didnât say anything.
Joel smirkedâbarely, but I caught it. âGood to see you havenât changed.â
I looked around us.
âWhereââ My voice cracked, my throat dry. âWhere are they?â
âThe raiders?â Joel asked, his tone clipped. âDead. Youâre welcome.â
Ellie shot him a look. âYou donât have to be such a dick about it.â
Joel ignored her, turning to scan the horizon like he was already regretting stopping to help.
Ellie turned back to me, her tone gentler. âYou need water? Food? You look like youâre about to keel over.â
I swallowed hard, forcing out a hoarse whisper. âWaterâŠâ
Ellie looked at Joel expectantly. âShe needs water.â
Joel sighed heavily, like this was the biggest inconvenience in the world, and dug a bottle out of his pack. He shoved it toward me without a word, his scowl deepening.
âDonât drink too fast,â he muttered. âYouâll puke.â
I took the bottle with shaking hands, sipping carefully.
Ellie gave me a small smile. âSee? Heâs grumpy, but heâs not so bad., but iâm guessing you knew that already. Iâm Ellie, by the way. Whatâs your name again?â
âY/n,â I croaked.
âWell, y/n,â she said, leaning back on her heels. âLooks like youâre stuck with us for now.â
Joel shot her a glare, but she just smiled sweetly at him.
As I sipped the water, trying not to choke, I couldnât help but wonder why Ellie seemed so eager to help meâand why Joel seemed so reluctant to.
The pain in my thigh hit me like a freight train the moment I tried to stand. It was sharp and hot, radiating up my leg with every twitch of movement. I glanced down and saw the blood, dark and sticky, soaking through a jagged tear in my jeans. My stomach turned.
âShit,â I muttered under my breath, dropping back to the ground.
Joel and Ellie were still nearby, Joel pacing with his rifle slung low, Ellie crouched by the fire, poking at it absentmindedly. I pressed my hand against the wound, trying to stop the bleeding, but it wasnât doing much good.
âYou okay?â Ellie asked, looking up.
âFine,â I lied, my voice tight.
âYeah, sure you are,â Joel muttered without even glancing my way.
I glared at him but focused back on my leg. I needed to stop the bleeding, clean itâdo something before it got worse. My hands fumbled as I tried to tear a strip from the already-ruined part of my jeans, but my fingers were shaking too much to get a good grip.
âDammit,â I hissed, tugging harder.
Joel finally turned, watching me struggle with an expression that screamed irritation. âWhat the hell are you doing?â
âI can handle it,â I snapped, not looking at him.
âYeah, sure looks like it,â he said dryly, crossing the distance in a few long strides. Before I could protest, he crouched down in front of me and grabbed my leg.
âHey!â I yelped, jerking back.
âHold still,â he growled, yanking my jeans up over the wound to get a better look.
âWhat are youââ
âHelping,â he said sharply, cutting me off. âBecause you clearly canât do this yourself.â
âI didnât ask you to.â
âYeah, well, I donât need you bleeding out and slowing us down,â he shot back, his hands already pulling a small bottle of alcohol from his pack.
I froze when I saw it. âWaitâwait.â
He didnât stop, just uncapped the bottle and dumped it onto the wound in one swift motion.
Pain exploded through my thigh, white-hot and searing. I couldnât stop the scream that ripped out of me, my whole body jerking away from him.
âGoddammit!â I shouted, clutching at my leg. âWhat the hell is wrong with you?!â
âStop moving,â Joel barked, his hand clamping down on my leg to keep it still. âYouâre just making it worse.â
âYou couldâve warned me!â
âI did,â he said flatly, grabbing a clean cloth and pressing it firmly against the cut.
âYeah, great warning!â I hissed, still trying to recover from the burn.
Ellie was sitting nearby, watching the whole thing with wide eyes. âUh, yeah, heâs not exactly the most⊠delicate, if you hadnât noticed.â
Joel ignored her, wrapping the bandage tightly around my thigh with the kind of practiced efficiency that made me wonder how many times heâd done this before.
âCan you walk?â he asked once he was done, standing and offering me a hand.
I stared at it for a second, then grudgingly took it. He hauled me up, steadying me when my leg wobbled.
âIâm fine,â I muttered, even though I wasnât.
âSure you are,â he said, his tone making it clear he didnât believe me.
Later that night, we camped near a small fire Joel had built, the warmth of the flames doing little to ease the tension between us. Ellie sat across from me, poking at the fire with a stick, while Joel leaned against a nearby tree, his arms crossed and his rifle within easy reach.
âSo,â I said after a long silence, my voice cutting through the crackle of the fire. âWhere are you two headed?â
Ellie perked up immediately, her mouth opening before she could stop herself. âWeâre going toââ
âWeâre going to the Fireflies,â Joel interrupted, his voice steady and sure.
Ellie froze, her eyes darting between the two of us. âJoel!?â she hissed, clearly caught off guard by his honesty.
I frowned, looking between them. âThe Fireflies? Why?â I could tell there was something they werenât saying, something important.
Joel sighed, rubbing a hand down his face. âBecause Ellieâs immune,â he said, his voice calm but carrying the weight of what those words meant. âAnd theyâre working on a cure.â
I blinked, my mind racing to catch up. âImmune?â I repeated, glancing at Ellie.
Ellie shifted uncomfortably, clearly not used to someone new knowing. âYeah,â she mumbled, shrugging. âI got bit. Didnât turn. That was, like, forever ago.â
I stared at her, processing what Joel had just admitted. âAnd youâre taking her to the Fireflies,â I said slowly. âBecause they think they can use her immunity to make a cure.â
âThatâs the idea,â Joel said, his tone neutral. âWhether itâll work or not, thatâs anyoneâs guess.â
I leaned back, crossing my arms as I studied him. Joel wasnât the type to trust anyone with this kind of information lightly. The fact that he was telling me now said a lot.
âAnd youâre okay with me knowing all this?â I asked, narrowing my eyes at him.
Joel held my gaze, his expression unreadable. âI wouldnâtâve said anything if I didnât trust you.â
That hit harder than I expected. For a moment, I couldnât find the words. Joel and I had historyâmessy, complicated historyâbut this⊠this was something else.
After a long pause, I finally spoke. âWhere are the Fireflies at?â I glanced at Joel, trying to keep my voice steady.
âSalt Lake City,â he replied, his tone flat, as if that was the only answer he had to offer.
I nodded, thinking for a moment. âThatâs a hell of a trip.â
Joel didnât respond to that, so I let the silence stretch a bit longer, watching the flickering flames. The crackle of the fire was the only thing filling the space between us.
I shifted slightly, the weight of the night starting to press on me. âI was with a group,â I said after a beat, keeping my voice low, like the words might break something if I said them too loud. âGood people. Or⊠they were. Got separated after some raiders hit us a couple days back. Didnât have much of a choice but to run.â I paused, my gaze flicking to Ellie, who was staring at the fire, her expression unreadable. âI wasnât planning on being out here alone.â
Joel watched me for a long time, and I could tell he was taking in every word, sizing up what I said, probably weighing if it added up. âYou got a place to go?â he asked.
I swallowed, hesitant. I hadnât told him much about Jackson yet. The thought of it felt like a fleeting memory, a piece of the past I wasnât sure I could go back to. But the truth was, it might be the safest place for all of us, at least for a while.
âYeah,â I finally said, my voice steady. âI got a home back in Jackson. Itâs⊠safe there. Got supplies, people. Itâs not perfect, but itâs the closest thing to normal Iâve seen in years.â
Ellie looked up then, her brow furrowed. âJackson? You mean, like, an actual town?â
I nodded. âYeah. Walled-in, secure. Weâve got farms, housing, everything youâd need. Itâs not perfect, but itâs better than out here.â
Joelâs face darkened slightly, though I couldnât tell if it was from hope or suspicion. I felt the weight of the unspoken questions hanging in the air between us. I had to bite back the words that wanted to spill outâabout Tommy, about how he was safe and well in Jackson. But I stopped myself. Ellie was sitting there, and I didnât know how sheâd react if Joel found out his brother was there.
Instead, I kept my tone even. âIf youâre heading to Salt Lake City, we can stop there first. Restock on supplies, maybe grab a decent meal. Then you can keep moving.â
Joel turned his gaze toward me, his eyes narrowing a little, his jaw clenched. âYou sure itâs safe?â
I nodded, my voice firm. âIt is. Safer than out here, anyway.â
Ellie, still quiet, looked from Joel to me. After a moment, she shrugged, but her gaze lingered on me for a second too long. âI mean⊠doesnât sound like a bad idea.â
Joel looked at her, then back at me. He hesitated for a moment, and I saw the conflict flicker in his eyes. Finally, he gave a small nod. âAll right. Weâll stop there. But just for supplies. Ainât got time to waste.â
I nodded, a small relief washing over me. Weâd do this. Iâd help them, guide them, and maybe even find a moment to tell Joel about Tommyâif I could. The fire crackled between us, the sounds of the night closing in as we all settled back into the quiet.
Joel leaned back against a log, his eyes flicking upward to the stars, while Ellie poked the fire again, lost in her own thoughts. I wrapped my coat tighter around myself, feeling the weight of the journey ahead pressing down.
I wasnât sure what would come next, but I was going to get them to Jackson first. Maybe, after that, I could finally tell Joel the truth.
Joel didnât say anything else, just turned his attention back to the fire. But the tension between us felt lighter now, the weight of unspoken things settling into something almost comfortable.
Whatever happened next, I knew one thing for sure: Joel trusted me enough to tell me the truth. And that, in this world, meant everything.
The three of us sat around the small campfire, its glow casting flickering light onto the trees surrounding us. The temperature had dropped as the sun set, and I was grateful for the warmth of the flames and the smell of something vaguely edible Joel was cooking over them.
Ellie sat cross-legged on her sleeping bag, fiddling with the pages of her battered joke book. She had already gone through a handful of them today, and each time Joel looked like he was about ready to roll his eyes out of his head.
âOkay, okay,â Ellie announced, holding up a hand as though commanding our attention. âThis oneâs a classic. You ready?â She cleared her throat dramatically, glancing between me and Joel. âWhat do you call an alligator in a vest?â
I stifled a laugh already, knowing she was probably more excited about the punchline than the joke itself.
Joel, stirring the pan of food, gave her a sideways look. âDo I even wanna know?â
âAn investigator!â Ellie exclaimed, cackling as if it were the funniest thing sheâd ever heard.
I couldnât help but chuckle along with her, more at her reaction than the joke. Joel just shook his head and sighed heavily, setting the pan down on a flat rock by the fire.
âSheâs been doinâ this since we left Boston,â he muttered, as though he were lamenting some great burden heâd been forced to bear.
âDamn right I have!â Ellie said, puffing out her chest with mock pride. âYou know you love it, Joel.â
He gave her a look that was somewhere between amused and exasperated. âYou keep tellinâ yourself that, kid.â
Ellie smirked, flipping through the pages of the book again. âOh, Iâm not done. Iâve got more where that came from.â
âGod help us,â Joel said under his breath, but there was a ghost of a smile on his face.
I leaned back, my hands stretched out toward the fire, watching the two of them. âYou know,â I said, grinning, âI think itâs impressive sheâs been carrying that book all this way. Priorities.â
Ellie nodded vigorously, pointing at me. âExactly! See, y/n gets it. Iâm spreading joy in the apocalypse. Thatâs a valuable service.â
Joel snorted. âSure. Thatâs what it is.â
Ellie stuck her tongue out at him before turning to me. âOkay, y/n, this oneâs for you: Why couldnât the bicycle stand up by itself?â
I thought for a second, but before I could even guess, she blurted out, âBecause it was two tired!â
Her laughter was contagious, and I found myself laughing right along with her. Even Joel let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head as if he couldnât believe this was his life now.
âTwo tired,â I repeated, grinning. âThatâs actually not bad.â
âThank you!â Ellie said, pretending to tip an invisible hat. âIâll be here all week. Or, you know, as long as it takes us to get to Jackson.â
Joel let out a long sigh, but there was no missing the warmth in his expression as he looked at her. âYouâre somethinâ else, kid.â
Ellie beamed, clearly pleased with herself. âDamn right I am.â
And in that moment, as the fire crackled and Ellie started flipping through her book for another gem, I couldnât help but think that even in a world like this, there was still room for laughter. And that was worth holding onto.
The fire crackled softly, its warmth flickering in the cool night air. Ellie was asleep, her body curled up tightly in her sleeping bag, breathing steady and slow. Joel sat across from me, his figure dark against the firelight, eyes distant as usual. There was a heaviness in the air, a silence that weighed on both of us.
Iâd been toying with whether or not to tell him, but after today, I couldnât keep it to myself any longer. It was something Joel needed to know, something that would either ease his mind or make the road ahead even harder.
âJoel,â I said softly, not wanting to disturb Ellieâs sleep.
His head turned slightly, his eyes catching mine in the dim firelight. He didnât say anything, just waited for me to speak.
âIâve been thinking about Jackson,â I began, feeling the weight of the words before they even left my mouth. âAnd⊠thereâs something you need to know.â
Joel gave a slight nod, signaling me to go on. I hesitated for a moment, gathering the courage.
âTommyâs there,â I said, keeping my voice low but steady.
The moment the words left my lips, I saw the shift in him. His face didnât betray much, but his posture stiffened. He didnât react right away, though I could feel the tension building in his body. His jaw tightened, and for a long beat, he was silent, staring into the fire.
I let the words settle in the air. I could see him thinking, piecing together the years of separation, the anger, the hurt.
âYou didnât know, did you?â I asked quietly, already knowing the answer.
Joelâs eyes flicked up to meet mine, the weight of his past with Tommy hanging between us. âNo,â he said, his voice rough, like the realization had hit him harder than he expected. âI thought⊠I thought he was dead.â
I swallowed, knowing how much those words meant. Joel had carried the guilt of losing Tommy for so long, thinking the worst, even when he didnât want to believe it. I hadnât expected the reaction I gotâgratitude in his eyes, mixed with that edge of disbelief.
âTommyâs alive, Joel,â I repeated, my voice softer now. âAnd heâs at Jackson. Heâs been there, rebuilding, trying to make a life. I thought you should know.â
For a long moment, Joel didnât speak. He just stared at the fire, his brow furrowed, a storm of emotions brewing behind his eyes.
Finally, he exhaled a long, steady breath, as if the news had knocked the wind out of him. âI thought⊠I thought Iâd lost him for good,â he said, almost to himself.
His words trailed off, but the gratefulness in his voice was clear, almost as if heâd been holding onto the idea of Tommy being gone as a way to shield himself from hope. It had been easier to live with the belief that Tommy was lost than to think he might have been alive all this time, somewhere out there.
I watched him carefully, feeling the rawness of the moment between us. âMaybe heâs been waiting for you,â I said quietly, not wanting to push, but knowing the door was now open. âMaybe heâs been hoping youâd find your way back to him.â
Joel didnât respond right away, his face unreadable. He ran a hand through his hair, the weight of the past catching up with him.
I could see the turmoil in him, the complex mix of emotions heâd buried deep for so long.âYou donât have to decide anything now. But I wanted you to know.â
Joel finally looked up at me, the hardness in his eyes softened by something elseârelief, maybe. Or maybe just the shock of knowing his brother wasnât lost to him after all.
ââpreciate you tellinâ me,â he said quietly, his voice rough with something I couldnât quite name.
There was a silence, thick with all the things left unsaid. Joel turned back to the fire, but this time, I didnât sense the same tension in him. The news had cracked something open, a small window of possibility where before there had only been despair.
And as the night stretched on, I couldnât help but wonder if this was the first step in bringing Joel and Tommy back togetherâor if the past would remain an insurmountable wall between them. But one thing was clear: the hope heâd long buried was alive again.
The snow crunched softly beneath our boots as we trekked through the wilderness on the way to Jackson. The cold bit at my nose and cheeks, but it was nothing compared to the warmth of Joel and Ellieâs banter ahead of me.
Joel led the way, his rifle slung over one shoulder, his other hand gesturing as he explained something to Ellie. She hung onto his every word as usual, peppering him with questions about the terrain and wildlife.
âDo you think weâll see any bears?â she asked, wide-eyed.
âNope,â Joel replied gruffly. âToo cold for âem right now. Theyâre holed up for the winter.â
Ellie groaned in disappointment. âLame. What about wolves?â
âLetâs hope not,â Joel muttered, throwing a glance over his shoulder. âYou donât wanna see wolves, trust me.â
âSpeak for yourself,â Ellie grumbled, kicking at a chunk of ice. âI think wolves are badass.â
I couldnât help but chuckle as I brought up the rear. Ellieâs energy was infectious, even if Joel often acted like he was too old to keep up.
We rounded a bend in the trail, and thatâs when we saw it.
An elk.
It stood in the middle of the clearing, its tall, proud antlers stark against the white of the snow-covered forest. Its coat gleamed in the weak winter sunlight, steam rising from its breath as it exhaled into the cold air.
Ellie gasped audibly, her mouth falling open. âWhoa. No way.â
Joel stopped in his tracks, holding out an arm to keep her from running ahead. âStay still,â he warned softly.
Ellie ignored him completely, taking a careful step forward. âOh my god, itâs huge. Itâs so cool.â
The elkâs ears twitched, swiveling toward us, and for a moment, I thought it might bolt. But instead, it let out a low, guttural bugleâa deep sound that echoed through the trees.
Ellie froze, her eyes going even wider. âDid you hear that? Holy shit, it talked to us!â
Joel chuckled under his breath, his shoulders relaxing as he watched her excitement. âThatâs not talkinâ, kid. Just elk beinâ elk.â
But Ellie wasnât listening. She took another step forward, her hands lifted slightly as if to beckon the creature closer. âHey, buddy,â she said in a soft, awestruck voice. âYou donât have to go. Weâre cool, I promise.â
The elk snorted, its breath visible in the cold air, and thenâwith a graceful boundâit leapt into the trees, disappearing from sight.
Ellie whirled around to face us, practically vibrating with excitement. âDid you see that? That was the most amazing thing ever! Did you hear it? That noise was insane!â
Joel shook his head, but there was a small, fond smile on his face. âYouâre somethinâ else, you know that?â
âIâm serious! That was so badass!â She turned to me, her grin so big it lit up her entire face. âY/n, tell me you got how cool that was.â
I couldnât help but laugh as I adjusted my pack. âI got it, Ellie. Youâre rightâit was pretty incredible.â
Ellie groaned dramatically. âPretty incredible? That thing was, like, majestic as hell.â
We started walking again, Ellie skipping along beside us as she reenacted the elkâs bugle. Joel shook his head at her impression, and I felt a warm glow in my chest as I watched them together.
The world outside was cold, dangerous, and unforgiving, but moments like this reminded me why we kept going. For Ellieâs wonder. For Joelâs quiet, steady presence. For the strange, beautiful family weâd become.
The cold cut deep as we trudged through the snow, the wind howling like it wanted to drive us into the ground. My leg throbbed with every step, the makeshift bandage Joel had wrapped around it holding tight but doing little to ease the pain. I wasnât about to complain, though. Not after they saved me from those raiders.
Ellie walked beside me, her steps crunching in the snow as she glanced over. âYou sure youâre okay?â she asked for the third time since we started walking.
âIâm fine,â I said, though my voice was tight. The truth was, I wasnât fine. But what mattered was getting all of us somewhere safe, and Jackson was the only place I could think of.
Joel walked ahead, his rifle slung low but ready, his eyes scanning the horizon. Always the sameâguarded and alert, like danger was lurking just around every corner. In this world, it usually was.
Iâd agreed to help them get to Jackson. It was the least I could do after everything theyâd done for me. And Jackson? It was my home now. A place that, for all its faults, still stood strong in a broken world.
âNot much farther now,â I said, though the storm had made it hard to tell. âIf we keep moving, weâll make it before dark.â
Ellie gave a tired nod, pulling her coat tighter around her. âGood, âcause I donât think my toes are gonna make it.â
Joel glanced back at her, his expression softening for just a moment. âYouâll be fine. Just keep moving.â
Weâd just crested a small hill when the sound of horses cut through the wind. My heart leapt into my throat as I turned to see themâfigures on horseback emerging from the blinding snow, their weapons drawn.
âJoel,â I hissed, grabbing his arm.
He saw them too, his posture tensing as he stepped in front of Ellie and raised his rifle. âStay behind me,â he muttered, his voice low and firm.
The riders spread out, circling us. There were at least six of them, their horses pawing at the snow as the riders aimed shotguns and rifles in our direction. My stomach churned as I recognized one of the voices calling out through the storm.
âDrop your weapons!â Maria shouted, her voice carrying over the wind.
âMaria!â I called back, stepping forward despite Joelâs arm shooting out to stop me. âItâs meây/n!â
The tension in the air crackled like static. For a moment, no one moved. Then Maria urged her horse forward, squinting through the snow until recognition crossed her face.
âY/n?â she said, lowering her shotgun slightly. âWhat the hell are you doing out here?â
âItâs a long story,â I said, relief flooding through me. âBut these twoââ I motioned to Joel and Ellie, who were still frozen in place. âTheyâre with me. They saved my life.â
Mariaâs gaze shifted to Joel, her eyes narrowing. âThat him?â
I blinked, confused, until realization dawned. Of course, Tommy mustâve mentioned Joel before.
âYeah,â I said quickly. âItâs him. And this is Ellie. Theyâre just passing through. Please, Maria, lower the guns.â
Maria hesitated, her gaze flicking between me, Joel, and Ellie. Then she gave a sharp whistle, and the other riders lowered their weapons.
âAlright,â she said, her tone cautious but less hostile. âLetâs get back to Jackson. You look like hell.â
I almost laughed. âYou have no idea.â
The ride back was quiet, the tension between Joel and Maria palpable. Ellie, for once, didnât say much, her gaze fixed on the snowy landscape as we made our way through the storm.
When the gates of Jackson finally came into view, I let out a breath I hadnât realized I was holding. The sight of the sturdy walls, the faint glow of firelight beyondâit was the first time in a long while that I felt like things might actually be okay.
The gates of Jackson creaked open as the group rode in, the heavy snowfall outside muffled by the sturdy wooden walls of the settlement. Inside, the warmth of fires and the sound of distant chatter greeted us. It was like stepping into another worldâone where life hadnât completely crumbled. The bustling streets, people moving with purpose, children playingâit was overwhelming after days of cold, silence, and death.
Joel dismounted his horse slowly, his eyes scanning the settlement as if it were a mirage. His rifle hung loosely on his shoulder, his posture stiff, as if he wasnât quite ready to believe this place was real. Ellie stuck close to him, her eyes wide with curiosity as she took in the sight of peopleâfamiliesâliving normal lives, or as close to normal as you could get these days.
Maria swung off her horse, handing the reins to a stablehand. âY/n, go with Ethan and get checked out. Youâre in no condition to be walking around on that leg,â she said, but her gaze flicked to Joel.
Then Tommy appeared.
Tommy was working on some construction, the sound of hammering and the distant clatter of tools filling the air. As we walked closer, I could see a few men working, their backs turned to us as they focused on their tasks. The moment I saw Tommy, though, my breath caught in my throat.
He was hard at work, his back bent as he nailed some boards into place, completely unaware of our approach. I could feel the tension rising in Joel beside me, the anticipation thick in the air.
And then, without warning, Joelâs voice broke through the stillness, loud and commanding:
âTommy!â
The sound of his name cut through the air like a crack of thunder. The men working nearby stopped what they were doing, and for a brief moment, it felt like the entire world went still.
Tommy froze, his back still to us, and I watched as his shoulders stiffened. He slowly turned, his eyes scanning the area, before they landed on Joel. His face went slack for a momentâan unreadable mix of disbelief, relief, and confusion. The moment seemed to stretch on, as though neither of them quite believed what was happening.
Then, Tommy blinked, and before I knew it, he was striding across the ground, closing the distance between them. He didnât say a word at first, just reached Joel in two quick strides and pulled him into a tight, almost desperate hug.
The sound of itâthe weight of all that lost time between themâwas deafening. The hard lines in Joelâs face softened, and for the first time in what felt like forever, he let out a deep breath, like something inside him had been released. They stood there for a moment, holding onto each other like nothing else mattered.
Tommy pulled back first, his hand gripping Joelâs arm, his voice gruff as he spoke, almost too soft for me to hear. âI didnât think Iâd ever see you again.â
Joel looked at him, his eyes full of that familiar pain but also something elseâsomething deeper. âThought you were dead, Tommy.â
Tommyâs face softened, and for a moment, I saw a flicker of the brotherly bond they once shared. âGuess I got a bit tired of waitinâ around, but Iâm here now, Joel.â
The silence between them spoke louder than any words could. It wasnât just a reunionâit was a reckoning. Years of pain, of choices that had torn them apart, now coming to a head.
They pulled back, Tommyâs hands gripping Joelâs shoulders as he looked him over, his eyes scanning every line, every scar. âYou look like hell,â he said with a half-smile, though his voice wavered.
Joel gave a faint huff of a laugh, shaking his head. âYeah, well⊠itâs been a long road.â
Tommyâs gaze shifted, landing on Ellie, who was standing just behind Joel, watching the reunion with quiet curiosity. âAnd this must beâŠ?â
âYeah,â Joel said, stepping slightly to the side so Ellie could step forward. âThis is Ellie.â
Ellie gave a small wave, clearly unsure of what to say. âUh, hi.â
Tommy chuckled, the sound warm and genuine. âWell, any friend of Joelâs is welcome here.â
For the first time in a long time, the weight Joel carried seemed to ease, if only slightly. It wasnât just Jackson that felt like a safe havenâit was the connection, the bond that hadnât been broken, even after all this time.
And for a moment, it felt like the world wasnât so heavy after all.
Joel walked slowly down the stairs, the creaking of the wooden steps the only sound in the quiet house. The dim light of the living room pooled on the floor, where I sat curled up on the couch, my eyes fixed on him as he approached. The tension in the air was palpable, thick with the weight of everything that had just transpired. His steps faltered slightly, the heaviness of the fight with Ellie still weighing on him.
I didnât say anything at first, just watched him with an unreadable expression, the flickering light casting shadows across her face. He rubbed his hand over his face, feeling the exhaustion in his bones. The world felt quieter in moments like this, like it was holding its breath.
âYou really think thatâs the answer, huh?â I said, my tone biting but not cruel.
Joel didnât meet my gaze right away, his hands shoved deep in his pockets.
He huffed out a bitter laugh, the kind that wasnât funny at all. âDonât start with me. You donât know the half of it.â
âDonât I?â I finally spun around to face him, my voice rising with the heat of my anger. âYou think I havenât been watching this slow-motion train wreck of yours? You think I donât know what youâre doingâpushing her away before she can leave you?â
His face darkened, the shadows casting sharp lines across his features. âThis ainât about me and Ellie. Donât twist it. This is about you always thinkinâ you know better.â
âOh, so itâs my fault now?â I stepped closer, my hands trembling with fury. âYou donât get to stand here and act like youâre the only one whoâs been hurt. You let me leave, Joel! You stood there and let me walk out of Boston like I was nothing to you. You never even tried to stop me.â
His silence hit harder than his words ever could. I saw his throat work, his jaw tightening as he stared at me like he was trying to break me down with his gaze alone.
âYou wanted to leave,â he finally said, his voice quieter but no less cutting. âWhat the hell was I supposed to do? Beg? You made your choice.â
âBecause you didnât give me a reason to stay!â My voice cracked, the words laced with all the pain Iâd kept buried for far too long. âDo you know what it was like, leaving behind everythingâleaving youâbecause I thought I wasnât enough? That Iâd never be enough for you?â
The firelight flickered in his eyes, and for the first time, I saw itâthe guilt, the regret. He took a step closer, his broad shoulders sagging under the weight of unspoken words.
âY/nâŠâ He said my name like it hurt to say it. âI thought I was doinâ right by you. You deserved better than what I could give you. Still do.â
I let out a bitter laugh, shaking my head as tears threatened to spill. âYouâre such a goddamn coward, Joel. Always thinking you know whatâs best for everyone else. You donât get to decide what I deserve. You donât get toââ
But before I could finish, he closed the distance between us in one sudden, desperate motion. His hands came up to cup my face, rough palms trembling against my skin. His breath was warm, ragged as it ghosted over my lips.
âI ainât a coward,â he murmured, his voice raw.
I opened my mouth to argue, to push him away like I had every right to, but the words caught in my throat. His eyes burned into mine, and in that moment, everything elseâthe fight, the years of distance, the painâfaded into nothing.
He kissed me like a man starved, like he was afraid I might disappear if he didnât hold on tight enough. My hands found their way to his chest, gripping the worn fabric of his flannel as I kissed him back with all the anger and longing Iâd been too afraid to admit.
It wasnât soft. It wasnât gentle. It was years of unspoken feelings, of missed chances and buried love, all colliding in one explosive moment.
When we finally broke apart, his forehead rested against mine, both of us breathing hard. His hands lingered on my face, his thumbs brushing away the tears I hadnât realized had fallen.
âIâm sorry,â he whispered, his voice breaking. âFor Boston. For everything.â
I closed my eyes, my fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt. âMe too,â I whispered back, my voice trembling.
For a moment, there was nothing but the sound of our breathing and the crackle of the fire. And for the first time in years, I didnât feel so alone.
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