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am...i about to binge read 20+ books of purring blue alien smut?
#ipb universe#ice planet barbarians#ipb#memes#reading#smut#this shit resonates for sure#it's like straight dopamine#vektal is so cute omg
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people always talk about edwin being an older ghost, and he technically is, but he doesn’t have any more experience being a ghost than charles. he was in hell from the moment he died to the night he met charles. he died at 16 and then did not get a chance to go through any growth or learn anything in hell other than torture—he lost those 70+ years. functionally, neither of their afterlives start until they meet, and they have to (get to) learn how to be ghosts and how to exist in this form on earth together every step of the way. anyway, what are you procrastinating right now? i’m procrastinating an essay that was due 4 days ago AND an essay that’s due tomorrow 🤠
#dbd has been bad for my procrastination from the day i first watched it#i have some spins that are worse for my productivity than others and this is a baaaaad one#but it’s the fucking rush from the hyperfixation that only nd people could possibly get#every time i engage with a post or a fic or anything related to the show i get 10 straight shots of dopamine through me#i’m literally in school to become a therapist and i’m like or i can be mentally ill instead of doing my work#good for me (bad for me)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#payneland#painland#paineland#paynland#hate that there are so many spellings of their ship name it’s exhausting all#chedwin#charles x edwin#charles rowland#edwin payne#edwin paine#yeet my deet#yeet my deebd#dbd4ratch#dbda#dbdshow
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Enjoying batfam content and being hit with anti sentiments on the mainstream then immediately checking out the batcest tags even though I'm barely more than a casual shipper like I'm detoxing after coming into contact with a radioactive substance
#Jaytim and jaydick might not give me a straight needleshot dose of dopamine when I lay eyes on them like. idk. milescest#but scrolling and liking several fanart pieces of them is still 100 times more enjoyable than seeing all the people outraged/trashing on it#i was watching incorrect quotes and batfam edits pls and thank you I don't need that negativity in my face🙄#batcest#jaytim#jaydick#my first proship post actually#proship#proship rant#proshippers please interact
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Aqua Regia is a mixture of nitric acid and hydrochloric acid, named by alchemists because it can dissolve the noble metals gold and platinum.
idk if anyone else bought the Yolk vinyl for TMBTE but they apparently upgraded it to solid gold and it gave me Thoughts.
#sleep token#sleep token vessel#tmbte#dumb doodles#take me back to eden#idk i had the thought of an upgraded mask and gold and i HAD to get it out of my system#specifically i wanna see a version of the mask in black and gold instead of red/white#this was litterally “i wonder what that might look like” “oh wait this fucks”#everyone who's here for this content specifically hi ily everyone else bear with me thanks muah#ive not drawn so much in months and its great we're following the dopamine while we got it gamers#I like them a normal amount *she said while wearing the same sweatshirt she's worn for a week straight*#considering a sideblog but for now here you go#sleep token fanart
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#i know i know i know they ARE overrated and pretentious but they have 7 songs i absolutely adore#and none of them are the popular ones#in fact 5 of said songs are from this album (first second third fifth and seventh#i only really like 2 songs from etazhi the opening and closing track#but come on how can you not love this song#its a straight dopamine shot#songs that put me in a good mood#molchat doma#monument#synthpop#like the synths on this expel my inner demons#their so merry#Bandcamp
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anyway as soon as i pry myself off this couch im gonna share some screenshots of bg3 protags on my sideblog. just gotta like. reach the desk first.
#all i can think about is the shelves im gonna get installed here over the next little bit fdghj#yall dont understand its so hard to keep things clean and brain friendly when you just dont have anywhere to put stuff.#hellish#& then i get overwhelmed and turn into a massive bitch when i try to get it under control fdgh#instead its been like. 2 straight days of dopamine i fucking swear?? my body probably definitely wouldnt let me do this for a living#(my hip is screamingggg dfghgjj) but actually if i could & if i could work in a team then yeah. ykw i enjoy it.#organization go brrrrrrr#i dont think she was expecting me to work that fast either but ive been like a feral animal. skittering over clutter.#finding Spots for Things#okay i lied the flood was actually beneficial in one way to me specifically.#estranged father just forgot a Bunch of tool sets here & ive claimed them now fdghjk#that nail gun is MINE#she suggested i look out for an actual tool chest/bench thing (ykw the ones with wheels and stuff) for everything and i havent been that#excited for anything in months fdgh tools are expensive alright. too bad he took the table saw.#i dont talk much abt my Masc Hobbies as i call them lmao no real reason to but hoooboy i love to Build Things#give me that ikea desk ill have it done in an hour or less every time#maybe trade school is still on the horizon for me gfhj always wanted to Weld Stuff i think id be good at it#as much as i fuckin loathe yard maintenance i was a real garage sooooo bad its not even funny#shame i wasnt just inherently expected to know car stuff tm i feel like i would have loved it too#scarrier to learn on your own later in life especially with a lease vehicle but ill get there eventually#anyway yeah bg3! new mods. new ocs#have not done much with them yet but they Exist and theyre pretty
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hello! i would love to hear the rant about PET scans :3
Holy shit so okay I'm in the train for the next 20 minutes, and I _know_ that's not enough time to get into all of it, but I could rant about this for hours, so. Maybe we cap this at 20 minutes. [20 minutes later] Okay so I wrote a huge wall of very boring text that barely started getting into it, so let me provide way less detail, actually:
It is massively expensive. A PET scanner costs a lot. And it's not a one time purchase, and then you can do scans, no, you wish. You also need some very expensive equipment to create radioactive tracers (which are what is used to do a PET scan) on site, because that stuff needs to be created fresh (under an hour) before every scan. To create the tracers is ALSO incredibly expensive. A single PET scan costs multiple thousands.
This also means that PET research makes use of as few participants as possible. A study with 15 participants is considered big. You simply cannot infer from 15 participants to the whole population. This also means that, statistically, it is highly likely that you don't find an effect even though it exists - meaning if your PET study looks for the effect of A on B, it is highly likely that it will find that A has no effect on B even though it does - simply because you didn't have enough participants (if this explanation doesn't make sense, let me know, and I can explain in detail)
This, together means, that an absolutely absurd amount of money is used for research that, by design, will not find results, because to find results, they would need more participants and even more money.
Because scientific publishing is a shitshow at the moment, research that doesn't find results very rarely gets published, especially not if you can't even be sure whether the result is right. So absurd amounts of money put into research that doesn't even get published.
And I haven't even talked about the results they did find and issues with them. Don't ask me to explain those. Don't tempt me to put hours into writing a multiple page essay that nobody will read.
So, in conclusion: PET is an absolutely amazing feat of engineering that is magnificent in detecting cancer and with it we could learn so. Much. More about the brain and how it works. But to do that, a lot of the basic organisation of how we do science would first need to change. Many labs would have to collaborate and be okay with making the collected data openly available, so appropriate sample sizes (=numbers of participants in a study) can even be achieved (Here's a paper on that). That probably won't happen, though.
Now, obligatory note: one of the professors who taught me about PET is a man who wrote an extremely controversial paper about exactly this stuff, despite also using PET in his research. If you like niche drama in science, look into this paper and all the articles that are responding to it.
#answers#thank you so much for the question!!!#i tried to not go into too much detail and still make sense but let me know if I should explain something better!#don't get me wrong. PET is amazing. we could learn so much with it#but also. i could not do PET research with good conscience because currently it is a waste of a shitton of money#god I wish though. it is such an absolutely cool method.#like - you can look at fucking dopamine. straight up. not just at brain activity but the actual neurotransmitters!!!#that's cool as hell!!!!!#I fucking dream of that being possible and also FEASIBLE#damn reading over this after I hit post and reading 'let me provide WAY less detail actually' and then a long ass post#me @myself: damn man you gotta take your adhd medication#also if you click one of the last two links. I know my profs name is very... unfortunate.#please don't mention his full name in my notes though. i don't want him to google his name and find my tumblr or something#personal#neuroscience
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Is the Wip game finished? Can I still ask for stuff? If I still can, can I get a snippet from the one that give me the most rot (meet the parts)? If no, then I'm just swinging by to say hi how are you doing? <3
HI RED!! thank you for swinging by, im doing better than earlier!! my ear is getting better and im eating pizza :]!
okay so TECHNICALLY it's no longer wednesday, but i LOVE spoiling my fics so of COURSE you can have a snippet from Meet the Parts hkjh <33 you are always free to ask anytime, i will always be happy to share bits of my stories <3 AND SINCE THERE'S NO RULES I CAN SHARE MORE THAN THREE LINES!! here's like, a whole React Speed thing i just wrote :]
LOGIC – Along with Coach and Sparks – Flighty and Fingers too, I suppose – they're why you have trouble sitting still for long periods of time. The attention deficiency disorder... Or are they exacerbated by it? I still haven't figured out which is the cause and which is the effect...
REACTION SPEED – Point is, we got zoomies! Can't sit still. Always more to do, more to see, more to say.
YOU – "Are you why my leg is always-"
REACTION SPEED – Bouncing, yep! Fingers tapping, hands flapping, feet moving, words flying- hey, if you had wings like me, we'd never be touching ground.
YOU – "You have wings?"
KIM KITSURAGI – He jots this down with an interested hum.
REACTION SPEED – Yes! Books, what- which animal–
ENCYCLOPEDIA [Medium: Success] – You have the hovering wing type of trochilidae – hummingbirds, colloquially – with their ability to rotate their wingspan at the shoulder and elbow joints to create maximum lift. However, though you exhibit some iridescent feathers associated with the birds, your wings also connect to membranes, which share the Voronoi tessellation of the species anisoptera, the common dragonfly.
REACTION SPEED - Yeah, exactly! I'm a hummingbird and a dragonfly. Both of 'em. :)
#task: meet the parts#inland drabbles#volta transmissions#the :) is not in the original but i added it here for fun <3 :)!!! ALSO YAY my reaction speed has wings :]#im glad you like meet the parts :'] its hard for me to work on it but i just wrote this scene thinking ''oh but red loves these guys'' hkjg#like! i LOVE the premise of meet the parts as much as the next guy but i dont like how im writing it hkjgh? i dont know what im doing :']!!#i need to finish my character analysis for all the skills first because i feel like im writing them too shallowly... ough im trying#how am i introducing kim to the skills when even i dont know the skills!! im building a house with a foundation made of peanuts hkjh#like hm. ency wouldn't touch on so many subjects so briefly? he'd zero in on one topic and talk.... or not? idk!! im not an int guy!!#reaction speed does use a LOT of exclamation marks though i love this for him. his sentences are often short and cut into phrases.#''Blam! Straight in the eye. Straight in the old eye-orb. In *the lookin' ball*!'' short pointed sentences. also oh my god he's silly <3#restless and energetic. coach wants you to move; echem needs the dopamine; but react speed puts the Hyperactive in ADHD!#sidenote: canon in reaction speed's description ''working in tandem with your Intellect skills'' GUY WHO GETS ALONG WITH THE INTs :D <3#anyway this is also the one of the few skill-centric fics im writing that don't have my usual skill actions :0#''REACTION SPEED flutters excitedly; twisting to try and catch a glimpse of his own wings - Yes!'' vs just ''REACTION SPEED - Yes!''#which means a lot of what the skills are doing or thinking as characters are cut out unless i have them mention it in dialogue#which SUCKKSSS for me because i LOVE focusing on the skills but i often leave it out when the outside world is involved (harry and kim)#it presents a unique challenge to just write characters with only dialogue. ough... curse my current lack of interest in the humans hkfjh..#ANYWAY im running out of tag space so im done rambling hkjhg thank you for asking red! :D#esprit: Red
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i’m going back to 2019 y’all want anything
#+10 happiness every hour since i made this my lockscreen. every time i look at it it’s like a hit of straight dopamine#aeron.txt
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asking for prayers tonight for some car troubles i had today. going to have it towed tomorrow morning. changing my whole day’s schedule around this problem. need car for work on tuesday and job interview in city 2 hours away on wednesday. on top of stress over schoolwork and said job interview and other obligations. cried on and off for like two hours today because hormones also suck this week. i know it’s all gonna work out in not very long at all but i also know that some very real action steps lie between now and then. please pray for me to stay grounded, to trust in Him, and to still be able to get all of my other things done in time
#also not really helping the situation is i binged a show for like three weeks straight and i just stopped cold turkey to do a task for the#next few weeks which means that my instant dopamine source is gone and i don’t know what to do with myself yet#can’t work on the project until paper for class is done and can’t do paper for class bc can’t#i will try to do the paper tonight though. please pray especially for that bc it’s a huge stressor#way bigger than it should be and i know once it’s done i’ll be so relieved#probably will delete this in a day or two#tmp talks#prayer request
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okay okay yeah the internet is almost too obsessed with pedro pascal and yet... uhh... when he said, “it’s okay baby girl, I got you,” I did, in fact, lose my mind
#the last of us#tlou#pedro pascal#that line is like pure dopamine straight to the brain#pedro pls call me bb girl 😩#bringing back my first season mando feels
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i miss the cherry mountain group
(has gone 24 hours without consuming content about them bc they watched all the POVs in one day)
#giggs plus mumbo and joel is like. the best thing ever#injecting dopamine straight into my brain#hermitcraft s10#.txt
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Waiting for comments on fics is sometimes nerve wracking because you don’t know whether they hated it or you just happened to post at a time when 60% of your readerbase is asleep and there’s no real way to tell
#morgan murmurs#absolutely NOT COMPLAINING#I am so lucky to get the comments I do!!!!#but I am also incredibly need and thrive off of validation#and also impatient#I forget it takes time for people to see it is updated#click it#read it#then react#ignoring being busy#LISTEN#I JUST LIKE FEEDBACK A LOT AND THE AO3 COMMENT EMAILS GIVE ME DOPAMINE SHOTS STRAIGHT TO THE BRAIN
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Sometimes I'm surprised that monster hunter isn't more popular among the creature design and spec evo corners of tumblr, at least the portions that also play video games, and then I remember that it's just about as hard as soulsborne games (I'd argue some specific entries are even harder) but doesn't have any of the atmospheric or story elements to attract people. It gets by on sheer gameplay alone and isn't a pvp game either. There is no way to make the game easier besides picking one of the less mechanically complex weapons and git gud. If it wasn't for the neat dinosaurs I couldn't think of a game less alluring to the average tumblr user
#a lot of other games it's a combination of escaping into another world with stuff like immersion and story#monster hunter as an ip adamantly refuses to elaborate about the world it takes place in#there is no overarching story and there's basically no lore with few exceptions e.g. fatalis but even that's really barebones#mh is just like. you're a hunter. now go kick the shit out of dinosaurs with your giant guts sword#there have been a lot of memes over the years about how it also doesn't have a tutorial it just expects you to figure it out#it has extensive ''explain how this works'' popups but they only exist for certain mechanics#and somehow half the time manage to communicate nothing of use#but actually important stuff like ''how do i use this weapon'' are not explained ANYWHERE within the game itself#and it has some of the most complicated mechanics i've ever seen in a real-time combat game i.e. charge blade and hunting horn pre rise#it just does the equivalent of giving you a gun you need a master's degree to operate at full potential and throws you to the wolves#and if you try to naively look up how some of the weapons work you get multi-page hard-to-parse essays#i STILL don't know how hunting horn works pre-rise because every time i try to read a guide my eyes glaze over#like there are perhaps few other franchises more unfriendly to an ''easy mode my beloved''-type person#not to rag on those people. there's nothing wrong with that but some games are just NOT going to work with you in that way#i pretty much only like it because i'm unfortunately a Tryhard Gamer#and the feeling of being a small human killing a dragon god by sheer skill and willpower is like crack cocaine to me#i would be more frustrated by mh's lack of any lore to speak of if it weren't for the gameplay injecting dopamine straight into my brain
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Going insane over the accidental parallels in the traffic life series tonight.
3rd Life Desert Duo and Double Life Soulmates
Last Life team BEST and Limited Life team TIES
Double Life Relationship and Limited Life Submarine
3rd Life Widows Alliance and Double Life Divorcees (and Limited Life Secret Alliance)
Limited Life Bdubs and Scar Clocker Brothers and 3rd Life Bdubs kills for Scar because of a clock
Double Life Box Boys/Scarlet Pearl Tower and Limited Life Froggy Mountain/Toad Tower
And that’s just the alliances and teams and stuff the call backs during sessions to the previous series? The Cleo+Etho+Impulse totally not jealous of Bdubs partner that series (Of course he’ll [Etho] abandon you; Bdubs is on the other team. Is he [Impulse] treating you right Bdubs?). Shadow Queen and Red Winter King. End crystals are a good way to blow yourself up + return to the Nether roof. The fishing rods. Oh is Froggy Pearl’s familiar this season? Better not kill it - you remember what happened with Tilly. Arson Cleo (+Scar). The Pufferish of Peace and the Mean Gills weapon of choice being a pufferfish. Jimmy is always the first one out [Limited Life pending]. Tango and his fear of TnT minecarts.
Some of its silly jokes and some of its drama kid stuff but at the end of the day every new series is echoing the friendships and betrayals that came before, intentionally or not. It’s poetry to me.
#ra speaks#mcyt#traffic life smp#traffic life series#limited life smp#double life smp#last life smp#3rd life smp#there’s definitely some I forgot between showering and typing this post add your favorite that I missed lol#sorry for mcyt posting at this hour I finally caught up on last weeks session and ough the feelings are catching me tonight.#watching every perspective takes a while but damn is it worth it for every parallel and reference and call back.#like pouring dopamine straight into the brain
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God please someone invent a cure for seasonal depression or whatever the fuck it is I'm feeling. I'm so sick of feeling nothing and just sitting here every day and staring into space.
#I wanna draw and write and do stuff like fovember but I can't#Even when I try to just play video games or something I'm hit with this overwhelming feeling of ''WHAT'S THE FUCKING POIIIIIIIIINT''#Doesn't help that my head's been feeling physically fucky lately and I'm tired all the time.#A shot of dopamine straight into the base of my skull would probably do wonders right now#Don't mind me I had to get this out somewhere just keep scrolling#Mihari's vent tag
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