#it's like straight dopamine
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am...i about to binge read 20+ books of purring blue alien smut?
#ipb universe#ice planet barbarians#ipb#memes#reading#smut#this shit resonates for sure#it's like straight dopamine#vektal is so cute omg
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people always talk about edwin being an older ghost, and he technically is, but he doesn’t have any more experience being a ghost than charles. he was in hell from the moment he died to the night he met charles. he died at 16 and then did not get a chance to go through any growth or learn anything in hell other than torture—he lost those 70+ years. functionally, neither of their afterlives start until they meet, and they have to (get to) learn how to be ghosts and how to exist in this form on earth together every step of the way. anyway, what are you procrastinating right now? i’m procrastinating an essay that was due 4 days ago AND an essay that’s due tomorrow 🤠
#dbd has been bad for my procrastination from the day i first watched it#i have some spins that are worse for my productivity than others and this is a baaaaad one#but it’s the fucking rush from the hyperfixation that only nd people could possibly get#every time i engage with a post or a fic or anything related to the show i get 10 straight shots of dopamine through me#i’m literally in school to become a therapist and i’m like or i can be mentally ill instead of doing my work#good for me (bad for me)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#payneland#painland#paineland#paynland#hate that there are so many spellings of their ship name it’s exhausting all#chedwin#charles x edwin#charles rowland#edwin payne#edwin paine#yeet my deet#yeet my deebd#dbd4ratch#dbda#dbdshow
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soo is anyone else reading the Kendrick performance (rejecting the Not Like Us riff a couple times before he goes into it at the end) as also a critique of sensationalism and America’s obsession with frivolity or am I just completely projecting
#kendrick lamar#it’s not just ‘oh he’s rapping the Fuck You Drake’ song in spite of the establishment#the entertainment industry and the people WANT that. it’s safe revolt.#especially when so many people straight up didn’t get the political messaging. Not Like Us was a relief in the performance#happy dopamine shot for the American masses#jp musings
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gentle reminder that human health does not fit into a binary system and nothing is ever really fully a mental or physical disability
stress can have significant effects on physical health, more than you'd think
and the basis of any mental disability is still physical, that's why it's possible to develop medications for it
#salt baby talks#ignoring the fact that exclusionism is counterproductive to advancing any kind of disability agenda#the biology just straight up doesnt support it#neuroinflammation and things like increased cortisol levels are a big deal#they can affect any of my 'physical' disabilities#sometimes more than any other factor#and theres evidence of changes in the brain and the rest of the body with basically every 'mental' disorder#thats why we have things like SSRIs or antipsychotics#epilepsy is limited to the brain but this one is always physical#parkinsons is at its core a loss of dopamine in the brain#alzheimers has predominantly mental symptoms#yet we dont call that a mental disorder#and they are equally as disabling as physical conditions!#i would know#i have 'both'#and if you disagree#make your case and ill happily discuss this further#i do have to wonder if maybe undercutting this#is that same negative societal bias that occurs with things like depression and anxiety and PTSD#where people think you should just 'get over' it#that the logic is that 'physical' disabilities are MORE disabling because 'you can just get over mental disabilities'#which isnt true ftr most mental disorders are lifelong and chronic#people are deemed treated for a mental health condition when theyre subclinical or in remission or in control of their condition#not when theyve returned to 'normal' because its not going to happen#disability#chronic illness#ableism#mental health#and yes i am cognizant of the fact that when people say this they mostly mean mental health disorders like mood disorders#i phrased this the way i did because a) its mental health conditions that are usually the target of this and b) we can have meds for both
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Enjoying batfam content and being hit with anti sentiments on the mainstream then immediately checking out the batcest tags even though I'm barely more than a casual shipper like I'm detoxing after coming into contact with a radioactive substance
#Jaytim and jaydick might not give me a straight needleshot dose of dopamine when I lay eyes on them like. idk. milescest#but scrolling and liking several fanart pieces of them is still 100 times more enjoyable than seeing all the people outraged/trashing on it#i was watching incorrect quotes and batfam edits pls and thank you I don't need that negativity in my face🙄#batcest#jaytim#jaydick#my first proship post actually#proship#proship rant#proshippers please interact
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#i know i know i know they ARE overrated and pretentious but they have 7 songs i absolutely adore#and none of them are the popular ones#in fact 5 of said songs are from this album (first second third fifth and seventh#i only really like 2 songs from etazhi the opening and closing track#but come on how can you not love this song#its a straight dopamine shot#songs that put me in a good mood#molchat doma#monument#synthpop#like the synths on this expel my inner demons#their so merry#Bandcamp
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No caving tomorrow :( :( :(
#Caving#Real life#I was supposed to go caving for like 8 hours tomorrow#What the hell am I supposed to do now#I cannot go caving by my self in have no gear and you need a group of three to go and#Idk if you've ever seen a cave map before but I've been doing land navigation since I was kid and have negative idea how to read that shit#Especially bc they stopped printing paper maps (apparently caves change often enough that it's just not worth it????)#And the maps you find online are purposefully wrong#Apparently graves caves has a high risk of death#And hyperthermia#And just straight up death if you send someone through the water tunnels when the person before is stilling trying to do tricky move to get#Hiking just doesn't give me the same dopamine hits anymore :(#Also I have none of my own caving gear#And I couldn't go to vertical training tonight bc work and flashbacks:( :( :(
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Stimming isn’t enough I need to explode
#the blorbos… they’re taking over#I literally just though about one of them and I had enough energy to hand flap for like 2 minutes straight#i am unwell#I’m receiving dopamine but at what cost#I need to just scream into the void and shake for like 10 minutes I think that would fix me#anyway back to your regularly scheduled programming#my ramblings#I’m not tagging the blorbos because the people I know IRL do not need to know who I’m losing it over… they would be disappointed in me
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anyway as soon as i pry myself off this couch im gonna share some screenshots of bg3 protags on my sideblog. just gotta like. reach the desk first.
#all i can think about is the shelves im gonna get installed here over the next little bit fdghj#yall dont understand its so hard to keep things clean and brain friendly when you just dont have anywhere to put stuff.#hellish#& then i get overwhelmed and turn into a massive bitch when i try to get it under control fdgh#instead its been like. 2 straight days of dopamine i fucking swear?? my body probably definitely wouldnt let me do this for a living#(my hip is screamingggg dfghgjj) but actually if i could & if i could work in a team then yeah. ykw i enjoy it.#organization go brrrrrrr#i dont think she was expecting me to work that fast either but ive been like a feral animal. skittering over clutter.#finding Spots for Things#okay i lied the flood was actually beneficial in one way to me specifically.#estranged father just forgot a Bunch of tool sets here & ive claimed them now fdghjk#that nail gun is MINE#she suggested i look out for an actual tool chest/bench thing (ykw the ones with wheels and stuff) for everything and i havent been that#excited for anything in months fdgh tools are expensive alright. too bad he took the table saw.#i dont talk much abt my Masc Hobbies as i call them lmao no real reason to but hoooboy i love to Build Things#give me that ikea desk ill have it done in an hour or less every time#maybe trade school is still on the horizon for me gfhj always wanted to Weld Stuff i think id be good at it#as much as i fuckin loathe yard maintenance i was a real garage sooooo bad its not even funny#shame i wasnt just inherently expected to know car stuff tm i feel like i would have loved it too#scarrier to learn on your own later in life especially with a lease vehicle but ill get there eventually#anyway yeah bg3! new mods. new ocs#have not done much with them yet but they Exist and theyre pretty
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#time to delete Instagram again#I was on reels for 3hrs straight instead of doing anything remotely productive and I feel sub-human 👍#reels really hits that dopamine rush that tiktok gave me and that's why I had to get rid of tiktok#anyways. hopefully I can get my work done after I uninstall it#heckin rants#literally have not moved for three hrs like this cannot be healthy
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i’m going back to 2019 y’all want anything
#+10 happiness every hour since i made this my lockscreen. every time i look at it it’s like a hit of straight dopamine#aeron.txt
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i miss the cherry mountain group
(has gone 24 hours without consuming content about them bc they watched all the POVs in one day)
#giggs plus mumbo and joel is like. the best thing ever#injecting dopamine straight into my brain#hermitcraft s10#.txt
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Waiting for comments on fics is sometimes nerve wracking because you don’t know whether they hated it or you just happened to post at a time when 60% of your readerbase is asleep and there’s no real way to tell
#morgan murmurs#absolutely NOT COMPLAINING#I am so lucky to get the comments I do!!!!#but I am also incredibly need and thrive off of validation#and also impatient#I forget it takes time for people to see it is updated#click it#read it#then react#ignoring being busy#LISTEN#I JUST LIKE FEEDBACK A LOT AND THE AO3 COMMENT EMAILS GIVE ME DOPAMINE SHOTS STRAIGHT TO THE BRAIN
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Sometimes I'm surprised that monster hunter isn't more popular among the creature design and spec evo corners of tumblr, at least the portions that also play video games, and then I remember that it's just about as hard as soulsborne games (I'd argue some specific entries are even harder) but doesn't have any of the atmospheric or story elements to attract people. It gets by on sheer gameplay alone and isn't a pvp game either. There is no way to make the game easier besides picking one of the less mechanically complex weapons and git gud. If it wasn't for the neat dinosaurs I couldn't think of a game less alluring to the average tumblr user
#a lot of other games it's a combination of escaping into another world with stuff like immersion and story#monster hunter as an ip adamantly refuses to elaborate about the world it takes place in#there is no overarching story and there's basically no lore with few exceptions e.g. fatalis but even that's really barebones#mh is just like. you're a hunter. now go kick the shit out of dinosaurs with your giant guts sword#there have been a lot of memes over the years about how it also doesn't have a tutorial it just expects you to figure it out#it has extensive ''explain how this works'' popups but they only exist for certain mechanics#and somehow half the time manage to communicate nothing of use#but actually important stuff like ''how do i use this weapon'' are not explained ANYWHERE within the game itself#and it has some of the most complicated mechanics i've ever seen in a real-time combat game i.e. charge blade and hunting horn pre rise#it just does the equivalent of giving you a gun you need a master's degree to operate at full potential and throws you to the wolves#and if you try to naively look up how some of the weapons work you get multi-page hard-to-parse essays#i STILL don't know how hunting horn works pre-rise because every time i try to read a guide my eyes glaze over#like there are perhaps few other franchises more unfriendly to an ''easy mode my beloved''-type person#not to rag on those people. there's nothing wrong with that but some games are just NOT going to work with you in that way#i pretty much only like it because i'm unfortunately a Tryhard Gamer#and the feeling of being a small human killing a dragon god by sheer skill and willpower is like crack cocaine to me#i would be more frustrated by mh's lack of any lore to speak of if it weren't for the gameplay injecting dopamine straight into my brain
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Blushing, twirling my hair, and kicking my feet while rereading every comment anyone has ever left on my fanfics
#literally the only validation I need#it’s like injecting dopamine straight into my veins#fanfic#writing#fanfic writer#fanfic writing
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if you like fun music please go listen to Nine.i's new song Turn It Off! pls pls for your resident kpop tournament runner thanks
#that song is like straight dopamine injected into my brain#sorry for being a nugu pusher (<- not sorry. it will only continue)#after the debut tournament im calling dibs on a nugu tournament so i can add all my faves
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