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midwesttiltking-blog · 8 years ago

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For The Silent

Trigger Warning- This chapter has a part about rape, its not extremely graphic but it is the center of drama for the first few paragraphs.

I wanted to make a chapter where Moon was really highlighted. Since the main character is based on myself its really easy to get caught up in my own things and leave the other characters behind. I hope you like it~~ ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Moon woke up. God what a headache. She looked around slowly. This room is all white... why am I in a room? what happened where is Kevin? Her body shivered. It is so cold in here. She looked down to find herself completely naked, some dirt and grease marks on her breasts and thighs. She struggled to move, her feet were bound to the posts with some sheets tied together. She tried to move her hands only to find them bound to the headboard as well. Fuck. Moon's eyes welled up. I knew I shouldn't have trusted them. I was too casual with them. Fucking Kevin, he was faking it this whole time, those pigs are all the same. I wish I met just one guy who wasn't a piece of shit. She scanned the room trying to keep her sobbing quite, continuing to pull at her bonding. There is nobody here, this room is fucking empty, I'm going to die in here. There was a night stand next to her with an alarm clock "9:24 AM". A mixture of pills and bullets sat on top of the nightstand as well as some bottles of alcohol. Next to the bottles was a piece of paper with a logo drawn on it of a skull with bullets shooting out of its mouth set over top of a cross, a small handwritten note "I found one for you boss, She seems a little tight but I'm sure you can loosen her up". It's... it's not Kevin and Darrin. Fuck. Moon rubbed her face on her shoulder trying to clear up her tears. After fiddling with the knot around her hands for a minute she got it loose. Amateurs I got kidnapped by fucking idiots. She began to untie her legs, her hands shaking uncontrollably. Once she finally got the knot loose she got up and looked under the bed. Nothing, where the hell are my clothes and knives. She pounded her fist on the mattress a few times burying her face in it to conceal a frustrated scream. Hearing some conversation outside of the room she froze stiff for a second. I have to do something. She got back on the bed and wiped her eye one last time taking the captive pose and pretending to be asleep. The door creaked as it opened.

"Here she is boss."

"Damn this slut is hot"

"We found her walking alone in town"

"alone? A bitch this hot walking around without a guy? She must be a gift from God"

Laughter filled the room. I'll kill this fuck. Moon held back from gritting her teeth.

"She was packing though, she had a sword and a bunch of knives, here these are hers too"

"oh pink huh? you just think you are so cute.” The conversation was interrupted by a loud sniff “Alright leave her to me. you boys will get your chance later."

The door shut. Stay calm, don't breathe too hard...don't cry. She felt who she assumed was the boss sit down on the bed.

"You are one of God's little angels aren't you" ugh his breath reeks of booze. She felt a hand press against her breast and the weight of the bed shifted he was now on top of her. His hand raised from her chest. "Thank you for the bountiful-" Moon opened her eyes a bit to see he was looking upward with his hands pressed together, he was shirtless but still had his pants on. Thank god for that at least. Moon did her best to prevent her body from trembling. Scanning over him quickly he had a gun on his right hip, no other weapons. "- amen" as he lowered his chin it was met with a balled fist. A second strike to the temple. He toppled off the bed and Moon quickly followed him. He began to draw his gun. Putting one hand over his mouth she grabbed his hand and the gun snapping it backwards. I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!

Moon heard a knock on the door "you alright boss?"

She shoved his face into the bed using her knee to keep him in place. Doing her best to imitate his voice she replied "Yeah, this bitch likes it rough"

Turning him over she punched him in the face again, as he swung to retaliate she caught his arm slamming it back to the ground. Moon pushed the gun to his forehead

"Uh boss, there's something going down in the main sanctuary" The voice from outside the door interrupted again.

Moon without taking her eyes off her assailant called back "aight gimme a sec" then spoke quietly "Where are my clothes you fuck."

"Bitch you aren't getting out of here. You pull that trigger and my boys are gunna run in here and send you straight to hell."

"That wasn't what I asked you." Moon teeth grit as the words came out. Tossing the gun aside she drove her elbow into his throat still holding back his arm that she hadn't broke. The man began flailing to do anything he could to get free. Moon held strong staring him in the eyes, her burning with rage, her jaw quivering with spite, her arm quaking behind the force press against him. Moon released her hold as soon as he fell limp. She searched his body quickly and found her underwear in his pocket. She took a deep breath and stood up from the defeated boss.

Moon put her underwear on and positioned herself behind the door "Come in"

As it opened Moon tackled the thug wrestling him to the ground, she grabbed hold of one of his wrists and yanked it behind him, she Grabbed him by his hair and smash his face into the floor "Where are my things"

The thug tried to break loose from the hold. As they struggled gunshots could be heard outside, a few screams, calls for help and prayer. Moon raised the thug's head smashing it into the floor again "one more time, where are my things?".

"I don't have them you cunt”

Moon wrenched his arm upward cracking his shoulder. The man cried out an agony. Moon leaned hi close to his face, turning his head to see the other body “You are going to end up like him in a few seconds.”

After a moment he spoke with a shaky tone “ok ok we gave your knives to one of the other guys to hand out. Your clothes are probably just sitting around somewhere. We don’t have any bitches like you in our gang"

"You are the one that touched me didn't you" Moon's voice raised

"No! Nonono..it wasn't me I swear"

Moon dragged him over to the night stand positioning his neck along one of the legs. "She's seems a little tight, but I'm sure you could loosen her up" Moon repeated the words from the note mockingly.

"Look lady I can get you out of here. just walk you right out the front door you don't have to d-" Moon thrust her palm into the man's chin, his neck snapped as it wrapped around the table legs. Useless, just another fucking useless pig. She grabbed the pistol looking over both of the bodies she considered stealing their clothes but both of them were very dirty and quite a few sizes bigger than her. Searching their pockets she found both of the men wear carrying drugs on them, pills, crack, and needles.

"This is the only hallway left"

Hearing the voice she stood up and leaned against the wall, taking a deep breath. God damn it I'm going to have to take down an entire gang to get away from these freaks. As the sound of footsteps got closer she spun out from behind the wall taking aim with the pistol. As her targets became clear she recognized Kevin's face veering her aim at the last second she pulled the trigger. The bullet flew between Kevin and Darrin. Darrin dove to the side to dodge it, Kevin stood in place mouth agape.

"Y-y-you look perfect" Both Kevin and Moon's faces turned bright red

Moon wiped away a few more tears as she stomped toward Kevin and smacked him "Don't look at me you pervert!"

Kevin turned around "Sorry, it's just... they seem so much bigger when you aren't wearing a jacket and your skin, oh my my" Moon rolled her eyes and kicked Kevin in the back of the knee causing him to stumble.

Darrin held out Moon's clothes his head turned away "We found all of your stuff, Kevin has your weapons."

Moon put her shirt on then turned back to Kevin, grabbing him by the shoulder and pushing him into the wall face first. She pulled her sword from Kevin's hand forcefully. "Spread um" she said using the end of her sword to move his legs.

Kevin pretended to struggle "Darrin run, Moon is possessed by an evil demon cop! I swear I didn't do it lady. I only took your knives to sell for food for my kids. Is that so bad?!"

Moon held out a bag of crack in front of Kevin "oh yeah then what is this? you high right now you worthless little junkie?"

Kevin going along with the joke pointed his finger toward Darrin "It ain't mine lady. This guy planted it on me when he saw you coming."

Darrin shrugged "I've never met this guy in my whole life"

Moon pressed the end of her sheath into Kevin's back "You better start talking right you burnout, or have you put too many holes in your brain to tell the truth"

"OK OK, I sell it alright, it is the only way I can get by in this shithole. Look I'm not a bad guy, please lady just let me go. Besides don't you have some zombies to kill, some actual people to protect?"

Moon engaged the safety to the gun, pressed it to Kevin's head *Click* "Bang"

Kevin removed himself from the wall and began pulling Moon's knives from his pockets "pretty good Moon, maybe next time work in a few racial slurs or more insults, you know, you really gotta channel the power trip of being allowed to legally murder other people" As he turned around just seeing Moon again cause him to turn red. "You couldn't wait till you put pants on to harass me?"

"The knives were more important. Not sure if I can trust you with them." Moon handed the gun to Darrin and began putting the rest of her clothes on. "How did you guys find me?"

"Well you didn't come back to camp last night so we went back out to look for you around 3am. Eventually Nanook found your scent and led us to this church." Darrin examined the gun with a smile as he checked the clip to find it was only missing one bullet.

"Yeah, we were hella outnumbered so we went back to town to get some info on these guys and ask for some help, turns out this psycho bike gang runs this town and they have been protecting the people from the zombies but they are total shit heads." Kevin paced the hall avoiding looking towards moon, his hands a bit shaky.

Darrin added the gun to his arsenal and stepped into the room that Moon had been kept in. "Did they do something to you?" Moon was silent, her eyes began to well up again. "You don't have to tell us." Darrin held moon's shoulders.

"I-I-I wasn't awake if they did" She pushed Darrin away covering her face.

"Don't worry she woke up killed those fucks" Kevin joined them in the room

"Actually I think one of them is still alive" Moon didn't walk back into the room with them.

"Wow, she's nicer than me that's for sure" Kevin laughed leaning down to look at the boss "alright moon, you want me to give this guy a lobotomy or should we tie him to a tree and let the zombies sort it out or what?"

"Let's burn this place down" Moon spoke sternly.

"God, you really are the best you know that?" Kevin said smiling at Moon who was still turned away from the scene.

"Weren't you just talking about how cops shouldn't be allowed to make the call on taking someone's life" Darrin stood up finishing his check of the bodies.

Kevin pushed Darrin "This is different"

"No it's not"

"How can you not tell the difference between what the fascist cops do to poor people and protecting women from these rapist fuckwads?"

"I just don't think you have any right to decide who lives or dies"

"They fucked with Moon, Moon was stronger than them, if she wants them dead they are dead. That is how it works"

"Your system sounds like a nightmare"

"Well, if they weren't shitty kidnappers, and actually wanted to do something productive for humanity, we wouldn't be talking about cutting their heads off right now. But I'm interested Darrin what do you think we should do?"

"We hand out their guns to the townspeople and destroy the drugs, besides we roughed up a lot of these guys anyway, they lose their control of the area and nobody has to die"

"You spineless liberal." Kevin scoffed as he picked up the boss "We'll spare the lives of these rapists so you can feel all warm and fuzzy inside but the women of this city will never feel safe as long as they are alive, guns or not"

Moon walked alongside Kevin as they began to walk out she spoke without turning to see Darrin "Kevin's right Darrin, there are people to consider, not just your moral high ground"

Darrin shook his head looking back one last time at the dead biker. "I don't understand how you guys can just be so ok with killing someone like that"

Moon looked back at him. Her eyes beamed into his, her voice trembling a bit "You don't cause you've never felt the pain and horror that someone like them can put you through."

They entered the sanctuary, the room was filled with groaning and crying as members of the biker gang struggled to contain cuts and bullet wounds. Many of them had small cuts across the chest and back, or bullet holes in their hands or feet. Others were bruised with bones out of place. Approaching the exit a crowd was visible from the outside. Some had clearly been involved in the melee, their clothes torn, noses bloody, and wounds of their own. The rest of the crowd looked like an angry mob waiting to see if their oppressors had finally been vanquished. As Kevin walked out of the church he was met with grand cheers until the crowd realized the gang leader was still breathing.

"Look he's walking that shit head out to safety"

"What you expect us to take care of this asshole"

"why didn't you kill him!"

Suddenly a group of women stormed into the church, knocking Kevin over he dropped the boss and a woman jumped on top of him with a kitchen knife. She stabbed in the chest over and over and over, screaming as blood sprayed into the crowd. Kevin watched, squeezing his fists feeling empowered by the act of passion. Moon grabbed the woman pulling her off the mangled corpse. The woman fought with Moon for a few seconds before dropping the knife. Moon embraced her as the woman wailed sorrowfully. They stayed there for a moment Moon also crying with the woman. "He can never hurt you again." Moon kept repeating.

Looking back into the church Darrin saw a fire had been started inside. He ran in trying to grab or assist anyone he could to get them out of the building. The mob prevented him from taking any bikers out as he tried to power past them. Kevin rushed in and grabbed him "Give it up Darrin, the people of this city have made this decision. It's not your place to do this" Looking past Darrin he shouted into the crowd "Alright this motherfucker is about to burn down, grab all the weapons you can find and get the hell out of here".

They moved clear of the church, Kevin watched with a glow in his eyes. "This is what Matt and I would have done if he was here" He found Moon and put his arm around her, his other arm extended toward the fire "I'd burn down every church in the world for you, baby"

Moon elbowed Kevin in the gut "You didn't even do this, also don't call me baby." They watched as the building burned down, the people of the city piled together all of the valuables they had found inside. Some retrieved their jewelry or clothes which had been stolen by the gang. Others gathered up the weapons and were already laying out plans for defending the city.

Darrin stood alone leaning against a light pole not watching the fire but the people, shaking his head a scowling at anyone who looked at him. Kevin walked by him and stopped, they didn't look at each other. "I think we should stay here a few days, a couple of these guys helped us out, but I don't think they is enough to protect the city. Maybe you can teach a few of them how to shoot and well help them organize a watch."

Darrin grabbed Kevin firmly by the shoulder "How can you change from killer to compassionate so easily?"

"I don't feel bad for people that don't respect others humanity they are no better than the zombies"

"They have kids and families and feelings just like us, that is how they are different from those monsters"

"It doesn't matter Darrin. They turned to darkness, if you thought you could sit down with every single one of them and talk them out of stealing and raping you are more of an idealist than me. Letting those guys walking the streets doesn't make any of those people feel better either. The second they touched Moon, they sealed their fate. None of them were walking out of that church alive regardless of how you or I felt about it."

The two continued to argue as the crowds dispersed. Eventually they came to agree on Kevin's plan to help set up the city's defenses.

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