#it's less me judging ppl and more me wondering if i failed to convey The Point properly

[bidokja]

ppl reading my "kim dokja never learned how to live without yoo joonghyuk" post as A JoongDok Post and like. i did not post it for the message "whoa they really love each other <3" (like. they absolutely Do, that's vital, it's one of the layers. it's just not the point)

i made the post to highlight how - from the very beginning, LONG before we learn that kim dokja has attempted suicide in the past - all of this perfectly builds upon and foreshadows that kim dokja is not just the "dies a lot" guy, he is very much still currently suicidal. and the Only thing he is sticking around for is to make sure everyone else can make it past the ending. and to him, joonghyuk is necessary for that because it is His Story. just like he was Necessary before the events of orv for kim dokja to keep going. he never stopped needing him, he doesn't know how to stop needing him. he does not know how to Want To Live without relying on yjh existing